"I didn't know that this would happen, I didn't mean to let Xue'er get hurt, and I wanted to kill the woman immediately, but I will definitely protect them in the future."
Sima Jun said with a weak heart.Zhao Zhengyu glared at him, "Do you think this is the answer I want, if it were just like this, I wouldn't have said a word to you at all." ”Said disgustedly.If it was just Qiu Ju's fault, he would have killed her directly a long time ago, and he wouldn't give her the slightest affection.Now, even fools can see that things may have started because of Qiu Ju, but not that Qiu Ju can have such courage, not to mention that Qiu Ju has also explained, but Sima Jun insisted that she was lying."
Cher doesn't understand me, why don't you understand me either."
Sima Jun looked at him with resentful eyes, "I don't want things to turn out like this, if I knew, I wouldn't have promised Xue'er to let her enter the palace, and I wouldn't let her become Zhao Ziqing, even if others misunderstood Xue'er and you, it doesn't matter." ”"The third sister is really pitiful, she shouldn't have met the two of us at all" Zhao Zhengyu didn't bother to accuse him, he thought he would say this.Suddenly regretted that he shouldn't have stopped her with him in the first place, if he had helped her and let her stay in the academy in Luoyang, all this would not have happened.Yi Xue had a fever, slept a little unsteadily, her head twisted around, and the expression on her face was obvious, I don't know if it was pain or sadness."
Shui" suddenly seemed to be saying something in his mouth, but neither of them heard it too clearly."
Xue'er, what are you talking about" Sima Jun walked to the side and sat down, helping her up and holding her in his arms."
I want to drink water."
Hearing Sima Jun's voice, Yi Xue continued, feeling that her throat was burning painfully.Zhao Zhengyu hurriedly poured a glass of water and handed it to him, "Take care of her, I'll go first." ”glanced at Sima Jun, turned around and went out.Sima Jun watched him leave and didn't speak.Turning his head to look at the confused man in his arms again, he drank the water for her.I feel very uncomfortable, why they all talk almost the same.Three people, why do you feel like a monster now, what is wrong "Big brother, big brother" After drinking the water, Yi Xue also opened his eyes and woke up.Looking at the side, she seemed to hear the two of them talking just now, but she was dizzy and couldn't wake up.Sima Jun thought that when she came back, her heart was still with him, and with him, she would not go to Zhao Zhengyu at any time, but just now she didn't even allow him to look, but now that she woke up, he would take the initiative to find Zhao Zhengyu, was he too confident He knew that she used to rely on him a lot, but when she came back this time, didn't she take the initiative to find him for a long time Seeing her working so hard and strong for herself, he thought that she was no longer attached to him, it seems that he was wrong.Looking at her eyes, Zhao Zhengyu always seems to have longing and expectation.Does she just want to rely on him so much, she really doesn't care about his feelings as her husband at all, he has paid so much for her, and he is still just a part of her heart, and suddenly feels really unwilling.Zhao Zhengyu walked outside the door and heard Yi Xue's voice looking for him, and his heart was stunned for a moment.He also thought that she didn't need him anymore, and thought that she had hatred in her heart, so many times he would rather be strong alone, and he didn't go to him, didn't ask him to help, and didn't even need to let him comfort her.But just now he heard that she was looking for him again, and he knew that she still had her in her heart.But what should I do now about the distance between the three of them, she has come back and stayed by Sima Jun's side, but this person doesn't know how to cherish her at all, and it is impossible to take her away.Heartbroken, he couldn't help striding away anymore, he was afraid that if he stopped again, he couldn't help but go to her again, which might only cause Sima Jun to be more suspicious.He is no longer the person who only loves her and loves her before, looking at him to protect Zhou Jinyun and Shen Wanting, but for her, in addition to selfishness, he can no longer find any yubs in his eyes who want to protect her and is completely different from his desire for her at the beginning, at that time, when he sees her, his eyes will flash, pity, love, and he is very confident.Why did it become like this, but I was also unwilling.Who has changed in between, is it because of his existence like Sima Juncai, or his good impression of Yi Xue is due to a man's strong sense of conquest over a woman who can't get it.Now he wins, gets, so he doesn't care so much.But if that's the case, then she left before, and he doesn't have to look for her anymore, just let her go.He doesn't understand him more and more, and he doesn't know him anymore, he doesn't know what to do in the next few days, how to maintain and face it between the three of them, maybe he should really withdraw from the scope of their lives, without him by her side, will Sima Jun look back at her, and see that the women around him are actually fragile, and she needs his protection no less than Zhou Jinyun and Shen Wanting.Looking at Sima Jun's different expression, Yi Xue knew that maybe she had touched his jealous nerve again, "I just seemed to hear you arguing with your eldest brother, but I couldn't wake up from a groggy sleep, it's very uncomfortable, I'm just worried about the two of you." ”Sima Jun's face softened, and his cold eyes regained a little warmth, "I asked him to take Qiu Ju away, we didn't quarrel, he just told me to take good care of you." ”Said with relief."
