Although I am still happy every day, Di Jinyou's words are like a big stone pressing on my heart, I dream in the middle of the night that I have failed the college entrance examination, I don't know the topic, or I can't catch the train in various situations, and I have checked it on the Internet, and all the answers are that I am too stressed.I think I'm looking at Lu Ning now like watching a whole castle under her feet with pink soap bubbles piled up under her feet, and she's as happy as a princess, while I keep worrying about what will happen to her if all these bubbles burst one day.The point is, I can see it, but I can't do anything about it.Miller noticed my uneasiness, and he asked me many times what was wrong, but I couldn't talk nonsense with him about such clueless things, and tried to prevaricate every time, because his company's operation was getting smoother and smoother, so there were more things to be busy after expanding the business, and I asked him to work hard, and he stopped asking me too much.I felt that I was in a bad state like this, so I took out a notebook that I hadn't used for a long time, and prepared a plan to help Wan Xiaohe Jianming, find something to do for myself, and maybe transfer the pressure.Concise love frustration, workplace pride.When I saw him again, he had already served as the vice president of his own company, since the last time I mixed up the scene of Wan Xiao's marriage proposal, I felt that all the grievances on Jian Ming's body were vented by him, he became extremely quiet, and the whole person looked very vicissitudes.I made an appointment with him in the restaurant on the top floor of his company, and the meal looked tempting, and I ate some, but he didn't move at all."
It's not like my wife can't chase me back and go on a hunger strike," I put down my knife and fork and looked at him, saying this to adjust the atmosphere, he looked at me, smiled very tiredly and said, "It's not like that, it's just that I really don't have much appetite." ”"I was a little busy a while ago, but I can focus on helping you lately."
I motioned for him to eat some, and he symbolically cut a small piece of lamb shank and stuffed it into his mouth, chewed it for a long time, and barely swallowed it."
It is said that women are easy to be emotionally hurt, and it seems that it is quite serious when it is changed to men."
I wiped my mouth, picked up the notebook, and probably told Jian Ming about my plan.Actually, there is no plan, just some sacrifices that need to be made concisely.Just like Wan Xiao didn't know how to stir the stagnant water between her and Jian Ming before, Lu Ning and I acted as the water stirring stick, which made Jian Ming feel different, and slowly changed, Wan Xiao at that time abandoned his arrogance as the eldest lady, Bai Fumei's willfulness, and many other things, becoming intimate and approachable, which were all seen by Jian Ming.And what I need to do concisely now is actually pretty much the same, to be a husband closer to life, even if he is divorced, at least brush his face every day, at this time face is not important at all, there is no shame in admitting his mistakes in front of his wife."
That's it" is concisely estimated to be cold.Listening to my suggestion, I can't react a bit.I looked at him confidently and said: "There is a very good saying among the people, the wife and children are hot on the kang, which is the three treasures of life for men, it sounds very simple, but it is difficult to really fence it up." ”"What Wan Xiao likes is your concern for Lu Xiang and the delicacy of your feelings, I don't know how much you have done to her, financially speaking, Wan Xiao is not an easy person to be pleased, but emotionally speaking, she is actually simpler than many women I have seen, your eyes are blinded by many things, so you don't know what Wan Xiao needs, so naturally you can't catch her heart.""
Isn't it true that an emotional foundation is built on a material basis?"
asked me Jianming."
Yes, of course, poor couples mourn everything, the problem is that you don't have to think about these things at all, so why not hide money and material things, and really go to the heart," I said.In fact, this is also the problem that exists between Jian Ming and Wan Xiao that I have always known, their communication must be distracted, to put it bluntly, because neither of them will be distracted."
Heart" Jian Ming really frowned, and I explained to him: "A man buys his wife a tea egg from the convenience store at the intersection every night on the way home from work, which is not valuable, but because his wife likes to eat, he buys it every day."
Another man, who often ignores his wife's feelings, but buys a diamond ring on his wife's birthday to please his wife, which one do you think is a good man" said concisely: "The one in front" I smiled and shook my head and said: "Wrong, both are good men."
The scumbag doesn't care about his wife, let alone the diamond ring and tea eggs, it's hard that he still spends his wife's money to support the women outside. ”"I don't understand what you mean, isn't this still based on material diamond rings, tea eggs, don't all need money" Jian Ming reacted quickly, and the words were in place, I nodded and continued to explain to him: "That's right, both are good men, but the form of expression is different, some women like husbands who can buy diamond rings for themselves, and some women like husbands who have a tea egg a day, which has something to do with women." ”Jian Ming looked at me for a while and said, "You mean, Xiaoxiao is a woman who likes long-term affection." ”I smiled: "Which woman doesn't like long-term affection, these two kinds of men are long-term affection, but the way of long-term affection is different, Wan Xiao is more like a sensitive little woman, hoping to be comforted and pampered from time to time, you are defeated in this, I believe you also like her, and one person supports all the happiness of her and the child, but you ignore more important things." ”"I still say the same thing, see how much a rich man loves you, and see how much time he gives you.Concise, Wan Xiao doesn't need much, it may be a hug, a greeting, and a light kiss when you come back from work every day, so that he knows that you put her on the tip of your heart, and not just because you feel guilty and moved, you are with her. ”I believe Jian Ming understood thoroughly this time, because he listened to me finish the last paragraph and lowered his head.This also shows that he must not have done enough in these aspects, and it is no wonder that Wan Xiao feels that Jian Ming still doesn't love her, and he doesn't have these details."
Some women can empathize with their husband's hard work and thank him for everything he has done to the family, but some women don't, but she doesn't ask for too much.Just pay more attention to her. ”I closed the notebook, looked at Jian Ming and said from the bottom of my heart: "Wan Xiao always thinks that she knows very well whether you love her or not, but in fact, she doesn't know that your love is hidden deep in her heart and does not show it, you disguised your feelings very well, and successfully deceived her, making her feel that you don't love her." ”Of course, I didn't say a word, he just dug a pit for himself and jumped in, and he had to pretend to be deep when his love was expressed, and he pretended to run away for his wife and children.I put it another way: "So, over time, the feelings faded like this, and she was tired." ”Jian Ming kept his eyes down, and he didn't speak for a long time, after all, he was the vice president, and no one sat around the table he was sitting on, and I was happy to be clean, and after eating the food on the plate, Jian Ming actually began to eat.It's good to figure it out, and only when you figure it out can you have more strength to chase happiness and beauty.Jian Ming gave me Lu Xiang's contact information, I checked it roughly, and I only knew that it was a number from other places, but Jian Ming told me that he had also asked someone to check it, and he probably knew where the activity area of this number was.Because she went to the business hall over there to change her business, she also went there to pay the bills.In the era when the Internet is so developed, she still likes to go to the business hall to pay the bill, and it is no wonder that she does Tai Chi, which is almost the life of the elderly.I took a taxi to this business hall, planning to take this as the center, wandering around to see if I could find any clues, but I was lucky not to find Lu Xiang, but I saw the concubine of Lu Xiang who was kicked over by Lu Ning.He had just come out of the barbershop, bought two servings and walked to a nearby neighborhood, and he hadn't changed much, he was a little fatter than when we had seen him before.The hair is not so fashionable anymore, and it feels a bit like an uncle.I quietly followed him, and knew the entrance of the building where he lived, and I listened to his footsteps in the corridor and counted about it, and the approximate floor when he closed the door was the fourth floor.I don't know if Lu Xiang can live here, I got into the opposite building, quietly waiting for them to come out, in fact, I didn't think about the use of following them, I just wanted to see if these two people were still together, and if so, how they lived.By the end of the evening, my leg was almost broken, but it didn't let me down.Lu Xiang and this man came out, she was still the same as before, white top and jeans, casually tied a ponytail, the man took her hand, and while she walked, she still asked for a kiss coquettishly, and the man kissed her quite perfunctorily.Why do I think it is perfunctory and can't describe it, but I think Lu Xiang's vision of choosing a man is quite wasteful, this is not to say that conciseness is bad, anyway, I just don't know what kind of man can give her stable happiness.And I suddenly couldn't figure it out, they looked pretty good.Why do you want to bother Jian Ming is it the phone number is not right I found a spam ad and sent it to that number and followed them to see the situation the text message rang the man took out his mobile phone and looked at it sure it was him undoubtedly.I had another question, did he do this Lu Xiang knew that the two of them went to a rice noodle shop to eat, and then came out and wandered around to buy some snacks, and then went to the chess and card room It is really the life of middle-aged and elderly people, there is a group of uncles and uncles, and there are few young people who go in.I didn't dare to follow up, and when I was worried about what to do, Lu Xiang came out, I hurried to follow her, and she went home.At this time, I really wish I had a doppelganger, and I could follow one on one side, but given the limited manpower, I could only follow Lu Xiang.I thought she had gone upstairs to get something, but who thought she hadn't come down.It was dark, Miller called me, I told him what I was doing, and my heart trembled when I heard him sigh."
Have you eaten?"
Miller asked me, and I chirped, "No, I didn't have time." ”Miller sighed again, and I begged for mercy, saying, "Wait for me, and I'll go to you." ”"Yes," I replied with a particularly unconfident answer.I was still squatting in the corridor opposite Lu Xiang, the man hadn't come back yet, a coupe drove by my side, blocking my view, I wanted to move a position, the co-pilot window opened, I looked at the driver and was stunned for a long time."
Come up."
Miller looked quite serious, and the expression on his face changed again as soon as he spoke to me, and it became very soft.I sat in the passenger seat, and Miller drove forward a little to park the car on the side of the road, and adjusted the rearview mirrors to see the location of the corridor of Lu Xiang's house behind us."
I'm in a hurry, and I can't bring anything else, didn't you call for food a few days ago, let's eat."
Miller gave me a KFC family bucket, I was stunned with the hot bucket, and asked him: "Don't you let me eat this?"
He really didn't let me eat it, saying that the oil was not good, the meat was not good, the production process was not good, what preservatives Balabala, anyway, after the relationship with Miller was confirmed, I was insulated from KFC."
Hurry up and eat, it's better to be bad than hungry."
Miller knocked me on the head, I had already put a chicken leg in my mouth, and he was really helpless at me, sighing and shaking his head while looking at me and laughing."
Miller, you look at me now like a dad looks at his daughter who failed an exam."
My mouth is bulging.Miller was amused by me, nodded and said, "Well, yes, that's pretty much the mood." ”"I'll give you a daughter later."
I really said it casually, really.I was thinking that if I had a daughter, Miller, I wouldn't have to be so clingy to me, although I was willing to accept his feelings, I still wanted to be independent and have my own space.Miller was stunned, looked at me for a long time and rubbed me in his arms, rubbing my hair while saying, "Well, that's okay, you can't go back." ”He always did.Taking my words seriously, I continued to eat chicken and saw the keys to the car, and there was a yellow duck hanging on it, which was very similar to my previous one, but obviously new.I looked at him, he looked at me, put the key in my arms and said: "I bought a car today, I want to go back and surprise you, but you are not at home, come here to be a detective" I wanted to speak but I bit my tongue all of a sudden, the bite was too painful, my teeth cracked, Miller hurriedly helped me see, but my mouth was full of chicken scraps and blood mixed together, and he didn't care about kissing me and I was speechless."
Kissing cures bleeding" finally let go of me, I asked with a pout.Miller shook his head and said, "I haven't heard anyone say that." ”"Then you still kiss me" "You didn't have cracked your teeth just now, it's not good now" I'm really not good at this chicken, you will eat less in the future. ”Miller, I want to kick him out of the door."
What are you waiting for here" It was getting late, the man still hadn't come back, I looked at the time and didn't know whether to continue waiting, my intuition told me that I should be able to make a breakthrough by waiting, but I didn't feel good about letting Miller accompany me so late.I could only tell him about Jian Ming and Lu Xiang, and after listening to it, he said to me: "That is to say, what are these two people trying to do now" It should be like this, but I can't be completely sure, Miller thought about it and said: "Then wait and see, it would be good if I could help Jian Ming and Wan Xiao." ”I thought I had misheard, but Miller took my hand and said, "I'm supporting you in your work." ”I always thought that Miller didn't really like me doing this kind of work, he really respected me and gave me full freedom of choice.We just sat in the car and listened to the radio, Miller was a little tired, leaning back in his seat and half-squinting, and the radio host played a very soothing piece of music, I don't know what it was called, but it felt good at first.The words are pretty good, too."
Lilac memories stay in my heart, you won't be my past" It's raining outside, I actually don't like rain very much, I always feel cold and unbearable, rainy days don't bring me any good news, it's all bad memories of life, but maybe I will change some of my attitude towards rain, because I sit in the car with Miller calmly, and I relax without any pressure, which is very greedy.Miller kept squinting his eyes, I stared at the situation behind me, and it was close to eleven o'clock when the man returned, and it seemed that the game was over, and I thought that when I got here today, I was just about to wake Miller home, and the man actually came down again.I sat up straight and looked at the back, not only did he come down, but Lu Xiang also came down, the man shook her off and wanted to leave, Lu Xiang dragged his hand, and was pushed by him and sat directly on the ground, I held my breath, the man saw Lu Xiang sitting on the ground, and wanted to help her finally turn around and walk quickly.I don't know what urged him to be so anxious, Lu Xiang kept sitting on the ground, and the rain was heavy again.Miller also woke up, looking at the situation over there, I wanted to get out of the car and go over to help her, no matter how I threatened her before, seeing her now, I still feel that I should help her as a woman.But I couldn't let her see me."
I'll go."
Miller sensed my thoughts and drove the door over.He lowered his head and asked Lu Xiang what he was, then took out his mobile phone to make a call, and then he walked to the car door, opened the trunk and took an umbrella, trotted over to help Lu Xiang up, and entered the corridor.The woman is also strange, looking at the poor woman and wanting to help her, but her man really went to help her, and I was very unhappy in my heart, I thought it was okay to ask, there was no need to ask so much, but since it was Miller's decision, then I still believe him, there must be some other reason for him to be like this.After a while, an ambulance came.After Lu Xiang was carried into the car, I also rushed out of the car, and when Miller saw me coming down, he hurriedly came over with an umbrella and protected me in his arms."
What's the matter" I asked him, Miller sighed and said, "She's pregnant, and she fell a little hard just now" There was thunder in the distance, and in line with my mood, the rain became heavier and heavier, and after Miller stuffed me back into the car, he also took the umbrella and sat beside me."
Get me a wet wipe."
Miller pointed to the location of the wipe, and after I handed it to him, he wiped his hands, and there was blood.I was really afraid of seeing blood, so he quickly rubbed the wet wipes and said to me, "Don't be afraid, don't look at it." ”"She" "Hmm.Her blood, she grabbed my hand when I helped her. ”I was suddenly speechless, such a rainy night, the blood flowing out of my body, made me keep thinking of the pain, the despair, and the pain when I had a miscarriage.She was still pushed down by the man."
She kept crying quietly when I helped her, crying and scolding the bastard, brute, that man is really a brute."
I don't want to know what the man did, I just feel that Lu Xiang is pitiful, maybe this kind of too familiar scene can make me directly empathize with her experience, I leaned on Miller's arms, and didn't want to say a word.He patted me on the back, and the rain hit the roof of the car with a crackling sound, and I forced myself to fall asleep because I was scared, afraid to remember the old scene.After this incident passed, neither Miller nor I mentioned it, and he knew that I would be afraid, and I myself was very consciously avoidant.I haven't followed Lu Xiang for a long time, and I don't know what happened to her, and I don't dare to tell Jian Ming, for fear that he will have compassion for Lu Xiang.Now that I think about it, if I could have continued to follow him and told him some of the circumstances in advance, maybe the tragedy would not have happened.I was tired of cleaning in the office, and I took a leave of absence for half a month, and Qu Jintian didn't know what habits he had, so he called me in person and told me to give me three months of paid vacation so that I could have a good rest.Since he said so, I didn't shirk it too much, and made an appointment with Lu Ning to go to Japan and go to Hokkaido to soak in hot springs.Hanging out with Lu Ning, Miller was very relieved, and I went happily without burden.It happened when we were in Japan, Lu Ning and I forgot the time to soak in the hot springs, and we chatted happily, thinking back to the past student days, there were always endless words, and when we came out of the hot springs, it was already evening, and she and I had missed the phone, all of which were called by Wan Xiao.We called back, but no one answered.If we call again, there is still no one, we are afraid that something will happen, Lu Ning directly called Wan Xiao's house, and it was her nanny who answered it.Lu Ning's expression was wrong when she listened to the phone, I was in a hurry, she hung up the phone and took my hand and said: "Go back to China, return to China immediately" I grabbed her and asked: "What's the matter, you tell me first" "The nanny didn't say it clearly, Jian Ming had a car accident, someone drove into Wan Xiao and the child, and he blocked it." ”It's a car accident again, and I've heard too many words lately, so I followed Lu Ning back to the hotel room.When I was packing my luggage, my hands were shaking, and Lu Ning was still calling Wan Xiao, and suddenly I jumped up nervously."
Wan Xiao, are you okay, what's the matter" Lu Ning was anxious, I lay next to her and listened, Wan Xiao cried silently and said: "I took the child out to eat with Jian Ming, but a car suddenly hit me Jian Ming pushed me away He " I couldn't believe my ears, I just felt that the world was spinning, I and Lu Ning rushed back overnight, Qu Jintian and Miller both came to pick us up and sent us directly to the hospital, Jian Ming was undergoing the second operation, Wan Xiao sat on the stool outside the operating room, Jian Ming's mother had fainted many times
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