The day I was born, I killed my mother, and in that era, when caesarean section was not common, my mother used up her last breath to give birth to me.As a result, I didn't even cry, the midwife hugged me and touched me, and shouted: "Oh, it's a stillbirth" Grandpa heard that it was a stillbirth, but he didn't say anything, as if he had known it for a long time.Later, the family prepared for my mother's funeral and put me in a coffin, and at midnight after three days of mourning, my father suddenly heard a baby's laughter coming from the coffin, and he was so frightened that he almost crawled and fled.Soon after, the news spread in the small mountain village that the dead baby of the old Nan family had cheated the corpse, and the villagers rushed to the gate of our house with nail rakes, hoes, and torches to help, while the rest of the family was so frightened that they hid, only my grandfather trampled into the shed where the coffin was parked alone, opened the coffin that had already been nailed, and carried me out.Other people's faces were frightened, but my grandfather held me in his arms with a smile, and kept muttering: "This is the granddaughter of my old Nan family, the granddaughter of the old Nan family" In the remote mountain village of that era, not to mention my weird birth, giving birth to a daughter is not a happy event, but my grandfather is happier than when the eldest mother gave birth to a cousin, he dismissed the villagers, and went to the mourning hall, kowtowing to my dead mother three times, and the elders kowtowed in front of the younger generations, which is unprecedented.Grandpa named me Wangqiu, he declared to the outside world, I was not a dead baby when I was born, but I was too weak, the midwife did not find the breath and thought I was dead, and my father also heard me wrong during the wake, I was obviously crying, but the voice was too small, and he heard it as a laugh, plus my grandfather had a high reputation in that small village, what he said quickly calmed the uneasy mood in the village, and saw that I was getting better and better day by day, and the villagers gradually stopped mentioning my strange birth.My childhood is also different from other children of the same age, because the ancestors of the Nan family are darts, darts people have a real ability, after the changes of the times, this industry gradually declined, but to the grandfather's generation, the inheritance of martial arts has not been broken, grandpa's kung fu is by no means the ninth rate of the rivers and lakes, when I was very young, there was a murderous madman in our township, holding a knife to kill pigs, cutting people when they saw them, and those who saw them avoided whining and being frightened; Someone rushed all the way to my house, and my grandfather was guarding me and writing with my cousin in the hall; Someone came to finish the matter, even the hairs of my little hairy child stood up, my grandfather's expression remained unchanged, stood up, called me and my cousin's milk name, let us stay at home obediently, he followed the villagers out, I and my cousin are skinned, know that something big is happening outside, how can I write calligraphy at home obediently, grandpa just left with the front foot, and we sneaked out with the back foot.When I arrived at the place where the madman cut people, I saw from a distance the earthen dam in front of the township, there were people lying on the ground, a few of them had lost their breath, and a few of them were pretending to be dead, and there was a group of villagers standing next to them with a flat pole and a hoe in their hands, and no one dared to go up, after all, the people who went up just now were lying on the ground, and when they saw my grandfather appear, they knew that it was the savior who came, and they consciously made a way.Grandpa was wearing a black silk coat, thin and upright body to the pile of people to stand in the pile, tsk, that spirit, it was simply pressed to this piece of gray rustic villagers, I felt at the time, my grandfather is not a person, that is a god that crazy man cut people, there are some words in his mouth that others don't understand, grandpa stood in front, someone handed him a shovel, grandpa blocked it with his hand, didn't bring anything, he strode up, the people around me, including me and my cousin, all squeezed a cold sweat, I thought that there would be a fierce battle next, who would have thought that the whole process, but five seconds, grandpa went up without any warning, and snatched the pig-killing knife in the hand of the madman with lightning speed, and pressed the madman to the ground with his backhand, and the villagers dared to rush up, save people, cry and mourn.Later, the town police station awarded a pennant to my grandfather, embroidered with the four big characters of the hero of the world, replaced by someone else, it is estimated that it was immediately hung next to the ancestral tablet of his own hall, my grandfather is not, when he sent it, he didn't take a few more looks, so he took it to me and my cousin to play and then said business, it is my family's kung fu, since I was a child, my grandfather taught me and my cousin to practice kung fu, other children were playing with mud when they were young, I was in Zama step, plum blossom pile is the seesaw of our childhood, My fantasy birthday present is a fancy doll, or the latest school paraphernalia, my birthday present, a steel knife of age.I was only eight years old at the time, and I almost didn't cry when I saw the knife in a wooden box, how I longed for a normal childhood for me to play with mud, but with such a grandfather, I could only play with knives, I played with a good knife, and the knife that could sharpen iron like clay played like a long finger in my hand, but this skill I usually don't show in front of outsiders, and it's not good to scare peopleOn the contrary, my cousin rejoices in this process, after all, boys, I love those who fight and kill, The other little mud kids learn to hum like that on TV, haha, cousin, that's a real hum, haha, and it didn't take long for a group of little brothers to be behind him, and they screamed with Nan Ge Nan behind his ass all day long; That is, when my cousin was eighteen years old, he had a trouble, when he was found, the whole person was black and unconscious, I remember that day, it rained a lot, the wind was raging, and the elm branch in front of the old house was broken, and my grandfather called back all the adults in the house, and I was locked outside the main house, I had to hide outside the door to listen, and I vaguely heard the uncle begging grandpa with a crying voice: "Dad, you must save Wangxia" From the crack in the door, I saw my grandfather's face for the first time, After a long time, he opened the door and came out, and when he saw me eavesdropping outside, he thought there would be a scolding, but grandpa had regained his composure, stretched out his hand and said, "Wangqiu, go to the shrine with grandpa." ”Grandpa took me to the temple and knelt down, and then took out a knife and a celadon bowl, the other adults in the family did not dare to come in when they saw this situation, only my dad shouted outside in a panic: "Dad, Wangqiu is still young" Grandpa ignored it, took the knife and cut my palm, blood flowed out of the flesh, filled half a bowl.Ask me if it hurts, of course, but in front of my grandfather, I was only thirteen years old, I didn't dare to say anything, gritted my teeth and frowned, and endured it, not even a tear fell.Later, my grandfather let my cousin drink my blood, and that night, my cousin woke up, thinking that he would be safe, but my grandfather didn't even see my cousin's face, and only said to my uncle, "Send away, seven years will not return", my aunt cried that night, but still did not change my grandfather's mind, my uncle sent my cousin away overnight, as for where I was sent, I asked many times, and the family seemed to be taboo about something, and did not dare to mention half a word.My cousin and I have always had a good relationship, and I have been sad for almost half a year, and sometimes when I sleep at night, I dream that he is sitting on the edge of my bed and looking at me, but I can't see his face clearly.In the fourth year after my cousin left, I was admitted to a prestigious university in another place, and finally had the opportunity to leave the small mountain village to see the world outside, I was ecstatic and cheering, and my father was very happy for me, but when I brought the admission letter to my grandfather, my grandfather smoked his old cigarette gun and frowned deeply, and did not say a word."
Grandpa, I don't want to stay in Fengxia Village for the rest of my life to be a village girl, going to school and working outside is the biggest dream in my life" When I said the words from the heart, something flashed in my grandfather's expression, and then I sighed and stood up, and walked towards the temple with hard steps, I followed behind him, and heard him whisper: "I've been here all my life, and now I'm finally safe, and now that Wangqiu has grown up, it's time for me to say" I don't know what grandpa said when he was right, but I know it in my heart, There is definitely a reason for what Grandpa said.On the day I went to school to report, my family sent me to the entrance of the village, and even my aunt, who had never had anything good to say to me, told me: "Wangqiu, the people in the big city outside are bad, you have to be careful, don't trust people so much" "Wangqiu is smart since he came along, and he is the first college student in our village, so he must be fine" The uncle said with a smile.Dad carried my luggage and kept thanking the other villagers who came to see me off, and then my grandfather, who had not spoken, spoke, "Wangqiu, you must go home every month when you go to Shanghai, and you must keep this matter in mind." ”Grandpa's words have always been like a holy decree, after three years, I remember this sentence, almost every month to go home, until the last year of the senior year busy with internships and job hunting, there is a month and a half did not go home, my father called me from my hometown to urge, I really can't leave, I promised to rush back next weekend, soon after, I was sick, what disease sleepwalking I had never sleepwalked before, that night suddenly sleepwalking, the roommates who slept with me were scared, they said I was crying and noisy, I also slapped Tan Xiaoli who came to stop me on the ground, although I was unconscious in my dream, but I have practiced martial arts since I was a child, Tan Xiaoli gave me a shot so much that I couldn't lift my hand the next day, I felt guilty, and quickly sent her to the hospital, but when I got there, the doctor looked at her shoulder and her face changed: