In the quiet afternoon, the warm breeze blows quietly and slowly, bringing with it the fragrance of flowers from the distant roadside.
It is elegant and distant, passing through the window, bringing a hint of late spring to this seemingly dead ward.
The smell of early summer.
One-third of the walls are light green and two-thirds of them are white.
There is a hospital bed in the middle of the cold room, and instruments are placed on both sides of the bed.
This is a standard single-room ward.
If it weren't for the slight sound of medical monitoring equipment operating, if it weren't for the human-shaped curvature of the bed quilt, and some withered hair scattered on the snow-white pillow, it would be as if there were no patients in this ward, and Su Li's breathing had become faint.
Unobservable.
She did not fall into a deep coma as usual.
Perhaps it was a reflection of the last moment of her life.
Su Li felt as clear-headed as ever.
Her eyes stayed at the junction of light green and snow-white on the opposite wall, letting her thoughts spread.
The afternoon in late spring and early summer was a good time to take a rest from spring sleep.
No one would disturb her memory of her past life.
Maybe after she passes away, she won't be scolded if she wants to disturb those who are resting in spring.
She doesn't care, as long as they handle her funeral affairs in accordance with the pre-arranged will, and the money and goods will be cleared.
She paid enough and they had to keep their promise.
This large hospital still had some credibility.
She has no fear of death, and no reluctance to give up on life.
From the moment she got the test results from the hospital, she had already begun to prepare for her death.
Perhaps for other people, death from serious illness is the most terrifying thing, but for Su Li, her life has reached this point, and whether she can live or not has no meaning to her, and it is even a kind of Waste of resources.
Skinny and bones, sunken eyes, pale complexion, saggy skin, withered and sparse hair, this is her current appearance.
She has been unable to eat for some time and relies purely on nutritional injections to maintain the last fire of life.
If her parents hadn't forced her to make a vow before their death, and if she had died unnaturally in any form, their souls would never have peace after death.
She would have rushed them away from this place that meant so much to her even before her parents left her.
Words have no meaning in this world.
She understands it very well but also cannot understand it.
Her parents are gone and she is left alone to do something in this world.
She can understand her parents' ardent hope for her and hope that she will live well.
That is their most selfless love for her.
It's just a pity that she had no hope for life fifteen years ago, and she had no feeling for life after her parents passed away.
When she received the test results from the hospital, she was even relieved, because she could finally chase her parents.
This was a natural death, wasn't it?
She finally no longer had to live mechanically in this world, alone and indifferent.
What surprised her was that it was not her heart that had problems that led to her death, but the cancer that first occurred in her stomach.
Perhaps this is not surprising, after all, she has not treated it well, right?
Regarding this short life, she could only say that it was a joke played by the unknown and mysterious God.
Her life can still be divided into two parts.
In the past fifteen years, the popular saying was that she was someone else's child, or more tackily, she was the golden phoenix about to emerge from the mountain nest.
At that time, she was strong and proud, full of yearning for a better life in the future, simple and shallow.
Su Li was born in a remote mountain village in S Province.
The child of a poor person has been in charge of the family for a long time.
She has been living in poverty since she was a child, and her parents have ardent expectations for their daughter to succeed.
She understood early that if she wants to live a good life, she can only study hard and pass the test.
Knowledge can change their destiny.
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Only by entering a big city can their family escape from the poverty-stricken mountain village and live a good life.
The conditions in mountain villages are poor, the school requirements are not so strict, and there are no kindergartens.
The total number of students in grades one to five is not as large as the number of students in one grade in ordinary towns.
She was the only child in the family.
Her parents loved her and doted on her.
They spoiled her because she had a strong and slightly willful nature.
When she was five years old, she made a fuss about her parents and sent her to the only school in the area dozens of miles away.
Her father, Su Zhiyuan, was a barefoot doctor nearby and had some friendship with the principal.
She was well taken care of at school.
Perhaps she still has some intelligence that can be used for learning.
Her grades in the five years of elementary school were far ahead of other children.
In the fifth grade, she was promoted to junior high school and her grades were outstanding.
With her top score in the county, she was specially recruited by the county middle school to study in the county. , tuition and fees are free of charge, and living expenses are subsidized.
With such benefits, she naturally thrived all the way.
She ranked first in the city in the high school entrance examination.
She was specially recruited into a key class by the key high school in Jincheng, the provincial capital, and still received scholarships and subsidies.
If she continues like this, develops step by step, and maintains the determination to study, go to college, take postgraduate entrance examinations, study for a master's degree and a Ph.D., maybe she can still compete for the title of academic hegemon.
Unfortunately, there is no if in this world, and fate has played against her.
It's a joke.
Her destiny took a turn on the eve of the college entrance examination, everything was overturned overnight, and she entered the vicissitudes of the second half of her life for the next fifteen years.
Those who have not been baptized by wind and waves will never know the horror of setbacks.
What's more, she is just a greenhouse flower supported by barren land.
She went to school early.
That year, she was approaching the upcoming college entrance examination at the age of fifteen.
She was confident and proud of striving to be the top scholar in the province.
With her grades at that time, there was not much risk.
She had always been one of the three best students in the eyes of the teacher. , classmates reject other people’s children who are isolated.
She will always remember that day, which was the beginning of the next fifteen years of her life.
There were only single digits left before she stepped into the college entrance examination room and was about to change her destiny, fly away from the mountain nest completely, and transform into a golden phoenix.
The teachers began to calm the nervousness of the students and announced a holiday to make adjustments.
She suddenly received a call from the village, first informing her Before she could react to the news that her mother had been injured and sent to the county hospital, unconscious, another phone call told her that her father had fallen from a workbench as a helper and injured his leg at the same time.
His arm was twisted and he was sent to the county hospital for emergency treatment.
At that moment, she just felt like the sky was falling.
Her parents have always been the towering trees above her head.
She never thought that one day, these two towering trees protecting her might fall down.
At that moment, she had no sense.
She ran out of the school like crazy, went straight to the station, got on the nearest bus back to the county town, and rushed to the county hospital.
Without the protection of her parents, she experienced the horror and cruelty of society for the first time.
Rural poor people with no background default on their bills at construction sites and do not pay any compensation for medical expenses.
There was no money to pay for the hospital surgery.
All the family savings were used, and the meager cash borrowed from close people in the village and the relief donations sent by the teacher could only temporarily pay the rescue deposit.
Her parents were both orphans and she had no relatives.
She asked everyone she knew and borrowed a foreign debt with interest from a relative in the village, which was a huge amount of money for their collapsed family.
She connected her father's arm and broken leg.
The bones prevented him from being physically disabled, but the arm had no function, and the legs became lame and lost their power.
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My mother's injuries were less severe than my father's.
She was only hit on the head and bleeding and fell into a coma.
Not long after she woke up, she was falsely accused by a gangster from the village who got into an argument with her and was taken to the police station.
The final result of the coordination was that the family once again owed a huge foreign debt, all the land was given to others as mortgage, all the slightly valuable things in the family, including the medicinal materials cultivated and collected by the father, were taken away, and the mother was detained for half a month.
This half-month detention was undoubtedly a fatal blow to a mother with a traditional and strong personality, especially after receiving news that her daughter had missed the college entrance examination and her husband had an accident at the construction site.
My mother has since suffered from deep depression and autism.
She will harm herself even if she is not careful.
By the time everything was settled, the college entrance examination had long passed, all her plans and pride had been wiped out.
Her family was in trouble, her parents had lost their jobs, and she was not eligible to go to school again.
She didn't know how she managed to hold on at that time.
Perhaps the successive accidents had made her numb.
She begged her parents, who wanted to commit suicide so as not to burden her, to stay with her and survive.
After her father recovered from his injuries and was able to move independently and take care of her unconscious mother, she left her hometown and entered a working life.
Without an adult, no ID card, and no background or education, she could only work illegally to earn a meager income, find more jobs, and shorten her rest time to earn more money.
From being a dishwasher in a small restaurant, to a milkman selling milk, to a newsboy delivering newspapers to an older textile worker, she would do any job she could do, day and night.
Part of her income was sent home to pay for her mother's medical expenses and household expenses, and part of it was saved and paid back every year.
In order to save money, she only ate one meal a day for a long time, always the cheapest steamed buns, until she found a bag.
For lunch, she still has one meal a day.
This kind of life lasted for about five or six years, and she finally paid off the foreign debt, and she got used to her appetite of not having more than two meals a day.
Perhaps, at this time, she abused her stomach, and her stomach finally tortured her with cancer.
But that doesn't matter.
What matters is that the foreign debt has been paid off.
She has enough money to take her parents to her side and rent a house nearby.
She has enough income to send her mother to the doctor.
As time went by, after my mother received treatment and gradually recovered, she accidentally discovered that she had a slight heart failure and could not stay in the factory.
After she started selling her handicrafts and imported clothes from a street stall, her income improved and she had With her own shop and a house for herself and her parents, she thought her life had turned around and God was playing tricks on her again.
When my mother thought she was well, when they were not paying attention, while she was busy with the store business, my father went out to buy groceries and fell ill again.
He cut his wrists and committed suicide.
He was sent to the hospital and passed away after the rescue failed.
Then, he was hit again.
Her father was in poor health, and within half a year of sending her away, her father also left her.
If her father and mother hadn't forced her to make a vow, she would have left after her father's affairs were settled.
However, her parents did not allow her to leave with them.
If she dared to commit suicide, they would never have peace after their death.
She didn't dare to take such a risk.
She worked day and night.
She thought that in this case, her heart, which had problems earlier, would soon develop bigger problems and take her away.
It was a pity that God still To joke with her, she waited for three years, and the heart failure gave her hope of passing away, but her hope was shattered time and time again, even her career and her income continued to rise.
She lives mechanically, without hope, and her life without motivation will always be pale and feeble.
In the end, the hospital's gastric cancer test results allowed her to achieve her goal.
She sold her real estate, car, store, and brand.
In addition to leaving enough to sustain her medical and funeral expenses in the last days of her life, she donated all her income for the rest of her life to a most reputable charity to support and She had the same wild child fifteen years ago, achieving the pride she missed Her body became cold, her vision blurred, and at the end of her life force, she seemed to see again under the old pear tree in full bloom in her hometown.
In the most beautiful and gorgeous flower season, she loudly swore in a proud and simple voice, "Abba, Ama, Ali."
I will definitely be admitted to Beijing University.
Ah Li will definitely be the number one.
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Ah Li will be the top scorer for you.
Ah Li will definitely lead you to the best life.
She seemed to hear the proud and doting voices of her parents in her ears.
Alibao has always been the pride of her parents.
A slight smile appeared on her lips, and Su Li's face that couldn't see clearly radiated an astonishingly beautiful light.
At this moment, her heart stopped beating, and all the weak curves on the heart monitor flattened.
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