"Why are you crying" Sima Jun pushed her away a little, calmly staring at the tears and circles of light that kept rolling in her eyes.Yi Xue bowed her head and buried it in his chest, "I'm sorry husband, I love you, I really love you, I hurt you, you shouldn't have met me at all."
I really can't bear you" finally couldn't help crying, tears came out of his eyes like pearls, falling one by one, like raindrops.has been with him for four years, and there are too many good things in the time they have spent together, although there are occasionally some unpleasantness, but she has long recognized him from the bottom of her heart.His embrace is really warm, making her linger, but unfortunately it has been integrated into too many unfamiliar flavors, but in the end it still doesn't belong to her, and she really wants to leave him at this moment, how reluctant.Sima Jun hugged her tightly, and his eyes were filled with endless grief and bitterness, but this time, he didn't hold back, "Don't cry, do what you want to do, husband will no longer tie you up selfishly, do you want to be happy, you know" let out a long sigh, and after a long time, he reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and his hand strength was still so gentle.But Yi Xue's tears were suddenly like a faucet that couldn't be turned off, the more she cried, the more he helped her wipe, the more the tears went down, and after a long time, Yi Xue's eyes were red from crying, and her eyes were swollen, so she gradually stopped under his comfort.Sima Jun watched her and gradually stopped crying, "Xue'er, I'm leaving tomorrow, my husband wants to see you leave in front of me in this suit, I want to leave all your most beautiful appearance in my memory."
Don't come back after leaving, go to the big brother, the big brother will definitely take care of you. ”Suddenly asked.He has tried his best to love her, and if he is incompetent, then the last love is only to let go.She will always be his wife, even if she leaves and doesn't come back, it won't change, isn't it Yi Xue didn't understand at first, but finally understood, the reason why he didn't let her come back was that he knew that he really couldn't do it, "um" Yi Xue responded, her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, but she still endured the pain and agreed to his request.It's been four years, and the husband and wife for four years, although they have come together because of fate, and occasionally they will have a willful cold war, but they have been together for four years, but they have never really quarreled, and they really think about each other.Of course, it was more about his tenderness and affection for her.Although Sima Jun sometimes made her feel miserable, he never owed her anything.Perhaps, in the past four years, she has really been too stingy and has been expecting all his love and care, but she herself has never really responded to him, because she loves him too little.If she had known that fate would not be able to escape such an ending, would she have treated him better, loved him more, took on a little more, tolerated a little more, and spent more time together.So, when parting, is it not just sadness, there are more memories to maintain, and each other will be separated with a smile.Sima Jun gently stroked her slightly swollen face from crying, his eyes were full of pity, "Do you know if you want to live well?"
No one could bear to say more about the farewell, so there was only one thing left."
You too, you must be good."
Looking at him, tears kept rolling in his eyes, borrowing Zhao Zhengyu's words, "I just want you to live well, if you are well, I have no regrets." ”"Me too" hugged her affectionately, and the smell of parting spread in the air.Sad, reluctant, and helpless, the pain was suffocating, and finally fell asleep in a blur of tears.Early the next morning, Yi Xue was still wearing that grand red dress, Cui'er entered the house and opened to dress her, and the headdress on her head was still the headdress created for her by the Empress Dowager, as well as the dragon and phoenix hairpin that Sima Jun personally created for her, but this dragon and phoenix hairpin was still worn by Sima Jun himself for her this time.Yi Xue took the soldiers in front of Yonghe Gate to say goodbye to Sima Jun and the ministers, before leaving, Yi Xue couldn't help but impulsively ran to Sima Jun, in front of everyone, regardless of the image and Sima Jun sent a parting kiss, "Husband, you have to take care of the love you gave me in this life, I really have no regrets."
If there is an afterlife, don't be so stupid anymore, don't wronged yourself for me anymore. ”Tears hung on her lips, and in the end, she got into the carriage prepared for her by Sima Jun and went away in front of everyone.At this moment, she seemed to be like a married princess, with only thirty or forty thousand soldiers and horses, and left the palace with only Mingkong and the mighty army.As the convoy drifted away, Sima Jun's heart became more and more painful, and his breathing could barely condense.Remorse, reluctance, the two emotions are superimposed on each other.Sima Jun suddenly chased out madly, from Yonghe Gate to the palace wall, and watched her slowly walk away so weakly.Never to see again, never to come back.No, how could I have been such a jerk before.said that he would love her for the rest of his life, but he hurt her for the rest of his life, because he didn't know how to cherish it, so at this moment, she still didn't hesitate to leave.Perhaps, in her heart, Zhao Zhengyu is always the most important.At least he didn't hurt her as much as he did, and even rejected all women for her, including his wife Wen Mei'er on his name.Until he finally lost sight, Sima Jun couldn't hold on any longer and fainted.Yi Xue understood why Sima Jun let her go out of the palace in a wedding dress, not to see her most beautiful, but at this moment he had regressed and regarded her as a sister, just like Zhao Zhengyu once did, if he couldn't see it, he would treat it as his sister who was married.As soon as the carriage left the city, Yi Xue pulled up the curtain and changed the wedding dress in the carriage, she couldn't really dress up and send troops like this.finally left the palace where she had been locked up for four years, and the person who loved half-truths and dreams.I was free, but my heart hurt so much that I couldn't breathe.But she knew that at this moment she could no longer turn back, just like when she entered the palace.can only insist on moving forward, Zhao Zhengyu is still waiting for her to save him.It's not that she's selfish, it's because she can't be selfish, she can't let Zhao Zhengyu die for him anymore, everything he has his own heavenly arrangement, but Zhao Zhengyu is different, the best abbot said, maybe she can change his fate, maybe she is here for him.Along the way, there were many soldiers who had dealt with the wolf clan with her who recognized her, and it turned out that the holy lady who was rumored to be flying all over the sky, they longed for the beautiful beauty they wanted to see but couldn't see, and only then did they know that some things really may not be groundless.The wife of the Son of Heaven and the general's lover turned out to be her, Zhao Ziqing, who was born and died with them.I don't dare to say more, but fortunately I can fight with her again at this moment.Ten miles away, the sound of a piano suddenly came from the carriage, and it was the song of the 21st century.Yi Xue is sad, reluctant, attached but farewell, this situation, this scene, this should be more appropriate for her mood.Five or six days of journey, months of killing, and when she arrived at her destination, all she saw was terrifying wolf smoke and corpses.Yi Xue was dizzy, but she couldn't be delicate at the moment, she had to find Zhao Zhengyu first and leave with him, maybe the killing would stop without a fight.abandoned the carriage, took the luggage that had been prepared with him, quickly passed through the gunsmoke, his breathing became more and more rapid, and he kept praying in his heart, hoping that it was still too late, before she arrived, at least let Zhao Zhengyu stay alive in front of her.Zhou Jinyun said that the main targets of this killing were just her and Zhao Zhengyu, Yi Xue was sure that then, the goal of the Hu people at the moment was no longer to attack the city, but to focus on Zhao Zhengyu.What Zhou Jinyun said was right, their target was indeed Zhao Zhengyu and her.When she saw Zhao Zhengyu, he fought thousands of troops by himself, and the Hu people surrounded all his soldiers, only defended but did not attack, and fiercely blocked him out of the encirclement.At this moment, he was seriously injured and weak, and the only people who protected him were her master and aunt.It seems that the best abbot and Xiang Ruhui have known for a long time.Yi Xue immediately ordered all the thirty or forty thousand elite soldiers she brought to protect Zhao Zhengyu.At this moment, I am afraid that everyone will rush up to fight to the death with Hu Ren without her order, and with her order, the soldiers immediately rushed forward.Yi Xue also rushed over, "Master, aunt" kept waving the silver needle in her hand to open the way forward, this time, she didn't hesitate at all.shouted the best abbot and Xiang Ruhui in his mouth, and ran towards Zhao Zhengyu while running wildly, "Big brother, come over and follow me." ”Zhao Zhengyu was worried that she would be injured, so he stopped her, "Third sister, don't come here, it's dangerous" "General Zhao, let's go quickly, leave with Xue'er" The abbot of Zhishan also responded, his voice trembled slightly, as if his physical strength had been overrun, and it was beyond what he could bear.Seeing that Zhao Zhengyu didn't listen, he helplessly shouted at Yi Xue again."
Xue'er, take General Zhao away quickly, don't come back if you leave."
Yi Xue looked back at him, "Master, aunt, you must take care of yourself I'm leaving, I'm here with Mingkong, now I'll hand him over to you, you must all live well." ”At this point, his voice became hoarse, almost choked.A thousand words, no matter how reluctant she is, but at this moment she has no time to be sad and say goodbye.Speaking quickly, Yi Xue struggled even faster, and ran towards Zhao Zhengyu hard, "driving" for fear that if she took a slower step, she would lose him.After a lot of hardships, he rushed through the encirclement, and finally rushed to Zhao Zhengyu's side, stretched out his hand to her, "Big brother, get on the horse" said in an inviolable tone.For the first time, Zhao Zhengyu did not choose to stay and share the hardships with his comrades-in-arms, so he obediently gave her his hand, got on the horse, and protected her and rushed out of the encirclement.Looking back in the end, his soldiers, his brothers, and his friends were getting into a mess with the Hu people at the moment, and they did not retreat because of his departure, but they were all fighting hard to protect him and her leaving, and they were very relieved.Coupled with the people brought by Yi Xue, there is also the Abbot of the Supreme Kindness here, even if he leaves at this moment, his comrades-in-arms will not have an accident.Finally relieved, "Third sister, where are we going" suddenly hugged her body as if she was very tired.Yi Xue occasionally felt his abnormality, "Go home, let's go home, yesterday I dreamed that I was back to my hometown." ”"Okay, go home, big brother wants to accompany you again."
