Yi Xue buried her head in his chest, "You are my husband, how can I not be jealous when I see you being good to them, but I know that as soon as I enter the palace, I will know that you are not my husband alone."
For your love, the most I have done is to accept my fate, try to understand you, you can leave the most heart to me, I dare not be extravagant, and I dare not hate you.I was scared, I was afraid that once I hated it, the love between us would be gone, and those good pasts would be scattered with the wind and never come back.I'm afraid you'll get farther and farther away from me, so, I haven't hated you, never, I'm very grateful to be by your side, and I've never regretted it.Maybe there are times when you want to hate and complain, but isn't that really sad, aren't you going to worry about me?"
asked with a skeptical look.She was so aggrieved, did he really have to worry about anything with her" I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. ”Sima Jun said, "Xue'er, I love you, I really only love you."
You believe me, I just want to be your husband alone, and I don't care about anyone else. ”Apologetically, he said: "I also know that my love is a little selfish, it makes you feel painful, I always can't understand myself, and often the more I love you, the more it hurts you."
But Cher, that's not my intention, it's okay for you to forgive me, I don't know how this happened. ”In retrospect, he was also heartbroken, with her, he was always hurting her, and he was constantly apologizing to her, sorry, this sentence seems to have become his exclusive to her.However, the only two things he could say to her seemed to be "I'm sorry, and I love you." ”This is what he wants to say to her the most."
Hmm" Yi Xue's eyes flashed with a hint of mist in her eyes, looking at him pitifully, her big eyes did not blink, and she had a pitiful look, "I will forgive you again, just once, if you dare to hurt me again, then I will never forgive you again." ”Sima Jun lowered his eyes and chuckled, "Okay, just this time, if there is a next time, you will punish me, don't love me anymore, let me just love you all the time but never get you, is this good" Yi Xue: "I can't believe that he would make such a poisonous oath, if he can't do it, does it prove that he really doesn't love her anymore, in his heart, she is still not as important as other women, can he do it, and suddenly he is really worried about him, and he is also very afraid."
February 14 arrived soon, although Yi Xue didn't like Wen Meier very much, but because of Zhao Zhengyu, she still prepared a big gift, which was a pair of jade unicorns, symbolizing auspicious wishes, which was also picked by Sima Jun and her.In addition to Zhao Zhengyu's, there is also Qiu Ju.No matter what, it was because of her that she married Chen Kai instead of Zhao Ziqing, this sister, no matter what she had done to her, she still had to admit it.So Yi Xue also asked Zijun and Cui'er to prepare a few beautiful golden hairpins for her, as well as some fine pearl agate, neat, and a big box for Qiu Ju as a dowry, and the other is Qiu Ju's wedding dress, which she also asked her to prepare.Early in the morning, Sima Jun had to go to the court, and Yi Xue, with his consent, went to the Zhao Mansion alone with Zijun, Cui'er and Zhang Hong.Qingqing and Mingkong had come to the Zhao Mansion to help three days ago, and seeing that Yi Xue was also here, the two of them couldn't tell their emotions, and they didn't know whether to be happy or sad.Qingqing ran over and asked, "Sister, why did you come alone, the emperor, didn't he come with you?"
"The emperor still has to go to the court, I'm fine, so the emperor asked me to come over early, I also want to see if there is anything I can do to help." ”Yi Xue looked around.The Zhao Mansion is full of busy people coming and going, and although this wedding is simple, it is also joyful.Because the other party is the general of Zhenguo and the only son of Prime Minister Zhao, no matter how simple it is, it is impossible to really be bad.Early in the morning, Zhao's mansion was full of people, and there was an endless stream of people who came to give gifts, and most of them wanted to come to talk to Prime Minister Zhao and Zhao Zhengyu.I'm afraid that she will feel uncomfortable, "Senior sister, if there is anything here that needs your help, you are the emperor's holy lady, let you help, you must not frighten the people of the Zhao Mansion, you still stay quietly in the house, just be your holy lady." ”Mingkong raised his voice and said, as if he had deliberately said it to someone.Looking at him, Yi Xue was a little helpless.Raised his hand gently, "Forget it, I'll go see Qiu Ju, she will go out in a few hours, I'll go see if she's ready" After speaking, he took Zijun and Cui'er, and Zhang Hong walked to the courtyard where Qiu Ju lived.Zhao Zhengyu walked over, and the "third sister" stood in front of her, looking at her with deep eyes, and blocked her way with some worry.Yi Xue raised her eyes, gently raised a beautiful smiling face, and said in a melodious voice, "Big brother, congratulations" and then motioned to Zhang Hong, who was following behind, to give the gift.Zhao Zhengyu took it silently, handed the gift to the housekeeper behind him, "Thank you" and looked at her again, "Come here so early, you haven't eaten yet, I'll prepare breakfast for you." ”As he spoke, he turned around, his heart was astringent, and his eyes were full of emotions."
No, no."
Yi Xue hurriedly grabbed him, "Today you are the groom's official, how can I trouble you, I am not hungry, I don't want to eat." ”Looking at her hand grabbing his arm, his heart was even more upside down, he knew that she was also uncomfortable in her heart, no matter whether she still had him in her heart or not, as far as he promised her before, but at this moment because he was going to marry another person and ruined their vows.She used to be so sincere to him, but at that time he ruthlessly refused, not only sent her to Sima Jun's side with his own hands, but now he also wants her to bless him and watch him get married.After a moment of silent pain in his heart, he said in a deep voice, "It's okay, I'll help you prepare." ”He also sent a message to the subordinates of the Zhao Mansion, "Take the Holy Lady to the guest room to rest." ”Yi Xue knew that he was stubborn, so she didn't stop him anymore, followed the people from the Zhao Mansion to the elegant room to rest, and didn't go to see Qiu Ju again, only asked Zijun to send Qiu Ju's wedding dress and her dowry first.Mrs.
Zhao heard the report from her subordinates, and after a while, she also went to the private room of the Zhao Mansion guest room to see Yi Xue, "The Holy Lady is here, and the concubine didn't go out to greet her, it's really a slack, and I ask the Holy Lady to forgive me." ”Yi Xue turned her head and looked at Mrs.
Zhao, "Mrs.
Zhao and I still need to be polite, needless to say, I have always been too troublesome to you and Prime Minister Zhao." ”Mrs.
Zhao hurriedly waved her hand, "What's the trouble, it's our honor to win the trust of the Holy Lady." ”Yi Xue lowered her eyebrows and said apologetically, "I'm afraid it's not your honor to meet me, I'm like a plague god, I'm always causing trouble for you, let you clean up the aftermath for me, this time I caused such a big trouble for my eldest brother, and please don't blame me for Mrs.
Zhao." ”Mrs.
Zhao sighed, "It's not the fault of the Holy Lady, it's all the fault of the old man of my family, he almost sold his son and was used, I hope the Holy Lady and the emperor don't blame him." ”hurriedly changed the topic again, "Has the Holy Lady eaten, the concubine will let people prepare." ”Yi Xue's eyes were cold, and she looked at Mrs.
Zhao apologetically, "Big brother went to help me prepare." ”She had failed her expectations, and now she had let her son treat her like this, and she felt very sorry for them, and she felt very uncomfortable."
Oh, that's good, then you rest, Yu'er is afraid that one person can't get it right, I'll help."
Explaining, looking at her eyes like this, she didn't know what to say at the moment."
Okay," Yixue nodded in agreement.Mrs.
Zhao hurriedly turned around and went out, it wasn't that she wanted to escape, and no one could predict the result today, she also hoped that it was just a dream, if she woke up, everything would be back to when she first arrived at their house.But after all, this is only a hope, but it is not realistic.Go to the kitchen to help, "Yu'er, you should let go of some feelings, you are going to get married now, don't embarrass others, and embarrass yourself" Zhao Zhengyu glanced at his mother, "I know." ”Take the breakfast for Yixue out of the house and send it to her room.When I entered the house, I saw that she was drinking tea alone, and Zijun and Cui'er were no longer around, "It's not good to drink tea on an empty stomach, let's eat something first" gently put breakfast in front of her, and personally added food to the bowl for her.Yi Xue raised her eyes in amazement, looked at his cold and deep gaze, and sighed in her heart, "Okay, then you go and get busy, don't you have to go to greet you later, look at you, in order to greet me, I haven't even had time to change my wedding clothes" The clothes on his body were still black as usual, casually.Zhao Zhengyu didn't want to hide it, "I didn't let my mother prepare a wedding dress in particular, so let's make do with it" Can't let the Wen family think that they have expectations, you have to give them some color to see, let them know how unpopular they are.Zhao Zhengyu said lightly.Yi Xue raised her eyebrows, not knowing why he suddenly had such an idea, so she hurriedly persuaded her: "Then how to do it, it doesn't matter what the Wen family thinks, but today is when you and Wen Mei'er get married, and the guests will say that you are not polite."
Don't think about others, but also for your father and mother, they are elders, how can they lose this face. ”If this is the case, not only his parents, but also her and Sima Jun will also feel heartache.No matter what, they all really regard him as a big brother.If you don't understand him, you still think that he is angry with her, and if you don't do it, it will cause Sima Jun's jealousy.Of course, she also knew that he was thinking about them and marrying Wen Meier for her, but even so, such a rude thing was indeed unpleasant.Zhao Zhengyu didn't speak, just looked at her lightly.Seeing that he was indifferent, Yi Xue opened his mouth to persuade, "I will also be very uncomfortable if the eldest brother does this, and the emperor will be unhappy if he knows it, don't let everyone worry about it" "But it's too late." ”Zhao Zhengyu sighed and said
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