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Chapter 228: Reluctant


However, Zhao Zhengyu's sincerity to her, she never doubted it, but Sima Jun, she knew that he loved her, but she always thought that he loved her shallowly, and it was because of her unique beauty that she was reluctant to give up and love her.also loves her cleverness, she never thinks that if she becomes ugly one day Sima Jun will still love her, or if she doesn't have those cleverness, maybe he would have been bored with her in her heart, Sima Jun always likes a soft and weak woman like Shen Wanting, in her eyes, she thinks that Shen Wanting is Sima Jun's true love, for her, it is just a man's competitiveness to challenge himself, so after he got her, he no longer cherished it, and for the sake of others, he hurt her again and again."

Even if you are reluctant, then you should say hello to me, how can you just leave secretly."

Yi Xue complained a little, which was very unpleasant.After being with him for so long, suddenly I couldn't see him all of a sudden, there was a feeling of emptiness in my heart, I felt very uncomfortable, and I was very lonely Suddenly I found that although he pushed her away at the time, he had been by her side in accordance with his oath, every time he was sad, not only lonely, every time he was helpless and overwhelmed, it can be said that he had experienced more than Sima Jun with her.Although Sima Jun dotes on her and runs through her, it seems that every time she is sad and unhappy, he stays by others' side and rarely comes to see her, and then he will run back to admit his mistakes and coax her.From this point of view, she felt that Zhao Zhengyu was more sincere than Sima Jun and loved her more than Sima Jun, without her suspicion.Suddenly felt that she couldn't accept the loneliness that he wasn't around, not because she wasn't used to it, but because she couldn't bear it."

Sister, don't be sad, I heard the patriarch say that General Zhao handed us over to him to take care of, let us wait for him here, he said that he would come back and he would come back, General Zhao is more trustworthy than the emperor."

Qingqing comforted.Yi Xue glanced at Qingqing."

I know, I want to be alone for a while, you go out first" Qingqing turned around and was about to leave, "Ah, there's a letter" glanced at a note on the table in the room.Yi Xue quickly picked it up and opened it."

Third sister, I can't bear to say goodbye, I'm afraid that I will be reluctant in my heart, I'm afraid to see you send me away alone, and I'm even more afraid that I can't bear to leave you and be impulsive.Forgive the eldest brother for choosing to go secretly, don't worry about me, I believe that the eldest brother will return to you soon, everything will be cherished, don't read the eldest brother's own handwriting. ”Yi Xue's eyes were confused, "Since the eldest brother is also reluctant, then we will not separate" decided, she really decided.She is also reluctant to him, and you are worried about him, rather than letting her wait here to worry, it is better to follow him and watch him, maybe it will be more reassuring."

Sister, what are you talking about," Qingqing asked puzzled."

It's nothing" Yi Xue's expression was solemn, "I don't want to go back to Cannes, the emperor will be the emperor in the future, I am me, and I can still live without him."

The eldest brother said that he wanted to take me away, I am willing to go with the eldest brother, and at the ends of the earth in the future, I will be accompanied by the eldest brother" A beautiful picture suddenly appeared in his eyes, green forests, lakes and mountains, desert grasslands, everywhere a sky and a high ground and a wide area.Enjoy the flowers in spring, play in the water in summer, enjoy the leaves in autumn, watch the snow in winter, and be free everywhere.I'm looking forward to it."

If you can't forget it, put it in your heart, I hope everyone can be fine from now on" The last thing he said was Sima Jun, she was still reluctant to give up on him, hoping that he would be good, and hoped that Sima Jun and Shen Wanting could live happily without her.Although she doesn't like Shen Wanting's hypocritical woman very much, Sima Jun likes it, and she sincerely blesses them."

It's good if my sister thinks it's good, and I support my sister too."

After so much, Qingqing also understood that Sima Jun's love would only bring harm to her sister, and she had the whole world, but she had lost herself, she didn't want Yixue to be unhappy, and she didn't want her to suffer by Sima Jun's side anymore.What is called a prosperous dream, she now finally understands, if the most basic happiness is gone, everything else is no longer important.In the palace, Sima Junyao has already retreated, but he is still not very good.Li Bin was very worried about him, although he didn't like the harm he had done to Yi Xue in the past, he still felt sorry for him.is also selfish, he hopes that Yi Xue can go back, there are so many ladies and masters in the palace, he doesn't like anyone, all the time, he likes Yi Xue who is sometimes domineering, and sometimes can play with their minions.came to Changle Palace without authorization, he knew that maybe only the Empress Dowager could get Yi Xue back at this moment, and only when Yi Xue came back could he save Sima Jun, who was depressed and his body was getting thinner and thinner."

Empress Dowager, the slave begs you to save the emperor, it's good that you send someone to find Madame back, Madame listens to you the most."

Li Bin knelt on the ground and said pleadingly."

Go well, the mourning family will also leave this bastard, don't come to beg the mourning family, if the emperor really likes Xue'er, he won't come to hurt the little great-grandson of the mourning family in Xue'er's womb for the sake of that woman's child.Do you know how hard the mourning family waited for that child, the last time Xue'er had lost a child for him, this time he actually did it himself.Very good, very good, the emperor is ruthless, Xue'er has done her duty to him, it's time to leave. ”The Empress Dowager was angry, loud, and refused very simply."

The slave also knows that the emperor is doing something wrong, if the empress dowager also stands by and watches, it is one thing for the emperor's body to be unbearable, the queen and the empress dowager Yu are closely linked, and his throne is also in jeopardy.Is the Empress Dowager really willing to see the emperor fall passively like this, and let the Empress Dowager Yu and the Empress pick up a big bargain?"

Li Bin talked about the matter and sincerely begged the Empress Dowager.Hope forced her to send someone to find Yi Xue quickly, use her, and convey Sima Jun's illness to Yi Xue.He knew that Yi Xue was soft-hearted, if he knew that Sima Jun was sick, she would definitely come back, and he wouldn't linger too much outside.Although maybe Yi Xue's favorite is Zhao Zhengyu, if she doesn't love Sima Jun, no one will believe it, every time Sima Jun has an accident, she is the first to be by his side, and she is the one who worries and solves problems for him.But such a person who doesn't care about paying is treated and hurt by Sima Jun most unfairly.At this moment, he just begged Yi Xue to come back quickly, come back quickly.Miss her, not only Sima Jun, but also him, Zhang Hong, Zijun, Cui'er, and even everyone in the Guangshi Palace want her to come back.Of course, among those who missed her, there were no Sima Jun's other concubines, and none of those people were friendly to Yi Xue, either jealous or hateful."

What's the use of you as a slave running here to beg the mourning family, if the emperor has the heart, he won't look for it himself, but the mourning family wants to see if he has the face to go to her.As for the Empress Dowager Yu and the queen, the mourning family can't help, ask for more blessings, Xue'er's heart is cold and dead to the emperor, and the emperor can't complain about anyone, and the mourning family can't help much, everything is good for itself.He didn't know how much the mourning family liked Xue'er, but every time the mourning family turned around and accidentally didn't pay attention, everyone bullied her, including the emperor.The mourning family is old, I can't take care of it, and I don't want to care about Xue'er should go, the emperor can't give her naturally, someone can give it, Xue'er is so good, someone will cherish her, she doesn't have to ask for others' pity in this palace.The mourning family is also dead, although they are reluctant to her, but seeing her so sad, the mourning family only wishes to fulfill her prodigal heart. ”Through Yi Xue's words, the Empress Dowager retorted.I was very angry, and I sighed helplessly in my heart.Li Bin was also very helpless, "The Empress Dowager, the slave begs you, give the emperor another chance, the emperor already knows that he is wrong, is it okay for the slave to kowtow to you" knelt on the ground, again and again, Li Bin kowtowed very sincerely."

Get up, let's go, let's go" The Empress Dowager was full of fatigue and powerlessness, waved her hand at Li Bin, and then went back to the house to rest, no longer paying attention to Li Bin's entanglement.The journey from the Tianshan Mountains to the border pass is not far, and Zhao Zhengyu has already arrived in three days.As soon as the soldiers saw Zhao Zhengyu and Han Shaoqian coming, they swept away the gloom on their faces before, and they all shouted enthusiastically."

General Zhao is back, great, with General Zhao here, we will definitely win the battle" At the moment, everyone surrounded him, welcoming this General Zhao to come and command and supervise the battle.Zhao Zhengyu was not happy, nor unhappy, the expression on his face was faint, although he was no longer like the cold and lonely appearance that Yi Xue had just met him, but it was not much better, and he looked very serious."

How is the battle with the enemy army recently" Zhao Zhengyu asked the soldiers next to him as he walked.As soon as a middle-aged man wearing armor and holding a sword in his hand and a beard on his face immediately came over to report the results."

The losses are not very large, but the enemy has already occupied a city, and at the moment our army is very passive, can only defend, not attack.Some of the people in the city looked panicked, but fortunately, General Zhao arrived in time, and now the momentum is great, and everyone can rest assured, with your guidance, there should be no problems," the middle-aged man said flatteringly.Zhao Zhengyu stopped suddenly, "General Feng, the emperor gave you 8,000 soldiers, let you garrison the border passes, what are you doing to eat, you don't know if the enemy army has such a big move, until something happens, you don't report it to the court, are you so conscientious" was very angry, and I couldn't wait to correct this General Feng on the spot.General Feng didn't expect Zhao Zhengyu to suddenly stop and step forward, when his nose suddenly hit Zhao Zhengyu's shoulder.Zhao Zhengyu is taller than him, his body is bigger than him, his muscles are more developed than him, and his bones are harder than him.General Feng was hit not lightly, and touched his nose that was hurt by Zhao Zhengyu, "It's the negligence of his subordinates, please punish the general." ”: