I only told Shen Fei'er that I was from the countryside, and I didn't say anything about my parents and uncle.And what my uncle did to me is a secret that I can't tell, and if it is known to others, I will lose my dignity and the courage I have.Shen Fei'er looked at me, saw that I didn't speak, and squeezed my hand."
Zhuo Yan, what are you thinking" I smiled at her and asked her what kind of person Sister Mei was.Shen Fei'er twisted her eyebrows and thought for a while, "I heard my mother say that Sister Mei was born in the young lady's nest and suddenly disappeared when she was nineteen years old, and she came back suddenly last year. ”In the past, Liu Tingting's mother and daughter often scolded my mother in front of me for being a bad woman and a vixen, and I never went to my heart, but now when I hear Shen Fei'er say this, I feel a little powerless.The timing is right, my mother was nineteen years old and I went back to the village with my father to get married, although I don't know how my father let a young lady elope with him, but I was very touched by my parents' feelings.But no matter how good the relationship is, it can't withstand life and death after all.My dad died, my mom couldn't do anything, she couldn't bear that home, she couldn't bear to bury my dad in the village.She didn't expect those things to happen later, so she was completely anxious, so she left me and ran away.I was even more convinced that Sister Mei was my mother, and I was so excited that I wanted to get out of the hospital to find her immediately.I turned the corner and told Shen Fei'er that I wanted to go to her house for two days, but she seriously refused, saying that I can't run around before I am well yet, and let me go to live at her house when I am discharged from the hospital.She chatted with me for a while, and I flipped through the books she sent me and looked at them and became fascinated.That was the first time I read a romance novel, and I pondered word by word, and the details and emotions in the book made me understand myself better, and I couldn't help but think of the indifferent male protagonist in it as Mo Chen, and my heart beat faster to fantasize about myself as the heroine.The next day I was sad, Mo Chen didn't come to the hospital to bring me food, as if everything was a dream.Shen Fei'er came early in the morning to know that I didn't eat breakfast, so she hurriedly went out to buy it, I didn't want to trouble her, but she was very persistent, and she bought three meals a day and delivered them to me for a week after she was hospitalized.On the day I was discharged from the hospital, I asked Shen Fei'er to accompany me back to the school dormitory first, and took out the money given to me by the principal of the elementary school from under the pillow, and charged 500 yuan to the meal card, and there were 400 yuan left, I never dared to touch the 400 yuan, because I had no financial resources, and I didn't want to go back to my uncle's house to ask them for living expenses.I stuffed the 400 yuan into Shen Fei'er's hand, she kept running towards the hospital during my hospitalization, and spent money on round-trip fares and meals bought.I'm thankful for her, and I don't want our friendship to be built on money.Shen Fei'er was a little stunned, shook it with the four hundreds, and asked a little unhappily: "Zhuo Yan, what do you mean by this" "Fei'er, thank you for taking care of me these days, running to the hospital several times a day to accompany me, this money is" "Zhuo Yan, what do you do to me" Shen Fei'er's emotions were suddenly very intense, which startled me.I looked at her with a confused expression, and said: "Fei'er, I treat you as a friend, I don't want you to spend money on me, you have spent a lot of money in the past two weeks because of me" Shen Fei'er yelled in a not very good tone: "I didn't spend money" I was stunned, she didn't spend money, so who spent the money She suddenly said: "It's okay, it's okay, my mother usually gives me a lot of pocket money, and I have saved a lot, it's all small money, and I haven't spent four hundred" She stuffed the money into my hand, hesitated and said: "Zhuo Yan, I can see that the conditions in your home are not good, this money must be very important to you, don't stuff it at me, use it yourself" Listening to her words, my nose was sore and my eyes were hot and I was about to burst into tears, she sighed, hugged me and patted my back."
You don't tell me what's going on in your family, but I guess it's very difficult for you, don't think too much, study hard, don't drop your grades, and strive to be free of tuition next semester."
I bit my lower lip and didn't speak, afraid that I would whimper as soon as I opened my mouth, and that I would want to open my scar as soon as I opened my mouth.Shen Fei'er hugged me for a while, and then said, "If it's really difficult, I'll help you find a way." ”I shook my head as I broke free from her embrace, and she smiled and patted me on the head, saying that she knew I had a lot of self-esteem, but I had to tell her if I had any difficulties.We left the dormitory at noon to go to her house, and at my begging, she agreed to take me to see Sister Mei, and met Lao Hu when I passed the teaching building.As soon as Lao Hu saw us, his eyes lit up, I was worried that Lao Hu would ask me about not having classes for two weeks, but Lao Hu was very strange, he walked towards us and looked at Shen Fei'er with a smile."
Shen Fei'er, what do you know about Chinese recently, if you don't come to the teacher's office, the teacher will teach you."
I felt that Shen Fei'er's palms were wet, and she didn't dare to look at Lao Hu and nodded again and again.Lao Hu smiled with satisfaction, shifted his gaze to my face, and suddenly popped out: "Zhuo Yan, you have lived in the hospital for two weeks, and you have lived in the hospital for two weeks, and you have seen a lot better." ”I'm here and there, and I don't even know how to answer him.Shen Fei'er pulled me and whispered to Lao Hu that Zhuo Yan and I were going to the hospital and left.Lao Hu shouted at our backs: "Zhuo Yan, you have missed a lot of classes, since you have been discharged from the hospital, you must be on time tomorrow morning." ”I hurriedly turned around and nodded at Lao Hu twice, and ran out of the school hand in hand with Shen Fei'er.After leaving the school, I looked at Shen Fei'er with a little suspicion as fine beads of sweat oozed from her nose."
Fei'er, why do I think you are very nervous in the face of Lao Hu, has he taught you a lesson" Shen Fei'er shook her head in horror, saying that she was the most annoyed in Chinese class, and she felt weak when she saw the Chinese teacher.I always felt that something was wrong, but I couldn't find the reason, so I didn't think much about it, I just wanted to see Sister Mei and recognize her quickly.On the way to Shen Fei'er's house by bus, Shen Fei'er was silent, her face was not very good, and she patted her chest several times as if she was out of breath and wanted to vomit.I asked her if she was not feeling well, and she said she was motion sick.I remember that the last two times she didn't get motion sickness, and she herself said that she didn't know why she suddenly got sick.I think of the novel she showed me, there is a passage that writes that the female protagonist is pregnant with the male protagonist's child, and she gets motion sickness and wants to vomit when she rides in the car.Thinking that Shen Fei'er is a student, I didn't associate the two together, and I thought that Shen Fei'er might have an upset stomach and asked her to see a doctor.Shen Fei'er agreed and invited me to go to the doctor with her this weekend.At that time, Shen Fei'er herself didn't expect that she would be like the heroine in the novel When she arrived at Shen Fei'er's house, her mother was washing a man's hair, and the big V-neck exposed two white flowers on her chest and abdomen.Shen Fei'er snorted softly at her mother, dragged me inside quickly, climbed the ladder, and slammed the backpack on the bed.I don't know how to comfort her, I'm sure Sister Mei is my mother, and my mother does the same work as her mother, but I don't dislike my mother like her.She lay alone on the bed and was silent for two minutes, then got up and took me downstairs and walked out of her mother's astringent girl, and her mother chased me out and shouted where we were going, saying that we would cook for us.She turned around and said to her mother that we should go out to eat, and she didn't care.I looked at her mother's injured little eyes, and I wanted to nag Shen Fei'er a few words, but I didn't dare to say it for fear of making her angry.She pulled me to walk fast, along the bright lights, walked about two hundred meters away, stood in front of the signboard erected on the ground with the word bloody addiction written on it, and pointed to the three big heroic facades of the astringent girl."
This is Sister Mei's land."
I was quite funny at the time: "It's so big" Shen Fei'er glared at me a little awkwardly, "She is a chicken head, there are several young ladies following her, and the scene is not likely to be laughed at by people." ”I hurriedly sighed a few times and pulled Shen Fei'er to go in, but she shook off my hand in disgust."
Zhuo Yan, what are you doing" "Come in and find Sister Mei" "Okay, okay, you go in and find it, I won't go in." ”I was a little apprehensive and looked at the façade, where there was orange light shining through in broad daylight, and I was reminded of my uncle's disgusting face
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