The lotus flowers at the Chengde Palace were in bloom.
Meili and the Queen Mother sat on the boat to admire them carefully.
The cool breeze blowing from the lake carried the fragrance of the lotus leaves.
A young eunuch quickly ran to the shore and whispered something to the chief eunuch.
The boat was not far from the shore.
Xiaozhuang saw it and asked Yu'an behind him: "What's the matter?"
When Yu'an asked about it, he sent the eunuch who had been on the boat ready to obey the instructions to row back to the shore.
When he came back, he presented a letter.
"Prince Qing sent a letter to Princess."
Yu'an said and laughed softly.
She had watched Jingxuan grow up, and now she knew how to write letters to her daughter-in-law to report that she was safe.
Thinking of his cold expression She couldn't help laughing because of her cold, carefree look.
Meili took the letter in her hand and did not open it immediately.
He has been there for three months, and this is the fourth letter.
The content is simple, "be well, don't read it."
Xiaozhuang took a sip of tea, frowned, saw Meili's expression in his eyes, and smiled.
She spoke slowly, as if chatting casually, "Meili, Jingxuan is actually very interested in you.
When he left, And you were entrusted to me specifically.”
"Yeah."
Meili lowered her head and responded.
"He is far away in Mongolia.
Can you send him a letter home?"
This was a question that he knew full well and he never returned.
Sure enough, when she asked, Meili became silent.
"Son," Xiaozhuang put down her tea cup.
There were few people on the boat, and they were all servants who were close to her.
She simply said bluntly, "Maybe you blame him for his cruel rejection of you in the beginning, and blame him for forcing you so hard later.
If you blame him for making you resign yourself to the position of Xi Fujin, he is also your husband, and he will be your husband and wife for the rest of your life.
The last person in a woman's life is her husband. " Meili's eyelashes trembled.
Now everyone thought she was blaming him.
Maybe she was blaming him because he caused Yonghe to be forced to go to the battlefield and live in the palace to meet Yingru Fujin.
She felt guilty a lot.
She also wants to protect herself.
"Meili, maybe you are afraid that Jingxuan will no longer favor you in the future."
Xiaozhuang looked at her, but what he said made her secretly shocked, as if the ancestor had seen through her heart.
"That's all in the future.
A person who can't grasp the present can't talk about anything.
My child, you don't have to think so much.
As long as you do your duty, you can only listen to God for the rest."
Xiaozhuang sighed, This may not be her emotion about fate.
Meili clenched the letter in her hand The boat was entangled in lotus leaves that were tightly packed together, and it shook.
Meili felt sick, and she didn't even care that her ancestor was beside her, so she threw herself to the side of the boat and vomited.
The palace maids and eunuchs waited on her to rinse her mouth and sit down.
The ancestors and Aunt Yu'an both looked happy and were not interested in admiring the lotus.
They immediately ordered her to dock and quickly sent the imperial doctor.
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Meili was not surprised as she leaned on the couch and listened to the imperial doctor's congratulations.
Her Yue Xin had not come since he left.
The child was already three months old.
She even dared not think about it and couldn't face it.
She liked children and wanted to have one, but the child came too early.
The ancestors came to congratulate her in person, saying that the couple would naturally be harmonious if they had a child.
When you become a parent, your children lose their temper and no longer behave awkwardly.
Holding her hand, the ancestor actually cried, as if she had finally made it through.
But she was still worried.
Sitting at the desk in front of the window, looking at the moon in the sky that was not blocked by a single cloud, the brush in her hand seemed to weigh a thousand pounds.
Arrogant as he was, he wrote to her one after another even though she didn't reply.
She understood the weight of those words.
At night when she couldn't sleep, those pieces of paper with only a few numbers on them were pressed under her pillow, which hurt her heart.
Just as he couldn't write a lengthy letter home to her, all she could give him was only four words: Everything is fine.
She didn't even have the courage to write "Don't miss her".
Did he miss her?
Regarding the child, she tightened her grip on the penholder, loosened it, and then tightened it again.
She was afraid that if she told him about it, he would cruelly ask her to abort it.
She wants this child How could she kill her own relatives?
But she put down her pen, folded the four-character letter home, put it in an envelope, and said no more.
Maybe there was no way to hide it from him.
He probably knew everything about what happened around her.
Since he didn't say anything, she didn't want to personally prove his contempt and cruelty towards her.
The ancestors paid special attention to this child and sent four experienced nuns to take care of her.
Tonic medicines and delicacies were continuously given out every day.
When the child was six months old, Meili's belly was already very round and big.
Aunt Yu'an even joked with her ancestors that she looked like twins.
The weather is getting colder, and because of the war, the emperor does not plan to return to Luan.
The ancestors are also very satisfied with this arrangement, and Meili can give birth to the child in Chengde.
Afraid that she would be cold, the side hall where she lived had already burned down the floor kang.
She felt too hot, so she asked Jiang Liu to open a window.
Yuemei and several older maids were muttering something in the yard.
When the window was opened, they kept silent and entered the room with strange expressions to wait on her.
Meili didn't ask further.
In fact, she had already discovered that sometimes when she went to pay respects to her ancestors, she would see her and Aunt Yu'an talking in low voices, but would keep silent when she came.
At first, she was a little frightened, thinking something might have happened to Jingxuan, but his short letter home was uninterrupted and it was in his handwriting, so she felt relieved.
When Suying also came to see her with a pregnant belly, she realized what everyone was hiding from her.
Suying also became happy.
It can be seen that Suying is very happy about the arrival of the child.
Her originally pretty face has become a little sweeter, and she always has a smile on her lips.
She also talked more than before, and she talked endlessly about her pregnancy experiences.
Meili smiled lightly and listened.
During the conversation, she learned that Suying's child was also five months old.
Even if he is born early, he is still a bastard.
This sentence that she originally thought she had forgotten suddenly came to her mind with great clarity.
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She looked at Suying's bright smiling face with envy.
She couldn't have the same joy as her.
She suddenly wished that the child in her belly was a girl.
The status of a concubine is even more helpless than that of Fu Jin.
Suying was carefully picked up by her mother-in-law and took Meili away with great care.
She stood in front of the door and watched the mother and daughter walking away as the servants gathered around them, chatting and laughing.
She gently stroked her round belly.
She wanted to stop thinking so much.
The child brought her more joy than she expected.
At least when she looked at the scene in front of her, her loneliness was no longer so strong and unbearable
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