Chai Sujin hurriedly shook her head, but when she looked at the maid and servant waiting outside the door, her words were held in her throat and eyes, and she couldn't spit it out.It's not that she can't trust Brother Xuan, now Brother Xuan has prejudices against her, he doesn't believe in her wholeheartedly, and he doesn't regard her as his own sister."
If I leave the capital, I will definitely take you with me."
Chai Sujin said slowly, every word seemed to use a lot of strength.Brother Xuan immediately laughed, and only stopped after a while, "You really have plans to leave Beijing, but you want me to inquire from elsewhere." ”"Brother Xuan, if you believe me, why do you want to ask me from others," Chai Sujin asked with gloomy eyes."
I asked you.I've asked you to your face every time, but when you've told me so happily, you've only been prevaricating to me. ”Brother Xuan hooked the corners of his mouth and said.Chai Sujin raised his eyes and looked at Brother Xuan.Looking at this old man who was stupid, he would rather be injured himself, but he had to protect her brother regardless of it.looked at this younger brother who believed her no matter what she said, and did what she said.Day by day, growing taller than her, tall and legged when they grew into a big boy, the distance between them.But all of a sudden, it was far away.Maybe it wasn't the result of today's sudden, but the reason had been planted a long time ago, whether it was when she hid it from him and planned to enter the Imperial Doctor's Office, or when she hid it from him and deliberately fell into the hands of the Imperial Doctor's Order, or when she was curing the Holy Lord's illness and deliberately staying in the palace, there were too many opportunities for sisters and brothers to be closer to each other.There are too many opportunities that can explain the past and present lives, and she has missed them all for life.It has been delayed until now, until he learned from the mouths of others, and delayed until they were alienated from each other's eyes and could no longer see the deep conviction.Isn't she wrong, "I'm sorry, Brother Xuan, I didn't mean to hide it from you." ”Chai Sujin said.It's just that the more you hide it, the more you hide it, the more you don't know how to explain it.So much so that there is no way to explain it at all.Brother Xuan smiled, "No need to explain. ”Chai Sujin looked up at him."
Lest I leak the news again."
Brother Xuan said.Chai Sujin shook his head, frowning with regret, "Brother Xuan" "I won't leave the capital with you." ”Brother Xuan'er said, "I have already told the uncle of the Ji family, after you leave the capital, I will live in their house."
Although with my current ability, I can't avenge my parents and grandfather, but I won't give up.I can't forget the Chai family's deep blood feud, and I can't watch the enemy live freely, but I am indifferent. ”Chai Sujin pursed his lips and stared at Brother Xuan, without saying a word."
This hatred, now uh, or rather, has nothing to do with you all along, you don't have to continue to carry it, or pretend to carry it.I'll just carry it on my back.Before leaving," Brother Xuan glanced up at her, "Let's go and meet the Ji family, it's all about friendship." ”"Brother Xuan.You don't have to talk to me like this" Before Chai Sujin's words were finished, Brother Xuan immediately stood up."
It's up to you whether to go or not, I don't force it, I can't force you, tomorrow night's family dinner, if you go, don't go too late."
Brother Xuan took a deep look at her and walked away.After he left, Chai Sujin sat for a long time.Even the tea soup in her hand was cold, so she stood up slowly.Return to Zhao Yuanzhen's room."
Why do you look lost and depressed, and you talk about it unpleasantly," Zhao Yuanzhen asked.Chai Sujin glanced at him and took out a needle naan, "Yes, it's unpleasant, he didn't treat me as a sister."
Now, are you happy" Zhao Yuanzhen shook his head again and again, "I won't do the needle today, how can I be happy tomorrow If you are not happy, how can I be happy" Chai Sujin looked at the golden needle in his hand, "No."
You have to eat food every day, and your illness naturally has to be cured every day, your injuries are not healed, and today's needles cannot be saved. ”Zhao Yuanzhen's face was expressionless, but there was a helpless smile in his tone, "But how do I think, you clearly have a little bit of the meaning of spilling resentment on me" Chai Sujin hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled slightly, "Then you are really worried, I have always been a doctor and a parent to patients." ”Zhao Yuanzhen looked at her in disbelief."
Get down."
She said forcefully.Zhao Yuanzhen can't.I had to lie down as I said.Chai Sujin immediately twisted the needle into the acupoint.He snorted constantly, "It hurts a lot today" "Delusion." ”Chai Su brocade does not change color.The next afternoon, Chai Sujin came back from the courtyard, changed his clothes, and sat in the room looking at the window in a silent daze.It's like you're thinking about things while you're waiting, and it's as if you're just emptying yourself."
If you don't want to go, don't go, who knows what he and Chun Kaitian are muttering."
Zhao Yuanzhen put down the letter secretly sent by his old cronies, came to her side, held her shoulder and said.Chai Sujin shook his head, "I'm going." ”"What if he wants to calculate you," Zhao Yuanzhen reminded.Chai Sujin glanced up at him."
Not my villain's heart.But the heart of defense is indispensable, and you also know that he no longer regards you as a sister, so he is not your brother. ”Zhao Yuanzhen said in a low voice."
No," Chai shook his head."
He doesn't think I'm a sister, he's my brother.It's not that I don't know that he will calculate me, Chunlu's father and grandfather were punished by you because of a plate of phoenix claws, and the family fell from the imperial kitchen to a prisoner, and had to leave the capital pitifully, grandpa died of illness on the road, and my father was seriously ill.Her uncle sold her into slavery.From a good family with a small jasper, he has been reduced to a lowly slave.She deserves to hate me. ”Zhao Yuanzhen frowned, "And this matter, why didn't you say it earlier" "Say it early, and you will dispose of Chunlu." ”Chai Sujin said."
It's not good to deal with her, she is talking nonsense in front of Brother Xuan, without her instigation, maybe the relationship between your sister and brother will not be as troubled as it is today, you know.At the beginning, it was because of Chunlu" Zhao Yuanzhen frowned, "No, I'll ask someone to take down that maid." ”"I know," Chai Sujin shook his head and said, "I know it's because of the spring dew."
Today there is spring dew between us.There is a possibility of autumn dew in the future.The trust between people, if it is instigated by a sentence or two from others, will be lost, and if I don't have the ability to discern and judge myself, then this younger brother, I will lose it sooner or later. ”Zhao Yuanzhen stood still with his hands down, looking at her deeply."
Therefore, I didn't do anything to Chunlu, but if he believed in Chunlu and consulted with her against me, then I would have suffered it too.After all, I did occupy the body of someone else's sister, and he took revenge on me, and I was not wronged. ”Chai Sujin got up and said, "I should go." ”"Let Ruan Qing follow you," Zhao Yuanzhen said uncertainly.Chai Sujin hesitated for a moment and nodded slowly."
It's fine."
Zhao Yuanzhen immediately breathed a sigh of relief, "Come back early." ”Chai Sujin smiled, but his smile was a little desolate and lonely.She asked someone to find Brother Xuan, and prepared a generous gift, and went to Ji's house together.Brother Xuan was going to ride a horse, but Chai Sujin stood on the stool and looked at him and said, "Let's sit in the carriage together, I remember that when we entered the capital together, you sat in the carriage with me."
I don't know if there will be such an opportunity in the future. ”Brother Xuan'er frowned.Chai Sujin smiled and bent over the carriage.Brother Xuan hesitated for a moment, threw the horsewhip, and jumped into the car.Ruan Qing and the guards of the Marquis of An Guo escorted the carriage in front of and behind the road.The carriage shook gently, and the window hung with jasper wind, and the crunch of the jingle was very good.There is also a wall bottle hanging on the wall of the carriage, and the white single-petal jasmine is inserted in the bottle, and the sweet aroma makes people feel refreshed.The atmosphere inside the carriage seemed to be very good.It's just that Brother Xuan, who has a stiff face, doesn't seem to be in a good mood.Chai Sujin opened the small drawer in the middle of the square, and a delicate snack box was placed in the small drawer.She opened the box, and immediately a crispy smell escaped, mixed with the scent of jasmine, which made people even more appetizing."
The dim sum is still hot, I specially called it made in the kitchen, and it is your favorite flavor.It's just that I don't know if the craftsmanship of Chunlu is good.Speaking of which, I haven't tasted the craft of spring dew for a long time. ”Chai Sujin said slowly.Brother Xuan immediately turned his face to look at her, "You still want to taste the craftsmanship of spring dew" Chai Sujin smiled and shook his head.Brother Xuan frowned, "What does this mean?"
"I don't dare to taste her craftsmanship again." ”Chai Sujin said slowly."
Why is something wrong with her" Brother Xuan ignored the crispy dim sum and stared at Chai Sujin and asked."
Brother Xuan, do you believe it, no matter who I am, you are my brother.This is immutable.Because I have Chai Yuyu's body and face, whether you admit it or not, I am your sister. ”Chai Sujin said, "But in front of some people, I have another identity, although it is a thing of the past, I can't escape." ”: