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Chapter 172: Past and Present Life


Chai Sujin looked at him, his face was hot, his expression was embarrassed, and he suddenly turned around and turned his back to him."

If you want to be honest, what is the need to cover up with your back," Zhao Yuanzhen said sarcastically.Chai Sujin sighed, and the movements in his hand stopped, "You are the most familiar and closest person to the princess, that is, your father and brother, and you can't compare with your relationship."

So everything about the princess, you know everything, since you always say that you miss the princess, then you must not forget the special features of the princess," Zhao Yuanzhen pursed his lips suspiciously.Chai Sujin suddenly turned around at this moment.The golden moire on the shoulders, reflecting the light of the indoor lamps and candles, is so dazzling that it is almost impossible to look at directly.Zhao Yuanzhen's eyes widened.looked at her left shoulder in a daze, as if she was dazzled by the beautiful lines on her shoulder, and looked stunned and lost her heart.There was a deep silence in the room, and the two stood opposite each other.Her clothes were half-receded.He was well-groomed.But her expression was cold and calm, but he was flustered."

It's not you" Zhao Yuanzhen didn't seem to be able to recover his voice, and the words that came out of his mouth were almost not from his mouth.Chai Sujin raised his feet and approached him step by step, "Brother Zhen, you come to verify it."

The authenticity of this pattern is fake, but it is forged so as not to be doubted. ”When she approached, Zhao Yuanzhen couldn't help but take two steps back, "Don't stop" Chai Sujin paused, "Don't or don't stop" Zhao Yuanzhen almost had beads of sweat on his forehead, his face was pale, and he looked at her in a daze with a look of madness and on the verge of collapse in his eyes, "Who are you?"

Chai Sujin lowered his head.He laughed, and the laughter sounded particularly desolate in this quiet bedroom, "Who am I now, you still ask me who I am We have shared the same bed for many years, are they all fake, you ask me, who am I" "Jin'er" Zhao Yuanzhen's lips moved slightly, and his voice was so small that he didn't even hear it clearly."

Don't you really need to verify the authenticity" Chai Sujin began to sort out the clothes, wanting to put them on.Zhao Yuanzhen looked at her with a stiff gaze, "You are Jin'er, you are back" Chai Sujin lowered his head, looked at the belt in his hand, and said in a deep voice: "Yes, Brother Zhen, I am dead, I died inexplicably, but I opened my eyes again."

When I opened my eyes, I thought that the person guarding me must be you, and as long as I saw you, I would feel at ease.But when I opened my eyes, I couldn't see you anywhere, and I was scared.Do you know" Zhao Yuanzhen walked stiffly, approaching her step by step, "Jin'er, Jin'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Chai Sujin shook his head and sighed, "I'm sorry for betraying me, I'm sorry for my trust in you, I'm sorry for being so calculating, my father and brother are sorry, aren't you sorry for my too many things" "Yes, Jin'er, I'm sorry for your too many things" Zhao Yuanzhen finally walked in front of her and reached out to take her into his arms.hugged her tightly, raised his hand and carefully touched her hair, her shoulder, and sniffed her breath deeply.In the past, I restrained myself, and even deliberately rejected the breath.But it's so familiar.He lowered his head to look at her face, looking at her unfamiliar face, "How can there be such a thing in the world, why is there such a thing" "Do you not want to believe it or dare not admit it" Chai Sujin snorted, "You can't recognize me, you must see the external solid evidence to recognize me" Zhao Yuanzhen shook his head, his eyes were blood-red, but his voice was dry and silent, "I'm sorry."

I'm sorry," he said over and over again in his heart, but when he said it at this time, he could only look pale.Chai Sujin raised his eyes to look at him.I saw him burst into tears, but his face was expressionless.His tears ran down his cheeks, down her collar, and down her neck, but his face was still flat."

You're going to cry, but why don't you have any joy or remorse on your face?"

Chai Sujin raised his hand and stroked his cheek, muttering.Zhao Yuanzhen suddenly reached out and grabbed her hand and pressed it on his heart."

My guilt is in my heart, not on my face."

