It's windy on the walls, and that's the best place to wake up.As soon as Yi Xue left on his front foot, Sima Jun then returned to the Guangshi Palace, and when he came back, he didn't see Yi Xue, and suddenly lost his temper at the subordinates of the Guangshi Palace."
Madame, where has Madame gone" He didn't want to lose his temper with others, but he suddenly couldn't help but hate himself very much, and was more afraid, afraid that she would leave him again because of this.The subordinates of the Guangshi Hall felt that something was wrong, "Madame just went out with Miss Qingqing, Zijun and Cui'er also followed, and the slaves and maids don't know where she is going" Sima Jun calmed down, calmed down, and immediately turned around and chased after Li Bin with him.Yi Xue stood on the city tower, under the city wall was a field of people, a little farther away was a piece of barren smoke, and in the distance was a green hill overlapping.The feeling of loneliness in my heart suddenly arises, between this green water and green mountains, there will be no hometown of my own, and suddenly I am like a lost child.There was a big shudder, and in this world, the heart suddenly felt as desolate as the desolation not far away."
It's almost February, and the weather will get warmer and warmer, and when the time comes, the desolation in the distance will become green, and when the spring breeze blows, the earth will be dressed in new clothes.However, the heart is changed in person, but it is not as good as the four seasons, and it will be changed over and over again. ”Yi Xue said sadly and to herself.Sima Jun followed her all the way to find her on the city wall, standing not far away and staring at her fixedly, a golden windbreaker was even more dazzling and brilliant under the seal of the sunset, but the figure suddenly had a sense of hesitation and sadness.His heart hurts, knowing that what he did must have hurt her again, he didn't want to do this, he really didn't mean to make her sad.With heavy steps, he walked gently towards her."
Sister, what are you talking about?"
Qingqing asked as if she didn't understand.Yi Xue stopped, raised her face slightly, and looked into the distance, "The scenery under the city has been renewed, and soon there will be flowers everywhere, butterflies dancing, and greenery stretching The scenery of the city is full of warblers and swallows dancing, which is wonderful, but it is full of sadness."
Everything has affection, but the human heart is the most complex, and it is always incomprehensible. ”"The scenery under the city is incomparably delicate, the tens of millions of layers of holes are mixed together, but it can be called a barren and variegated scenery on the city, the song and swallow dance, lively and extraordinary, but not the most in life, it is also annoying for a long time, only the scenery in the snow, a hundred faces are beautiful, a hundred lives are never tired, on top of all things.Its beauty, everyone is moved by it, that is stunning" Sima Jun came over, gently hugged her from behind, and couldn't help but kiss her on the face, flattering to explain.Yi Xue turned her head in shock, didn't say anything, and threw herself on his chest, hoping that he would stay alone for her, and never leave her with another woman.Sima Jun hugged her tightly, rubbed his nose on her head and kissed her, "Xue'er, I'm sorry, don't leave me, I will never believe the queen's words again." ”Yi Xue still didn't speak, his words not to leave made her feel a lot more comfortable, just a little bit, she was about to say it one step faster than him, isn't it good now Zhao Zhengyu sent Mingkong to Xuehua Palace, and saw that he lived there alone, and felt very sorry for him, so he stayed with him for a while."
Brother Zhengyu, why don't you marry someone else and be your wife," Mingkong said seriously looking at Zhao Zhengyu.Zhao Zhengyu looked at him strangely, a little incredulous that this little ghost would suddenly say such a thing.Looking at Zhao Zhengyu's stunned eyes, Mingkong explained: "Brother Zhengyu, senior sister is already the emperor's wife, and there is no room for maneuver between you.Although the emperor is a little selfish, he is still sincere to his senior sister, and he will not let his senior sister go with you.You have been embarrassed for yourself like this, living in the shadow that your senior sister once gave you, and my senior sister is also uncomfortable when she sees it" He finally understood what Yi Xue said last time, without her, maybe they would all live well, they should have had their own lives, and it was her arrival that changed their hearts.Zhao Zhengyu suppressed his breathing, trying not to let this little ghost hear his strangeness.Touching his head, he still didn't answer the little ghost's words.But Mingkong suddenly couldn't stop, and then said: "Brother Zhengyu, when you have your own life, Senior Sister will be able to feel at ease."
