Whether it was her or the people around her, he never thought of hurting them like this, and he didn't know how Mingkong provoked Zhou Jinyun, so that Zhou Jinyun dealt such a heavy hand to him, but fortunately, he passed it safely in the end.Yixue was silent and did not speak.That's it when she came back, no matter what, she just couldn't really laugh at him.After a few more days, Sima Jun's condition gradually improved, and his complexion became better and better.On this day, Zhao Zhengyu suddenly came to him, not for business, but specifically for Yi Xue."
The third sister has been in a bad mood recently, does she have something on her mind" Avoiding Yi Xue, she asked him directly."
Well, she's worried about my condition," Sima Jun replied with a glance at him, closing his eyes and pretending to be blind.Zhao Zhengyu couldn't be angry, "Believe it or not, I'll take her away immediately, so you won't regret it if you cry and shout again." ”Sima Jun sat down, looking helpless, "It's useless for you to threaten me, I'm trying to make Xue'er happy every day, but Xue'er just won't smile at me like before anymore, I'm also very anxious." ”Zhao Zhengyu also sat down next to him, "The third sister has been more sensitive recently, should you think about it, if you have encountered her scars that you have not found again, such as those women of yours." ”"Aren't I all very honest with her, where are I willing to hurt her with my women."
Sima Jun became a little irritable.Maybe it's physical reasons, or maybe it's psychological reasons, and he's been upset and irritable recently, but despite this, he still endures it and carefully coaxes Yixue.Of course, for me, Yi Xue was also carefully coaxing him.I don't know when it started, the two of them only got along cautiously, but they were worried about each other.looked into the distance in a daze, "Of course you won't know, in the court, there have been several times when I can't wait to come up directly and break your neck, even if I die with her in the end, I also feel more relieved to put her by your side." ”Sima Jun kept looking at his face, "What the hell did I do wrong?"
”"You are the most selfish to her, between her and Concubine Shen, and between Zhou Jinyun, the first thing you want to protect will never be her, you will only misunderstand her again and again.Maybe you think that she is all about me in her heart anyway, and there is no husband like you, so you want to take revenge on her, let her be afraid of you, let it go, and be by your side without complaint.But you did it, but it's what you are now. ”The eyes of the two met, and Zhao Zhengyu calmly answered all the words he didn't understand."
I didn't."
Sima Jun argued."
You don't know it yourself."
Zhao Zhengyu turned his eyes to look ahead again, "On the first day she came back and accompanied her to the court, your first words moved her very much, but not long after, you said three times that made her sad."
Do you want me to count it for you?"
"You can give me a reference. ”Sima Jun replied without hesitation."
The first sentence, let go of Li Shan.That's what you begged her for Zhou Jinyun.In the second sentence, you said that it was wrong for her to lose her temper in the court, she was too tired to be petty and deliberately pushed other people's mistakes to her.The third is not words, you deliberately let her give her an embarrassing action in that mood.You didn't know how disgusted you would be for me, even though you were doing it for me.These are all things I have seen with my own eyes, if you usually do something to her in private, I have heard that you tied King Ming back, and handed it over to her to deal with it directly.What are you doing this, do you know how they feel, do you care about her feelings, you only know that you want to protect the person you want to protect, so what about her, does she not need your protection, in this palace, there are several people who are sincere to her, in the end, she is not good enough, or do you deliberately make enemies for her" Zhao Zhengyu was helpless and angry, and reminded him very unceremoniously of the hurt he imposed on her heart, if it was love, his love for her had already become a disguised injury."
I'm also for her good, but I don't want her to make enemies in the palace too much, so I can only let her be wronged."
Sima Jun argued."
Then you mean that the third sister is not as good as others, so she deliberately made enemies everywhere in the palace, right, why didn't you reach out and touch your conscience when you said this, no matter how bad she is, in the palace, in addition to her will sincerely help you, in addition to her sincere dedication to you regardless of return, who else around you can be so Shen Wanting or Zhou Jinyun Since she is not good enough, why don't you keep your women who are better than her, why do you have to break up me and her, you let me take her away The third sister is not good enough, do you think she is not worthy of you, I also don't think she's worthy of you, but I love her, whether she's good or not, I love her, and I don't want her to be wronged.If you insist on dragging her and refuse to let go, thinking that this is for her good, then I regret to tell you that she doesn't need to, even if she is not good, she is still a proud woman.She doesn't need you, she's enough to have me.I can't give her glory and wealth, fine clothes and food, but I can let her sit comfortably by herself every day, without working hard, without caring about other people's eyes, she can be free and willful around me.I'm really fed up with you, you keep loving her and want to protect her, but your selfishness hurts her again and again, you won't understand what love is, if you still love her a little bit, pity her, let me take her away.No matter what she owes you in the past, she has already paid it off at the moment, she lost one child for you, but then she paid back three more children for you. ”Questioning, pleading, persuading.He wanted to take her away, especially when he saw that she didn't have a happy day after she returned, and this feeling of taking her away became stronger and stronger.If it weren't for Sima Jun's illness, how could he bring her back and personally send her to him, this is the second time, and I don't know how he could be so stupid, believe him again and again.Sima Jun was suddenly stupid, he didn't expect him to really beg him to let him take Yi Xue away."
No, I love Cher, I won't let her go with you.As for the child, we will have children in the future, and I am no longer angry with her. ”His expression suddenly became a little dazed."
You don't have the right to be angry with her, one of her children was lost for you, the other was sent away by you, she lost one child for you, but also saved three of your children at the same time.I don't know if you are naïve or stupid, I thought that if you hid the good concubine and Rong Concubine, the third sister would not know, and I thought that Zhou Jinyun would not be able to do anything to them if she did this.But all of this, you can't protect it yourself at all, only the third sister is a stupid girl who will help you protect it.Obviously, she was already in pain enough in her heart at that time, and she was swaying in the gossip of this palace, stabbing her with a cold arrow like ice, and you left her behind, but she still chose to help you protect everything you wanted to protect without hesitation.There is also Concubine Shen's child, the woman who will take revenge, I don't know where she attracts you, but during the third sister's pregnancy, she was so openly and honestly with that woman in front of her. ”Said sarcastically."
Impossible, absolutely impossible, you're lying to me."
Sima Jun roared at Zhao Zhengyu, "I treat you as a friend and a brother, why do you have to lie to me" and asked, almost crazy."
Did I lie to you, you won't check it yourself, or are you deliberately pretending to be blind and pretending not to see.That's right, Concubine Shen's children, concubines and concubines are all gifts from the third sister, but they are just gifts.She won't care and won't like it.The reason why they will protect them is because of you, because of your feelings, but you have always doubted that what you want to do to your child is whether she thinks she is jealous, and you know what you should know now, he will not hurt what you care about, if it weren't for her, Concubine Liang, Concubine Rong 1, and even Concubine Shen, none of them would have been able to give birth to your child. ”Zhao Zhengyu said unquestionably."
So, do you think she is here to repay the kindness, and now that the favor is over, you can take her away" Sima Jun asked in a deep voice, and suddenly said, "But don't forget, she is my wife, and she is also the mother of all my children, and she should do all this." ”"You're so unreasonable, hopeless."
Zhao Zhengyu suddenly felt unprecedented sadness, and his words were like needles, inserting into his heart one by one.He wanted to take her away, but this time he came to him, just to scare him and remind him, but he didn't know that he reacted like this.I knew that he might have taken her away and didn't let her come back."
Your Majesty, what's the matter, who are you talking to" Li Bin knocked on the door outside and asked worriedly.He didn't know that Zhao Zhengyu was coming, and the two of them were arguing inside.At first, he heard a voice outside the door, and thought he and Icher were arguing again.But after listening to it for a while, it wasn't Yi Xue's voice, but two men arguing, there was too much space inside, I couldn't hear clearly through the door, and I didn't know who was inside, the door was closed, and he didn't dare to break in.Zhao Zhengyu looked at Sima Jun, turned around and was about to go out, but suddenly turned around and said, "Vice General Chen has always liked Zhao Ziqing, and now he wanders in front of our house every day, so you will leave this matter to you to deal with." ”"He likes Zhao Ziqing to have something to do with me, and now Zhao Ziqing has someone else, not Xue'er."
Sima Jun retorted angrily."
Okay, then I'll tell him that Zhao Ziqing is no longer in our house, and by the way, tell him that Zhao Ziqing is not my sister-in-law."
Zhao Zhengyu smiled suspiciously on his face.If he really ignores it, wait until the day when the lie is exposed, he will tell everyone that it is not that he is unfaithful, but that Sima Jun robbed the woman he loves, and then the big deal is to run away with Yi Xue and go to a place where no one knows them.Suddenly I was very angry and thought so, and turned around and walked out
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