Throat is very dry.
Jinhua bowed and stood up from Gao Wenxuan.
She walked to the small table, picked up a bamboo and rattan tea bottle, and naturally brewed a pot of jasmine tablets with the hot water in the tea bottle, pinching the white tea in one hand.
There was a celadon tea bowl at the bottom, and a pastel teapot in the other hand.
He poured a bowl of yellow-green tea into his mouth.
Gao Wenxuan stared at her, looking at her soft outline under the light and her moist lips, suddenly at a loss.
He had rehearsed it in his mind, but he never expected that she would be so unrestrained, unwilling to give in, and even more so ordinary.
She drank another bowl of water.
The dry and itchy throat made her unable to say a word at the moment.
Gao Wenxuan's shadow kept appearing in front of her eyes.
She desperately tried to control her emotions, but she was always thinking about this matter in her mind.
He is leaving, yes, he is definitely leaving.
At this moment, whether it was the stuffy room or the moths swirling around the oil lamp, she felt irritable.
She thought to herself that she understood her position, and she also knew that at this moment, she and Gao Wenxuan were showing too much emotion.
It was inappropriate.
She couldn't explain why she was so shocked by the news that he was leaving.
Holding the teacup for a long time and drinking water for a long time, Jinhua never calmed down her mind.
When she finished drinking the pot of water, she still asked Gao Wenxuan, her voice was very low and hoarse: "Okay, you Are you going to Hong Kong with Miss Pei?
When will you leave?"
Gao Wenxuan was waiting for her words, but he didn't expect to hear such a sentence.
He immediately laughed a little, and when he opened his mouth, there was a burst of sadness.
He was like a person drowning in water, his skin and flesh were soaked in water, and he was beyond recognition.
He was already very Lost, unable to find his true self in front of her.
He didn't know why he said such a thing, but he really said it to her: I have always kept your ticket for you. " "Oh."
Jinhua responded, her fingers and eyes still not leaving the teacup.
She looked at the black spots left on the teacup from the porcelain porcelain process, feeling a little distracted.
She heard a voice in her heart yelling that he had reserved the ticket, but he was going to leave.
Thinking about it this way, she felt it was very funny.
She held the tea bowl and suddenly laughed out loud.
The laughter caused the tea in the bowl to scatter on the floor, but she still laughed.
She actually had tears in her eyes when she smiled.
Cool tears slid down her cheeks, fell into her collar, and fell on her skin.
The cool touch made her feel cold to her heart.
Gao Wenxuan didn't know the meaning of Jinhua's laughter.
The laughter sounded harsh to him.
He frowned.
He didn't want to stay any longer.
He pulled up his shirt and looked at her shoulders that were shaking slightly under the lamp.
Still he couldn't help but soften his voice: "I'm leaving."
Jinhua's whole body trembled and she turned her face away, a bit of panic leaking from her brows and eyes, but she restrained her embarrassment very well, so in Gao Wenxuan's opinion, she maintained a rather elegant and calm expression on her face at the moment.
Smile, there is even a bit of falsehood in this smile.
"I'll see you off."
Walk forward in silence, speechless, only speechless.
The robe was flying due to kicking, and the silk lining reflected a slightly transparent flicker under the afterglow of the light.
Jinhua followed Gao Wenxuan, looking at his flying robe and his straight posture.
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Looking at his back, looking at his lean body, looking at the injuries on his body, he paused.
"The clothes you're wearing are torn.
It's better to change into something before going out.
Xiao Kuan is about the same height as you now.
It's not good for you to go out like this."
Gao Wenxuan also stopped.
He turned back to look at her, eager to see clearly the look on her face at this time.
What exactly is it like?
In the darkness, he couldn't see her face clearly.
Although, he hoped that she could hug him and say, don't leave.
Or follow him and go together.
However, he knew her better than anyone else, so he knew that she would not do this.
"No, I drove here."
Jinhua chose silence, and the two of them continued to walk forward, through the corridor, through the shops, and stood on the street, under the moonlight.
The moon tonight is still the same as it was seven years ago, glowing with a soft blue.
The moonlight shone on the two of them, their snow-white faces illuminated by the moonlight, with a touch of blue.
Looking at each other very calmly.
Jin Hua brushed away the broken hair hanging on her face.
The dove egg-sized diamond on her ring finger shone brightly in the moonlight.
Gao Wenxuan's eyes fell on the ring.
His eyes froze for a moment, and he smiled politely at her.
Farewell: "I'm leaving."
Jinhua rubbed his hands and responded in a low voice: "Yes."
Gao Wenxuan opened his mouth again: "You should pay attention to He Rong and Yuanyuan's matters."
Jinhua hesitated a little, but didn't say anything more and responded as usual: "Yes.
I know."
Gao Wenxuan wanted to say something more, but he looked at her but didn't say it.
He walked to the car and opened the door.
Jinhua looked at Gao Wenxuan's figure moving away little by little, standing upright.
She felt her legs and feet were about to move under her clothes, and she was afraid that she would run towards him.
Gao Wenxuan squeezed the car door handle.
He had already opened the car door, but no matter what, he couldn't move his legs.
"Don't you have anything to say to me?"
He let go of his hand and appeared in front of her again.
"I'm leaving, Rong Jinhua.
Maybe we will never meet again in our lives.
Even so, don't you have anything to say to me?"
Looking at his warm and angry face, Jinhua was slightly startled.
She was already ready for him to leave.
His appearance in front of her like this scared her.
"Live a good life, don't do this again, don't get hurt easily."
Looking into his eyes, Jinhua hesitated for a moment, but said it word by word.
"Why don't you come with me, you're here with me" Jin Hua cut off his words.
She was so awake at this moment that her whole body was as cold as ice.
She gave him a very brief answer: "I just want to be myself."
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Gao Wenxuan's hand that wanted to grab her froze in the air.
He laughed, and there was a hint of self-deprecation in that laugh: "Aren't you yourself when you are with me?
Jinhua, for so many years, I have always been around you."
Isn't this enough for you?
You obviously have me in your heart and love me, but why are you always avoiding me just because you want to be yourself?
In all these years, I have never stopped you from doing anything."
"Gao Wenxuan, I know you treat me well" "It turns out that you all know that if you have any unspeakable secrets, tell me.
My life has been worse than death for the past two years.
I endured it for two years without disturbing you.
Now the war has started, and the Japanese are about to invade this place.
Why?
Why don't you go with me?
If you don't love me, if you don't have me in your heart, why do you keep that ring?
I want to hear your answer, and I will leave after hearing it.
I will never bother you again. " He pinched Jinhua's wrist, and he held it so tightly that he almost crushed her bones.
Frowning, Jinhua wanted to put down his hand, but he didn't move at all, and even held her tighter.
She sighed, Jinhua looked at him, and said with a smile: "I have nothing to hide, it's just that we are not suitable to be together."
Just together."
"It's because of Gao Kuan.
He has been dead for so many years, but you still love him in your heart, right?
I know why from the moment you keep Xiao Kuan by your side.
Jinhua, after so many years, can't I be worthy of that dead man?
Do you like it?"
Gao Kuan, okay, I won’t stop you because I know he is a A dead man can't compete with me.
I'm better than him.
At least I can stay with you.
All this time, I haven't said anything.
It's just that I will leave by boat the day after tomorrow.
You can take care of yourself.
It doesn't matter whether you come with me or not. , I’ll give you the ticket now, and I won’t bother you again.”
Jinhua felt as if she had been slapped by him, her whole face was burning with heat and pain.
She couldn't explain why she was angry, her temper came to her head, and she slapped his ticket away with one hand. , sneered.
"Do you think you are the only one who is clean, Gao Wenxuan, and those women are circling around you?
Do you think I didn't see it?
You said Xiaochun is pestering you, so what does Miss Pei mean?
And that female student, if you don't have something in your heart, explain to me what you keep saying For me, for your own selfish desires, you Hate Gao Kuan, hate the Gao family, you are just using me to vent your hatred.
Su Su and Bai Chong died on the way to Peking.
You think I don't know that I told you, I know it clearly, I just know it.
I never imagined that you would kill an infant child."
Gao Wenxuan sneered and looked at Jinhua.
In addition to self-mockery, there was a little helpless bitterness in his eyes: "You really miss Jinhua so much.
Over the years, I have been trying to explain to you, but you never listen to my explanation.
Now , since I am leaving, I will explain it all to you, not because I have something in my heart, but because I want you to know that I, Rong Jinhua, have a clear conscience."