Chai Sujin stared at his eyes tightly, as if he had been looking into his heart from his eyes.She nodded slowly, "I see it, I see the struggle in your eyes."

See the joy and pain in your eyes. ”Zhao Yuanzhen tugged at the corners of his mouth, but still didn't make any expression.He seems to have a calm face forever, no matter when or what, he can't be moved.Chai Sujin sighed lightly and pulled his hand out of his hand, "Can you trust me now?"

"Tell me, Jin'er, what have you been through so many days, how did you come here, why you couldn't recognize me when you first arrived in the capital, you have to wait until now" Zhao Yuanzhen pulled her against the bed and sat down on the carpet.Chai Sujin shook his head, "I can't say it, I finally came back to life, I don't want to die again." ”Zhao Yuanzhen looked at her in amazement, stunned and speechless.Chai Sujin smiled palely."

Yes, I thought a lot and doubted a lot since I came back to life.I even suspect you, suspect that you have taken my name. ”Zhao Yuanzhen shook his head again and again, crying silently."

Now I know that you are really in the dark.If it weren't for tonight, I might not be sure.So, I can't say who I am. ”Chai Sujin said, "Before.Even if she said it, no one would believe it" The Lingzhi cloud pattern on her shoulder was not born, but when she was seven years old, she fell into the water once.The queen mother saved her life with a thousand-year-old Ganoderma lucidum, and then it grew on her shoulders little by little, and through the Lingzhi cloud pattern, the ancient immortal grass was summoned, which was even more after she had reached the end of the year.She was afraid of being seen as an outlier.I was even more worried that someone would be afraid of coveting this fairy grass, so I never told others, only the queen mother knew.After the death of the queen mother, only the person she married later, and the person who was close to her skin.Other words.Only Zhao Yuanzhen had seen the Lingzhi cloud pattern on her shoulder with his own eyes.And the matter of Ganoderma lucidum fairy grass is a secret that she keeps alone, that is, even Zhao Yuanzhen, she has never mentioned it.Therefore, except in front of him, she had no way to prove that she was the late Chai Sujin with Chai Yu's face.Zhao Yuanzhen nodded slowly, "Jin'er, you have suffered too many grievances, but you say that the person who murdered you" "Now you still don't understand, don't you have a little doubt in your heart, I have always been in good health."

Why did you leave so suddenly" Chai Sujin looked at Zhao Yuanzhen's face and looked at his eyes full of pain."

Jin'er, I" He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, "Imperial Doctor Ling, he is my uncle, my uncle's uncle." ”Chai Sujin sighed, "For me, for the sake of me dying once, can you let go of your hatred, can you stop taking revenge like this, and let go of my father."

Let my brother go" "I don't want their lives, before I met you, I thought.After I met you, I was shaken" Zhao Yuanzhen buried his head in his lap and said in a muffled voice."

Why do you want to do that now, you know.Your uncle's heart has changed, he is no longer the same person he used to be, and what he sees now is not the hatred of the past, but the authority in a high position.He must not be the same uncle who took care of you anymore. ”Chai Sujin said slowly, "He persecuted you so much.and love the life of your beloved" "Jin'er. ”Zhao Yuanzhen interrupted her and looked up at her.Chai Sujin also looked back at him.The four eyes met for a long time, like a silent communication, more like a soul communication.Outside the window, it seemed to be raining again.The dark night has passed.The sky gradually turned white, and the lamps and candles in the house seemed to be blown by the wind of the lattices of the doors and windows, swaying, and poofing out.In the silence of the bedroom, a soft sigh was heard.In this sigh, the two of them turned their eyes away."

I'm forcing you too," Chai Sujin asked in a very soft voice, with a bitter taste in his tone.Zhao Yuanzhen shook his head, "I'm sorry, Jin'er."

I can't face the innocent death of more than 100 people from the Yu family.I have to, I have to do something.The hatred in the heart can be appeased.Otherwise, I'm going to be driven crazy by myself.It's not my uncle who is pushing me, I'm pushing myself.I could still keep my ears shut at his voice, but how could I not listen to the howl of my own heart":