"I don't think you are selfish, and I have never blamed you for it.
As long as it is your choice, I will respect and support it.
I know that Ye Guanqing's death has hit you hard, and I also know that you are suffering more than anyone else, so That's why you subconsciously choose to escape and don't want to wake up for so long.
I know all this, so I won't blame you.
Qingyou, do you know how sad I feel when I know that you don't want to wake up.
Does it hurt?
I'm not feeling uncomfortable because you don't want to wake up, but I feel sorry for you and blame myself for not protecting you.
If I had been more alert that night, I would have discovered that the fire in the confidential room was actually just a fire.
A trap is a trap for the other party to make false claims, then the following series of things will not happen, Ye Guanqing will not die, your brother will not be injured, and neither will you."
Thinking that Song Qingyou would never be able to get pregnant again, Lu Jingchen couldn't help but clenched her hands tightly, her eyes filled with self-blame and pain.
"This is none of your business.
Don't take everything on yourself.
We already have Xiaoye and Yueyue.
Even if I can't get pregnant again, I don't have any regrets, really."
Song Qingyou knew that Lu Jingchen was thinking about her inability to get pregnant, so she couldn't help but shook her head vigorously.
Although she was a little hard to accept the news when she first heard it, she slowly thought about it after thinking about it quietly for a long time.
She and Lu Jingchen already have two lovely children, Lu Jiye and Lu Qingyue.
Even if they don't have children in the future, she won't feel any regrets in life.
"It's obviously my fault.
I shouldn't have ignored you and the child, selfishly chosen to escape, and escaped for so long, making you worry about me.
Xiaoye and Yueyue had just been born at that time, and it was when they needed me, and I But I don’t care about them, I don’t deserve to be a mother at all.”
This year, it was when Lu Jiye and Lu Qingyue needed her, but she turned a blind eye to them because of selfishness and cowardice.
Without companionship, no care, and no participation in their growth, they lack maternal love.
She owed them all this.
Hearing Song Qingyou's choked voice, Lu Jingchen couldn't help but raise her head buried in his chest.
When she saw the tears on her face, she reached out and gently wiped the tears from her cheeks.
"Stop crying.
If you continue to cry, you will turn into a cat.
Let the past pass.
The happiest thing for me is that you finally wake up safely.
As long as you wake up, nothing else matters.
The rest of your life is still alive.
Very long, you have a lot of time to spend with me and the children, so you don’t have to feel guilty about it.”
"Lu Jingchen, thank you."
Song Qingyou raised her eyes and looked at Lu Jingchen, her eyes full of seriousness.
She wanted to say this thank you to Lu Jingchen a long time ago.
Ever since Lu Jingchen appeared in her life, he had given her so much help, tolerance, and love.
Whenever she encounters difficulties, he will always solve them for her immediately and never tell her.
Whenever she was timid and cowardly, he was the one who held up the sky for her so that she could do it without any scruples.
Lu Jingchen is the person she can rely on without any scruples in her life, and the person she wants to accompany her until she grows old.
She can clearly feel his love for her, his kindness to her, and his disregard for her.
He deserves her to love, accompany, and stay together.
For the rest of her life, she wanted to accompany him
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