Sima Jun followed behind, unable to tell what kind of mood it was.Because he felt guilty about her and worried about her future life, he wanted her to keep the child.But at the same time, I don't want her to leave the child behind, because that would be like reminding him or her that there will never be a child between them, which is also a pain of love."
Xue'er, if you don't want to adopt the little prince, why don't you send the child back to Concubine Shen," he persuaded him."
Let me play for a few days first" Yi Xue turned her head to look at him, and said to Cui'er, "Cui'er go and take care of the nurse to take care of the little prince" didn't take Sima Jun's words to heart at all, and made her own decision, giving people a feeling of no heart and lungs.Cui'er looked at Sima Jun and saw that he didn't object, "The slave obeys." ”Walk towards Shen Wanting's Fanghua Palace.persuaded not to listen, Sima Jun had no choice but to stop talking, with her stubborn temper, he knew that it would be in vain to persuade her, so he could only let her mess around, calm his face, and pretended to be angry and walked towards the study with Li Bin.angered Sima Jun, and also made Shen Yan unhappy, obviously the goal had been successfully achieved, but Yi Xue suddenly felt a little bored and lost.This revenge is not a sin, but it makes my heart full of fire, and I really find my own guilt, no wonder others say that impulsiveness is the devil.Entering the house, casually the child was thrown on the bed, "Yes, it's you little thing" Yi Xue looked down at the child, only to see the child's pink and tender little tongue licking her lips and smiling happily at her, and her heart couldn't help but soften.Sima Jun secretly glanced back at her, slowed down, and listened to her laughing and angry as she lost her temper with a milk doll in the room.I saw her looking at the child with pain, but she said angrily, "You still laugh, laugh, now I still want you poor child, you are like me, my father doesn't hurt, and my mother doesn't love it" But the child kept smiling at her, and the innocent smile made Yi Xue happy, and no matter how much she didn't feel happy in her heart, she was so happy."
Okay, it's that we're all the same poor people, then I'll adopt you temporarily, your father is gone, now we can play as much as we want, I will also tear down the pillars of the Guangshi Hall for you, as long as you don't cry, you can turn the Guangshi Hall over" Yi Xue said with her hands on her face, a little willful and reckless.Children just like to have someone to accompany and talk, and when they heard Yi Xue chattering with him about not having fun, such a stranger didn't even cry, and from time to time stretched out a pair of small hands to scratch her face.Sima Jun secretly stood behind the door, listening to her words, and even his back suddenly became cold.thought that she would really hate this child, but she didn't expect that she was so fond of this child in her words, so he didn't dare to imagine that according to her personality, it was really not impossible to dismantle this Guangshi Palace.Sighing weakly, his heart was a little unbearable.Yi Xue suddenly got up and left the child on the bed, "You are playing here, I am going to take a bath, and I will take you out for a walk later" looked around, and did not see anything that the child could play with, so she casually threw some jewelry and gems that Sima Jun gave her to him to play.After thinking about it, it was a bit dangerous to take this thing, for fear of hurting him, and for fear of being accidentally swallowed by him, Sima Jun didn't want her little life, so he put it all away again."
You can't play with these things, and if they hurt you, your father will cramp me, skin me, and eat my bones," he said to himself to a milk doll who couldn't understand anything.Sima Jun was furious when he heard this, and he didn't remember when he was really willing to treat her, he would naturally feel distressed if he hurt the child, and he would be willing to hurt her.But it was true that she had hurt her for Zhou Jinyun's child, but she was cramping and peeling, and she was so cruel that she regarded him as a devil Yi Xue sighed, if Qingqing and Mingkong were here at the moment, they would definitely be able to help her, "I don't know if Brother Mingkong and Sister Qingqing are okay, if they are there, they will definitely like you very much." ”Yi Xue said, helplessly sat on the bed and looked at the little prince and shouted, "Brother Mingkong, Brother Mingkong hahaha" suddenly thought about Mingkong, and I didn't know how that guy lived outside alone, he asked him to go back to Yongle Temple, but he just wanted to follow Prime Minister Zhao back, and there was no way to take him.While teasing the child, Yixue yelled in the dormitory, rolled on the bed and frolicked with the child, like a crazy woman."
Your Majesty, are you going to let Madame play with the little prince like this alone, Madame is not in good health, doesn't this make her tired" Li Bin stood next to him and asked worriedly.Sima Jun waved his hand helplessly, "Forget it, let her make trouble" said, really didn't care about her anymore, and walked directly to the study.Li Bin followed, "If you and Mrs. have a child, it will definitely be much cuter than the little prince, Madame is so fun, so cute, your child must be cuter than her." ”He said suddenly.He also said: "The emperor and his wife both like children, but the lady's self-esteem is troublesome, and it is natural that she refuses to accept the children of you and other concubines. ”Li Bin's words pricked the fragile and sensitive nerve in Sima Jun's heart again, and he glanced back at him, negative and silent, and sat down alone in the study.Sima Jun was immersed in the memories of the past again, remembering that her first pregnancy was to save him, but he had blamed her for her miscarriage.The second pregnancy was even more ridiculous, it turned out that she personally injured her for other women, so that Ting lost their child.How can all this not make her sad, not sad, but cold enough.But in the end, she stayed down for him, and continued to love him in the face of pain.It's no wonder that she hates Zhou Jinyun's children and doesn't like the children he had with other women.If she is his most cherished woman, but this woman he cherishes the most sometimes lives as well as a random concubine in the palace.Although he gave her the greatest honor and rights, all this was a fictitious for her, not many people in the palace were willing to admit her, and he had been holding her back and dragging her down.He remembered Zhao Zhengyu's confession, remembered his promise to the supreme abbot, and promised Xiang Ruhui that he would definitely take care of Yi Xue, but he never did a good job, and every time he hurt her for the sake of others.I remember what Zhao Zhengyu said last time, he won't lose Yi Xue again, but he Sima Junhui, he is really afraid of this sentence.Sima Jun sulked, and suddenly hit the bookcase with a heavy punch, and in an instant, all the books and folds on the bookcase jumped up and were shaken to the ground.Li Bin stood aside and was startled, and hurriedly bent down to clean up for him."
Your Majesty, you don't like Madame to take Concubine Shen's child to say a word, why be angry.The slave will immediately go and help you send Concubine Shen's child back" packed up his things, hurriedly got up and went out, and was ready to be scolded by Yi Xue."
Come back" Sima Jun was furious.He was angry with himself, how could he not like her to take his child.He didn't want to have a child with her, but what the imperial doctor said, she was in very poor health, and if she didn't take care of her body, I was afraid that she would not be able to have their children for the rest of her life.Not only is he looking forward to having a child with her, but his imperial grandmother is looking forward to this little great-grandson.However, I'm afraid that she will never see the little great-grandson he and Yi Xue gave birth to for her again.Recently, her health has not been good, but I am afraid that time is running out.Li Bin looked at Sima Jun cowardly, thinking that he was worried that Yi Xue would hurt him and Shen Wanting's child if he got angry."
Your Majesty, Madam won't hurt the little prince, she just really likes it, that's why she brought it back to play, and she will return it to Concubine Shen soon, don't be angry."
Said with his head down.Sima Jun didn't care what he said, "Did the Tai Hospital send Mrs. medicine over today?"
said the answer.He is not worried that she will hurt the child now, but whether she will be able to give birth to a child that belongs to them."
It was delivered in the morning," Li Bin was puzzled.I don't know why, Yi Xue is not sick, but her health is a little worse, but Sima Jun has recently forced her to take a lot of medicine every day, and asked the people from the Tai Hospital to boil it up and send it over."
You go and urge it, let the imperial doctor order personally send the medicine of the lady, remember, no one else is allowed to take over" Saying that, Sima Jun walked out of the study again, wanting to see how Yi Xue and the child were doing.Since Yi Xue was allergic, Sima Jun was very afraid that someone would poison her again, and almost everyone was on guard, really afraid that she would be hurt again.Yi Xue took Shen Wanting's child and kept teaching him to call Brother Mingkong, but when he screamed, he really called Mingkong.Qingqing was bored in the Fairy Spirit Palace, and suddenly missed Yixue very much, so she thought about going into the palace to see her and accompany her.Unexpectedly, when he walked to the gate of the palace, he saw Mingkong, this guy squatting there, wanting to enter the palace, but his waist card was taken away by Yi Xue, and the guards at the gate of the palace did not dare to let him in.originally wanted to sneak in, but just happened to see Qingqing coming, so he followed her into the palace.Qingqing entered the house and saw the milk doll in Yi Xue's hand, "Sister, where did you get such a milk doll, do you take this milk doll here every day?"
"Yes, senior sister."
You have time to take this milk doll, why don't you go out of the palace to accompany me, I miss you. ”Mingkong coquettishly took Yi Xue's hand and said.Yi Xue frowned and looked at Ming Kong, "You should be embarrassed to say it, and take my words as wind in your ears again, right" looked at him angrily
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