Even if you marry someone else, your position in the heart of the senior sister will still not change, why do you have to embarrass yourself and make the emperor feel more hearty, because you are by the side of the senior sister, the emperor will not care about her and hurt her at will, because he knows that the senior sister will forgive her if she is soft-hearted, and when she is in pain, you accompany her, and the emperor will not care about the senior sister.In fact, you just need to put your senior sister at ease, as long as you love her.Her heart will be enough.The master said, there is no perfect existence in this world, so we can only seek the second, leaving a little regret to feel perfect, that defect is to teach us to know how to cherish "Mingkong guided Zhao Zhengyu like an adult, persuading him to try to open his heart to accept others, it seems to be childlike, in fact, every sentence is in reason Zhao Zhengyu didn't know that Yi Xue was embarrassed, he also tried to leave her life, but after trying to know that he couldn't do it, just like today, but fell deeper and deeper.In his heart, he couldn't accept anyone except Yixue anymore, and it was God who was deliberately playing tricks on him, making him miserable and happy by her side.got up and looked at Mingkong, "I'm going back, can you be alone" His heart hurt, and he also needed to go back and tidy up."
Well, I can."
Mingkong raised his eyes and said in confirmation.Since then, Yi Xue's food Sima Jun has always made people careful and careful, and almost every day it is made by people who keep an eye on the imperial dining room, and there is no room for the slightest negligence.According to the promise to Qiu Ju, after Yi Xue was in good health, Sima Jun issued an order to give Qiu Ju to Chen Kai, and the day of marriage was also chosen, February 14, a very auspicious day.Poor Chen Kai, holding the holy decree with a happy mouth, couldn't close it, laughed for a long time, and even thanked Wen Yanbo to deliberately make things difficult for Yi Xue, and competed with her from time to time, Yi Xue no longer went to the court with Sima Jun, she didn't want to stick to him all the time, she didn't want to attract hatred, and she also wanted to find some space for herself and do something she liked.Occasionally, leave a little more space for each other, miss a little deeper, and love will be more stable.Don't let him feel like she should be there for him all the time, so it doesn't matter if he feels ignored once in a while, because she'll always be there for him.Yi Xue took scissors to prune the flowers and plants in the Imperial Garden, and the flowers and plants in the Guangshi Hall were cleaned by her, and finally there was no land to pick, so she now went straight to the Imperial Garden and became a flower farmer in the Imperial Garden.Catching insects, weeding, or remodeling and pruning some small saplings, and also making a shape for some small trees.Some are like white clouds fluttering, some are like waves, some are like palms, and a few are made into animal shapes by her, which are very beautiful.I saw that the palace maids and eunuchs in the palace were all happy, and some ladies in the palaces and courtyards also brought the little princes and princesses out to join in the fun.Several children suddenly ran over and surrounded Yi Xue: "Holy Eniang, you are so powerful" "Holy Eniang, I want to learn too, you teach me" "I want to learn too, I want to learn too" "" Even jumping and screaming, their cheerful tone and curious look made Yi Xue laugh heartily.She dropped the scissors and held a child by her side in both hands and one in the other, "You are all too young, it is dangerous to play with scissors, but you can watch from the side, and when you grow up, you will learn well" happily coaxed them.A woman dressed in a noble dress walked over, "The children are not sensible to disturb the Holy Lady, and please don't be strange to the Holy Lady" pulled away from a girl in Yi Xue's arms, stopped not far away, and scolded loudly: "It's so dirty, if you are seen by your Emperor Ama, I won't like you, Huang Ama likes beautiful and noble princesses, but I don't like muddy and dirty little peasants" The woman's words were very mean, seemingly scolding children, but in fact she was laughing at Yi Xue.Listening to the woman's mean scolding of the child, Yi Xue sighed.It seems that the women in the palace don't like her, and they all regard her as an alien and an enemy.Letting go of the other child in his arms, his mother immediately took him away.Then the other children were also taken away by their mother without a sound, leaving her alone and squatting in place.Yi Xue picked up the scissors and continued to work, and the children looked at her from a distance, but they didn't dare to come forward.The women immediately gathered around and sat in the pavilion not far away, drinking tea and talking and laughing, enjoying what they thought was a noble life.Yi Xue pruned her flowers and plants, pretending not to see them, and after a while, there was another place in the imperial garden that she had cleaned up and brightened beautifully.Shen Yan walked over with a twist and a swing, her posture was very strong, and according to her current style, she was not inferior to Zhou Jinyun in the slightest."
Yo, what are you sisters talking about, are you chatting so happily, is there anything good" Shen Wanting sat down in front of the group of women."
Say hello to Sister Concubine Shen" Those women hurriedly got up and saluted, much more respectful than when they saw Yi Xue.Someone took over and said with a smile: "Sister, why do you have time to come to see your sisters today" Shen Wanting greeted, "It's all my own sisters, so you don't have to be so polite, come and sit down and say" sighed, "This concubine is also boring, the emperor has been very busy recently, and he has no time to pay attention to our mother and son."
No, the concubine had no choice but to bring the little prince to talk to the sisters about the big palace, fortunately there were sisters when the emperor was away, everyone chatted together, talked, and relieved boredom.We are not like the Holy Lady, we are accompanied and pampered by the emperor every day, which is more precious than a baby":