If it is love, why was it so senseless and hurtful, if it is not love, what is this what he did, it is more and more incomprehensible.Let's go, regardless of whether he is true love or fake love, he has no choice in his life, not everyone is Yixue, even if he is hurt, there is still a lot to look forward to.There are people who love her, there are people she loves, even if Sima Jun is just a companion in her life, she can always choose by herself.Stay or go, no one dares to stop you.Her world is infinitely wide, as if all the sunshine is only for her.And she is destined to fight, rob, calculate, and plan for her and her children's lives all her life.Shen Wanting turned around sadly and went back to Fanghua Palace.Along the way, she silently thought a lot, and the people who loved her, the people she loved, seemed to be getting farther and farther away from her.In the past, when Yi Xue was there, Sima Jun was not like this to her.Perhaps, Sima Jun doesn't know what he really thinks about Yi Xue, whether he loves it or not, he can't figure it out himself, he just keeps it doesn't matter, and he can't bear to lose it.Perhaps, they really fell in love with each other, Sima Jun still has some feelings for her, after all, he once really saw them laughing so happily together.used to think that they were in love with each other, and thought that their relationship was indestructible, but it wasn't until later that she found out that Sima Jun was better to her than Yi Xue, so she expected that they were together at that time, and Sima Jun was just acting.Could it be that between them, there is something she doesn't know Is it that she misunderstood something, or did she see something wrong, maybe, she should look forward to Yi Xue coming back, so that she can stand by her side, compared with her, Sima Jun immediately knows who he loves.Back in Fanghua Palace, Shen Wanting didn't say a word, I don't know if it was because she was rejected or because she was hopeless, all she thought about was Sima Jun and Yi Xue's affairs, guessing, doubting, and feeling very irritable.The food in the barracks was simple and casual, but Yi Xue ate happily, and she didn't look disgusted or picky at all."
There is no fine clothes and jade food here, can you eat it?"
Zhao Zhengyu asked worriedly."
Well, I'm not too picky."
Raised his eyes and looked at Zhao Zhengyu, "In the eyes of the eldest brother, am I also one of those eldest ladies who have been pampered and grown up, and it is difficult to serve them" "Isn't it" Zhao Zhengyu smiled meaningfully.He has always regarded her as the eldest lady, and he is reluctant to let her be sad, reluctant to make her sad, and reluctant to let her suffer the slightest grievance.I want to keep her by my side and spoil her, protect her, follow her willfulness and nonsense, in front of him, although she is not pampered, but she is indeed a willful lady.Although Sima Jun dug a big hole in her heart, which made her feelings blank and her heart traumatized, he did penetrate her once and did not make her suffer anything."
It's not."
Yixue tugged at her lips and answered exactly."
I'm just me, I'm very simple, not a big lady."
After speaking, he buried his head in eating again.Perhaps, she is really a little willful, but she has never felt that she is any different from anyone, in her heart, she is just a simple person.If you really feel that there is something different, it is that fate is different, being tricked by fate, coming to a place where you shouldn't be, falling in love with someone you shouldn't love, sitting helplessly and doing what you don't want to do, being teased, being laughed at, and finally being forced to go away.Looking at the sadness that flashed in her eyes, Zhao Zhengyu felt a little distressed."
Don't be someone else's eldest lady, the third sister will always be the eldest lady of the eldest brother, and the eldest brother doesn't want my eldest lady to have any more sadness."
Gently comforting, he knew she was strong, but he didn't want her to be so brave in front of him.I hope she won't resist, as always, and get close to him, rely on him, and believe in him without any concern.Yi Xue smiled playfully, "I don't want to be the eldest lady of the eldest brother." ”The eldest lady doesn't mean to be her own sister, she used to not want to be her sister, just for her own selfishness.Now, she has left that helpless place, and he has also said that he is willing to return to the past, to take her away, and his heart is still looking forward to it as always.Looking at her bright smile, with a little soft light on her face unconsciously, his heart suddenly melted into her world."
Hehe, of course it's not just the eldest lady of the eldest brother, but the eldest lady's favorite and favorite eldest lady."
Zhao Zhengyu still sold a big deal and didn't say all the words.It's not that he doesn't want to confess to her, it's just that he is in the barracks at the moment, and it's not good for people to hear about their relationship, so it's better to be cautious.Han Shaoqian and Chen Kai came in at the same time, and they were both surprised when they heard Zhao Zhengyu's hearty laughter.I've never heard him laugh so heartily.It turns out that his smile, his gentleness, is not non-existent, but it will not bloom casually because of others "Is there any difference between the eldest lady and the favorite eldest lady" Yi Xue didn't know that someone came in behind him, and replied with a pout.Zhao Zhengyu stopped smiling and looked behind her, "It's different." ”Quietly squeeze out a few words.The eldest lady is like a beloved sister, he will love her, let her, care for her, and love her.However, the eldest lady who loves the most is like a wife, the only one who will love and cherish."
