Xie Fanghua and Jin Yan came out of the Empress Dowager's palace and went straight to the Imperial Garden.The two didn't say anything all the way, and when they came to the Yuhuatai on the blue lake in the Imperial Garden, Jin Yan stopped and said to Xie Fanghua, "It's quiet here, there is water all around, the vision is bright, there are no idlers to disturb it, and no one will blatantly come to eavesdrop, even if the eavesdropping distance is far away, it can't be heard, it is a good place for us to talk." ”Xie Fanghua nodded.Jin Yan pulled Xie Fanghua to sit down, looked at her, and asked in a low voice, "Sister Fanghua, you must have guessed the purpose of me calling you here" Xie Fanghua looked at her and nodded slowly.Jin Yan said to her, "Then you tell me the truth, what is wrong with the Zheng family in Xingyang" Xie Fanghua didn't speak for a while.Jin Yan stared at her, "I have loved Cousin Yu since I was a child, and I have observed every word and deed and expression I have on him.For years, even if he sat there and didn't speak, I could tell if he was in a good mood or a bad mood.He doesn't like me, this is a fact, no matter what I do, I can't change it, if it weren't for the Xingyang Zheng family's real problem, he would be afraid that he would be eager to push me out after hearing about my marriage. ”Xie Fanghua was still speechless.Jin Yan held her hand, "Isn't it bad to tell me that you know, I'm not the Jin Yan I used to be."
You must let me know about this matter. ”After a pause, he said, "Sister Fanghua, can't you trust me" Xie Fanghua sighed and shook his head, "It's not that I can't believe you, it's just that this matter is very important, and it's not easy to say." ”Jin Yan's eyes suddenly became solemn, "I know that you, Cousin Yu, and Cousin Zheng are all working together for the Southern Qin River and Mountain now."
The government and the opposition were very happy that the two of them could shake hands and make peace.The mother also said privately that they had really grown up, and as soon as their uncle was gone, they took on the responsibility of Nanqin Jiangshan, and they were not reckless teenagers who only knew how to act in love.You tell me the truth, is this matter related to the foundation of the Southern Qin River" Xie Fanghua looked at her and nodded slowly.Jin Yan showed a sure emotion, and stared at her again, "Did the Xingyang Zheng family do something behind his back to threaten Nanqin Jiangshan" Xie Fanghua nodded again.Jin Yan held her hand tightly, and fell silent for a while.Xie Fanghua looked at her, and saw that although she guessed, her face still turned pale after she nodded, she was a little distressed for a while, after Jin Yan saw her today, she pulled her sleeve and said that she was thin, but didn't she know that she herself was even thinner Once a woman falls in love with someone, if that person also loves herself, it's fine, if she doesn't love herself, she will start to suffer.Jin Yan has suffered a lot since she was a child, and now she finally made up her mind to agree to the marriage, but it was played by God and there were twists and turns.In the Yuhuatai, the wind was silent for a while.After a long time, Jin Yan said in a low voice, "Sister Fanghua, instead of keeping me in the dark, it is better for you to tell me the truth, so that I can see clearly whether there is room for turnaround, and I can make a conclusion." ”Xie Fanghua looked at her and also said in a low voice, "In addition to the Xingyang Zheng family, there are many talents in the world, and there are many good men."
It doesn't have to be Xingyang Zheng's.Isn't it that you and I have a sisterhood, I advise you, it's better not to wade into this troubled water. ”Jin Yan pursed the corners of her mouth and shook her head, "You don't understand." ”Xie Fanghua looked at her.Jin Yan said in a low voice, "Although I have given up and seen it, I always want to do something for him, the Xingyang Zheng family for hundreds of years, although it has declined for three generations, but it is said that in recent years, the family has risen some young talents led by Zheng Xiaochun, and now the court is the time to employ people, I thought that if I married into the Xingyang Zheng family, then with this relationship, my cousin used the Xingyang Zheng family is also a matter of course, and the Xingyang Zheng family also had the intention of entering Beijing and entering the court, which happened to be the work of the dogs and horses of the Southern Qin." ”Xie Fanghua looked at her in surprise, "I didn't expect you to promise the Xingyang Zheng family for this plan." ”Jin Yan nodded, "To tell you the truth, I really planned for this, everyone in the world knows that the death of the first emperor left such a mess for Cousin Yu."
The royal study was lit up until late at night, and he was really hard.My liking and love for him is engraved in my bones, even if he doesn't like me.Whoever I marry, it's the same, in this case, why not choose the Xingyang Zheng family that can be used when it comes to the door" Xie Fanghua was a little speechless for a while.Jin Yan said again, "It's just that I didn't expect that the Xingyang Zheng clan not only can't be used, but there are still problems." ”Xie Fanghua looked at her and held her hand with his backhand, "Jin Yan, one person shouldn't live for another."
You are so young, you have to be talented, you have to be beautiful, and you have to be as good as anyone else.You should look for someone who genuinely likes and loves you and lives a good life.Qin Yu doesn't like you, if it's not your lover, it's not your marriage.Why do you bother Although you were born to the eldest princess, but you are not surnamed Qin, what does the foundation of the Southern Qin River and Mountains have to do with you, you really don't have to sacrifice for him like this. ”Jin Yan closed her eyes, "It can't be said to be a sacrifice, there are thousands of lives in the world, and I chose one of them."
For me, that's for the best. ”Xie Fanghua looked at her speechlessly, there are many people in the world who hate because of love, but it is the first time she has seen Jin Yan's love and dedication without reciprocating.Jin Yan looked at her, "Sister Fanghua, you have also done a lot of hard work for Qin Zheng, haven't you" Xie Fanghua said in a low voice, "Qin Zheng loves me." ”Jin Yan shook her head, "Cousin Yu doesn't love me, but it's no different, it's enough for me to love him."
In this life, he doesn't like me and doesn't love me, so what does it matter if I give up on him, it is to give up the trap and chase for him, not to give up the love for him.He is now only dedicated to the south of Qinjiangshan, so I can only do my best. ”Xie Fanghua looked at her for a moment and sighed in a low voice, "Qin Yu has cultivated the blessing of several lifetimes. ”Jin Yan shook her head, "The blessing he cultivated still hasn't been enough, if he has cultivated enough, why did you choose Qin Zheng instead of him." ”After a pause, she said, "A few days ago, I was in the house, listening to all kinds of rumors in the palace, you and Cousin Yu talked and laughed kindly, I thought, if you really marry him and become his queen, it will be excellent, I hope that the person I love is happy, not lonely and lonely."
I even thought that Qin Zheng should not go back to the capital at all, it was better not to come back to the capital. ”Xie Fanghua looked at her and was speechless.Jin Yan stared at her, "So, please tell me, what the hell is going on." ”Xie Fanghua saw that she had made up her mind, and it seemed useless to persuade her, so she secretly eradicated the secret stakes of Northern Qi in Southern Qin, and the list found out by Xie's secret agents vaguely dragged the Xingyang Zheng family.After hearing this, Jin Yan's face was condensed, "No wonder Cousin Yu's face is solemn, it turns out that this is the case." ”Xie Fanghua nodded, "Xingyang Zheng Clan, the tree has deep roots, and it affects the whole body, so it is very tricky, and we must be cautious to come up with a perfect strategy, otherwise the consequences will be unimaginable." ”Jin Yan bit her lip, thinking about something for a while, but didn't answer.Xie Fanghua also stopped talking.The blue lake is quiet, the lotus flowers in the lake have already bloomed, the lotus leaves in the lake have formed a small lotus canopy, and only a few sparse lotus flowers are left to bloom against the hot sun.The breeze is quiet, and the breath is silent.After a long time, Jin Yan raised her head and said to Xie Fanghua, "Now, I don't think it's even more appropriate to startle the Xingyang Zheng family."
Therefore, the eldest princess's mansion and the Xingyang Zheng family must be completed.I have to marry to the Zheng family in Xingyang. ”Xie Fanghua was taken aback and shook her head resolutely, "No." ”Jin Yan looked at her, "Now that the situation is so tense, the Xingyang Zheng clan is becoming more and more cautious, just based on the list of the Xie clan's secret talks, it cannot be used as evidence that the Xingyang Zheng clan secretly surrendered to the enemy."
And my mother has always been worried about my marriage.The two are like, and they hit it off.But it was suddenly broken, especially when the Northern Qi dark pile was being secretly eradicated, then, it was difficult to guarantee that the Xingyang Zheng family would not be suspicious.For the Xingyang Zheng family, he should first weaken the fortification, so that he feels that he has reached the trust of his cousin, so that he can secretly further plot and dismantle his years of planning, and at the same time, he can also use the Xingyang Zheng family to deliver false news to Northern Qi.In this way, it will not frighten other families, let alone eradicate the Zheng clan in Xingyang, causing turmoil in the court. ”Xie Fanghua pursed her lips, she also thought of this method when she was asked by Qin Yu earlier, but when she thought of this, she would sacrifice Jin Yan's lifelong marriage, so she gave up categorically, she thought that Qin Yu was also smart, and she must have thought of it, although he didn't like Jin Yan, but he would not be cold-blooded and ruthless enough to fight her for life, but she didn't expect Jin Yan to propose it herself.Jin Yan stood up and said to her, "I'll go find Cousin Yu now." ”Xie Fanghua also stood up and stopped her, "This matter needs to be carefully considered and discussed, and you must not be impulsive." ”Jin Yan shook her head, "I've already thought about it, although things are contrary to what I thought earlier, but they can be regarded as the same way. ”The words fell, looked at her and said seriously, "Fanghua, don't stop me, people live for a lifetime, what is the most meaningful thing, I once wanted to die, when I was in Liyun Nunnery, I wanted to sleep like that."
Later, after going through all kinds of experiences, seeing you and Qin Zheng separate and combined, I also figured it out.Looking at him, watching him sit on the South Qin River and Mountain, with a solid foundation, carrying thousands of years of achievements, and a prosperous era for thousands of years, is what I want to see the most.Love is like me, and now it is as humble as dust, don't do it. ”Xie Fanghua slowly lowered his hand and said in a low voice, "Okay, I won't stop you, you can go." ”Jin Yan nodded, walked out of Yuhuatai quickly, and walked towards the imperial study.Xie Fanghua watched her figure walk away, the scorching sun hit her body, her back was straight, her steps were steady, step by step, faintly revealing the determination and perseverance in her bones.It wasn't until she was gone that she withdrew her gaze, didn't hurry to leave, and slowly sat down.I don't know how long later, Xiao Quanzi hurriedly came to Yuhuatai and saluted Xie Fanghua respectfully, "Little princess, the emperor invites you to go to the imperial study." ”Xie Fanghua nodded and stood up.Xiao Quanzi led the way, walking in front of his head, Xie Fanghua followed for a while, and then asked him in a low voice, "The county lord of Jinyan went to the imperial study" Xiao Quanzi nodded, "Half an hour ago, the county lord of Jinyan went. ”"What's the situation now?"
Xie Fanghua asked.Xiao Quanzi lowered his voice and said, "The emperor is very angry, and now his anger has not subsided." ”Xie Fanghua bowed.Qin Yu is not a ruthless and unrighteous person, Jin Yan asked him so, if he agreed, how could he come to the imperial study, Xiao Quanzi cautiously said, "Your Majesty, the little princess is here." ”"Come in," Qin Yu's deep voice came from inside.Xie Fanghua walked in, and saw Jin Yan standing in the center, his head lowered, his face calm, while Qin Yu stood in front of the window, leaning sideways, even if he only saw a side face, it was extremely obvious that his face was gloomy and his mood was extremely bad.When Jin Yan saw her come in, she raised her head, and it seemed to her that she was still the same as when she left Yuhuatai, her eyes were firm and resolute.Xie Fanghua sighed secretly and said to Qin Yu, "What did the emperor call me to" Qin Yu turned around and looked at her, "You know her decision" Xie Fanghua bowed.Qin Yu narrowed his eyes, "You agree" Xie Fanghua was silent for a moment, and said to him, "Everyone has their own ambitions. ”Qin Yu looked at her angrily, "Ruining his life, is it called having ambitions, I Nan Qin has not fallen to the point of sacrificing a woman's marriage to protect the world" Xie Fanghua was silent.Qin Yu said angrily again, "If that's the case, what a nest I have for this emperor" "How can you be a nest" Jin Yan raised her head and immediately retorted.Qin Yu turned to her, angry and angry, "You are enough, I don't like you, are you going to use this method to make me feel guilty I tell you, you look down on men too much, if you don't like it, you don't like it, no matter what you do, you won't let me like it."
What is the use of sacrificing yourself and what is the use of sacrificing yourself in vain, I will not miss your love. ”Jin Yan said calmly, "You don't like me, I already know that it's not overnight, if you like me, you already like it."
You don't have to wait until now.I didn't want to make you feel guilty in this way, let alone make you miss me, I was just doing something I decided for myself.It's about you, but it's not about you. ”"You" Qin Yu looked at her angrily, suddenly picked up the music fold on the table, smashed it at her feet, the music fold used great strength, until her footsteps had been shattered, he was furious, "My aunt worked hard to raise you, and she regarded you as a treasure in the palm of her hand, is it up to you to take it out and practice it for yourself" Jin Yan looked at him, still calm, "I didn't practice myself, I was just doing what I thought was worthwhile." ”"What is worth it" Qin Yu was even more furious, "Do you know, Xingyang Zheng Clan, I will not allow it to be kept."
In other words, the Zheng family in Xingyang will definitely be gone. ”"Then I'm willing too," Jin Yan said.Qin Yu waved his hand violently, "You get out of me" Jin Yan looked at him and said resolutely, "I have made up my mind, you know, as long as I am willing, my mother will definitely make this happen."
Even if you oppose it, if you don't come up with real evidence and conclusive reasons, if you don't tell my mother the truth, my mother will not rely on faith, but will follow my wishes.And the dark things of the Zheng family in Xingyang must not be leaked out.Weighing the pros and cons, you don't have a choice. ”As the words fell, she straightened her back, turned and walked out.Qin Yu stared at her back, watched her go out of the door of the imperial study, watched the bead curtain rattle, watched her figure leave, and smashed her fist on the jade case.The jade case was smashed in an instant.Xiao Quanzi was guarding the door, frightened.Xie Fanghua looked at Qin Yu, he was really angry, compared to Qin Zheng's return to Beijing and the palace a few days ago, his anger was no less than that day.She can understand why he is angry, his anger is not only because of himself, because of Jin Yan, but also because he understands in his heart that this is a foolproof strategy, a road to smoothly eradicate the Zheng clan in Xingyang, and because in addition to this road, other choices will not be perfect, they will all be lost, and how much they will lose will be related to the South Qin Jiangshan, and no one dares to do it for sure.Because of this, I am powerless, so angry.As the Son of Heaven of Southern Qin, the emperor of one dynasty, and the honor of the Ninety-Five, but when he really grasped the throne in his hands and sat in this position, he understood the helplessness and hardships better than when he sat on the fourth prince and the crown prince.How many emperors may have exhausted their efforts in this way.The emperor is not everything going well, and everything he wants and does is as he wishes.In the imperial study, there was silence for a while, and after Qin Yu was furious, he was completely depressed and silent.After a long time, he sat down slowly with the jade case, and said to Xie Fanghua hoarsely, "If I like her, it would be fine, even now, I don't like her." ”Xie Fanghua sighed in his heart, Qin Yu's heart was afraid that it was really uncomfortable now, but if he likes a person or not, he really can't help himself, it all depends on his heart.She was silent for a moment and said to him, "To fulfill a person, not only to fulfill her love with herself, but also to fulfill this love with her fulfillment." ”After a pause, she said, "It's all her mind" Qin Yu closed her eyes, "Even if it's not love, she is also my cousin, how can I bear it." ”"As she said, whether it's worth it or not depends on her own choice."
Xie Fanghua turned around slowly and said in a low voice, "I'll go back to the house and wait for Qin Zheng's letter, and see what he has to say first." ”Qin Yu nodded.Xie Fanghua walked out of the imperial study.Jin Yan waited not far outside the imperial study, saw her come out, and smiled at her, "The first time I saw him angry with me, it was worth it for this." ”: