Chai Sujin didn't open his eyes, but his nose was unbearable.She has not cried, in front of outsiders, she has not shed tears, although when she heard the news, her heart seemed to be suffocated in an instant, but she has been suppressing her emotions.But at this moment, there are no others around, and there is no attention from others.She couldn't hold back any longer, and tears welled up in her eyes.Along the corners of the eyes, it flows into the sideburns and into the cochlea.She didn't raise her hand to wipe it, she just curled herself up and curled up tightly, she hugged her shoulders.I couldn't even cry, I just shed tears silently.Tears soaked the pillow under her head, and she could barely breathe.Her father died and hanged herself, and she still couldn't save her father in the end, and in the end she could only watch him leave her so powerlessly.No.She hadn't even been able to see it with her own eyes, but she had heard, heard that he had left her.That was her father, the father she looked up to and relied on to this day.What she did was for why she came from Fang City.All the way was thrilling, camping in the capital, planning and calculating, and why did her father finally leave her, she didn't change anything, and she couldn't even save her father's life.Chai Sujin's shoulders shook, and the suppressed sobbing sound made the huge room look extremely dull.She was curled up in a pitiful lump like a helpless kitten.Her former sharp claws are no longer visible.In front of others, she never seems to be soft, never gives up, and does not know how to be discouraged.But after being a woman, she is also a weak little woman who needs to be protected and appeased.Her master calculated her.The man she loved was unconscious, her father had left her, her maidservants were afraid of her, her brothers were not seen in the palace, and the name of the other who could not understand her alone suddenly came to mind.If Ma Wenzhao was in the capital at this time, if he was there, what would he say and what would he do Chai Sujin sniffed and slowly opened her eyes, her eyes were bloody.If Ma Wenzhao is here, he will definitely laugh at her, laugh at her, plan a plan, but it is just a void, and no one can save it" No, no" Chai Sujin shook his head again and again, as if refuting his words, "It's not a void, I should have understood that when my father handed me the holy decree, he had already planned everything, he decided to leave us early in the morning, he hanged himself, and his imperial reputation was full, and more importantly, he was ready for the crown prince to turn the tables" What will Ma Wenzhao say will say that she is whimsical" No, no wonder the last time we met, my father forced me to swear, vowed to do everything he could to protect the crown prince, he had already planned it" Chai Sujin raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and nodded heavily, "Yes, I understand, I understand what he said to me at the end, it turns out that he is preparing here" Chai Sujin shook his head, as if to shake off the grief in his heart, or to get rid of Ma Wenzhao's influence on her in his mind.She wiped away the wet tears on her face, but she couldn't dry her wet sideburns, and she didn't care about it at this time.Hurriedly sat up from the Hu bed, "Since my father has arranged everything, he has paid for his life.Then I must do the rest for him, I can't let him die in vain" Chai Sujin took a deep breath and stood up.But the feeling of being lightheaded, made her unsteady on her feet, swaying, and she fell back on the bed.She had no choice but to summon the Lingzhi Immortal Grass, pick up the fairy dew on the Lingzhi Immortal Grass, and pour it into her mouth.The cool and fragrant fairy dew fell into the mouth.It seems to bring her vigor and vitality.Her whole body was lifted, and her energy seemed to come back immediately.The feeling of exhaustion on my body has also faded.She stood up again, her eyes clear and refreshed.There is a force sprouting in my heart, and the previous sadness is painful.It all seemed to have turned into the power to get her back on her feet and fight her enemies again.She turned around and went into the inner room, took out the needle naan in her arms, took off her clothes for Zhao Yuanzhen, held the gold needle in her hand, and moved quickly to needle him.Her eyes were focused.The technique is extremely accurate, and the wrists and fingers are stable.Where can I see that she is trembling and unable to stand steadily, and her calm and suitable people are like two people.If it is said that this is the power of Ganoderma lucidum fairy grass, it is not said that it is Ganoderma lucidum fairy grass that stimulates the unwillingness and unwillingness to admit defeat hidden in her heart.It took about half an hour to apply needles to Zhao Yuanzhen's whole body.When she put the gold needle away, she was already sweating profusely.But seeing that Zhao Yuanzhen, who was lying on the bed, gradually recovered, and his breathing became more calm and powerful, everything was not in vain.There is no effort in vain.Chai Sujin said to herself, she must be a ghost who has fallen into the heart of the demon, she came from Fangcheng, and everything she did in the capital, how could it be meaningless If there were no such plans and preparations, now they are afraid that they will all be the souls of Yu Zhende's knife.Where is there a chance to turn the tables, the Chai family not only wants to hand over the country to others, but also to shed blood, the Chai family's relatives have become playthings in his hands, and now they still have a chance, a chance to recover the mountains and rivers, and a chance to turn everything around.Chai Sujin, who didn't have any effort in vain, gritted his teeth and nodded to himself, "The one who gives up first is a coward." ”"Who is the coward?"
asked the man on the bed, in a dumb voice.She immediately looked down, Zhao Yuanzhen on the bed slowly opened her eyes, there was still some confusion and weakness in her eyes, "Well, who do you say is a coward" "What you said at the beginning, do you still count" Chai Sujin took his hand and sat down on the edge of the bed.Zhao Yuanzhen looked at her expressionlessly, only his eyes showed concentration and pity, "I have counted everything I said to you."
Which sentence are you talking about now"" is the sentence that you will avenge Jin'er and your wife.Can you still do it" Chai Sujin asked slowly with an indifferent smile on his face.Zhao Yuanzhen lowered his head, and his gaze fell on his palm."
Do you know, why I didn't resist at all, and took that palm unguarded" Chai Sujin looked at him silently, looking at his expressionless face.For the first time, I felt that this face would not cry or smile.Actually, it's not that indifferent.Under the expressionless jade face is his soft and considerate heart."
I owe him, I owe him a life, I owe him the kindness of raising him.If I don't give it back to him, I won't be at ease.For so many years, I listened to whatever he told me to do.When you left me, I only felt that I had nothing to love, what a colt, what a great enemy.Man lives by love, not by hate.I didn't want to take revenge anymore, and I didn't want to live anymore. ”Zhao Yuanzhen pointed to the cup on the table in the distance.Chai Sujin hurriedly got up.Pour water for him.And mixed a little bit of Ganoderma lucidum fairy dew into the clear water, and came to the bedside and fed him to drink.Zhao Yuanzhen leaned on the head of the bed and sat more straight, "Is it that with Jin'er by your side, even ordinary tea will become sweeter and more delicious" Chai Sujin took the empty cup."
Don't interrupt, keep talking.""
He forced me, saying that my life was his, and if he didn't call me dead, I wouldn't even be qualified to die."
Zhao Yuanzhen sighed, "So I didn't go with you."
not only survived, but also obeyed his arrangement, showed loyalty in front of the saint, and later married the princess of Chu.Jin'er, none of this is what I wanted. ”Chai Sujin nodded, "I believe in you." ”"Yesterday's palm, he used all his strength, even if he saw me blocking in front of you, he didn't withdraw his strength.I knew, even in his eyes, that he wanted me to die. ”Zhao Yuanzhen lowered his head and said.His voice was a little soft, and he didn't know how many emotions were hidden in his voice.Chai Sujin held his hand.Warm him with the warm palms of his own hands.He seemed to want to smile and say that he was fine, but on the jade face, there was only a calm, "Don't comfort me, although there is sadness and loss."
But that's good.After catching his palm, I thought that I was going to die, and I could support myself, wait for you to leave the Golden Kui Pavilion, and watch you get in the carriage and leave, I thought it was my limit.But God brought me back to life again," Zhao Yuanzhen raised his eyes and looked at Chai Sujin.His eyes were burning and bright, "Now that I have come to life, my life is my own, I no longer owe him, he has taken away the life he gave me" Chai Sujin nodded slowly, and a smile overflowed on the corner of his mouth."
Brother Zhen, it's good to see you like this.""
Thank you."
Zhao Yuanzhen suddenly held her face and said emotionally.Chai Sujin was stunned for a moment, "Thank you for what" "Thank you for coming back, thank you for not giving up on finding the truth, thank you If you didn't come back, I might have fallen unconsciously, completely reduced to a person like my uncle, and lost myself in hatred and power."
If you hadn't come back, I wouldn't have had the opportunity to see my heart clearly, and I wouldn't have had the courage to pursue my own life, my own preferences.If you hadn't come back, I would have been dead by the palm of yesterday. ”He pulled up the quilt and looked at his bare body covered under the quilt, "It's just that there are so many needle eyes, when will it recover" Chai Sujin lowered his eyes.Her eyes were a little hot, and she snorted lightly, "This needle eye will stay on you for a lifetime and will never fade" Zhao Yuanzhen reached out and took her into his arms, hugged her tightly, his chin rested on her shoulder, he took a deep breath and sniffed the fragrance on her body, "It's good, it's so good, just keep it for a lifetime, don't go away for a lifetime It's what you said, you can't go back" Chai Sujin hesitated for a moment, finally reached out and slowly hugged him
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