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Chapter 17: I don't want to live like this


I'm used to all kinds of bold words coming out of Ke Meng's mouth, but this sentence still makes my eyelids jump and I almost fall."

How do you know I'm short" I frowned, but I realized my language problem, and hurriedly changed my words: "Who said I was short" Most of the people in the night market stalls were men, and as soon as Ke Meng said it, they knew what I was talking about, and a group of sinister laughter instantly echoed in the night sky, and I couldn't wait to dig a hole in the ground and bury myself in it.Ke Meng was also a little embarrassed to turn his head, but he covered his mouth, looking like he was holding back a smile.I blushed for a while, and I couldn't help but laugh with the crowd, I have to say, this atmosphere is quite warm.At this time, Li Xing suddenly came over and showed me a text message, which was developed by Zhao R&D, and the content was very simple: "You and Lin Zhe will give me 5,000 yuan on the weekend, and Brother Da Miao can consider letting you go." ”I frowned, and Li Xing and Li Xing found a place where no one was there and dialed the phone, and soon connected, Zhao Yan's lazy voice came: "Hey, dead fat man, I figured it out" "I figured it out your uncle" I scolded in a low voice.Zhao Yan's voice became fierce: "It's you, Lin Zhe, you are really mixed up with that dead fat man, you think that you can cover you with that stupid pig" I turned on the speakerphone, Li Xing lowered his head with a ruddy face, obviously, he was afraid of Zhao Yan.And I ignored his threat: "Tell Sun Zhenmiao, I will accompany him as long as he is not afraid of death" "It's really courageous" Zhao Yan on the other end of the phone smiled: "I just don't know if Xu Jiao will be as bold as you." ”I frowned: "What do you mean" "It's not interesting, it's just that she's a little difficult to handle, if I'm impatient, I'm not sure I'll do something, don't regret it" I gritted my teeth: "If you dare to do anything to her, I will definitely make you regret it" "I'll wait" Zhao Yan snorted coldly and hung up the phone.I took my phone, took a deep breath, and looked at Li Xing: "We can't do this, we must take the initiative and find a way to deal with Zhao Yan" "Zhao Yan" Li Xing was a little nervous: "Will Ke Meng help us" I frowned, I don't want to rely on a woman in this matter, but looking at Li Xing's appearance, it is simply a fool's dream to let him help me.I suddenly had a sense of powerlessness, even if Xu Jiao didn't like me, but now I can't even protect her.So I went back to the booth, and because of this phone call, I was a little preoccupied and didn't talk much.The time was getting later and later, Zhong Qing and Li Xing and I were a little busy, and Ke Meng didn't continue to bother us, but asked for my phone number before leaving, saying that it was convenient to contact.Zhong Qing, who was busy keeping accounts on the side, didn't forget to tease: "Couples are only exchanging phone calls now." ”Ke Meng ignored her and left here directly, while I had a black face and pretended to ignore it.I was busy until the second half of the night, and finally everyone left, Mr.

Zhou took the stall and gave eighty or ninety yuan to one of us, Zhong Qing took the initiative to invite the two of us to eat ice cream, and just like that, we walked towards the school together.On the way, what surprised me was that Li Xing, this guy, was unexpectedly nervous when facing Zhong Qing, and he didn't say a word all the way.It seems that this Zhong Qing is also an extraordinary figure in school.And at this moment, this extraordinary figure is holding my arm, not caring about clinging to my chest, talking and laughing all the way.When she was about to arrive at the door of the boys' dormitory, Zhong Qing also pouted like a child, wanting to write down my mobile phone number, but she took it in her pocket for a long time, and suddenly her face turned pale: "Oops, my mobile phone can't be found" Faced with this sudden situation, she remembered sweating profusely, and she was about to cry like a child.I frowned and hurriedly whispered to comfort her, asking her to think carefully about where she had put her phone before."

Before coming to you, the student union held a meeting in the principal's office, and I took out my mobile phone to write down something" Thinking of this, Zhong Qing raised her feet and was about to leave, but stopped after just two steps, and looked back at me pitifully: "Can you go with me" The principal's office is in the innermost part of the school, the place is very remote, and there are no street lights.I nodded, "Okay, the two of us will stay with you." ”Zhong Qing's face fell, she gave me a blank look, turned around and left.I smiled wryly and shook my head, this guy probably wanted to live a separate two-person world with me, but somehow, I instinctively resisted her care and tenderness.I was originally a withdrawn person, except for Xu Jiao, I don't have any faith in my heart, so for Zhong Qing's active offensive, I not only don't feel pleasure, but even a little burden.As if sensing my thoughts, Zhong Qing looked a little worried along the way, and soon we arrived downstairs in the principal's office, at this time Li Xing suddenly exclaimed: "Why is there an office with lights on" Zhong Qing hurriedly said: "There is the principal's office" At this time, it was almost two o'clock in the morning, how could there be someone in the principal's office with a trace of doubt, we quietly walked upstairs, and as soon as we arrived at the entrance of the corridor, we heard a sound of nothingness, the sound was very unnatural.Li Xing's faces and I also became unnatural in an instant, and the two of us looked at each other, both of whom were a little embarrassed.Zhong Qing didn't seem to realize anything, and with a hint of excitement in her eyes, she told us to bend down and quietly approach to see who was still in the office.We saw through the transparent glass window in a daze, it seemed to be our principal Zhao Wanguo, and a woman who couldn't see clearly was doing that kind of thing, Zhong Qing on the side also saw it, her face became ruddy, she quietly turned her head, glared at me, and whispered: "Okay, let's go first, we'll talk about the mobile phone tomorrow" "Wait" I have never had a good impression of this principal, but this time I will see if I can catch him with any tricks so that he can be used to threaten Zhao Yan.Zhong Qing glared at me, blushing and lowering her head to stop looking at me.Just as I was about to take out my mobile phone to record the video, the voice of the woman inside came out, I couldn't hear the specifics clearly, anyway, it was just some shameless words, but I heard Zhong Qing's little face blushing.However, how could this woman's voice be somewhat familiar At this moment, Li Xing on the side widened his eyes, quietly raised his head, and looked inside along the window.My heart chuckled, and I glanced inside.Sure enough, that woman was Li Xing's mother, and the previous rumors of our director of the teaching office were really bad At this time, I suddenly noticed that Li Xing's body had begun to tremble, and a glimmer of light flashed in the corner of my eyes.In order to guard against Sun Zhenmiao and Zhao Yan, I instructed Li Xing to carry the knife of the two of us with him, and at this time he had already taken out the knife, his eyes were split, and his body was trembling and he was about to stand up."

Calm down," I yelled in a low voice, and hurriedly covered his mouth and pulled him down, but he continued to wave the knife in his hand and wanted to rush over."

I'm telling you, it's useless for you to kill them now, it will only bring greater disaster to your mother and yourself, listen to me, control your emotions first for them, you're not worth it" I hurriedly lowered my voice, trying to guide his emotions to stabilize temporarily.Looking at the knife in his hand, I didn't care about it, I directly held the blade, and there was a sharp pain in the palm, I couldn't care so much, I glanced at Zhong Qing, who was still in shock, and the two of them pulled him down together.The dead fat man struggled like crazy, and I don't know how long it took for us to finally pull Li Xing down from the upper floor.Li Xing had calmed down a lot, but his face was pale, his body couldn't stop shaking, and his eyes flashed with despair, as if he would faint at any time.I patted him on the shoulder and looked at Zhong Qing: "You go back first, I'll talk to him alone." ”Zhong Qing nodded, and then I pulled Li Xing to the playground.In the dark night sky, there were only two of us left."

Li Xing" I know that it is an unacceptable blow for anyone to see this kind of thing.With a bang, Li Xing suddenly put the knife still on the ground, opened his mouth wide, and gasped for breath for a long time before he let out a hoarse shout: "AhhhhI never imagined that a person could make such a desperate sound.After a long time, he finally stabilized, his face was full of tears, his fists were clenched, and his whole body was trembling.I exhaled, felt the dark night wind, and whispered, "What do you want to do now?"

”Li Xing's voice was weak, and he lowered his head, as if he was running away from something.In a trance, I seemed to see my own shadow in him, I was the same as him, we were both outcasts from this world, our family was crippled, everything about us was false, even our personalities were so similar that we would not do anything to resist unless we were pushed to the limit.I sighed and said, "Do you know that this world is like this, the weak eat the strong, and the strong survive.Nothing has changed for thousands of years, what bullshit freedom, what bullshit democracy, it's all a trick to fool us civilians.No money, no power, we can only be called around like a dog, we can only be trampled under the feet of others forever, like an idiot, looking at our beloved girls, throwing arms to others, looking at our own families, lying in the arms of others, being humiliated" As I spoke, I remembered the past, and unconsciously, tears filled my eyes.I squatted down and looked into Li Xing's eyes: "But I'm not reconciled, I'm not reconciled to all this being taken away by others, I'm not reconciled, I can only be a piece of garbage from today onwards, I want to take revenge on them, I don't rely on anyone and step on them, climb up to you, what do you want to do" At this time, some raindrops suddenly fell in the night sky, wetting my hair.Li Xing raised his head, looked at me blankly, and said, "I don't know, but, I also want to trample them under my feet" He stretched out his hand and held my hand, and a trace of blood was left along the palms of the two of us, dripping on the ground.After a long time, I exhaled and spit out all the grievances I had over the years.No more, I don't want to live like this

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