It's good that you don't quarrel, I don't want you to quarrel for me, or I'll become the culprit who destroys the friendship between you two brothers."
He also said sincerely, and it can also be said that he had a look of asking for peace."
No, it won't."
Sima Jun assured, "Even if he doesn't understand my suffering, I know that he will never hurt me, I believe in him, he will always be our big brother." ”Zhao Zhengyu took Qiu Ju and prepared to leave the palace, Yan Hong suddenly ran over and shouted in the Guangshi Palace, "Your Majesty, the emperor is not good, the queen mother has a fetal gas" and ignored the others to report, and rushed directly into the Guangshi Palace.One accidentally hit Zhao Zhengyu and was furious: "Good dogs don't get in the way, dog slaves, don't let this girl get away." ”Suddenly raised his head, and instantly regretted what he said, "General Zhao Zhao Zhao" suddenly turned red, and his heart beat faster, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, the slave is too anxious, and I don't choose to say anything for a while, and I ask General Zhao for forgiveness." ”Hurriedly explained.Zhao Zhengyu looked at her condescendingly, "The queen mother has a fetal gas, why don't you ask the imperial doctor to come here to do something" Yan Hong didn't know how to answer for a while, and looked at Qiu Ju next to him, as if she had been punished."
The queen mother is very scared, so the slave wants to come over and ask the emperor to accompany her."
He didn't dare to raise his head, and said in a slur manner."
The emperor is not available, the Holy Lady is also sick, you can go back by yourself" Zhao Zhengyu said, pulling Qiu Ju to leave quickly.Qiu Ju looked back at Yan Hong standing in the main hall sarcastically, these women in the palace are very good at acting and lying, don't think about it anymore, they were pulled by Zhao Zhengyu, and walked outside quickly.I didn't expect that the charm of this General Zhao is really great, I was stunned by these little palace maids, I have seen him many times, maybe I didn't know his identity before, or maybe my heart was on Sima Jun before, and I never found out that this person is actually much more handsome than Sima Jun, and suddenly felt that even if I was his sister, I was very happy.Li Bin came out and looked at Yan Hong with disgust, "Who let you break in, don't you know if you have something to report first, I didn't expect the maid next to the queen to be the same as her, not polite at all." ”Counting down, blocking the way of Yan Hong.Sima Jun wants to protect Zhou Jinyun because of the child, out of a heart that wants to protect his child, even if he slanders others, I'm not wrong.But he understands that he loves Yi Xue and can't live without her, at this moment when she is sick, as his subordinate, he can't let people disturb him, and he doesn't want that Zhou Jinyun to take him away from Yi Xue proudly, "Grandpa Li, the queen mother has a fetal gas, let the slave maid come and invite the emperor to come over, if you still want to stop the slave and maid, if the queen mother and the little prince in the womb have a mistake, I'm afraid you and I can't afford it" Yan Hong's sharp voice said, with a sense of momentum.Li Bin squinted at her, "Then you wait here, and wait until the emperor is free to accompany the Holy Lady." ”He didn't believe that this Yan Hong's mouth was full of truth, the personal palace maid beside Zhou Jinyun, which one did not come out in person, it was simply the same as the master and servant.Yan Hong saw that Li Bin stopped her from letting her see Sima Jun, and suddenly became anxious, "Your Majesty, the queen mother has a fetal gas, and now the child is very bad, please go and see her." ”Shouting in the Hall of Light and Glory."
You" Li Bin was so angry that he "took something to gag her mouth." ”said to the miscellaneous eunuchs of the Guangshi Hall next to him."
Gonggong Li, you should be cautious about the queen and the child in her womb, if something happens, you and I can't afford to be responsible."
A little eunuch persuaded.They also knew that Li Bin was eager to protect the master, but he had always served Yi Xue as a master like Sima Jun, how could he bear her being wronged at this time.Angry, Li Bin suddenly didn't dare to delay, "Wait here." ”Go into the house and report to Sima Jun.Yan Hong instantly smiled brightly, and became a little proud.The people of the Guangshi Hall looked at her and smiled maliciously, and suddenly glared at her with their eyes, and they instantly hated it."
Look at what you see, and believe it or not, this girl has reed your eyes out."
Yan Hong made a scaring gesture and said domineeringly.The people of Guangshidian hurriedly worked on their own, and they didn't bother to take care of the women.Hearing Li Bin's report, "Xue'er, I'm sorry, I have to go to see the queen, don't worry, I'll be back soon." ”Sima Jun got up as he spoke, kissed her on the forehead, and turned away immediately without waiting for her to agree
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