Gong Mei was yelled at by me and didn't dare to move.I calmly said, "You let go of my hand first, I'll do it myself." ”"You can't do it," Gong Mei was a little skeptical."
Why don't you come," I asked."
It's such a trivial matter, let's do it."
Gong Mei couldn't help but laugh.This time it was my turn to be a little suspicious, maybe he was just joking just now He let go of my hand and said calmly: "You open your eyes, hold on" The sand is in the eyes, and the eyes will automatically close when they sense debris, but in order not to affect Gong Mei, I had to suppress this instinctive reaction, try to open my eyes wide, and even clearly see Gong Mei's evil face with a hard face.His hand swept quickly in front of my eyes, bringing a cool gust of wind that washed away the filth from my eyes, and I could feel my eyes feel much more comfortable."
Alright," I said with a wink of wink.Gong Mei under the light of the fireworks looked a little mysterious, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, I thought he was going to say something, but he just kept looking at me, that kind of look was very tender, and it was very rare in his eyes that often burst out with cold light.I was a little uncomfortable watching it, so I shifted my gaze, looked up and pretended to focus on other people's fireworks in the village, and sighed: "No wonder parents always hang other people's children in their mouths, this is the sand of other people's fireworks can't get into their eyes, so they won't make themselves uncomfortable, in the end, it's still a little selfish, Gong Mei, are the fireworks you watched before like this?"
”He whispered something like this inexplicably.I turned my head and saw a trace of astonishment and joy in his eyes, and I couldn't see through his expression, so I asked him suspiciously: "Fireworks are objects, there is no spiritual will, of course they can't be god-like, why did you use the wrong word" "Now it's smart to show off knowledge" He grabbed my chin with his hand, and his face leaned over.I was overwhelmed by the icy kisses, and his big hand around my waist slowly descended, and the other hand moved upward.I looked at the fireworks of the bright stars, and I was confused for a while, and I was also confused.Gong Mei, he is good to me.Should I repay it with my body, perhaps, my life is in his hands, so he has to help him many times, I never know, but myself, it seems, has a different kind of affection for him.This kind of affection is always at work in my body, as the saying goes, if I don't see him for a day, I feel this way when I don't see him, I want to see him every day, is it because he is handsome, and some are not, because even if he is hidden in the dark, he will steal fun in his heart.Could it be that this is what others say, the feeling of being in love I really like Gong Mei It should be, it's true.Under Gong Mei's powerful attack, I couldn't help but soften, he lightly supported my head and slowly put my body on the snow.The chill of ice and snow suddenly awakened a shred of my senses.I obviously felt the strangeness of Gong Mei's body, blushed with shame, and refused in a trembling voice: "Gong Mei, I, I'm afraid that my grandmother will say me, let's not be in such a hurry first, okay" At least let me understand whether Gong Mei is for my children or something else.Gong Mei didn't seem to hear my words, and her cold hands felt the urge to tear her clothes apart.I panicked, and if my grandmother found out that I was missing, she would hate me.My relationship with my grandmother finally became a lot more harmonious, "Gong Mei, if you continue, I will hate you." ”My body lost its instinctive response, and instead of struggling, I could only speak indifferently.It seems that this sentence is still very deterrent, as soon as Gong Mei heard it, she immediately stopped all her movements, I didn't look at him, and I knew in my heart that he was more uncomfortable than myself at the moment.He was stunned for a moment, then quickly took his hand out of my coat and reached out to scoop me up from the snow."
