When Wang Zi and the three of them returned to the camp, it was already the second night, and it was still Wang Zi who finally resisted the temptation to let the two dissatisfied wolves stop after waking up, just like that at the bottom of the sea, although there was an enchantment of the Nine Shades, it was impossible for anyone or spirit beasts to discover them, but such an open environment still made Wang Zi deeply unacceptable, not to mention that she was fooled by the seemingly pure Nine Shades and the Hades King, what was lost, what was considerate to let her drink water, Wang Zi never thought that he would be so tormented by the two of them, Hades and Jiuyou Wang Zi were very well-behaved after waking up, silently following behind Wang Zi, looking like he couldn't fight back and scolded and didn't return the grievances, Wang Zi, who was hurt, didn't have to vent his grievances, so he had to go back angrily, and the Jiuyou and Hades who were originally lost, this time they actually took Wang Zi out in minutes, and after leaving Hailing, Wang Zi didn't let the two of them lead the way, preferring to walk more and go back by himself, it was already another night, and the night was thick, Wang Ziyin ran towards the camp until he returned to the tent, but saw that there was still someone in his tent, but it was Le Jiu."
You two go back to your room, and don't follow me anymore."
Wang Zi said without looking back, and walked straight to the depths of the tent.Jiuyou and Hades who had just followed up stood up, looking at Wang Zi's negative back, as if they had no intention of leaving, Le Jiu raised his eyes and looked at the two, and then looked at Wang Zi, who didn't look very good, and didn't speak.Wang Zi would never get angry for no reason, let alone treat them like this, Jiuyou and Hades would be treated like this, it is estimated that they have done something beyond Wang Zi's bottom line, Le Jiu will not ask, and will still sit quietly, if he asks too much, it will not be good to burn himself."
Little Princess" Jiuyou called, her tone was very soft, knowing that she had gone too far today, after all, his little princess was very thin-skinned."
Jiuyou, let's talk about it another day, I'm tired and want to rest."
Wang Zi said, Kazui fell into the bed, I don't know if I was angry, but I just thought of the situation of the three of them peaking their blades in the sea, and her almost wandering appearance, which made a string in her mind a little broken, as if she had broken through the bottom line that she had never touched, and that sinking appearance made her afraid, afraid of herself like that Wang Zi raised the quilt, covered her ears, and her confused voice seemed to echo in her mind, she didn't want to hear these and didn't want to think about the fragments that made her unacceptable, can she stop immediately" Baby. ”Hades walked in, called out in his mouth, the pair of dark green pupils tightened slightly, and glanced back at Hades, Wang Zi's appearance didn't seem quite right, not just angry, "Rest first, okay, I'm really tired." ”Wang Zi's voice came from under the quilt, slightly irritable, Wang Zi would never be like this, even when she was very irritable, she would comfort others first and not let others worry, but now she didn't want to say anything, Jiuyou's expression also changed slightly, Wang Zi let him go with peace of mind "Little princess, let's go first, but if you blame us, punish us, you're right" Jiuyou stood in front of Wang Zi's bed, for a while, and only said slowly, even if he knew that Wang Zi was thin-skinned, I never thought that Wang Zi would have such a big reaction, and his mind was full of thoughts, but he never had the same thing at what point went wrong, not because he was there at the same time as Hades, after all, they had been, it was because the location was not right, but it didn't feel like Jiuyou glanced at Hades, and his steps were a little heavy to go out, and Hades also left, but the two of them went back to their tents with reason, and after a few seconds, they secretly went outside Wang Zi's tent again, and they were no longer guarding them.And Wang Zi has been stuffy in the quilt for a long time, she is actually very angry, but she won't, she doesn't know how to express the awkwardness in her heart, she can acquiesce to many things they do, because she loves them, and she doesn't know that today's absurd affair touched the nerve in her heart, making her suddenly so restless and irritable.She didn't even want to listen to Jiuyou and Hades, and she didn't want to admit that she was vividly released in that affair, she didn't want to think of herself, she wanted to forget herself like this, so that she wouldn't have to be so painful, she could clearly do more for Jiuyou and Hades, whether it was life or death, she could do more righteous things, but she couldn't get over such a rigid affair.She is very painful, but what is even more painful is that she doesn't know why she is like this, she wants to forget what happened today, in that case, she can go back to Wang Zi before without worry, and everything can develop normally as before, but the more she forces herself to