"Fei'er, let's go to the big hospital for examination, you must have a gastrointestinal problem, let's go to the big hospital for examination immediately" On the way to the big hospital, we were all restless, no one spoke, Shen Fei'er held my hand tightly all the way.There were many people in the big hospital, I asked Shen Fei'er to sit on a chair and wait for me, and I took her household registration book and lined up for an hour before registering her.Taking the escalator to the gynecology department on the third floor, many women with stomachs looked at the two of us, and their eyes were very uncomfortable.When it was Shen Fei'er's turn to enter the doctor's office, she grabbed my hand very nervously, her eyes were full of helplessness, and I suddenly had difficulty breathing.She didn't let me go in, I stood outside and waited anxiously, and an idea popped up in my head: If Fei'er is really pregnant, what should I do After a while, Shen Fei'er came out with a red face and a payment slip, dragging her crying voice and saying, "The doctor asked me to pay for a urine test." ”We didn't know what a urine test meant, and we felt even more helpless after asking each other, so we could only listen to the doctor's instructions.After paying the money, Shen Fei'er ran to the laboratory window to ask the doctor wearing the mask, and the doctor glanced at her coldly."
Take the cup on the windowsill and put it in urine and send it over" Shen Fei'er stared at the small white plastic cup on the side of the windowsill, and shook it with her hand, but she couldn't lift it.I stepped forward to help her get a cup and dragged her to the bathroom, where she rubbed for a while, holding half a cup of urine, tears on her face, and two tooth marks on her lower lip.Putting the half cup of urine in front of the laboratory window, the doctor glanced at Shen Fei'er coldly again, took a slender white hard paper and reached into the plastic cup, and within a few seconds, he saw a shadow gradually crawling towards the top of the doctor's pinch, showing two red lines, one deep and one shallow."
Pregnant" the doctor didn't look at us, threw the slip of paper in the trash, and took a pen to write something on the test sheet.Shen Fei'er and I watched the doctor's every move blankly, and the doctor stretched out the written test sheet, "Take it" Shen Fei'er opened her mouth slightly, her upper and lower lips were trembling, and she didn't raise her hand for a long time, I hurriedly grabbed the test sheet and led her to leave.The doctor's scolding voice came from behind her: "Take your urine and throw it away" Shen Fei'er's face turned red in an instant, and many people around her looked at us, so I hurriedly stuffed the test sheet into her hand, picked up her urine and ran to the bathroom to throw it away.Standing in front of the washstand, washing my hands and looking at myself in the mirror, Shen Fei'er looked lost in my mind, and my heart ached, I didn't know how to help her.When I returned to the laboratory window, there was no trace of Shen Fei'er, so I ran away and searched everywhere in the hospital lobby, but I couldn't find her.I ran up to the third floor, and I heard Shen Fei'er's out-of-control voice from a long distance, and I rushed into the gynecologist's office, stunned by the scene in front of me.Shen Fei'er knelt in front of the doctor like a beggar, crying and saying that she must have made a mistake, crying and asking the doctor not to play this joke with her.The doctor pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, glanced at me who was at the door, and said sarcastically to Shen Fei'er: "Why do you cry like I am only thirteen or fourteen years old to do that kind of thing with others, when I do it, I should have thought that there will be this kind of result" Shen Fei'er cried heartbreakingly, smoking, she said that she didn't know, she didn't know that she would get pregnant, she said that her mother had done so many times with many men and did not get pregnant.The doctor's expression was very strange at that time, and she wanted to say something and shut up, maybe she wanted to scold Shen Fei'er's mother.My brain was buzzing and I couldn't describe the feeling of that moment.I don't know who had that disgusting relationship with Shen Fei'er, I only know that he hurt Shen Fei'er, that man really deserves to die, and then I gradually became sensible in this regard, I understood that it was Shen Fei'er's ignorance that made others hurt her, she saw too much of her mother doing that kind of thing with other men, and when she saw that her mother was not pregnant, she thought that she would not be pregnant.In fact, the current teenagers are very weak in sexual knowledge, and that age is the age when love is beginning to open, and the concept of Chinese parents is still not allowed to educate their children about sex, and they don't know how to do this education, so children are ignorant in their growth, and children with curiosity and courage will steal the forbidden fruit prematurely and cause tragedy, and some girls will be coerced and lured by bad people.This phenomenon is a lot on the news, and I hope that Shen Fei'er's little story can tell everyone to love themselves.Shen Fei'er knelt there and cried all the time, but the doctor gradually became numb, and summoned the security guards to blow us out.There were a lot of people standing in the corridor watching the excitement, pointing at Shen Fei'er, their eyes and words were very exciting.I pulled Shen Fei'er away, she was demented along the way, as if she had lost three souls.We walked a long way until we came to a park, and she pointed to the chain swing and said, "My dad brought me here when I was a kid, and I sat on it." ”I asked her if she wanted to go on the swing, she looked at the swing and nodded, I led her over, she sat down with a smile on her lips, and I walked around behind her and pushed her.Her feet rippled in mid-air, the beautiful ponytail flicked and flicked, back and forth dozens of times, she said no swinging, I wasn't pushing her, the moment the swing came down, she whispered: "Yan Yan, I miss my father, I want to go to him." ”My heart was shocked, Fei'er's father was dead, did she say this to commit suicide I hurriedly stepped forward to hold her hand, and said incoherently: "Fei'er, don't think about it, you are still young, and your life has not started well." ”"My life was already dirty before it began.""
Fei'er, don't talk nonsense, you still have a mother, think about your mother."
She chuckled softly, not like the laughter of her peers, a little sad, a little resentful."
It's all her, it's her who staged those dirty things in front of me, or she would have done this business and let others threaten me, I wouldn't have an accident" "Fei'er, who threatened you, is it Jiang Tiantian looking for someone to bully you" Shen Fei'er didn't admit or deny it, jumped off the swing, put one hand on top of my head and balanced it to her chin, and smiled a little weakly."
Yan Yan, I want to be malnourished and thin like you."
I didn't understand what she meant, and looked at her stupidly.She added: "There won't be any bad guys targeting me." ”"Fei'er, who is that person" She shook her head and said weakly: "I don't want to say, Yan Yan, don't ask me, it's better than telling others" "Then what about your stomach" Hearing this, she punched herself in the stomach, I grabbed her arm and persuaded her not to hurt herself, she smiled bitterly and said that it would be fine if she wanted to beat it out, and I said that it would hurt her before she stopped.That day, we wandered the street until late to return to her house, and her mother was lying on the sofa with makeup, and when she saw us walk in, she quickly stood up and asked us very enthusiastically if we had eaten.Shen Fei'er scolded her mother with her head and face, and her mother's powdered face was as white as a zombie, and I pulled her hard to pull her upstairs.I know that Shen Fei'er loves her mother from the bottom of her heart, but she is so painful and helpless, and she doesn't dare to tell her mother, so she can only attack her mother who loves her to make herself better.In the middle of the night, Shen Fei'er woke up sweating, curled up in my arms, grabbed one of my hands and pillowed under her head."
Yan Yan, you must have suffered a lot, otherwise how could you be so thin and thin, it hurts me to hold you."
Her voice was as light as a breeze, and she couldn't hear any joy or anger.I hesitated, and told Shen Fei'er about me for the first time, telling Shen Fei'er how my mother was designed by them to remarry my uncle after my father's death, and how my mother and daughter bullied me after my mother ran away, my uncle married a widow, and how the widow's mother and daughter bullied me, but I kept the story of being almost bullied by my uncle twice.After listening to this, Shen Fei'er whimpered, wrapped her arms around my neck and said, "Yan Yan, I'm still happy in this way, at least I've always had someone hurt, my mother didn't run away, she didn't leave me." ”I said this just to make her feel that she was not so miserable, and I was worried that Shen Fei'er would not think of suicide at that time.When it was almost dawn, Shen Fei'er's mother brought two bowls of fragrant noodles and sent them over, because she had to climb the stairs, she sent them twice.She stood in front of the bed and said to Shen Fei'er with a flattering taste: "Fei'er, it's not right for your mother, don't be angry with your mother, you have brought your classmates to the house several times, and your mother has not been able to cook something for you."
Today, my mother got up early in the morning, kneaded flour and pulled noodles by herself and made two bowls of noodles, get up and eat":