It was obviously a gathering of the student union, but it actually became a love celebration party for Zhao Yan and Xu Jiao.I looked at Ke Meng's face, and suddenly realized that we were being tricked, and Zhao Yan's satisfied gaze drifted towards me from time to time, and I could see the meaning in that look.He may be able to see that Ke Meng and I are not really in a relationship.The purpose of this meeting is to humiliate me.Ke Meng's literacy is very good, she didn't get angry on the spot, but the hand holding my arm was a little harder.After Zhao Yan's speech, the party officially began.I don't know who turned on the stereo in the living room, impetuous music filled the brilliant living room, a group of people eating snacks I don't know the name of, drinking red wine that I had never touched, looking elated, very sincere blessings for Zhao Yan.Ke Meng wanted to stay by my side all the time, but several female members of the student union dragged her away, several girls talked and laughed together, and boys chatted and farted together.Wearing an ill-fitting suit, I was like a clown here, looking at the lights in front of me, like a mountain crushing my self-esteem.I was like a dumpling boy who had never seen the world, and I could only sit there awkwardly, holding a glass of red wine with an embarrassed smile on my face.None of them looked at me, but I always felt that countless contemptuous glances were slamming into my face, and they were waiting, waiting to see me look foreign.I was suddenly a little scared, I didn't want to make a fool of myself in front of Xu Jiao, I wanted to maintain my last trace of self-esteem, I looked around blankly, and finally looked at Ke Meng for help, but found that she was also overwhelmed with that group of girls, and she didn't even have time to take a look at me.To her, I'm just a pawn, not worth paying attention to at all.In desperation, I took the red wine and drank it down, and poured it to myself.At this time, Zhao Yan, who had been holding the microphone, suddenly spoke: "Brother Lin Philosopher's red wine, it only needs to be one-third full, not so much." ”I was embarrassed to hold my wine glass, not knowing what to do."
Hahaha" There was a burst of laughter around me, and everyone looked at me with a hint of disdain.Ke Meng stood up and wanted to help me speak, but she was also slightly drunk, and was instantly pulled down by a few fast-eyed girls.I realized that I was here to be a clown.I realized that this was a world that did not belong to me, and no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much I struggled, I could only be trampled under their feet.At this time, Xu Jiao, who had not spoken much, suddenly picked up the microphone.The people around looked at her, but she looked at me: "Thank you for your blessings, but to be honest, I want to thank my younger brother Lin Zhe, it was he who helped me and allowed me to walk with Zhao Yan, we have decided, we are going to be admitted to the same university, we will get engaged after graduating from college, and then marry Lin Zhe's younger brother, thank you very much and congratulations on finding your own happiness" In five years, this is the first time in five years that she has called me my brother so intimately.Everyone's eyes were focused on me, and I stood up in fear, just looking at Xu Jiao, I could see the sincerity in her eyes.She seemed to be trying to help me out, but these words hurt my heart even more than the humiliation of the group just now.Yes, Zhao Yan is a hypocrite, but she is right.After being with Zhao Yan, she changed, she became no longer so rebellious, and she became so gentle I looked at the thick happiness in her eyes, and suddenly felt that I was very cheap.While blessing her, I tried my best to break them apart at the expense of my own dignity.This kind of me, this kind of me is really, really, disgusting.I stood up, picked up the red wine, and said with a smile: "No sister, I wish you happiness" took the wine glass and drank it all, and the cheers around me were even more excited.I felt some bitterness in my throat and just drank desperately, trying to numb myself with alcohol.At this moment, I suddenly realized that no matter how hard I tried, no matter how many sacrifices I made, I would never be able to follow in Xu Jiao's footsteps.In their eyes, I was just a normal clown for them to laugh at and amuse.If it weren't for Ke Meng, I wouldn't even be qualified to attend such a party.I drank to myself, trying to forget everything around me, and I lost myself.I don't know how long it took, but I woke up, and the crowd had almost dispersed, only Ke Meng was still with me.Her face was ruddy and she looked tired.Seeing me wake up, she just smiled bitterly: "I'm drunk, but your house is not far from here, can I go back by myself My family has already come to pick me up, I'll go first." ”I nodded, watched her go, and limped out of the world that wasn't mine.Outside the door, Ke Meng stood in front of a black sedan waiting for me, and after seeing me come out, he smiled and said, "Don't worry so much, I said, I will help you." ”Cowardly as I am, I can only rely on the help of a girl to gain that humble self-esteem.I kept my head down, ignored her, and left on my own.I had nowhere to rest, so I went to the little nurse, and when she saw that I was drunk like this, she hurriedly gave me a bottle of decanting potion and told me to rest well in the ward."
I'm sorry, I changed my clothes today, and I'll bring the money tomorrow.""
Don't mention the money, you have a good rest first, look at you, a little child, drink like this" The little nurse couldn't stop complaining, and suddenly held me in her arms."
Don't be like this" I was a little embarrassed, my head was right on her chest, and I could feel the soft touch, which was more plump than Xu Jiao's.The little nurse didn't care so much, but said with some distress: "Now it's more uncomfortable for you to lie flat, I'll hold you, don't move, you'll be fine soon." ”"Thank you, thank you really" "A child, what are you doing so pessimistic" I smiled and suddenly realized that I am still a child.That's it, I don't want to think so much.After resting in the clinic for a long time, seeing that it was already dusk, I hurriedly got up, thanked the little nurse, and came to work at the night market stall.Mr.
Zhou came out of the stall very early, and when he saw me coming, his face was also a little surprised.I squeezed out a smile, and no matter how much life develops, no matter how many tragedies I will experience, I will try my best to overcome it.Fortunately, the business was still good this night, and Mr.
Zhou gave me a hundred yuan, and I counted it, minus the money for eating in the past few days, and it was exactly five hundred yuan.If this continues, I will definitely be able to make up for the tuition fee in a few monthsJust when I was about to go back to the school dormitory to sleep in the evening, suddenly, a person from behind me strangled my neck and pulled me into a small alley on the side.I thought I had met the robber and was about to shout for help, but at this time, a familiar voice came: "Sure enough, your kid's salary is not small" It was Li Xing I looked at him with a shocked face, this guy, knowing my relationship with Ke Meng, dared to come to me for trouble Li Xing didn't speak, just waved his hand, and a group of people surrounded me, and beat me to the ground in a few strokes, I still didn't have any ability to resist.I don't know how long it took to be beaten, the group stopped, Li Xing groped in my arms, took out all the money, and then kicked me a little dissatisfied: "Damn, so many geniuses are five hundred yuan, isn't it enough to drink a thousand yuan" I stretched out my hand and grabbed his trouser leg: "You give me back the money" "Grass, fuck you" Li Xing raised his foot and stepped on my head fiercely: "It's still so crazy at this time, Do you think that with Ke Meng covering you, you will not be afraid of heaven and earth I forgot what Brother Zhao said at the beginning Tell you, in front of Brother Zhao, Ke Meng is a fart "A wave of anger ignited in my heart, and it was Zhao Yan that my heart had already woken up, because of that party, I actually forgot the nature of Zhao Yan's hypocrite.I thought that Zhao Yan did say that I would prepare a thousand yuan in a week, but I didn't expect him to really do it.But looking at my hard-earned five hundred yuan, I could only lower my head and say in a reluctant voice: "Li Xing, beg you, my family no longer provides me with tuition, if I don't have this money, I will be expelled from high school because I don't have tuition, I beg you, I'll save enough tuition and give it to you, can you?"
Tell you, Brother Zhao has promised us, after you eat your sister thoroughly, you will give her to our brother Shuang Hehe, don't worry, I will record the video when the time comes, so that you can take it and have a good time" I only felt that the blood in my whole body was boiling, and then I tried all my strength to get up from the ground: "Li Xing, I'll kill you":