I looked at my hands, reached under the faucet and rubbed vigorously, I'm not stupid, of course I know that the dishes in No. 1 Middle School are washed by the dishwashing aunt, but I have the habit of washing by myself, can't I" Zhuo Yan, you are angry, I didn't mean that you are like a dishwashing aunt, I mean" "I'm going back to the dormitory." ”I coldly interrupted Mingman.It stands to reason that people are ashamed, and they should be restrained after touching the wall a few times, but Mingman is not, she followed me out of the cafeteria and followed me to the outside of the single dormitory building.I stopped speechlessly, looked back at her, and asked her what she wanted to do, and she simply smiled and said that she wanted to see what the bachelor dormitory was like.Of course, I couldn't do what she wanted, just stand still and stare at her coldly, looking at her so embarrassed.I think Mingman is a stubborn bone, and I have a virtue, we are like two branches stuck there looking at each other, I am cold, she is smiling.Five minutes later, Mo Chen came, glanced at me as he passed by, and walked forward without saying a word.Mingman will move his feet, chasing Mo Chen and saying: "Can I go and see your bachelor dormitory" Mo Chen ignored her directly, as if he hadn't heard her speak, it was direct enough to be refreshing enough Compared to my indifference, Mo Chen's indifference is too lethal, Ming Man walked back to his place in frustration and asked me: "Why does Mo Chen only talk to you" I don't know what my psychology is, at that time came a sentence: "Because I'm ugly" Ming Man looked at me with a dull face, I snorted and turned around and ran in the direction of Mo Chen, and finally dumped her.As I was going up the stairs, I caught up with Mo Chen, who glanced at me and said, "You can't go on like this." ”"What" "Something happened on the first day of school, it's been almost a month, you haven't learned anything this month, right" Mo Chen's words were like a basin of cold water poured on my head, coming to No. 1 Middle School was really a bunch of bad things coming at me, I fell behind a lot of classes, I really want to end up like this, I can't go on like this, I swore in the sixth grade of primary school that I will be successful in my studies and become famous, I can't go further and further.Back in the dormitory, Shen Fei'er had already gotten up and was about to go to the bathroom to wash with my sheets, I grabbed it and threw it in the basin, but she didn't insist, just said she wanted to go home.I wanted to send her home, but she only let me go to the school gate, and I watched her slender back go farther and farther, and my heart was panicked.I didn't expect Shen Fei'er to leave school and never come back.She didn't come to school for a week, I thought she was resting at home, and in the second week I couldn't sit still, so I went to class 3 to ask Mochen.Mo Chen said to me indifferently: "Shen Fei'er dropped out of school." ”I want to find a little trace of deception from Mo Chen's face, but he is not Tang Yu, where would he have that mind to tease you" Actually, Shen Fei'er dropping out of school is a good thing for you, just the first year of junior high school, you can quickly make up for the classes you missed. ”I nodded, and left tiredly.After eating at noon and lying in the dormitory, I remembered the letter from Tong Qi to Shen Fei'er, I found it under the pillow and opened it to read.The content is written very sincerely, a whole page is written, Tong Qi said that he thought Shen Fei'er was very good-looking when he was in elementary school, because she always looked like she couldn't see him, so he liked to bully her.It turns out that they have known each other since elementary school, and looking at this letter, I can imagine that Tong Qi was annoyed that Shen Fei'er ignored her, so he made a small fight and bullied Shen Fei'er, which can be regarded as a little perverted method.I took the letter to class 5, Tong Qi and Tang Yu sat on the window railing of the classroom, and the two of them were smiling and chatting about something.I stood at the door and shouted Tong Qi, and the two of them looked back at me together, Tang Yu's eyes were a little strange.Tong Qi jumped off the window rail, walked over unhurriedly, "What" I stretched out his letter towards him, his face turned red, and he quickly caught it and rubbed it into his hand.I turned around to leave, Tong Qi called my name and asked me if it was true that Shen Fei'er had dropped out of school.His voice was a little depressed, because he was afraid of revealing too many emotions.I said yes and left.Shen Fei'er dropped out of school very quietly, and the head teacher of class 3 casually mentioned it in class 3, saying that Shen Fei'er was unwell and dropped out of school, and she would go to other schools in the future.But I felt that something was wrong, and after school, I went out of the school gate again, walked alone on the same road that Shen Fei'er had walked, and got on the bus she took me to her house.Her home is in the west of the city, our school is in the east of the city, when the bus arrives at the station, it is slightly dark, I have a hundred yuan in my pocket, and I walked into the alley with my shoulders bent, I didn't feel too scared when I walked the alley with Shen Fei'er before.I thought of the eagle's face, and I was afraid that the eagle would come out of the dimly lit alley.Seeing that I was about to cross the alley, I was about to see the sign of the astringent girl, and the sound of high heels came from the other side of the alley, I held my breath and walked forward with my head down, and the high heels stopped when they passed me.The dim street lamp cast a slender reflection on the ground, the reflection of the big wave was the most conspicuous, and I quickly looked up to see the owner of the high heels.It's my mom.She had big willow eyebrows and red lips, and she twisted her eyebrows slightly and said, "Why are you coming here here alone at night" She couldn't hear the slightest joy or worry in her voice, and she was cold.My excited heart felt like someone had been pulled hard, and I almost blurted out a sound that my mother was stuck at the door of my throat.I watched her quietly, hoping to touch her heart with my eyes."
I remember you, you are Shen Yatou's classmate, and you call me mom twice when you see me."
I didn't speak, just looked at her.She took a slender cigar from her glittered black clutch and took it in her mouth, lit it with a lighter and took a breath, leaning against the mottled wall, not afraid to stain her sexy fiery red dress."
You're here to find you Shen girl" I nodded mechanically, the face of the woman in front of me was so familiar, but every gesture was unfamiliar, I really had to wonder if I recognized the wrong person, she just looked like my mother."
Didn't Shen tell you, they moved."
This is the first news I heard and the second news that caught me off guard, first dropped out of school, and then moved, and Shen Fei'er didn't tell me."
Do you know where they moved" She took a puff of cigarette and blew it out, shaking her head charmingly: "I don't know, Shen Yatou's mother has always understood the rules, and I don't want her to move yet, but the two of them seem to have encountered something." ”"What's the matter" She squinted her eyes and looked at me for a while, and said lightly: "Last night, there was a prostitute who asked Shen for a girl. ”I opened my eyes wide, my gaze widened, and I yelled at her: "What nonsense are you talking about, Shen Fei'er is a student" "Yes, I know, but the man said that he had her a month ago. ”She exhaled a puff of smoke, "What is the situation of your classmate, do you know" It was as if a stone was pressing on me, and four people had already said this kind of thing to me."
I'm from the past, and her mother doesn't shy away from her daughter in our business, and her daughter will give up on herself sooner or later."
She threw the lit cigar on the ground, stomped it out with her high heels, and looked up at me: "You didn't pester me to call mom this time." ”Without waiting for me to speak, she turned and walked down the alley from which I had come.I stared at her back, as if I couldn't hold her leg and cry like I did the first two times.What she said just now seemed to explain the reason why she didn't recognize me, she was afraid that I would be the same as Shen Fei'er.Although I knew from my mother that Shen Fei'er had moved, I still came to the door of Shen Fei'er's mother's store, and the sign of the astringent girl was gone, and the sign of a cigarette was replaced, and the chairs, sofas, and curtains inside were changed.A woman who walked out of it was younger than Shen Fei'er's mother, her face was scary, her mouth was flushed, and she wore a lot of makeup.She asked me suspiciously: "Little girl, why are you running towards this kind of place, do you have no money, you want to do our business" Her words made goosebumps pop up all over my body, and I hurriedly said that I was looking for my classmate Shen Fei'er.She frowned and thought about it, thinking that she was the owner before, and said indifferently that the lady moved out yesterday, and this store is now rented by her.asked her about the whereabouts of Shen Fei'er and her mother, and she didn't know at all.It's ridiculous to think about it, Shen Fei'er didn't tell me, how could they know.I know that Shen Fei'er deliberately didn't tell me, she wanted to say goodbye to the people and things in the past, and she should subconsciously be worried that I would tell her about it.The girl who I thought would be friends for the rest of my life disappeared like this, leaving me without a word.At noon the next day, I received a courier with a physiology book in it, although I didn't write any words, but I knew that it was sent to me by Shen Fei'er.I spent three days reading the physiology book from cover to cover, like a sex education physiology lesson, and learned all the things I didn't know at that age.That book made me see the structure of men and women clearly, and I knew how cautious sex is, and I felt more sorry for what thirteen-year-old Shen Fei'er had experienced, and I understood her better, and I thought that when her wounds healed better, we would definitely meet again.I also hate my uncle even more, he is my own uncle, but he is like a beast bent on pulling me into the same swamp as Shen Fei'er, which is worse than directly killing me.I put aside for the time being that my mother wanted me to admit me, and I was angry about my studies, and the boarders went home on weekends and holidays, and I stayed in the dormitory to read books and do problems, and after a month, I not only made up for the lessons I had missed, but also studied on my own what I was going to learn in the next two weeks.At the end of the first month, I was injured for two weeks and smashed the college exam, and at the end of the second month, I was the first in the class, and I got a full score in Chinese, and I only lost a few points in other subjects.The Chinese teacher is no longer Lao Hu, she is an elegant woman, and she praised me when she sent the papers, saying that Chinese is a subject that is difficult to get a full score for, because there are essay questions, but she can't even find a wrong punctuation mark in my composition
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