I closed my eyes gently.However, after a long time, I didn't feel anything, and the moment I opened my eyes.Countless wisteria were only about half an inch from my skin.This half-inch distance makes me feel like a chasm.I let out a long breath.The little lama looked at me with a look in his eyes that seemed to be full of inquiry.I was silent for a long time, then shook my head slightly and raised my hands.Then he continued: "If I don't kill him, he will kill me." ”The little lama's eyes were aggrieved, and he looked at me with a very incomprehensible look.Why do we have to kill and kill.I could feel his helplessness.Perhaps, when he was very young, he was already taken in by the old lama.The relationship between the two of them should definitely be better than that between me and the little lama.At this point, any explanation is useless.His eyes were very stubborn, with a sense of disappointment in them, as if to tell me: the only two people in the world who know what I'm talking about, why do they want to kill each other, I can't bear to see it.I sighed and stroked lightly with my hand: Now you are still young, and when you grow up, you will understand.The little lama looked at me.It seemed like he wanted to see deep inside my heart.After a long time, the countless wisteria gradually faded away, like a tide, burrowing into the soil.In that moment.He seemed to have lost all his strength and fell straight there.I hurriedly took him in my arms.Go back to the room and put him on the bed.But he could only sigh.Perhaps, the only thing I feel is wrong about killing the old lama, and that is that I was too cruel to him.However, I couldn't think much about the situation at that time.If I'm a little late, I'm afraid I'll be the one who dies.The "squeak" door was pushed open.Thogo walked in slowly, glanced at me, and asked in a very soft voice: "Sleep" I nodded, looked at Thogo, and then said: "Is there anything wrong with you" Thogo nodded, with a trace of helplessness in his eyes.Then he continued, "I want to know something about this child.Outside, I heard some from the mountain man, but it didn't seem to be very detailed.I don't think he knows as much as you do" I was silent for a moment, but I sighed.The little lama couldn't hear it, but it saved us a lot of trouble, so we didn't go outside, but sat down next to the table.Then he continued, "What do you want to know, I will tell you" and "How did you and him meet?"
and asked softly.My brow furrowed slightly, and I told the story between us little by little.And Thogo listened quietly on the side, but his hand was constantly plucking the rosary, as if he was thinking.After a long time, I looked at Tetsugo and said, "Why do you seem to be very interested in him?"
I fell silent.But he shook his head: "I really don't know about this."
You tell me" Enlightenment glanced at the little lama lying on the bed, and then continued: "The totem theory originated among the tribal races at the beginning.There are three kinds, birds, snakes, and fish," I nodded, and I had pretty much dabbled in them.So I didn't feel anything."
And all the other totems, whether they are dragons, wolves, tigers.The leopard, and so on, are all gradually derived from these three totems. ”Thogo glanced at me: "I'm sure you know a little bit about this."
The snake spirit first originated on the Xixia Bangma Peak in Tibet. ”I was silent for a moment: "I don't know much about this" To be honest, some of my understanding of totems is also very rare.Simple knowledge will know some, but if it comes to the origin of totems, and even the relationship between the totems, I am far behind."
On the peak of Shisha Bangma, the snake spirit is one of the earliest totems to give birth to spiritual wisdom.However, he has a vicious personality. ”Tho Wu said softly: "Later, once blessed a clansman to fight in the south and the north, and also created a great cause, but in the end, I don't know why, all the totems disappeared.It's just that in the world, their will is left.These wills will look for a carrier.The old lama was the carrier of the snake spirit.And this little lama is another carrier of totemic will" I looked at it and realized: "I know almost everything you want to say." ”"Then do you know who the totemic will that this child carries" Thorough looked at me, then took a deep breath and asked softly.My brow furrowed slightly, but I nodded: "I didn't know before.But when wisteria appeared, it was a little feeling.It should be one of the three you mentioned, the human-faced fish" "It seems that you still know a little bit. ”Tokugo nodded and looked at me.Then he sighed and continued, "Yes, it's a human-faced fish."
The human-faced fish is also one of the fish spirits.In history, there are as many as four or five totems of human-faced fish.What appears in Tibet is known as the two-tailed human-faced fish, which has supreme magical powers.And.There is wisteria as a companion weapon.He is one of the three friends of the serpent spirit, "I listened to what Thoyama said.But he was also a little speechless.To be honest, my understanding of this knowledge is much better than mine.I'm not to blame, though.I haven't worked on this since I was a kid.It's like asking a martial artist to get the top prize, which is definitely not going to work.I looked at Thogo and was silent for a long time, and then said softly: "What do you want to say" Thogo looked at me very solemnly: "What I want to tell you is that this little guy is very dangerous.I could feel that although he carried the will of the two-tailed man-faced fish, he was not affected too much.But.It's probably just because he's too young.Once he grows up, when the time comes, he may "realize that he didn't say any more, just looked at me quietly."
I smiled bitterly, shook my head helplessly, and then continued: "Then what should I do, I can't kill him, after all, he is just a child, and he is just a bearer of will."
What's more, he hasn't grown up yet" "but" Tho Wu looked at me with some concern.I gently patted Togo on the shoulder.A smile appeared on his face, and then he continued: "If nothing else, I'm afraid I won't have a few years to live."
This kind of thing, worrying too much, is not good.Do you say so?"
Thoroughly's brows furrowed slightly, and after a long time, he nodded slightly.That's true, I don't have much money left.God knows which day.I will fall, and when the time comes, the impermanence in my body will be completely highlighted.The mourning stick is back in my hand.I'm going to do what I'm going to do, and it's useless to think so much about it now."
Okay."
Thogo also looked very embarrassed, and then continued: "Since you have already decided, then I don't have to say anything.In short, you have to be careful.Once the will of the two-tailed human-faced fish is completely awakened, when he knows that it was you who killed the old lama, you will be really in trouble" I nodded: "Don't worry, I understand" Tho Wu took a deep breath, and then left gently.I went back to the little lama's bedside and looked at the little lama lying on the bed.In his sleep, he slept very sweetly, and he was still holding the sunny doll tightly in his hand, as if he didn't want to have any relaxation.Looking at him, I suddenly laughed.He rubbed his head, then stood up and walked outside.Close the door and the night is quiet.The entire compound is dilapidated.And Youlan and a few people are waiting for me there
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