stop thinking, the more thoughts in her heart, as if she is specifically doing it against herself, and even separates two selves in her mind, one is fiercely accusing her of doing such an unbearable thing, and the other is powerlessly arguing that this is her private matter, There is no right or wrong at all, she will not be wrong, Jiuyou and Hades are not wrong The two voices have been arguing, Wang Zi's hand holding the quilt became tighter and tighter, and then even trembled faintly, she couldn't stop the irritability spreading in her heart at the moment, and the air in the quilt was getting hotter and hotter, so that her mind gradually lacked oxygen, Wang Zi's eyes were bright and clear, and gradually glowed with red light, just when Wang Zi's irritability kept raging, but I heard a melodious piano sound coming slowly, the piano sound was ethereal, It is like crossing the endless mountains and seas to reach her ears, with the smell of the soil and leaves in the forest, with the moist and empty freshness of the valley, with the open-minded sound of the piano rolled up on the sea, never just a note, behind the ultimate auditory enjoyment, there is always a long story, and he is the storyteller, gentle and gentle narration, the notes bit by bit into the bottom of people's hearts, extinguishing the fire of the prairie fire, and gradually blooming a flower, green all over the field.The last time I heard Le Jiu's piano sound, it must have been a long time ago, and Le Jiu easily did not play the piano, even if his Fuxi Qin almost never got inside, and this made every time he plucked the strings incomparably precious.I don't know when, Wang Zi in the cup showed her head, her hands tightly grasped the quilt, wrapped her body tightly, only the fluffy head was outside, her chin was on the pillow, her body was curled up, looking at her appearance, she was pouting her ass regularly under the quilt, and she was wrapped in a thick quilt like this, looking like a turtle.At this time, the head of a turtle was in the depths of timidity, looking at Le Jiu with confused eyes, but not long ago, the irritability in her heart was dispelled, but it was replaced by an emptiness, she was confused and didn't know when, Le Jiu's piano sound stopped, and the hands were still gently on the strings, the white jade-like fingers, moving like a dancer dancing lightly on the strings, stopped and sat so gracefully Le Jiu sat cross-legged on the soft couch, the hem of the ice blue shirt was so quietly prostrate behind him, such an ethereal person, It seemed to be one with the sound of the qin, like a god, and this time the sound of the qin stopped, and the figure seemed to be about to disperse, Wang Zi squirmed, as if he was a little worried that Le Jiu would disappear like this.And noticing Wang Zi's movements, Le Jiu turned his head, smiled and asked, "Are you still listening" Wang Zi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, I don't know if it was because he was sure that Le Jiu would not disappear, stopped his movements, still kept his original posture and lay on the pillow, shook his head, and muttered: "Don't listen." ”It's not that it's not good, but she's already awake, it's just that it's hard for her to imagine why she was so out of control just now, if she let it go, I don't know if it will kill the sound of the Nine Shadows in time, and it will dispel the haze in her heart in a timely manner.Le Jiu looked at Wang Zi, the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually expanded, it was really eye-catching on that handsome face, those ice blue eyes were like sea water, but at this time, it seemed to have thrown a stone, slightly glowing, and it looked tight.Wang Zi's eyes followed Le Jiu's laughter, and his originally dull mind was even more stupid, and he just looked at Le Jiu blankly, motionless, for a long time, Le Jiu spoke first: "What's wrong with you today" "It's nothing." ”Wang Zi waited for a while before she said, she didn't know what was wrong with her, and she couldn't say it, but now that she was finally calm, she just wanted to let this matter be revealed, and not to mention it again.Le Jiu looked at Wang Zi, those ice blue eyes were distant and ethereal, but at this time he seemed to know that Wang Zi was concealing it, just looking at you so quietly was an irresistible urging, Wang Zi was calm by this look, and struggled for a while before suddenly saying: "Le Jiu, am I a very casual woman" Wang Zi's voice was very confused, and after asking, she lowered her eyes, this question was asked very suddenly, but she wanted to know, and she was very afraid to know, the long eyelashes trembled, as if she was a little nervousFor a while, the sound of each other's breathing could almost be heard in the tent.Le Jiu didn't speak, as if he was wondering that Wang Zi would ask such a question, and the two people who eavesdropped outside the tent frowned even more, their faces sank, Wang Zi was painfully entangled with such a question, a question in their hearts, which was not a problem at all, "Why, ask like this" for a long time, maybe not so long, but Wang Zi counted the sound of his heartbeat, even a few seconds seemed to be so long, Le Jiu's voice asked lightly, which was no different from his usual tone, I don't know if it was because of Le Jiu's calmness, Let Wang Zi's nervous heart be temporarily put to rest.Wang Zi thought about it, why did she ask this because she was afraid of being so abnormal when she was ignited or because she could accept more and more men, sucking the taste of love, it was like opening a Pandora's box, she knew who her heart would lean towards and would speed up because of whom.But intellectually, she clearly didn't want to, she didn't want to contact more people, a long time ago, she wanted to tell Jiuyou categorically that it was enough for her to have him alone in her life, but in fact, she couldn't refuse Wei Ziqian's thoughtfulness, couldn't refuse the protection of Li Zhan, couldn't refuse Mu Qianyu's enthusiasm, and couldn't refuse Wei Zichu's sunshine.When she thought that she could have so many people to protect her, she just wanted to hold on tightly to these warmth, because this was something she had been looking for for a long time, she couldn't let go, and then she was pressed step by step, Qinglong slowly seduced, when she finally knew what love was, she could have locked her heart and stayed with them, but how did the later people appear To this day, every time she faces the doting eyes of Jiuyou, every time she hears them jokingly say don't provoke men again, she wants to rush out so much, no, There will never be another but no, she almost doesn't even have the courage to say this, because she doesn't believe in herself, she doesn't believe that she can let go of the warmth that quietly breeds in her heart, she must be an indecisive person, she must be a person who is very afraid of pain, at this point, she never dared to be cruel to herself.But the more this is the case, the more she feels that it is unfair to them, their world is only her, and her world is not only a single person, what she pursues is the attention of being held by the center, or the love of the moon in the wind and the moon She never dared to think so, because she was afraid of coming up with an answer she didn't want, she wanted to laugh at herself, because she really couldn't give up these attentions, from birth to death in the previous life, she was cold enough, and lonely enough, she coveted the same feeling of being held by the center, Even if she hurt anyone more or less in the process, she never stopped.She often hypnotizes herself that she loves them and loves everyone, because they have long been in her life, and they can't be removed, otherwise they are asking for her life, but her love is too possessive, she is subconsciously afraid of who will leave at some point, or they will all leave, then she must be the cruelest torture in the world for her, she will suspect that she is inattentive, she will suspect that she has mistaken possessiveness for love, this doubt makes her depressed, When did this repression start when the fairy-tale silver mermaid appeared or when she mistook Leng Yan for Le Jiu's heart, it became more and more non-stop for her calling, and there was a moment when she would be crazy to think, maybe she was suitable for being lonely or, wandering around the world like a wandering spirit, she only needed to think about how she lived, or killed, or traded, the kind of life without dragging money and goods, it seemed to be tailor-made for her, but every time she thought about it, Her heart will hurt so much that she is beginning to be confused, what is she wanting, she no longer seems to be able to find the same certainty as in her previous life, to find her father and mother, to find her life experience, to let all those who are unfair to her go to hell.Now that her mother is fine, although her father is suffering from a strange illness, he is a powerful and incomparable person, even without her, her father can make himself normal for her mother, but she, because of emotional things, is more and more confused, more and more struggling, until today, a ridiculous love affair made her start to be afraid, she also has things that she can't bear, she also has things that she is afraid of, she doubts how sincere she is to them, let her go to the soup, she will never hesitate, but let her undress and welcome each other, why so resist "Le Jiu." , Am I not loving you enough I'm afraid of that kind of self, it must not be me, Le Jiu, what do you like about me You are so perfect, when I saw you for the first time, I thought you must be the most ethereal person in the world, you belong to nature, and you will never belong to anyone, but you are mine now, am I not worthy of you, you should be the omnipotent Huaxi Valley City Lord, even Miaoqi will be obedient when she sees you" Wang Zi's eyes were dull, lying on the pillow and almost muttering, I don't know why, She actually had a strong feeling of wanting to talk, even if these things were things she didn't dare to touch before, Le Jiu frowned slightly and looked at Wang Zi, seeing that she was almost lost in her soul, as if she was denying herself so strongly, the feeling of breaking the jar and falling, that kind of look made people look so unbearable."
Do you know, Jiuyou has been guarding me in my previous life, but I am very bad to him, I don't like someone pestering me, I don't think I need it, but Jiuyou never listens to me, I drive him away and he doesn't leave, I beat him and he doesn't fight back, he was just an ordinary vampire when I left, but I don't know why he was already the king of the blood clan when I saw him again, if he became Cain's bloodline, he would not only be reborn and afraid that he would die countless times" "I should probably only love one person, but I can't, I can only watch Jiuyou suffer, am I not very bad But I am such a bad woman, Le Jiu, I am very bad, Miao Qi keeps saying that he likes handsome guys, but he has only loved one lord for tens of millions of years, and Evil Tong keeps saying that no man can not live, but she has never loved a person.I keep saying that I don't need a man, but in fact I'm so casual, I have you, Jiuyou, Hades, Wei Ziqian, Zichu, Ziqian, Qianxuan, Li Zhan, Nanque, Beihuang, Dongqian, Xijue, Yong'an, Qianqi, Gluttony, Chaos, Qinglong, Heizi" Wang Zi's hand was deep in front of me, and he counted it in front of him, ten fingers couldn't be used, he looked at his hands in a daze, and said again for a long time: "There is Tianxin, Tianxin is still small, but he has been waiting for his sweetheart to accept him, When he grows up, there is also Han Zhu, that wilted and wilted person, I must have made him so bad, looking at me all day long with eyes so depressed, it is not like the Han Qi I know, and cold, do I think too much about it, I actually think that the ice-like person also likes me, he should be so pure, I am the most complicated person" Wang Zi's voice became more and more depressed, lighter and lighter, and in the end it was almost with a thick sense of self-loathing, what did she do These are the best men in the world, why must they be planted in her hands" Jian Xiuwen He is a senior brother, a person who is so important to his father, should I let him break through by himself, he is already a person who breaks through the demon god, he can clearly be an incomparably carefree person, trapped in me, after all, nothing can be accomplished" Wang Zi lowered her head, rubbed it in the pillow, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, she thought desperately, it was okay to tell her dark side, she was such a person, she was very painful to hide it, but she never knew that Le Jiu's heart was aching at this time, because she almost had a crying voice, also because of her desperate look, but also because of the tears that moistened the pillow towel."
I trust Leng Yan very much, not from Guihong's understanding of him, when I don't know anything, I trust him so much, even if he has set up so many obstacles on my way, but I still trust him, more than I believe in myself, I always thought that he was made of ice, I didn't dare to approach him, because I don't like cold, cold is uncomfortable, but last time I accidentally got into his arms, there was clearly very warm and the silver mermaid, he has two diametrically opposite souls, do you know that he has a mermaid side, There are so many mermaids in the mermaid clan, but I have never seen a mermaid who can compare to a hair of him, he is the most beautiful person I have ever seen, he should be put in a fairy tale, decorated with the most beautiful words in the world, but he is real, I am not me when I see him, I don't like this, it must not be me but he has another side, he is a puppet mermaid, but he is not a monster, the puppet mermaid is also very good-looking, very bloodthirsty, and very murderous, very similar to me, I am also like this, Le Jiu, do you know when I want to kill, I will want to slaughter the people of the world, so I know that it is not wrong for the outer realm to say that I am a greedy wolf of the world, I just want to resist, I don't want to be arranged by others, they say that I will harm the Six Realms, I will not do it.That puppet mermaid also has a dark side, he almost killed me, if it was someone else, he would have died a long time ago, or I would have been blacklisted, but I didn't, I have a good impression of a person who had murderous intentions towards me, this is unprecedented" Wang Zi's eyes gradually closed, her eyelashes fluttered uneasily, she only thought it was a dream, in the dream she told all her thoughts, and suddenly smiled, but the smile was a little ridiculous, this ridicule was not for others, but for herself
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