As he spoke, his head suddenly fell heavily on Yi Xue's shoulder.Yi Xue instantly felt, "Big brother, don't fall asleep, I'm very lonely on the way home, I'm scared alone, the emperor has Shen Wanting, he doesn't need me anymore, you will always be by my side to love me and protect me, right" He kept asking with tears in his eyes.Zhao Zhengyu's faint voice came from his ears, the "third sister" should have been seriously injured, and he seemed to be very helpless.Yi Xue didn't dare to look back, "Big brother, do you know that I am wearing a wedding dress when I leave the palace this time, and the emperor wants to marry me as a younger sister, but apart from you, I can't think of anyone else I can marry, and who else will not dislike me, you say, are you willing to marry me, is it okay, eldest brother still wants to marry the third sister as your wife as always." ”Zhao Zhengyu's head was still resting on her shoulder, looking lazy and enjoying, "Of course the eldest brother wants to marry the third sister, I really want the third sister to be the eldest brother's wife" Closing his eyes, a drop of light and translucent things left from the corner of his eye, and then there was no sound."
Then the eldest brother is not allowed to play tricks and regret it, he must marry me and take care of me for a lifetime, and I am willing to be the wife of the eldest brother, for the rest of my life, and I will never abandon it, life and death will accompany me."
Tears flowed down, his mind was dim, feeling Zhao Zhengyu's reaction, he suddenly didn't know where to go, there was no direction, just kept moving into the distance.I don't know how long it took, the whole person seemed to lose consciousness, as if he had no soul, no subject, his heart was empty, and cold sweat was rising.It was another dusk, the slanted shadow of the sunset was constantly elongating, and Yi Xue muttered, "Big brother, we have arrived, we are about to go home." ”As he spoke, he tumbled off his horse, lost consciousness, and fainted.After Yi Xue and Zhao Zhengyu left, the Hu people collected their troops, and the war was won without a fight.Chen Kai and Han Shaoqian returned to the palace and presented Yi Xue and Zhao Zhengyu who sacrificed their lives for the country, and there were no bones left, Sima Jun suddenly dizzy and fainted.Whether she is gone or is really no longer there, he doesn't know in his heart, but he knows very well in his heart that he misses her very much, and he really won't see her again in this life.A year later, Sima Jun was seriously ill and struggling with life and death, Sima Jun stared at the air in the room alone for a long time, and finally had a dream, in which he said a lot of dream words, "Xue'er, although we have only been together for four years, but it is enough, for me, isn't it a lifetime This life, I didn't protect you well, but I have no regrets."
If there is an afterlife, I am still willing to see you, even if you no longer love me.Cher, trust me, I only love you.In this life, my heart is full of you, how can I fall in love with Concubine Shen, it's just a habit.I used to want to use Concubine Shen to divert the queen's hatred of you, I wanted to protect you, and in the end I chose to protect you by hurting you and fulfilling you.As a last resort, I can still have Concubine Shen in the end, but I know that Zhengyu can't. ”In the faint voice, a trace of happy tears suddenly flowed in his eyes.Then he let his hands hang down in his dream, never to wake up again.After Sima Jun's death, Zhou Jinyun took power victoriously, and with the new emperor, he literally took Yi Xue's place, and destroyed all evidence of her existence.walked into the court, and finally got his wish, but the dream of listening to the government was realized.Sima Yi always thought that Yi Xue was dead, and it was related to Zhou Jinyun, and he hated her to the core.planned for three years, combined with the ministers, and got the holy decree stamped with his father's imperial seal given to him by Yixue from Prime Minister Zhao, and gave Zhou Jinyun a cup of poisonous wine, which ended her three-year road to power.The Supreme Holy Lady has come to an end here, although Nini doesn't write well, but if you have friends who don't dislike it, and you also want to know the whereabouts of Yixue and Zhao Zhengyu in the end, please continue to pay attention to Angelini's next works, True Love Without Regrets, Nini's second work bloomed only for you and was also published on the 17k website, here, Angelini thanked everyone for their support.aa2705221: