Darkness is the darkness she fears most.
She felt so uncomfortable that she even felt like she was still struggling in the water that was trying to swallow her.
Every breath was so difficult.
She cried and wanted to open her eyes, trying to grab anything she could survive on.
She seemed to be in a sea of fire again, so anxious and hot that every inch of her skin hurt.
The tears evaporated as soon as they came out of her eyes. .
She asked for help, but when no one came she gave up and fell slumped in the fire, helplessly turning into a wisp of smoke.
She choked, and her forehead suddenly felt cold.
The real touch brought her back from the chaotic dream.
She was unable to open her eyes and tried to whisper for a drink of water.
Someone really brought the water to her lips.
She was afraid that it was a dream, so she drank it in a gulp of surprise and greed.
"Meili" This voice is so familiar to her, is it Yonghe?
No, Yonghe would not have such a sad tone.
"Meili."
Her hand was held in a pair of cold hands, "Meili, all I need is you."
He said.
She frowned helplessly, but she could hear the helplessness in his tone, as if it was him. admonished himself.
She was a little anxious, wanting to open her eyes to see if that was really Yong Hyuk.
There was some noise around her, as if she had missed some parts in confusion.
Many people were talking in low voices, like they were arguing or quarreling, and her head hurt.
A woman suddenly said very loudly: "If she can't do it, she will destroy you."
Meili couldn't tell whose voice it was, but the sad and angry tone was imprinted in her heart.
The very bitter medicine poured into her mouth.
She knew that the medicine was hard-won, so she did not dare to frown.
She swallowed hard and finally choked.
She was so anxious that she opened her eyes.
When she saw Yonghe, her breathing suddenly became rapid.
She wanted to tell him not to worry.
She was okay.
She didn't die for a moment.
She was stunned.
Was it Yonghe who was sitting silently beside her bed?
He didn't even notice her. wake up.
How could Yonghyuk have such a dull expression?
How could his eyes be so cold?
"Gege" Hongling, who was supporting her to drink the medicine, called her in surprise.
Yonghe trembled and turned to look at her eyes.
Meili was relieved.
It was him, his eyes and his smile were still so warm. , she let out a long breath.
"Are you feeling better?"
He sat over and supported her instead of Hong Ling, letting her lean comfortably in his arms.
"I'm sick," Meili asked.
The struggle in water and fire was just an illusion caused by her illness.
She rolled her eyes, "here" she was in a room, the sun was lazy, it must have been afternoon.
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"This is the Chengde Palace."
Yonghe smiled, took the handkerchief handed over by Hongling, and wiped away the dense sweat on her forehead.
Having arrived in Chengde, she was a little surprised.
How long had she been sick?
Her expression suddenly froze.
How did she come back?
Jingxuan brought her back.
Strong uneasiness suddenly surged in her heart.
"I" She had many questions to ask, but was interrupted by Yonghyuk's gentle but firm words.
"Just come back and everything will be fine."
He frowned quickly, and her unfamiliar expression of determination to go her own way showed in her smiling eyes.
"It's not important to take good care of yourself first.
Are you hungry?
I'll ask someone to bring you some food."
He walked out of the door and whispered something to the palace maid outside, but all she could hear clearly was "Don't let her see her."
Something happened to Yonghe.
Her heart became very heavy and her breathing became difficult again.
She looked at Hong Ling who was standing beside the bed, but she avoided her eyes anxiously.
"What happened?"
she asked solemnly, her voice floating because of her physical weakness.
"It's nothing.
Gege, drink some more water."
Hong Ling smiled reluctantly and turned around to get some water.
"How did I come back?"
Meili looked straight at her, vaguely anticipating the crux of everything.
Hongling held the cup with an embarrassed expression.
She stood stiffly by the table and did not answer.
"Hong Ling" she looked at her almost pleadingly.
Hong Ling shook her head in annoyance.
Gege would know sooner or later.
It would be better to tell her earlier so that she could have an idea in her mind.
"It was Prince Qing who brought you back."
She took a deep breath and simply told everything.
Because there was something urgent for Prince Qing to deal with, everyone discovered that he was missing, and finally alerted the Queen Mother.
The matter was of great importance.
The Empress Dowager was afraid that Prince Qing would make a mistake and report it to the Emperor.
She also sent people to strictly investigate who the Prince met before he disappeared.
In this way, a eunuch named Xiao Binzi was found.
Xiao Binzi was frightened and recruited Jingxian Gege and Yindi Gege.
Only then did Yin Di Gege cry and yell like crazy to save people, and then everyone knew the whole story.
Young Master Yonghe led a large number of guards to salvage and search for the whole night, but finally gave up.
The Queen Mother was also anxious and suffered from the old habit of heartache.
Unexpectedly, after dawn, Prince Qing came back with Princess in his arms.
When Hong Ling said this, she glanced at the pale Meili uneasily, and finally couldn't tell her the scene at that time.
Princess was wearing nothing and was half used by the prince.
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Wrapped in a wet gown, he was carried into the tent in front of everyone.
On the way to Chengde, the prince stayed on the carriage and never left.
Young Master Yonghe could not see Princess until he arrived at the palace.
Everyone was talking about it, and all kinds of vicious rumors were spread.
Suying Gege also cried so much that she fell ill.
Ying Rufujin came to see Master Yonghe several times, and finally started arguing in this room.
How could she tell Gege?
"Ying Ru Fujin has been here before" Hong Ling stopped talking, and Meili didn't ask further.
She was silent for a long time before suddenly asking.
"You heard it all?"
Hong Ling was a little surprised.
Meili gritted her teeth.
The voice was Yonghyuk's mother.
If she can't do it, she will destroy you.
Meili, all I want is you.
She finally knew why Yonghyuk had that look in his eyes, and finally understood the pain he felt when he said those words.
The door was carefully pushed open by the palace maid, and Jingxuan walked in with a faint smile, seemingly in a good mood.
Wearing a dark blue robe of fine quality, he looked even more noble and graceful, with a proud and proud look on his handsome and sinister face.
Should she scold him?
Should she resent him?
She just stared blankly at him sitting comfortably on the stool in front of the couch.
Hong Ling wanted to serve him tea, but he refused with a gentle wave of his hand, as if he was the owner of the room.
Her cold eyes made him frown, and he was already very angry when he ordered his servants, "You all go out."
When they were alone in the room, she remained silent and expressionless, staring at him.
"It's my fault."
He sneered, his good mood completely ruined, and a violent and cruel look occupied his eyes again.
"Why?"
She looked at him.
She had always wanted to ask him why "You yourself are sick, and I can still throw you on the mountain."
He stared back at her without any trace of guilt.
She still looked at him like that, her words were so clumsy that they didn't even look like an excuse.
As long as he wanted to, he had ten thousand ways to properly resolve this matter.
"Why?"
she asked stubbornly without even changing her tone.
There was a trace of violence in his eyes.
After losing that man, she had such an expression that she would rather die.
"Why?"
He snorted, "As long as I still feel the slightest bit of reluctance for you, I won't let you go with anyone else." men go” She let out a long breath, and with a trace of reluctance, she could finally sneer and close her eyes.
Yes, this reason was enough for him.
Whether he abandons her or picks her up, it all depends on his pleasure, and he has always lived so freely.
"I won't force you, I want you to make your own choice."
He sneered, flicked his hem, and slammed the door.
The tears that had never been shed in front of him finally burst out from his closed eyes.
Why did he force her to hide it again?
The regret revealed deep in his eyes had already torn her heart to pieces.
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He married her.
His future is ruined, and ridicule and contempt will follow him forever.
If he had scolded her loudly, blamed her, or even abandoned her, she would not be as sad as she is now.
What she gave him was so little, so pitiful, but what he gave her now, she could no longer afford, it was just despicable.
Her family background was just a ridiculous thing in the past, and she could still convince herself that she could repay him by being filial to his parents, managing the housework for him, having children for him, and being kind to him wholeheartedly.
Now, the price he has to pay for marrying her, she will never pay for it even if she dies.
She will become the biggest failure in his life and his career.
Without her, his future would be smooth.
He had such parents, he had such a good appearance and temperament, and he could marry the best girl.
She had always known that, so she was so understanding of Fujin's complaints and regret.
She couldn't help but sob when they went to Jiangnan together.
When he said that, she felt that happiness was too illusory.
She also secretly laughed at herself that she was obsessed with gains and losses.
In the end, this really became the most beautiful thing in her life that she could not pursue.
Dream.
Yonghe watched the servants bring the porridge into the room.
He still gently helped her sit up.
His smile was still the same as before.
He carefully blew the cold porridge for her and fed her spoonful by spoonful, as if nothing had happened. , the sorrow in his eyes was clear to her, because there was no trace of it in those clear and heroic eyes.
She also ate the porridge he handed to her with a smile, and the corners of her smiling mouth always twitched slightly disobediently because she had to hold back from crying.
Seeing her eat the whole bowl of porridge, he breathed a sigh of relief.
He lovingly straightened her long, disheveled hair, helped her lie down, and covered her with the quilt.
"Go to sleep.
If anything happens, ask Hong Ling to call me."
He looked deeply into her misty, beautiful eyes with a slight smile.
His focused and nostalgic eyes made her want to cry, but she held it back for dear life.
Just shed a line of tears.
"Yonghe, nothing happened."
She wanted to explain to him that even though she and he were destined to pass by each other, she also wanted him to understand that the woman he liked did not do anything to feel sorry for him.
"Yeah, I know."
He smiled and wiped away her tears with his long fingers.
She almost used up all her patience not to hold his hand, not to beg him to drop everything and take her far away.
There would never be another person in her life who could love her so much or look at her with such eyes.
She suddenly wanted to be selfish for once, and she really couldn't bear it.
She finally endured it, but his warm hands were now so cold.
Even if he decided to marry her, he would always feel guilty towards his parents.
He was the pride of his parents, but because of his obsession with a notorious woman Persistence completely disappointed parents' expectations.
How could she not understand him?
He was so kind and filial.
She bit her lower lip and successfully made herself smile, "Yonghe, you have to be good too."
He should also walk his own path well, and he should live a happy life.
When he walked to the door, he turned back and smiled at her.
All the tears rushed out when he turned around and left.
She cried, but she didn't dare to make a sound, for fear that he would turn around after hearing it.
What she could repay him with was to let him If he leaves, he will disappear from his life
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