I can’t describe my feelings.
I was very excited.
To be honest, I was very hesitant during this period, whether it was about the setting of the article or something else.
I originally wanted to write a popular CEO article, or a CEO article with revenge, because this kind of subject matter is read by many people.
But when I wrote the fifth or sixth chapter, I changed my mind.
I wanted to write a story about a girl growing up.
There is no rebirth, no time travel, or even no golden fingers.
Rebirth is a life all over again, but every step you make in life will lead you to a different path.
Maybe I have become more realistic now.
Although I like to read rebirth novels, the routines of this kind of novels are also written.
Come, but I don't want to choose it.
The nature of time travel is not much different from rebirth, which is why I don’t want to choose it.
During the period when I wrote 100,000 words, I issued a total of four rewards, but only a few people read the book and seriously answered the shortcomings of my book.
I am very grateful.
Of course, I solicited votes for the last bounty and got three more collections.
After that, I felt uneasy and felt that I had insulted my own work, which might not be called a work for the time being.
I still remember the gradual rise of Tang San and Tudou.
At that time, I followed their articles feverishly, and I could even stay up all night to read them in one sitting.
I think that as for online writing, I love it.
I have been exposed to it with my friends since junior high school.
I have written some intermittently, but I have given up without tens of thousands of words.
Time can polish away a person's frivolity and aura.
Now I start from scratch and write it again, full of awe in my heart.
When I decided not to write about the CEO, I was very bad at writing and the words I used were very blunt.
I was unhappy about this for a long time.
I thought about whether I should continue writing according to the original routine, but I gave up this idea. .
I know that I am happy when I write what I want to write.
I can feel that I am building a world that others cannot understand.
I stand in the center of the world and feel it like a newborn baby crying.
I am very happy. hapiness.
This kind of happiness is indescribable.
When I pick up a pen or type on the keyboard, I swim in the story.
I look at these people, each one alive, alive or dead, happy or unlucky, all with their own characteristics. life.
I just regret that my writing skills are too poor to describe it and interpret it to my heart's content.
Regarding this, I am happy and tired.
I am afraid that those who are willing to experience the world with me will abandon it after just one glance.
I am afraid that you will find it boring and heavy, and I am also worried that I will not get feedback.
Written by After a long time, it will be perfunctory.
To be honest, because I gave up the outline, I have to take it one step at a time.
It is really difficult for me to do three thousand to four thousand in one chapter.
In addition, I am busy with exams during this period and stay up late every day, which is really bad for my body.
Even if I had a severe fever some time ago, I would have to sit at my desk in the dead of night It took a long time to sit in front of me because the school was disconnected from the Internet at 10 o'clock, and I spent most of the time writing questions at night.
In those few days, I was disconnected once because when I used the self-service to upload it, the typesetting time was too long and I missed it.
Although the time was said to be made up the next day, I still felt guilty.
Some time ago, I thought about a question, why no one reads it, is it because the writing is too bad?
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I asked myself, I thought about giving up, but a friend asked me, why do you write articles?
I thought about it seriously for a few days.
There are many reasons.
Yiwei is young and frivolous.
When I started trying to write in junior high school, I was always jokingly called a literary lover by my Chinese teacher.
He was never willing to give me a better evaluation.
Maybe it was because I was good at imitating but not very spiritual.
I don’t know.
I want to start without imitating and draw a world single-handedly.
At least, I don’t want to continue to be a lover of literature and art.
This is one, and the other is that I simply feel that I want to tell a story, tell it to me, and tell it to you.
I regard myself as her, the heroine, and I will have someone who is willing to protect me and love me.
Man, of course, I wrote him more perfectly.
He has eternal life and will love me till eternity.
No matter how I reject him, even after all the factors that can break up love, such as war, he will still never leave me.
Thirdly, human life is short, perhaps due to accidents or natural or man-made disasters.
We are facing death every minute and every second.
What can people leave behind?
What can be left behind in science and technology?
Most of them are people who have made great achievements, but literature, art, and music are different.
They are things that exist in people's hearts.
Even if one day I am gone, as long as one person is reading what I wrote, then I will be alive. , no matter what happens, I will leave my own thoughts in this world.
It's great to think about.
Fourth, I initially thought that some royalties were good, but now that I think about it, there is no need to go through all the trouble for such a small amount of money.
These are completely unnecessary.
Coding is a lot of fun, but it is also very painful, especially when you have no inspiration, especially when you are not satisfied with the scene you described.
I think that what can support a person to spend a lot of time on coding is mainly because of enthusiasm, because we watch it grow step by step, and also because of ideals.
I know that one day I will be completely different from the past, completely different from the person I am now.
I know that one day I will be assimilated into a person who lives for the sake of living, working 9 to 5.
However, while I am still young, while I still have a world in my heart, while I am still willing to do something, while I am an unmarried woman and a minor mother, I want to go and see what belongs to me first.
In the world of Jianghu, at least you must first enjoy your love and hatred in this Jianghu.
Okay, it’s time for me to finish my questions, that’s all.
In this way, I encourage myself and hope not to forget my original intention.
At the same time, I hope that people who have read this book can leave your opinions on the message board.
You can be vicious and I will accept the suggestions after considering them.
Any help is greatly appreciated.
Finally, I would like to express my gratitude to my old friend for taking the trouble to give me advice, and to my friend Tulip, a male video writer I met on the post bar, for her support and love.
His predatory law is great, I like it very much, I mentioned it by the way, of course, a large part of it is because I feel that this person will become a great god, so I cleverly embraced him in advance, haha end. yours truly Qianmu Suhua sjgsf0916: