When I came out of the hospital, I was at a loss and didn't know where to go.As soon as I took two steps, I was almost rubbed by a passing BMW, and the speed was so fast that I fell directly to the ground and rolled twice, and my scalp was broken.I gritted my teeth and just stood up, and the driver inside rolled down the window and raised a middle finger at me: "Idiot, dirt buns, if you rub off the paint, you can't afford to sell it" I didn't say anything, just lowered my head and smiled, turned around and left.Everyone around me looked at me with a joke in their eyes, and no one would stand up and say a word of justice.For the first time, I realized that this was the real me, embarrassed, uncared for, as if abandoned by the whole world.Just when I was depressed and wanted to die, the mobile phone suddenly rang, and after connecting it, Zhong Qing's slightly angry voice came."
Do you know that because of your departure, those sponsors are gone, and until we find sponsorship, our micro-film shooting plan will be put on hold for at least a month" She was angry with me for the first time, but there was a hint of concern in her voice, I suppressed my voice and whispered: "I'm sorry, I'll apologize." ”Zhong Qing was keenly aware of something: "What's wrong with you, why is your voice so wrong?"
"It's okay, I'll accompany you to apologize to those sponsors tomorrow." ”"It's okay, it sounds like it's obviously something" Zhong Qing's voice became anxious, completely devoid of his previous anger.I smiled, a little unaccustomed to her care, so I hung up the phone and flagged down a taxi on the side of the road and went back to my accommodation.Looking at the empty room, I only felt exhausted, lying on the bed and reluctant to get up, I suddenly realized, I'm afraid that yesterday's Ke Meng is exactly the same as today's me.The appearance of that man can make her show that smile I should wish her to find her own happiness, but somehow, my heart has been empty, as if I have lost everything, I just want to hide in a corner where no one is alone, and I just sleep silently.Just as I was about to fall asleep in a daze, the door suddenly opened, and a ray of light shone in, as if to wake me up from the darkness.I looked up, but found that Zhong Qing was looking at me sweating profusely: "Are you sick, why don't you look for me" "Why are you here" I was a little surprised, there was no taxi in the café, so she ran all the way back "I'll come to see you, the school has asked for leave." ”Looking at me like this, Zhong Qing gasped, pulled me off the bed without saying a word, and dragged me to the outpatient clinic outside.The small clinic had been cleaned up, and there were two kind nurses helping other patients inside, Zhong Qing led me to the inner ward, took out a thermometer and stuffed it into my mouth.As if she was afraid that I would be worried, she also explained, "Don't worry, this is for my own use" I smiled a little awkwardly, because of this I was not at ease.As if realizing something, Zhong Qing's face was a little unnatural: "What the hell is wrong with you, is there something wrong with Ke Meng" I have to admire the woman's sixth sense, and I am so keenly aware of the reason why I am so lost.I lowered my head and didn't make a sound, so Zhong Qing didn't continue to ask, and took out the thermometer from my mouth and looked at it: "It's okay, I don't have a cold." ”"Then I can leave now" I waved my hand listlessly, and was about to stand up, but Zhong Qing pressed me on the chair: "Don't move" Before I could react, she stretched out her hand and hugged me in her arms.I blushed and wanted to struggle, but Zhong Qing still hugged me gently, I could feel her body trembling, she was not used to being in contact with me like this, but no matter how I struggled, she refused to let go.After a long time, my body soothed, feeling her warm embrace, my face was a little hot, but my heart was inexplicably much more stable."
Don't worry, I'm here, I'm a nurse, whether it's a physical illness or a heart disease, I can help you heal" She hugged me tightly, her voice was very gentle, and the light fragrance on her body made me rub it involuntarily."
Don't move" Zhong Qing's face was a little red, and she couldn't help but stretch out her hand and hit me, her voice was a little disgusted: "I used to let you touch you without touching it, but now I actually rub it secretly" I smiled shyly, I didn't know what to say, but I still couldn't lift a trace of energy.I left after staying with Zhong Qing for a long time, and before leaving, she also reminded me to accompany her tomorrow to apologize to those sponsors.I agreed, went back to my residence and slept until night, and when I took out my mobile phone, there was a missed call and a text message from Ke Meng.The content of the text message was very simple: "I caught a cold during the exam today, don't worry, don't come to see me, I won't go back at night." ”It seems that Ke's mother really kept her promise and didn't tell her that I had been there.However, she didn't come back at night, did she want to spend the night with the tall and handsome male voice I don't want to be entangled in the identity of the boy, I can only smile bitterly, at this time, Ke Meng's phone called again, I was stunned for a long time before I connected, on the other end of the phone, Ke Meng's voice was a little reproachful: "Why can't you contact you all day today" She sounded very nervous, I lowered my voice and said: "It's nothing, let's talk about micro-movies." ”"Why is your voice so strange" "It's nothing, it's a bit cold. ”"I can't have infected it."
Ke Meng didn't doubt my words, she called me just to confirm my safety, and besides, her voice sounded very happy, but mixed with a hint of guilt, and she hung up after a few casual words with me.I didn't want to delay her and the boy's time, so I could only laugh dryly and just say a few simple words from beginning to end.I didn't sleep that night.The next day, I tried my best to go with Zhong Qing at the school gate, and together with the two of us, we went door-to-door to visit those sponsors throughout the city.They are all some of our local bosses, and they only give us sponsorship for advertising, but after yesterday's trouble, almost no one wants to sponsor us anymore.No matter what good things Zhong Qing and I said, those people didn't agree, and in the afternoon, the two of us sat on the side of the road sweating profusely, looking at each other and smiling bitterly.Zhong Qing bought an ice cream and came back, stretched out her hand to help me wipe my sweat: "It's okay, continue at night" After saying this, she licked the ice cream and stretched out it for me to continue eating.I hesitated for a moment, Zhong Qing also thought of something, and felt that I had gone too far, so I shrank the ice cream back.Somehow, at this moment, my heart actually throbbed a little, I directly held her hand, and also tasted the sweet ear ice cream: "It's delicious" Zhong Qing lowered her head with a flushed face, and a hint of joy flashed in her eyes.In this way, I was busy until the evening, when we found a manager Ye who was eating in a restaurant, he hesitated and said that he could consider it, but his eyes were always aimed at Zhong Qing's body.The people who ate with Manager Ye were a group of pot-bellied bosses, who all looked a little ill-intentioned, and one of the bald men directly took out a plastic cup and poured it full of liquor, saying that as long as Zhong Qing drank the liquor, he would sponsor us.Such a group of old men pour a high school girl to drink, and even a fool can see what they mean.Zhong Qing gritted her teeth, and just thought about it, I stopped it directly: "I drink these wines for her" Manager Ye ignored me, and directly picked up the liquor and poured it down one by one, and when I drank the fourth cup, my consciousness was already blurred, my stomach was like a fire, my eyes were full of tears, and I rushed out and vomited on the trash can at the door.Zhong Qing walked up to me with ruddy eyes: "Forget it, we don't ask for them" "I'm sorry to blame me." ”"Don't be so stupid" This day of running, the two of us almost broke our legs, and in the end I became a drunk, the whole person was in a daze, and I couldn't even walk.Ke Meng called, and his voice was anxious: "Where have you been, when will you come back" I was just about to say something, but Zhong Qing came over after buying antidote pills: "Lin Zhe, are you okay" "Who is the girl talking to you and why is she so similar to Zhong Qing" Ke Meng's voice suddenly became angry.I smiled and said you misheard and hung up.It was dark outside, worried that something would happen to me, Zhong Qing took me directly to a hotel not far away and opened a room, my whole consciousness was about to disappear, I could only let her toss, in a trance, I felt as if the clothes on my body had been taken off by someone, and it seemed to be lying in a warm bathtub, and I did something When I woke up, it was dark all around, I turned on the lamp at the head of the bed, and found that Zhong Qing was sleeping soundly on another bed.I didn't dare to disturb her, I felt a little awkward on my body, and then I realized that my clothes were gone.It was all Zhong Qing who helped me change it I frowned, but I saw that my clothes and Zhong Qing were scattered on the ground, and they were all covered with my vomit.Somewhat embarrassed, I picked up the clothes and washed them in the bathroom, ready to dry them under the air conditioner in my room.At this moment, Zhong Qing had already woken up, rubbed her eyes like a child, and said weakly: "Lin Zhe, you are awake" I was about to say something, but I found that she was looking at me with surprise on her face.I looked down and saw that it was so dark that I almost passed out.I only have a bath towel around me, but what I am holding in my hand is Zhong Qing's underwear looking at me, Zhong Qing said stupidly: "You take advantage of me to sleep, against my clothes":