Cough" Han Shaoqian coughed lightly embarrassedly, "The last general has something to return to the general." ”"Say it" Zhao Zhengyu finished eating, wiped his lips, and replied majestically."
Can you please ask Miss Ziqing to avoid it?"
Han Shaoqian looked at Yi Xue and replied.It's not that she's afraid she knows, but she's afraid that she'll be scared if she knows.Although her kung fu is good, she is a girl after all, and when she encounters herself and is connected with many big things, she should be at a loss Chen Kai couldn't wait beside him, "Vice General Han, do you want to say it, what kind of guanzi are you selling, if you don't say it, let me say it."
It's like this" Chen Kai's words hadn't come out yet, "Wait, I'll go out and you can talk about it" Yi Xue looked at Han Shaoqian's worried face and stood up with interest."
It's okay, it's really okay."
Chen Kai stretched out his hand and grabbed Yi Xue's wrist, "Actually, it's not a big deal, Vice General Chen has no sense of humor, just like your brother, too serious." ”Yi Xue glared at him, "You let go of me first" This Chen Kai looks white, very beautiful, and a very sunny guy, but between his gestures, he always gives people a feeling of being too casual.Originally, this kind of person should be said to be kind, but Yi Xue is quite unaccustomed to his behavior."
Okay, good," Chen Kai let go of his hand with a smile, "We found that some people were hanging outside Miss Ziqing's tent, and we suspected that they had bad intentions, so we came to tell your brother."
Don't be afraid, as long as I, Chen Kai, have a breath, I will never let anyone beat Miss Ziqing's idea, and I will definitely protect you. ”Said flatteringly.Yi Xue looked back at Zhao Zhengyu, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he looked at her gently.He hid it well, and from his face, there was no sign of anger.But if you look closely at his eyes, there is endless care and emotion in his eyes."
I don't need anyone else to protect me."
Looking at Zhao Zhengyu with both eyes, Yi Xue refused to answer.The person next to him seemed to be a little confused about who she was talking to."
I'm relieved that there is one more person to protect you."
got up, slowly walked in front of Yi Xue again, "Those who are not ours, don't run around alone, be careful that they set a trap for you." ”Reaching out to caress her face, he said dotingly."
I see, I'll be careful.Let Vice General Chen follow me to protect me, I won't get used to it, big brother should let him do other things, it's enough for me to have Qingqing and Mingkong by my side. ”Yi Xue said repulsively."
Okay, then big brother will protect you personally."
With a doting smile, Chen Kai and Han Shaoqian both went out."
Hmm."
Yi Xue happily jumped into his arms, "I know, the eldest brother loves me the most, and if the eldest brother protects me, then I will rest assured." ”Zhao Zhengyu hugged her affectionately, her gentleness had long belonged to him, but she didn't expect that she finally returned to his side at this moment.It's like, it's like a lost lover, the peaks and loops, and the reunion after a long absence, this taste is so gratifying."
It's already dark, go rest" lowered her eyes, and her eyes fell on her gently."
I slept all day, and now I can't sleep."
Rubbing in his arms, he didn't want to leave."
If you don't sleep at night, you'll be sleepy again tomorrow during the day.The situation in the army is very chaotic right now, and if the enemy army comes tomorrow during the day, it will be dangerous for you to hide in the barracks and sleep.Be obedient, even if you can't sleep, you have to lie down and recuperate, big brother doesn't need your help to resist the enemy, but if the enemy army suddenly attacks and big brother can't be by your side, you also have to have the strength to protect yourself. ”Coaxed softly."
Well, then I'll go back to sleep" let go of him, feeling a little empty in his heart, and turned around and walked out."
Wait, let's rest at Big Brother tonight" Zhao Zhengyu stepped forward to grab her and bent down to pick her up.At first, Yixue thought he had misheard, but when he picked her up, he knew he had heard correctly."
Big Brother" suddenly had a faster heartbeat and was very nervous.Is he going to share a bed with her, or does he want to develop further with her?
His face suddenly turned red with shame, and it turned out that no matter how gentlemanly he was, he couldn't wait.However, this is not what she was expecting, but she suddenly felt a little overwhelmed and panicked.Is it because I don't love anymore, or because the relationship has faded or something else.Zhao Zhengyu looked at the changes on her face and the nervous appearance, and suddenly, there was some indescribable emotion in his heart."
Big brother said to protect you personally, don't worry, big brother will wait for us to get married."
After waiting for her for two years, waiting for her for two years, just waiting for the end of this war he can take her away and marry her, will he still wait like this?