Jinhua was speechless, listening to him speak with a cold smile on his lips.
Gao Wenxuan naturally saw her smile, and the bitterness in his heart almost turned into bitter wine.
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He really wanted to get himself drunk and never wake up.
The air went in and out of his nostrils, making a hissing sound.
Looking at the girl he held in his heart, Gao Wenxuan's eyes were blurred and distant.
He said loudly: "Pei Xiaofeng was found by the third child.
He has nothing to do with me.
I There was an agreement with the third child, which has something to do with the Eight Gates.
It’s not convenient to tell you now.
You also know the relationship with Xiaochun.
That is all in the past.
As for other women, they are just acting on occasion.
Man, who are you talking about?
Not socializing outside.”
Jinhua's face was expressionless.
She didn't know what her emotions were like now.
She was a little numb, and there was a little pain in the numbness.
She heard Gao Wenxuan continue to say: "I have always wanted to protect you, and I have tried my best to protect you.
Jinhua Hua, you are my woman , I don’t want to see you being wronged, so I haven’t told you many things.
I think you should understand me.
The Bai family is deeply entrenched in Xiangxi.
Bai Chong is a person who falls with the wind.
Su Su has always wanted to touch you.
I am just trying to protect you.
You, the three members of the Bai family" "That's enough.
Gao Wenxuan, it's getting late.
You can go back.
You don't have to give me the ticket.
Wang Meigui has taken care of everything for me."
Gao Wenxuan was about to speak, when a cannonball fell not far from the two of them.
With a bang, a sieve of dust exploded, and it was gray, like a layer of gray fog.
Gao Wenxuan had a bad feeling in his heart.
Although Jinhua's store was very close to the public concession, it was not in the concession after all.
He didn't care if she wanted it or not, and no matter how hard she was struggling, he grabbed her waist and stuffed her into the car.
Here, he drove the car and almost ran away.
The hunch was right, because after the car drove away, the land was almost exploded with crackling gunfire, and the car almost passed through in a hail of bullets.
The exploding shells almost turned the dark sky into daylight.
There were fires everywhere, calls everywhere, and terror everywhere.
Jinhua looked at the turmoil outside the car window next to Gao Wenxuan, and was speechless for a moment.
Gao Wenxuan's mind was blank now.
He looked at the concession getting closer and closer, but his nerves became more and more tense.
The road here was not easy to walk.
More importantly, he was afraid of being bombed by enemy planes.
The car was driving faster and faster, and Gao Wenxuan simply stepped on the accelerator to the bottom.
The wind blew sadly, blowing against the iron signboard of the shop.
Most of this area is filled with shops, because most people have moved away.
This place is almost dead, and it is so dark that you can't see the edges.
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Gao Wenxuan did not dare to turn on the lights, for fear of alerting the soldiers who might be lurking here, because it was too dark.
Black, he slowed down again.
Jinhua felt Gao Wenxuan's nervousness.
She was also nervous at this moment and involuntarily grabbed Gao Wenxuan's hand holding the steering wheel.
"Don't be afraid, Jinhua, we'll be there soon."
Gao Wenxuan held the steering wheel with one hand and her hand with the other, holding it tightly.
Jinhua felt the sweat on his damp hands and the warmth in his palms. , suddenly wanted to cry.
Whether it's life or death.
Everything will be taken away from you at any time and at any time, and life and death will be completely without warning.
The tone in her voice, the tone in his voice, at this moment, nothing could be more real than these.
She didn't dare to think about what would happen if the bomb just fell next to them.
It's over, everything is over, wealth, grudges, civilization, everything is over.
Gao Wenxuan looked at the dark road ahead, glanced at Jinhua who was holding his hand tightly next to him, and turned his face resolutely.
In this turbulent world, he not only lives for himself, but also for the girl he loves.
If it were him, he would dare to bet, but with his beloved, he lost the courage.
After the car stopped, Gao Wenxuan jumped out with Jinhua.
He held her hand and comforted her while asking: "How is it?
Can you run?
The road here is too dark.
I'm afraid something will happen if I turn on the headlights.
We're going to the concession now."
Jinhua held Gao Wenxuan's hand, and she felt that he was the only one beside him.
It was the only thing she held in her hand now.
It was the only real existence besides the tone in her voice.
He responded: "I can run." sjgsf0916: