That night, the members of our crew had dinner together to see Ke Meng off.The Spring Festival was approaching, and the price of dinner was very expensive, but Manager Wu generously donated and said that all the expenses would be reimbursed by him.We didn't have much to say about this, a group of people talked and laughed, and a seemingly sad dinner ended like this.Before leaving.Zhong Qing also grabbed Ke Meng's hand: "You must remember to come back to see us, otherwise, I will snatch Lin Zhe away" Ke Meng smiled: "Then it also depends on whether you have the ability" Everyone laughed, Pi Xuejiao glanced at me, and hurriedly beckoned everyone to leave.The two of us were the only ones in the dining room, looked at each other, smiled, and turned to walk towards our house.Along the way, none of us spoke, there were only the two of us around the empty space, and we walked silently, and this was the last time we walked such a small road together.It seems that in order to take care of our emotions, Guan Henan has been living in his own home for the past few days.After returning home, Ke Meng just changed into shoes and stood in front of me, not moving.After a long time, he looked back at me with a smile: "I'll leave tomorrow, don't you say something" I opened my mouth, but I could only lower my head: "I wish you a safe journey, pay attention to safety" "Idiot" She gave me a blank look.came over and grabbed my hand: "Don't be so sad, I'm looking for my dad, he loves me the most, I don't want him to be alone there and worry about me, I want to help him." ”I nodded: "You must pay attention to safety when you get there, I will study hard and be admitted to the same university as you" Ke Meng also laughed: "Then you have to work hard, my grades are not something you can catch up" I blackened my face, this guy always likes to hit me in this atmosphere.I wanted to complain a few words, but suddenly thought of something, and suddenly smiled: "Hey, the striptease you said, you have been dragging me for more than a month, what, this last night, aren't you going to repay me" Ke Meng glanced at me, raised his foot and was about to kick me, but I grabbed her foot.This time she was wearing slippers, and I reached out and took them off, one finger gently scratching the center of her foot."
Haha, you bastard hooligan" Ke Meng hurriedly jumped back on the sofa, was pressed under me and scratched her soles, laughing so much that tears came out, and it took a long time to beg for mercy."
Don't, I can't stand it," I smiled wryly, letting go of my fingers, but grabbing her feet.He looked at her motionlessly.Ke Meng seemed to notice something, and a trace of panic flashed in his eyes.The emotions in my heart became more and more difficult to control, my hand slowly touched her feet, it was the first time I touched her body, my breathing became disturbed, I even pressed on her body, trying to remove her wrap.Ke Meng realized what I wanted to do, and suddenly stretched out his hand to block his chest: "Lin Zhe don't" I couldn't restrain my emotions, and when I thought that Ke Meng was going to leave me and go to a place I had never been to before.The thought that we might never see each other again gave me a burst of depression.Just when I lowered my head and wanted to kiss her, I noticed a strong resistance in Ke Meng's eyes, and directly kicked me to the ground: "Lin Zhe, don't be like this" I sat on the ground and looked at her blankly.There, too, there was a hint of disgust.She's disgusted with me, even, disgusted with me.I looked at her stupidly for a long time before I said, "Why?"
and "I'm sorry."
I don't want to be like this, we're still too young" "Why" I saw through her excuse and continued to ask.She lowered her head and continued for a long time before her eyes trembled, and her eyes were red and she looked at me and said, "I'm sorry Lin Zhe."
Because, I just want to be like this with the person I like the most, and you, it's not like the person I like the most, so I don't want to do this with you, I'm sorry" "Tonight, I'll sleep by myself, I can adapt." ”With that, she got up and went back to her room.I looked stupidly at the empty living room for a long time before I smiled self-deprecatingly.Yes, I should have thought a long time ago, Ke Meng's favorite person is not me.Otherwise, she wouldn't have subtly deflected my hints so many times.She won't resist my thoughts, she won't pretend to be jealous and ask me about my relationship with other girls, but she always pushes me to other girls as if she was the one she likes the most.It's not me.After a long time, I also figured it out, everything I have can be said to be given by her, why would she like me like this, I just feel empty in my heart for a long time.Only then did he return to the dark room and sleep silently alone.The next morning, just after dawn, I woke up to find that Ke Meng had left.She left me a note.Let me take care of myself, and her room is empty.Because of what I did last night, she was disgusted with me, and she didn't even want to say goodbye to me I smiled bitterly.Turned and left the room.When I was on the way, Zhong Qing called me and said that the crew would send Ke Meng away together tonight and asked me when I was going.I smiled: "The last person she wants to see should be me."
I still won't go. ”With that, I turned off my phone.For a whole day, I wandered outside like a lonely ghost, everyone was immersed in the atmosphere of the Spring Festival, adults with children, boys with their lovers, in the warm atmosphere of the family, I was the only one, silently walking on the road.And just like that, wandering aimlessly for a day.In the evening, I came to the school gate and found that Mr.
Zhou was still out of the stall, so he immediately asked for two skewers of mutton and devoured them.There was a group of boys next to him who were also discussing the Spring Festival Gala for a while, and one of the boys seemed to be students from our school, and scolded in a low voice: "Damn, because of Ke Zhendong's shameless thing, the tuition fee will rise again next semester" "It's not just him, but Ke Meng's cheap goods are very pure."
I heard that I kissed others when I was making a movie. ”"What's more, I heard that it has something to do with directors and investors" A few boys yy at Ke Meng endlessly, I didn't speak, I just asked for a bowl of hot spicy hot, and splashed it directly on them."
Grass, you're looking for death," a few people rushed around me, and I resisted a few times.He was knocked to the ground with weakness.Someone recognized me, and even laughed: "Isn't it just a little white face raised by Ke Meng, tell you, Ke Meng is gone, do you think there are still people who will cover you, let's dream" The pain all over my body, I didn't care.In my mind, I thought of getting along with Ke Meng.When I was hurt, when she cared about me and when I was lost, when she encouraged me to feel inferior, her eyes that hated iron and steel, she may not like me, but she cared about me.I never cheated, I knew this, but I was always running away, and even resented her because of it.I really don't know how long I was beaten, under the persuasion of Old Man Zhou.They left their money and left angrily.After a long time, I got up from the ground and wiped the scars on my face, and a wave of impulse and remorse welled up in my heart.I turned on my phone and there were dozens of text messages in it.There are Zhong Qing's, Chen Muyu's, and even Xu Jiao's.I dialed Xu Jiao's phone directly, and it rang and connected, Xu Jiao's voice was very angry: "Why don't you come Ke Meng is leaving, we all sent her to the train station and came back" I took a deep breath: "When will her train leave" "About half past nine." ”I glanced at the time.It's just nine o'clock, and I can still catch up.After saying thank you, I hung up the phone and ran like crazy towards the train station.On the night of the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, the wide road was empty, and I was like a madman, running and crying, and before I knew it, snowflakes actually fell in the sky.I don't know how long it took, but I finally arrived at the train station, and when I looked up, it was 9:28.I took a deep breath, rushed over directly, and found the location of Ke Meng's departure last time, and the sound of the train departing had already been heard on the radio in the hall.Eyes cracked, I jumped over the fence and ran down the stairs leading to the train tracks, despite the security guards."
Ke Meng" "Ke Meng" "Ke Meng" I shouted like crazy, and the steps under my feet were empty, and the whole person rolled down the stairs and fell to the ground.Blood oozed from the wounds on my body, and beside me, a train whizzed by, without the slightest emotion.There was a tear streak on my face, and it took me a long time to fall on the ground and cry."
Ke Meng, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Ke Meng" "It's really embarrassing, you" At this time, a soft voice appeared in my ears
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