I don't know why, I might as well just watch the illusion, maybe it will give me the answer.My yin and yang eyes have been sealed, so these illusions should belong to my grandmother, why does my grandmother have this illusion and what does my grandmother know about me Even though these illusions are the truths that I once wanted to know, what I want to know most now is, what can my grandmother come back to my side instead of these ethereal illusions." ”The words were simple and direct, and the tone was like a thin layer of ice, and this unique male voice sounded so familiar, very much like the person in my heart.Indulging in grief, I was immediately attracted to him, and raised my eyes to see if the person who spoke was the one I thought of in my heart, only to see that the black cloak on his body was blown by the gloomy wind, and the hunting sound made him look extremely unruly, and other than that, his appearance and even the clothes on his body were blurred."
If you take it off, don't be sluggish."
The man in the red palace robe urged in that feminine voice.I looked back at the girl who looked like me in amazement, they should have let this girl strip in front of the public, it was too shameful, the girl's face that was forced to lift showed an indifferent expression, and her hands really went to unfasten the big buckle at the collarbone.As soon as the buckle was unfastened, the black brocade robe was blown up by the passing wind, and the picture of the illusion followed the brocade clothes floating in the air, and it didn't take long for the illusion to form a whirlpool, rotating the black sky into a point.By the time I came back to reality, Ke Han had already taken me out of that hallway.The body of my grandmother in my arms was already cold and a little stiff.looked at the grandmother with her eyes closed for a long time.A pair of black heels stained with a few red dots stepped on me, and I knew it was Ke Han, who must be looking down on me.Sure enough, the next second she spoke: "Xuanmo, you should let go." ”"I won't let go.Ever since I was a child, I have never hugged my grandmother properly, and she is very cold now, and I have to hold her. ”I'm still stunned.Then, Ke Han sat down straight.I didn't delve into where she sent me and my grandmother, but I felt that the air around me was much fresher than the corridors and cells, but it also gave me a feeling of depression, like ink that could not be dissolved.After Ke Han sat down, he also stretched out his hand and hugged his grandmother with me: "Xuanmo, your grandmother is a very good person, and the reason why she is a person who asks the sky is forced to be helpless." ”"I know that my grandmother has already told me about the destruction of the Yin-Yang clan."
I wiped the blood from my grandmother's face with my sleeve."
You already know" "Hmm. ”"Then you."
Ke Han paused: "Will you forgive me" I didn't speak, Ah Yu's death may have become a hurdle that I can never cross in my heart."
I know, you must still hate me, hate me for killing Ah Yu."
Ke Han's voice became a little lonely: "I hate myself too. ”Ke Han tidied up his grandmother's clothes: "Xuanmo, do you remember what I told you when I was in the hospital, what happened to me before" I gently put my face on my grandmother's face, and what appeared in my eyes was all the bits and pieces of life with my grandmother since I could remember.Seeing that I didn't speak, she continued to murmur unhurriedly: "I know you can listen to it now, so I'll finish the rest for you." ”"Since my parents were killed by the villagers, my grandfather rescued me, I didn't know at that time that he was the culprit who exposed that I was a yin and yang person, I was grateful to him, he told me that he could help me take revenge, but I must be loyal to the organization of Wentian."
Perhaps, I finally understand now why Grandpa Zhao, who was wandering and begging everywhere, insisted on taking root in Wujia Village in the first place, and built a house next to my home, probably to facilitate contact with my grandmother.Zhao's grandfather didn't go against my grandmother and me, and he really treated us very well.For example, on a thunderstorm day, my grandfather will cover the bricks and tiles on the roof for us, and for example, before the winter comes, he will always bring back two or three bundles of firewood to us.For example, how to climb rocks.Everyone will always have another side of him, and another demonic face of Zhao's grandfather appeared in Ke Han.Ke Han still expounded those secrets that belonged to her: "I agreed, and soon, I learned from Wentian and killed the entire village. ”Speaking of this, she sneered.At this time, I recalled what she said to the head teacher that day, what she said was true, I don't know if she wanted to protect us from falling into the class teacher's conspiracy, or if she was reminding me that she was not a good person No matter what, I can't know her intentions, at this time, I didn't think to ask, she wanted to say.I just listened, but I didn't want to add more."
Later, I only learned this ridiculous truth when I was living in Wentian, it turned out that it was Zhaodi's grandfather who exposed my identity as a yin-yang person, and since then, I began to hate Zhaodi's grandfather, and I also hated Wentian's organization, no matter what I thought, I couldn't escape from Wentian's clutches, and if I fled to the ends of the earth, I would be caught" Ke Han's eyes were gloomy, and he was desperate."
I was already broken by the people who asked the sky when I was more than ten years old, I was originally going to be sacrificed to the evil ghost raised by the heavens, but I was saved by your grandmother, your grandmother was very good to me, I admired your grandmother, I know, your grandmother is different from the person who asks the sky."
Ke Han's face rarely showed a sincere smile.Her smile only lasted for a while, and then she became a little cold: "That's it, I'm very jealous of you, I don't understand, when I first saw you, there was a huge difference between your ability and your grandmother's, you were simply a nest" "After going to your house, I understood how much your grandmother loved you Although your father couldn't give you a home, but your grandmother gave it, although your home is very dilapidated, but at least it's still a home, you're unhappy, you're bullied, it's raining, you can go home and hide, how good and I, Nothing, heh, your grandmother knew that the people of the Heavenly Gate would enslave the Yin and Yang people, and secretly hid from them to give you a drink of talisman water, do you hate her ability to seal you, hate her for making you a person, very cowardly, not even as good as ants" Ke Han said this, it was easy to poke into my heart, and I grinned in pain.His face was already frozen, and he could only reply silently: "I know she's good." ”She retorted: "It's a person, you will have hatred, I see that your grandmother is so good to you, what about you, for a palace Mei, you have a temper with your grandmother, do you know how worried she is about you, she is just afraid that you will not get a happy life, she is very afraid, she has worked hard to hide you, thinking that you can live an ordinary life, but it will be empty, and you just go to provoke the person who asks the sky, you are really a fool" She clenched her fists for a moment, and I obviously saw the green tendons on her hands exposed:" If it weren't for your grandmother dissuading me, I would have killed you a long time ago, since you want to die so much, why don't you just die, let me be your grandmother's granddaughter?""
Rob your grandmother, now no one can snatch away before, you are in the blessing and do not know the blessing, but I am so jealous that I am crazy, now, don't you think you are ridiculous like this, you are also a scholar, you should know a word, you want to raise and kiss not to wait" Suddenly, a drop of cold water dripped on my wrist, and I felt a tingling pain in my heart inexplicably.I raised my eyes, and Ke Han was looking at me viciously, really treating me as an object of hatred.She awkwardly wiped a handful of tears with the back of her hand: "I know, you're pretty good, I'm thinking, maybe I can really be a sister with you, that's fine." ”I didn't expect that she would have such an idea, to get along with her well, to be intimate, once, I didn't dare to expect it, I thought it was because my ability was too weak, and I was always looked down upon by her."
It didn't take long for me to start hating you again.You are a pseudo-villain, half-hearted, water-based Yang Hua likes Gong Mei, and provokes other men," Ke Han's tone became stiff.I vetoed: "I didn't" "What kind of Ah Yu is without that Lu Cun, I really don't want to kill Ah Yu, but I can't help it, if I don't use the people around you and arrest you, Gu Shui will really die, when I see Abba and Mom being killed in front of my eyes, I think my heart is dead, but after I came to that studio, I was even more jealous of you, why are the people around you so good, and they are all yin and yang." ”Ke Han smiled a little sadly."
It's not the same," I said.In the end, it's not that you're surrounded by people you don't know and don't understand, "I really don't understand why you want to sabotage Wentian's plan three times and twice, if you go to school obediently and be a good student, your grandmother and grandfather who recruit younger brothers will not be responsible for protecting you."
Punished by the Heavenly Killing Gate, I myself was stupid, I followed you to hunt the twelve protectors of the Heavenly Venerable Lord, followed you to this imperial capital, the territory of Chen State, and followed you to see the ancient corpse, now it's okay, do you remember the night in Changbai Mountain, you can't imagine how many sins I have suffered, why can you be well guarded by Gong Mei and Lu Cun I am very jealous, especially in Gu Shui's eyes" Ke Han seemed to be a little excited, and he began to speak incoherently: "I was not controlled at that time, I think Lu Cun should know that he is good to you, I'm afraid you will be sad, let's be honest with you, I see you like this, I am very happy, really, fortunately, Lu Cun saved you in Changbai Mountain at that time, and I can now see your embarrassed appearance of losing your soul. ”"You are desperate now, those who protect you in their wings are either dead or gone, Ah Yu gives you money to ensure that you have food and clothing for the rest of your life, in fact, you are good with him, but you are really wonderful, the living don't love it, just keep staring at the two ghosts, Lu Cun estimated that he was beaten by a red talisman from your grandmother and lost at least a few souls As for Gong Mei, it is not to mention, if you accept the brainwashing of the bones, then wouldn't everyone be happy, now it's okay, put your grandmother's life into it."
The corners of Ke Han's mouth were full of mocking smiles.I glanced at it lightly: "Are you finished?"
and "babbling, noisy grandma sleeping" I muttered unpleasantly."
Now, let's settle down, no one owes anyone, you killed Gu Shui, your grandmother, I can't help, in fact, I have already planned with your grandmother."
Ke Han clapped his hands and stood up, because of the high heels, her body was crooked, and after standing firmly, she spoke again: "The plan can never catch up with the changes, so let's choose a place to bury it." ”"Can Gu Shui be saved?"
I gently put down my grandmother and asked lightly."
No, I killed him."
Ke Han said this in a very flat tone, as if he was saying something inconsequential.I frowned, and looked up to try to read something on her face, but she had already turned her back, and I thought that the moment she did it, the heart was really dead.Ke Han suddenly laughed, and the sound of his laughter was very beautiful, like the sound of a dingdong stream: "Actually, the person Gu Shui fell in love with at first sight was you, but I didn't expect that I would also like him, he was like a ray of sunshine on a sunny day, illuminating my dark life, I think so."
finally waited until Gu Shui liked him, but he was gone. ”At that time, Xiaoxiao told me that Gu Shui fell in love with Ke Han at first sight, and it seems that Xiaoxiao will also have a time when he sees the wrong eye.For Ke Han's words, I couldn't think of any words to answer her, suddenly, remembering Gu Shui after Ke Han left, he still moistened his bleeding throat, and said a comforting word: "During the time when you went to Changbai Mountain to suffer, Gu Shui was looking for you day and night, and the news that you were in Changbai Mountain was also revealed to me by him, I don't understand why he asked me to save you instead of going myself."
The only thing I remember is that he inexplicably said sorry to me that day. ”Ke Han paused and looked at me with surprise on his face.She didn't say anything, silently helped me carry my grandmother into my house, and then I realized that Ke Han probably used the escape technique or some other method to send me and my grandmother home, as for why she sent us back here and not somewhere else, I can't understand her inner thoughts, after all, I am not a roundworm in her stomach.If she hadn't taken the initiative to tell me her experiences, stories and thoughts, I might not have cared, and Ah Yu on Lamborghini shattered all the images of Ke Han in my mind at once, and even I kicked her out of my world.At the end of the day, we are all pathetic people, unable to help ourselves, unable to do our own in our hearts.Ke Han and I carefully painted my grandmother's elegant makeup, and I took out one of her favorite clothes from the box under her bed, which was a Tianhu blue gown and a blue forged sleeve skirt printed with magnolia, of course, she never wore it in front of me, not once.In the illusion, I saw that this was given to her by the young Taoist priest when she was in Tibet, and the two of them met a monk, and the monk gave the Tang Dynasty costume to the Taoist priest, and the Taoist priest passed it on to his grandmother.It was the first time my grandmother had received a gift from a boy, and her face was flushed, shyly like a budding peach blossom.Thinking about it, the young Taoist priest, no matter how I look at it, I feel a little familiar, I don't know if I have seen the appearance of many Taoist priests, and I think that Taoist priests are all the same mold.In the past, my grandmother collected corpses for people, but now I collect corpses for her, if this is a inheritance, I only think that this is really a sad inheritance.I hid my grandmother in the cave of the four masters, and the wine and food for worship were prepared by me and Ke Han, and after I gave my grandmother three rings, I also asked Ke Han to go forward and kowtow, not to make amends, but to salute as a relative.Then, after chatting with my grandmother, Shanshan came out and stood on a bald peak on the mountainside, overlooking the flat mountain and the ruins of Wujia Village.In a trance, I thought that I was still just carrying a bamboo basket with my brother and Zhao, and followed my grandmother up the mountain to pick herbs, and when we reached the halfway point of the mountain, our two young chicks shouted that we were tired and couldn't walk, so from the mountainside, we looked at the back mountain covered with crosses and the houses side by side, and there were several scattered villages.At the moment, though, everything has changed."
Last year, in the mountains today, the faces of the people were red from afar, but now, the faces of the people do not know where to go.The prospect is no longer that wind" I felt a lot for a while, so I slightly changed Cui Hu's title Capital City Nanzhuang."
Listen to your grandmother, go on studying, and let everything go away with the wind."
Ke Han closed his eyes and felt the breeze in the forest.I shook my head: "I promised my grandmother that she would live, but I am already in the game, and it is impossible for me to get out of it all." ”"Leave it to you, I'll go, and we'll be separated."
Ke Han turned around and walked towards the depths of the forest.Looking at the dashing back with the scabbard on her back reminded me of the first time I saw her.I still couldn't help but raise my voice and ask her, "Where are you going?"
and "Where there are no people who ask the sky, I want to live the life I want." ”Ke Han stretched out his right hand and waved it twice: "For the sake of your grandmother's kindness to me, I will tell you a ban on killing the Heavenly Gate." ”"There is a younger sister on the Heavenly Venerable Lord of the Heavenly Gate, and she is the only wife of the half-saint, and she has always been.Her name is Shi Niang, not Xuanmo, she wants you to die, you are so self-conscious" She walked easily, leaving such a flat thunder to me, a little relaxed heart, and Huan Ran was bombarded to the ground.Probably, the events of the past few days have completely numbed all my senses, and when I heard the news that Gong Mei had a wife that was enough to make me die on the spot, I couldn't laugh or cry, I was tired, extremely tired, and I just wanted to lie down well.After Ke Han left, I sat on the peak of the mountain all night.It's like a grandmother who faces the whole night alone before she is far away from the Taoist priest she loves so much.After dawn, I went home to drink some water, ate some light porridge and side dishes, went to the Lamborghini outside, searched for his mobile phone from Ah Yu's gray and black coat, called Wang Dao, and had to tell him the bad news.He didn't say anything, just mumbled.Half an hour later, his van appeared out of thin air, and I knew that he must have used a formation, so I was not surprised.As soon as he came, he saw Ah Yu's corpse, his old face was calm, he didn't say a word, and watched it silently for ten minutes.It wasn't until Xiaoxiao touched him with his elbow on the side that he picked up a bottle of potion and poured it on Ah Yu's body, and in an instant, Ah Yu's body turned into a pile of white ash and dust.As soon as the wind came, it blew all over the sky, one after another, mixed with white snowflakes, very beautiful.Next, Wang Dao didn't ask me what happened, so he let me get in the car and followed him and Xiaoxiao back to the studio.After I went back, I couldn't help but tell the two of them the ins and outs of the matter carefully, but I ignored the death of my grandmother.It's pointless to talk too much.Wang Dao made the tea over and over again, and when it was ready, he poured the tea into the trash can, until the trash can overflowed with yellow-orange tea, and then he poured the tea into his cup, and did not drink it, but put it on the marble table.I didn't speak, I sat upright.Xiaoxiao took a glass of water and two pieces of bread, and put them in front of me: "I used glucose to mix water for you, drink some, see that you have lost weight into white bones, Ah Yu, you will feel distressed when you see it." ”"I'm sorry, I killed Ah Yu," I knelt on the ground with a bang.I don't know what I can do to get them to forgive me other than to apologize.After all, there is no resurrection from the dead.Wang Dao raised his right hand, stopped in mid-air for a long time, and slowly fell: "It's not your fault, hurry up and eat some bread, my little Momo is hungry, Ayu's house, I'll talk about it, don't worry about it." ”"No, let me say it myself."
I was helped up by Shinoshi, and she stuffed bread into my hand, but I couldn't get any appetite."
I'll go with you later."
After Wang Dao said this, he stood up.I hesitated, but hurriedly called out to him, "Master." ”He paused, happened to stop next to Ah Yu's desk, and couldn't help but reach out to sort out the documents on Ah Yu's desk.I bit my lower lip.still opened his mouth: "Master, can you help me save Lu Cun back" His exorcism ability is gone, so he can't save Lu Cun, but how can I watch him disappear into my world" Hmm. ”After Wang Dao tidied up Ah Yu's desk, he walked to Gu Shui's small desk that was crowded next to the pantry, and began to pack things up again.The atmosphere in the studio was oppressive, almost breathless.Xiaoxiao broke the deadlock with a dry smile: "Why are you just thinking about what others are doing, hurry up and drink the glucose water, and eat the bread, I will go buy some food and come back, we have to get some wine and food, and give Ah Yu and Gu Shui to eat before they go on the road." ”"Mm-hmm, I'm going to help too."
I tried to pretend to be as relaxed as possible, so that they would not feel even more depressed when they saw my bitter face.But Wang Dao still noticed, and he suddenly asked: "After you go back, did you find your grandmother, how is she?"
"She left, saying that she went to another village, and she lived the same as before, so that I had time to go back to her." ”I smiled reluctantly."
That's good, you call your grandmother for the New Year, let's eat Chinese New Year's Eve together" Xiaoxiao said excitedly, but halfway through speaking, he suddenly remembered something, and immediately closed his mouth.In the next half month, Wang Dao and I went to Ah Yu's house to apologize, which is certainly not an easy thing to do.Ah Yu's parents cried hysterically, and later, Ah Yu's mother cried and fainted directly, I was slapped by my mother, and then cried and said that I hated me, Wang Dao kept his head down and kept apologizing, it was really a terrible day.I was almost always scrambled to kowtow, and in addition to apologizing, it was only a meager apology.Then, we found the Taoist temple where Gu Shui grew up, and saw the old Taoist who Gu Shui often hung on his lips, this old Taoist is not old, he has a fairy wind and Taoist charm, and he speaks with a fairy spirit, and the words he says are so wise and refined, Wang Dao thinks that he dare not compare with it.The old Taoist is a very good talker, and Wang Daoben and I prepared a meal of comforting words, but in the end, it was the old Taoist who came to comfort our guilty hearts.Sure enough, the upper beam is right, and the lower beam can hold up a piece of the sky, and Gushui is still quite blessed, at least the ones he meets are all good teachers.Before leaving, the old Taoist told me that a few days ago, a female benefactor came to him and took away a few items from Gushui, and the female benefactor told him that I would definitely come here in a few days, and asked him to convey a word to me, that is, five words: "I'm sorry" and "thank you".Language is very pale and weak, at least, it can't make those who go far back to you, but I still accept those five words, don't think about it.I can guess that the female benefactor must be Ke Han, even though she is hateful, but I still can't hate it, she also has her helplessness, but I have my persistence.The first seven days of Ah Yu and Gu Shui have already passed, and Wang Dao has gone to the yin for this reason, and I heard that the two of them can be reincarnated, so let me and Xiaoxiao not worry.A few days after things were dull, Wang Dao said that Lu Cun's matter was a bit tricky, and he needed to go far away, and for the rest, Xiaoxiao and I took care of the studio.In fact, the studio has been closed for more than half a month.To be honest, more than half a month has passed, I am still in a state of despair, I always can't close my eyes at night, once I close my eyes, I will think of my grandmother, Ah Yu and Gu Shui, and their past memories, tossing and turning, I have to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep.However, I still woke up in the middle of the night, and then I increased the amount of medicine, but it still didn't work, because, when I thought that Gong Mei was holding another woman in her arms, I was angry, sad, and shocked, and then, I actually broke through the effect of the drug, and magically woke up in the middle of the night, looking at the dark around me, and seeing that there was no cold person lying next to my bed, my heart was so empty that I wanted to die.In the end, I couldn't stand it anymore.At 4:05 in the morning, I got out of bed and went straight to Xiaoxiao's room, and as soon as I knocked on the door, she quickly opened the door.Looking at her heavy eye bags and deep eye circles, it seems that she has not slept either.I went straight to the point and clarified the meaning: "Xiaoxiao, let's go find Senior Brother Li Bai" I don't know how long it has been, I have always forgotten one thing, that is, to go to Senior Brother Li Bai and ask about my past life
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