He went to the rehab center, I guess he was supposed to come to see his mother, it was stricter and I couldn't get in.Zhou Ning wiped his face a few times when he got out of the car, I guess he cried, and only at such a time did he have the opportunity to be sad and sad.He looked up at the sky, recovered for a long time, adjusted his mood, trotted into the rehabilitation center, stayed for less than 20 minutes before coming out, and then drove all the way home, probably not worrying about the child.I waited a long time downstairs for him, looked at my watch, and it was almost twelve o'clock, and his busy day was over, and so was my day of observation.Back to the newly rented house.I took a shower and fell on the bed, today is just a day of tracking, I feel tired when I don't do anything, I don't know how Zhou Ning feels.But it is not easy for him to hold on like this.I don't feel comfortable and I don't have to follow him tomorrow, but he has to work to support his children and his mother.Even on weekends, his son couldn't afford to give him a day off, and now it seemed that he still had to be angry at work.This kind of life was something he never expected, and he still couldn't get rid of it.I can only sigh, man.About everything that Tian Tian and Zhou Ning used to have, most of the information I know comes from my mother, when they got married, I heard my mother say that Zhou Ning's family conditions are good, only child, his parents have no brothers and sisters, his father used to be from the Public Security Bureau, and his mother is a teacher, in my mother's words, everything that the old man has accumulated will eventually be Zhou Ning and Tian Tian.Zhou Ning belongs to the kind of man who is very motivated, after graduating from his bachelor's and master's degrees, he entered the current hospital for an internship, and he stayed with excellent internship results and a little way.The public top three in that hospital, Zhou Ning had a establishment after he became a regular, and in the eyes of others, he was simply a leader, he stood firm, not to mention, and entered the best internal medicine.At that time, he and Tian Tian had always had a good relationship.His mother especially likes Tiantian, and she doesn't forget her when she cooks something delicious, and she also thinks about buying clothes for Tiantian in spring, summer, autumn and winter.Sweet and well-behaved, the relationship with Zhou Ning's mother is as close as that of a mother and daughter.Their life at that time, except for not having children, was really smooth sailing, and they could look forward to anything in the future.Now, it's so embarrassing.Down and out.I can't help but sigh secretly, the saying that one wrong step is wrong for life is really not unreasonable.Before going to bed, I still called Tiantian, and she asked as if she was waiting for me, "Peach."
Well, are you alright?"
I listened to her lame greeting, sighed slightly and told her, "I'll invite you to dinner tomorrow." ”At noon the next day, I went to the early education center to pick her up, she was wearing a dress with Mickey Mouse and Donald Duck patterns on it, and her hair was tied up very cartoonish.It seems that Tiantian really likes children, and when she got into my car, she was a little embarrassed and said, "I don't know how to ask you, I'm really embarrassed." ”I said, "It's nothing, if you want to know something, just call and ask, you can ask now." ”"Niu Niu" "Zhou Ning's son" I asked.Tian Tian nodded.I thought about it for a moment and told her, "I don't want to tell you the truth, but I don't want to lie to you, that kid is not very good, and he is miserable." ”Tian Tian listened to my words and began to wipe her tears, I couldn't concentrate on driving, so I had to find a place to park the car, open the window and breathe in and said to her: "Tian Tian, to be honest, I don't recommend that you accept Zhou Ning again, he has hurt you, and now he has a child who is not you, no matter how unkind he is, and a sick mother, if you take over again, it means that you will not only swallow all the pain of the past, but also take over his mess." ”"I know."
Tian Tian covered her eyes, crying tears like rain.My heart is blocked, but I still have to say: "You are too kind, but if I remember correctly, he mentioned the divorce at the beginning, he himself did not cherish your feelings, why should you always cherish him" Tian Tian choked up and said: "I think."
Zhou Ning felt that the relationship between us was not pure enough, and he didn't want the child to have no mother. ”I laughed out loud while still talking to the man at this time.It's better to have a mother's mother, than to have a child's mother.If you don't say that women are stupid, men have made such big mistakes, and women are willing to make excuses for him, I absolutely believe that Tiantian is morally noble, but noble can't be eaten as food, noble can't let her not work hard in the future, knowing that there is a pot of bitter water in front of her, she has to drink a drop of it."
I know you think I'm useless" Tian Tian cried even more, and I let her vent the pain in my heart, and when her crying eased a little, I said, "I never think you're useless."
Except, of course, when you're making a fuss about suicide.I think your life is very good now, with these children by your side, and you have your own goals in life.But I can understand your feelings, no matter how happy you look, it's empty. ”I said and tapped on my heart.Yes, I understand this feeling too well, my heart is empty after the divorce, and there is no man who has left a strong mark there, and he was completely cleansed by Tang Ming's betrayal.I handed Tian Tian a pack of napkins, and she wiped her eyes and said, "No, I'm just useless."
I secretly went to see Niu Niu and my mother-in-law, but I didn't dare to have direct contact with Zhou Ning, I" She was almost out of breath crying.It seems that I didn't think right, I thought that she and Zhou Ning would have a lot of phone exchanges, so it seems that she only has a phone number, but she actually doesn't do anything."
It doesn't matter what you really want to do.Listen to me first, let me contact Zhou Ning, and then say, during this period, you must not take the initiative to contact Zhou Ning. ”I tapped her on the shoulder, got her affirmative nod, and then got back in the car.This is different from what I did before, Tiantian's matter is more like marriage repair, because Xiao San has self-destructed, but Zhang Xiaoning is like an atomic bomb, the wounds and traces left after the explosion cannot be recovered in a day or two, and the price is too heavy.I looked for a weekend, went to Zhou Ning downstairs early in the morning to wait, I had to see what he did on the weekend, he got up later than usual, took Niu Niu to the car, and then went to the rehabilitation center.This time he stayed longer.After coming out of the rehabilitation center, he led Niu Niu to play in the garden of the center, Niu Niu was learning to walk, holding Zhou Ning's hand crookedly, Zhou Ning accidentally let go of his hand, he would be a little scared and quickly hugged his father's thigh.The weather is good, and it is rare for the father and son to look unshrouded in the sun, so I took a few photos in the hope that Tian Tian will be in a good mood when he sees it.Although Zhou Ning's face is calm, his brows are always a little condensed, and his expression is full of exhaustion, I hope to see if he has any regrets, but Tian Tian does not appear, he probably can't recall those memories, people's hearts are still relatively good at self-repair.He bought a fast food on the way home with Niu Niu, I waited downstairs for nearly two hours and he didn't come down again, Di Jinyou sent me a few messages, telling me that Lu Chen was ready to sue, the crime of intentional injury, she really dared to sue, Tang Ming was probably already anxious
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