I'm sorry, I don't know what our relationship is, I" I got up, a little ashamed.However, Gong Mei's other hand clasped my head tightly.The soft tongue burrowed into my mouth again, with a slight coldness.In addition to kissing me that I can accept, further along, I still can't cross that hurdle, I am afraid, after I give it to him, after two years, I still can't find his child, but he indifferently ended my life, which is a bit chilling.He kissed for a long, long time, until there was no sign of fireworks in the village.Later, I can't remember exactly when he let go of my pink lips, and it seemed that I suddenly had no strength, as if someone had drained my energy.I just remember that he sent me back to the studio and carried me back to bed.He lowered his head and kissed me on the forehead, but did not lie down in bed, and hugged each other to sleep as before.Just after he turned around, I didn't know where to come back a little strength, and opened my mouth: "Gong Mei, I already have an ebony gold hook, blood jade, you take it back, and the money spent when shopping, you take out your wallet in my white cloth bag, just take the bank card away, it may not be as much as you, and I will "blood jade is yours in the future." ”He dropped these words and disappeared into the darkness.I kept my eyes open for a long time before I closed my eyelids and fell into a deep sleep.It seems that I haven't dreamed for a long time.,This night,In addition to talking to the four masters for a year, I learned more spells from them.,After that,I dreamed that day in the ghost market.,A little girl with a face.,And just look at it.,She ran out of my dream.,I chased after it.。
Halfway through, I was pulled by my arm, and when I looked back, it was Lu Cun, he looked at me with aggrieved eyes, and he asked me, why not his wife, why do you want to like Gong Mei I don't know how to answer his words, suddenly, I felt suffocated, and it seemed that someone was choking my neck.I widened my eyes in horror, reached out to touch my neck, but I couldn't touch my neck, but I touched a pair of cold hands, my wrists were the thickness of a man, and when I was stunned, Gong Mei appeared in front of me out of thin air, his eyebrows were cold, and that kind of murderous eyes really made me panic.He was about to run out of breath, but he still didn't let go, he kept saying: "What about the child, give me the child", "I don't know", "Whew, it's just a nightmare." ”I was panting and my hands, feet and back were cold.I touched my neck, it was fine, there were no strangulation marks, and there was no pain."
I heard your voice, are you awake, if you wake up, hurry up and greet the New Year" is Xiaoxiao's voice.I guess I didn't know I really shouted the sentence just now.,Xiaoxiao happened to come to wake me up.,I just heard it.,Guess it yourself.。
I wiped a handful of cold sweat and responded weakly: "Okay, I'll come down later." ”I was in a cold sweat, so I had to put some hot water first, take a shower and change clothes.When I went downstairs, everyone gathered at the table, smiling and eating dumplings with full stomachs.I walked over.First gave Wang Dao a year, he was originally a single family, but he was older, or gave us a group of juniors a big red envelope, and then I also gave a year to my brothers and sisters, but I never thought that they also gave me a red envelope, saying that it was a matter of seniority.This made me a little embarrassed, I didn't prepare a red envelope for Gu Shui, but he happened to be a generation lower than me."
It's okay, I'm older than you, you gave me a red envelope, but you killed me" Gu Shui saw my embarrassment, so he saved a little face for me.After everyone ate the dumplings, they began to open the door and continue their work.The nature of our studio determines that the Chinese New Year must be open as usual, and the Chinese New Year is the time when the most customers are available, and the guests are almost trivial things such as praying to God and worshiping Buddha, just to earn a little money and the guests to seal a slightly more generous New Year's red envelope.I was busy with work, and for a while, I forgot to ask Wang Dao, when did Lu Cun leave last night, did he say anything, and I would remember it in the dead of night, but it was not good to disturb Wang Dao.Since Gong Mei left on Chinese New Year's Eve, he has not appeared again, and like Lu Cun, these two people seem to have disappeared from my life at the same time.In my spare time, on the way to the wet market and supermarket.In the dark room, when I accidentally saw the word fireworks, and when I caught a glimpse of the blood jade on my chest in the bath, I always thought of Gong Mei.The winter vacation has passed in a blink of an eye, the start of school is imminent, Gong Mei still hasn't come to me, I always dream of him at night, I dream of him standing on the snow, wearing a big black trench coat, and then the colorful fireworks in the air illuminate his face clearly.He didn't say anything, I didn't ask anything, they looked at each other until I saw that the fireworks were gone and it was dawn.The days passed without danger, and they would ask me at first.Why didn't Gong Mei come to me and whether Lu Cun liked me or not, I answered weakly, I don't know, over time, they may have guessed something, or they may have misunderstood something, in short, they didn't mention the names Gong Mei and Lu Cun again.On the day of the start of school, the 100-day oath was ushered in, the 100-day countdown to the college entrance examination, the tense and the moment of racing against time finally came, this is a war without gunpowder, and the war officially started in our oath.Gong Mei is not there, but at least I can devote myself to the revolution of the college entrance examination.Thanks to Gong Mei's previous tutoring, my math is not afraid, but now I feel very relaxed, others are struggling to chase after me, I am still a little calm, but Xiaoxiao is calmer than me, although her grades are not as good as mine, but it has been very stable, the tenth grade, the thunder does not move, the school is known as the iron ten Xueba In these three months, Xiaoxiao and I moved back to the school dormitory from the studio to live, Wang Dao and Li Bai They refused to let us accept any list, and packed the ticket, this is paid leave, I pushed hard, Xiaoxiao generously agreed, and I couldn't put it off, but on Sunday for a day off, we would both come back to have a look.The new weapon of the ebony golden hook, I am not proficient enough, but without a list, I can't practice it, I told Xiaoxiao about this trouble, Xiaoxiao and Senior Brother Li Bai borrowed Oman, an Omani boy, for me to practice with.While Xiaoxiao and I studied hard, Gu Shui was also studying hard, following Wang Dao and Ke Han around, Ke Han was cold on the surface, but he was not bad to Gu Shui, and he would teach patiently.Shinoxiao told me.Gu Shui and Ke Han are estimated to have become, I asked her how she saw it, she said, these two people get together every day, and they are not too tired, they must be interesting to each other.I just listened to this, and I didn't agree much, I felt that Ke Han's eyes looking at Gu Shui sometimes had such a different thing, but Gu Shui didn't, his eyes were very clear, and there was no mixed emotion at all.In addition, Gu Shui often came to beg me to go to the library to borrow books for him, and I knew him very well, and I once asked him how he felt about Ke Han, and he asked me with a blank face at that time, why did he ask like this.I'm not very interested in other people's things, not to mention, I don't have time, I can't finish the test papers all day long, how can I have the heart to study what others are thinking, and when I have time, I will still think of Gong Mei inadvertently.One hundred days, spent in piles of test papers and missing Gong Mei, tomorrow is the first college entrance examination in my life, and I hope it is also the only time.Ah Yu and Ran Ran came to pick us up and take us back to the studio, saying that they had prepared a big meal to prepare for our battle tomorrow.Dinner was indeed sumptuous.But Ah Yu and Senior Brother Li Bai ate two or three mouthfuls of food, said hello to me and Xiaoxiao, and hurried to carry out the task, listening to Gu Shui say that the task was very dangerous and tricky.Xiaoxiao and I really wanted to help with us, but Ah Yu and the others refused to take us, and scolded us two people who are going to take the college entrance examination tomorrow, don't think too much, preoccupied with the college entrance examination Ke Han saw that we were scolded and disgraced, so he replied with assistance: "The two of them have nothing to say, Tsinghua University and Peking University are not a problem, and they still need to worry about the college entrance examination" Ah Yu and Li Bai agreed with this, but they still didn't agree to let us give up the college entrance examination and do the task, Wang Dao angrily pointed at the two of us and scolded, Say we're two unsuccessful guys.They drove us back to school.Gu Shui drove us back to school, and before leaving, he stuffed a stack of red envelopes into me and Xiaoxiao, and said, "This is the red envelope that each of us has given you, and the master said, this is all a wish, and it will bless you in high school" "It's really superstitious, if you can go to high school, wouldn't the streets be full of champions" Xiaoxiao quipped."
If you believe it, you will have it, if you don't believe it, you will not have it" Gu Shui raised his hand to us after getting on the car.After Gu Shui left, Xiaoxiao put all the red envelopes into my white cloth bag, I thought she was keeping them here with me, so I jokingly said: "Put it in, but it's all mine, if you want to take it back, that's not okay" "Mmmm, it's all yours, don't grab it with you" Xiaoxiao glanced at me.On the way back to the dormitory, I don't know if it was because she was about to enter the long-awaited examination room, or for some other reason, Xiaoxiao seemed to be very excited, and from the moment she stepped into the school gate, her mouth never stopped.The first thing she asked me seemed to be: "Will you be nervous, you will take the college entrance examination tomorrow." ”I shook my head: "It's okay, I don't know if it's because of the blood jade, I can't be nervous at all." ”"Uh-oh."
She looked at the blood jade meaningfully, and then she asked, "Do you miss your grandmother?"
"Of course, I call her every day now, and she is not happy if she doesn't listen to my study report for a day." ”I said with a smile.She suddenly looked a little melancholy: "Family, it's all like this, they will worry about whether you eat well, whether you dress well, and whether you study well." ”"Xiaoxiao's parents will also be worried" As soon as I said this, it suddenly occurred to me that she never seemed to have told me about her family, about Xiaoxiao, I just knew that she was a witch, and there was nothing else, for other people's privacy, I generally wouldn't snoop, unless others were willing to talk, otherwise I wouldn't ask.Perhaps she suddenly became interested, and she answered, but there was a faint sadness in her words: "I, my family, am the king of them and you." ”"What's wrong?"
I asked, surprised."
Didn't I tell you that I was a witch?"
yes. ”"Actually, my whole family is a witch, so my family is very poor, and those villagers ask each other if they have something, it's okay, heh."
Xiaoxiao's words are all sad.I didn't speak, and I didn't know how to comfort her.Xiaoxiao knew that I was listening carefully, so he continued, in a very cold tone of a bystander: "Actually, witch spirits cannot be tolerated in our Tibetan side, witches are the right way, and witch spirits are crooked paths, or rather, they are a kind of alien, a kind of blasphemy existence.At first, the poor villagers in our village had to rely on our family for relief from time to time, and later, the sorcerers in the village could not bear our presence, but they had no excuse and kicked us out. ”There are also two roommates in the dormitory, and I think the reason why Xiaoxiao chose to tell me these things on the road was probably because she didn't want others to know, and she had been with me for so long that she didn't tell me until before the college entrance examination.As soon as the college entrance examination is passed, if the two of us apply for different colleges, we will definitely part ways in the future.I always thought that Xiaoxiao was just from a poor family, so she didn't even go home during the holidays and stayed in Wang Dao's studio to work, but I never thought that it was the people in the village who couldn't accommodate their family, and I understand her feelings.Just like the attitude of the Ai family towards me and my grandmother at the beginning, the eyes that look at you are disgusted, and like a knife, it stabbed you in the heart countless times, and your heart is really dead.Xiaoxiao continued to recount those past events: "Later, a villager came to my father and asked him to treat his illness, but he was suffering from a terminal illness, even if Hua Tuo was reincarnated, he would not be able to return to heaven, my father and mother discussed, and could not let him know about his illness and feel uncomfortable, so he casually prescribed him some witch medicine that did not harm his body, and explained that he must be happy every day, this disease has no cure, but life still has to live." ”"No, that villager had braided his hair later," I can probably guess what happened next, probably an unpleasant beginning.Xiaoxiao nodded, and there was a faint cold light in his eyes: "When he died, the people of the village had an excuse to take my parents and my mother under the pretext of cursing." ”She choked and tilted her head.Then he forced a wry smile: "Burned my parents to death, so as not to harm more villagers, at that time, I seemed to have just entered junior high school, and I also knew the absurdity of this thing, it was fierce, I was very angry, I had received the favor of my parents before, and none of the villagers who had been saved by my parents had come forward to oppose this ridiculous decision." ”"Xiaoxiao, all I can say is that some things have passed, so let it pass."
I stook her hand tightly and comforted her wounded heart with such pale words.Now, I finally understand why I have never seen her family come to her in the past three years, and I have never heard her mention her family, she smiles like a flower every day, but in fact her heart is bitter.She helped me a lot with the Ai family's affairs, but I can't help her with her affairs, I'm really ashamed.Xiaoxiao smiled miserably: "The most ridiculous thing is that they didn't give my parents a heavenly burial to grind their bones into powder, bury them in the ground and be trampled under their feet for the rest of their lives, you know now, why I was so interested in your family's affairs at the beginning, there are always some people, unlike people, I know, Lu Cun is a ghost, he likes you very much, I don't think it's a shameful thing, at least he is very good to you, isn't it okay" "Okay, okay, can you not mention him, you know, I don't have that feeling for him." ”I turned my face and asked, "Then how did you get to the city" If her parents had already left when she was in junior high school, Xiaoxiao's life must have been very difficult, so how could she go to high school?
She shrugged her shoulders nonchalantly: "Because I was sold to the city by the villagers, I am a witch spirit, and it is very simple to fool others, so I escaped from the traffickers."
When I met Wang Dao, he took me in and asked me to follow him and learn some skills, and he also let me go to high school. ”"Hmm."
I didn't dare to continue to ask too much, I was afraid that I would touch on too many sad things that she had hidden, and I was even more afraid that people like me who would not comfort others would make her sad, but I was at a loss, and that feeling was very bad.Afterwards, we went back to the dormitory, the other two roommates were already asleep, and the two of us secretly took the toiletries to the balcony to wash.Xiaoxiao squeezed the toothpaste, and she spoke again: "I want to study archaeology, I have made up my mind in this life, I only deal with the dead, and never deal with the living" "You don't care about me" I brushed my teeth, and remembered that Gong Mei asked me to study archaeology before, and I also went to check the information of the unpopular profession of archaeology."
Then I'll wait for you to die," Xiaoxiao laughed.I glanced at her: "Can you talk well?"
"Okay, then you tell me, what school or major you want to go to, I see that you have good grades and will definitely enter the university." ”"Like you, I want to report archaeology."
She looked at me curiously and asked, "Why did you seem to have been hesitant before, why did you suddenly have such a goal" Gong Mei's cold and evil face resurfaced in her mind, and she smiled without saying a word."
Yo yo, look at your little appearance, it must be the effect of love, say it quickly, is it your Gong Mei who asked you to report it" Xiaoxiao smiled evilly.I wiped my face with a towel and asked, "Xiaoxiao, I really like him." ”"Eh, how can you say that it seems to me, I think you just like him at all, otherwise how did you become boyfriend and girlfriend?"
"Well, actually, I don't know what he thinks. ”"Men are like this, he doesn't say it, it depends on his actions, take An He's incident as an example, he is for you, one person to deal with the eleven protectors of the Heaven Killing Gate, which is equivalent to eleven An He, think about it.It's hard enough for us to deal with one, no matter how good he is, hey, anyway, I think he doesn't just like you. ”Xiaoxiao said for a while.My heart tightened.An He's incident, Wang Dao's answer to me was very vague, I didn't know that the matter was so serious, although from the dispatch of Gong Mei, it should be very serious, but seeing Gong Mei's relaxed appearance, I felt fine.It seems that there is a reason why Gong Mei has not appeared for half a year, he is really, he is injured, he is a fool "In short, I can only say this to you, don't hand yourself over so quickly when you fall in love, otherwise you will regret it" Xiaoxiao patted me on the shoulder, went back to sleep, and didn't sort out the things to be used for tomorrow's college entrance examination.I don't understand why she suddenly said such things to me, but I also understand that falling in love is a psychological pleasure for the time being, if you give yourself up, but that man just loves your body, then you are finished, not to mention, ghosts not only want your body, but also your soul, so I will not sell my soul, before I am sure whether Gong Mei really loves me.After that, I packed up my necessary things for tomorrow's exam and went to sleep.I felt a little strange that I had no dreams all night and slept very hard.However, after I got up, I found that Xiaoxiao was not in the dormitory, it stands to reason that we didn't make an appointment to go to breakfast together yesterday, and then go to the exam room together But I saw a note on her bed, picked it up and looked at it, and there were three Juanxiu words: "Go first." ”: