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Chapter Ninety-Five: How Long Do You Want To Lie To Yourself?


The two stood quietly for a long time apart from a long distance, as if a century long looked at each other, Su Zi's fingers covering the edge of the table were pinched by her until they hurt, and her long eyelashes trembled, and at the moment when the tears fell, Su Zi suddenly came back to his senses, quickly turned away from his gaze, and at the same time quickly reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and when his eyes touched the food on the table, he suddenly turned his head, and his full chest was full of air that he couldn't spit out.Su Zi tried to pull out a smile, squirmed his lips and pretended to be calm."

Are you hungry or not, I made dinner."

Fu Yunting's face did not change and he stepped forward with slender and straight long legs, walked to the side of the sofa, reached out and put the suit on the armrest of the sofa casually, and at the same time reached out and untied the tie at the neckline with two fingers, and threw it on the suit, Fu Yunting walked to the dining table, and reached out to unbutton the first three buttons at the collar of the shirt as he walked, revealing healthy honey-colored skin, and casually unbuttoned the diamond buttons on the cuffs at the wrist, and pulled the shirt cuffs to the elbows.Su Zi looked at his movements in one go, and his fascination fell deeply on his figure getting closer and closer, until Xinchang's figure fell a shadow on her, Su Zi suddenly came back to his senses, turned his back to him helplessly, stood with his back to him, and his slightly rough hand involuntarily stretched out to the vegetable bowl at hand.It was cold when she started, and suddenly remembered that she had been waiting for him for an hour, and the food had already been cold, Su Zi said at a loss."

The dish is cold, I'll go hot it."

Su Zi hurriedly picked up the vegetable bowl in her hand, but the moment she turned around, a pair of warm palms brushed her side and covered her small hands, and said in a light tone."

Let's eat it like this."

Hearing this, Su Zi gently put down the bowl in his hand, pursed his lips, and then nodded heavily.The two of them sat in their seats as usual, and Su Zi was distracted with the rice in the bowl.But I didn't eat any of it.On the side, Fu Yunting's face was cold, and he ate the food in the bowl with a sudden expression, and there was no intention of a trace of depression in the quiet space, and the two ate quietly, and no one took the initiative to break the tranquility.Su Zi didn't take a bite during the whole process, Fu Yunting finished all the food in the bowl, and in a daze, Su Zi's eyes casually glanced at Fu Yunting.How long has it been since she had taken a good look at this face, everything seemed to have happened yesterday, and she still remembers that in the heavy rain, they hugged each other warmly, deeply feeling each other's existence.But why has everything become different, in the subtle air, it is the alienation of the two, and it is a strangeness that has never been before.What the hell is going on with them Su Zi stood up silently with his head down, and reached out to take the empty bowl in front of him to his side, but the moment she just raised her hand with the bowl, Fu Yunting held down her hand, and the warm temperature spread from the back of her hand, Su Zi was slightly stunned, and her heart that was trying to contain it kept jumping wildly.Su Zi bit her lip, her fingers curled in his palm, and she stood in front of him like this.Neither looked up nor spoken, and the silent appearance of the person who watched was worried for a while."

Why don't you ask" Fu Yunting's mellow voice was like the last note of the cello, low and magnetic, and the aftersound came into her ears like a curl, and even hit her heart, shaking her internal organs and hurting.His voice was so steady, so careless, as if he had been waiting for her to ask, his beautiful eyes fluttered, and his long eyelashes fell a row of shadows on her eyelids, Su Zi bit his lip and finally raised his eyes, looking at his deep black eyes, from those black eyes, Su Zi clearly saw his reflection in his eyes.She thought that she had hidden it well along the way, and she hadn't even made a small movement, but she clearly saw a woman with red eyes, a pale face, and a lower lip flap that was almost bitten by her, and there was a huge pain hidden but desperately endured in his cold eyes.But that woman is not her, who is it The moment the air in her chest was drained, she asked him with a light smile with red eyes and a choked voice."

What do you want me to ask" It was clearly a pair of extremely weak eyes, but in those eyes, he tried his best to hide this weakness in the bottom of his eyes, and the stubbornness that flashed between the slightest weakness but he was a little unbearable, Fu Yunting opened his eyes coldly, not wanting to continue to fall into these innocent eyes, just listen to him."

Ask what you want."

Su Zi tried hard to curb the throbbing in his heart, forcefully pulled the hand he held out of his palm, and immediately picked up his bowl and turned his back, but the tears slipped from the corners of his eyes at the moment he turned around, and dripped onto the back of his hand, but it was hot and infiltrating, biting his lip hard, Su Zi pinched the flesh on the back of her hand fiercely, and the pain was everywhere, as if the heartache like a knife cut was covered, and she slowly spoke."

I don't have anything to ask."

He immediately walked towards the kitchen and hid in the kitchen as if he had to escape.Behind him, Fu Yunting stood up from the chair with a "Huo" sound, and with his movements, the chair Huo Ran was torn apart for a distance, and the chair leg made a piercing sound on the tile, and he stood not far away, and said to her."

Su Zi, escaping is never the best way to solve it, if you don't face it, it doesn't mean that the problem doesn't exist."

Hearing this, Su Zi, who walked to the door of the kitchen, suddenly paused, and in the stuttering pace, Su Zi stepped into the kitchen without looking back after all.In the kitchen, Su Zi closed her eyes deeply and opened them again, trying to regulate her sour emotions, she understood that she was not alone now, no matter what, she had to take care of the child in her belly.After sorting out his emotions, Su Zicai walked out of the kitchen, raised his face and found that Fu Yunting was still standing there, looking at her painlessly, Su Zi lowered his eyes, and slowly moved his steps to his side, the familiar smell was immediately inhaled into the tip of his nose, but mixed with a trace of taste that did not belong to him.Two figures standing side by side suddenly appeared in front of him, and Su Zi immediately took his hand and said."

Let's take a shower first, look at how you look like a dusty servant."

Fu Yunting stared at her coldly, and immediately shook off her hand coldly, and said in a cold voice."

Su Zi, don't lie to yourself, what you see is the truth, it's the truth."

As the words fell, Fu Yunting's slender fingers rested on Su Zi's delicate chin, forcing her to look at him."

You still want to lie to yourself until you don't mind, I can meet all your requirements."

As he spoke, Fu Yunting pinched her chin and narrowed the distance between the two.The empty hand immediately covered her waist and rubbed slightly, as if to foreshadow something.Before Su Zi could react, Fu Yunting grabbed her from the ground with one hand over her shoulders and the other hand across her legs, and walked to the bedroom upstairs with her long legs.Su Zi was forcibly held in his arms, how long did she think about that warm and wide chest, and how long did she think about the tenderness that belonged to him, she sank secretly, and even reached out to hug his neck.She really misses him, thinks about him like crazy, even if he has the smell of other women, she still rubs him tightly, she is afraid that as soon as she lets go, the man in front of her will disappear.She was already terrified of the feeling.Fu Yunting walked into the bedroom with heavy eyes, rudely threw her on the bed, immediately untied the restraints on her body, covered her without any emotion, and bit her skin several times like cruelty, the tossing and turning pain, the pain Su Zi couldn't help frowning, and at that moment, Su Zi came back to his senses in an instant.As if thinking of something, Su Zi pushed the man on his body away with all his might, raised his hand and slapped him in the face fiercely.His pupils were slightly sluggish, and Su Zi stared at his red and trembling palms in astonishment, and looked at Fu Yunting who was slapped in the face by himself in disbelief.Su Zi shook his head in pain, and his body kept shrinking back."

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, no."

Fu Yunting obviously didn't expect Su Zi to have such a big reaction, but things have come to this point, and he can't afford him to retreat, he tried his best to fall her into his tenderness step by step, not letting her taste some bitterness, how can he be worthy of everything he has carefully prepared for her, he wants her, isn't he just watching her in pain, watching her in pain Fu Yunting approached her with a cold face.Pulling her retreating foot with one hand roughly, dragging her towards him without pity, Su Zi was pulled down on the bed, looking at him incredulously with stunned eyes, she had never seen such a cruel Fu Yunting, and her bloodshot eyes seemed to devour her.What happened to him What happened to them didn't have time for her to think, Fu Yunting pressed it again, with overwhelming strength, quickly untied the shackles on her body, and broke in quickly and ruthlessly, ignoring the dryness of her body, just stirring up the wind and clouds so unscrupulously.Su Zi didn't have the strength to push her away at all, but the discomfort caused by her body made her extremely uncomfortable, and at this time, her eyes suddenly darkened, and she couldn't see anything anymore, Su Zi grabbed his back in horror, his long nails were deeply embedded in his flesh, but he was even more crazy and tyrannical.There is no moment of fear and despair than now, even when she was insulted by Qin Chu, she even did not hesitate to bite her tongue and force her, but the man in front of her had penetrated into her bone marrow and grown into her flesh, how could she remove him He was her life, she could no longer suppress the sadness in her heart, and burst out the pent-up emotions for a long time.Su Zi beat the man who was giving her pain inch by inch, and the broken voice hysterically overflowed from the corner of her mouth."

Fu Yunting, what's wrong with us, what's wrong with us, why are you doing this to me, why are you doing this to me, why" Su Zi cried in despair under him, his broken voice was like a sharp knife carved into his heart, he was stunned, his deep black eyes trembled inadvertently, and the next moment, he asked her fiercely.Su Zi cried and shook his head, and said in a choked voice."

It hurts, Fu Yunting, I hurt, I hurt, it's okay for you to lighten it.Okay, I beg you, I beg you. ”Su Zi shed tears, grabbed his shoulders with both hands, shouted with a heart-rending voice, his smaller body was so cold that he trembled, in this painful love, he finally lost the battle, until her body was no longer tense and cold, he hugged her tightly in his arms, and waited until she gradually got used to him, and then took her to this killing-like wind and moon.Like a desperate roar, Su Zi endured the gentleness of his succession.I closed my eyes and slowly sank in.She finally understood that she needed him, and that their children needed him.After the passion, Su Zi fainted in his arms with tears streaming down his face, in the dark, Fu Yunting took advantage of the moonlight outside the window, her cold eyes fell on her uneasy face, her pale face and eyebrows were tightly pressed together, her smaller body was as thin as paper and curled up in his arms, and her hands were unconsciously pulled tightly on her chest, as if she had no sense of security at all.The slender fingers couldn't help but caress her thin face, but suddenly stopped when they touched her face.The green tendons on the back of the hand are straight and convex.What's wrong with him, he obviously came to stimulate her, but he lost control in front of her, especially when he saw her weak and helpless eyes, he couldn't help but want her.In the days of separation, he no longer looked at the monitoring in his notebook, and when he met twice, he saw her desperate appearance, and his heart hidden in the depths of his heart was faintly uncomfortable.The black eyes were heavy, and he forcibly suppressed the strangeness in his heart, Fu Yunting closed his five fingers into a fist with an indifferent expression, stood up from the bed without hesitation, stood on the edge of the bed with a tall posture and stood straight, after all, he still didn't glance at the woman on the bed, took out a set of clothes from the closet and put them on, and left the villa without looking back.The next day, when Su Zi woke up, it was already noon, his eyes subconsciously looked at the side beside him, the bed was already empty, the slender five fingers covered the bed, there was no temperature at all, obviously he had been gone for a long time.Sighing faintly, Su Zi sat up from the bed with her arms propped up, her tired body was tired and sore, and there was a faint discomfort in her lower abdomen, when she went to the pregnant woman class, the teacher said that it was best not to have sex in the first three months, but yesterday like this, Su Zi didn't react at all, besides, they really haven't been together for a long time, even if he forced her despite her wishes, she actually sank like this, she loved him after all.But what is going on with that woman, is he really tired of himself Putting aside the initial unpleasantness, their fit is clearly so harmonious, and his last gentleness is clearly tied to the past feelings, how can she believe that he doesn't love her anymore His head hurt faintly, Su Zi rubbed his headache with his palm uncomfortably, think about it or don't think about it so much, she is his legal wife, and she is pregnant with his child, everything is already a foregone conclusion.This time, she will not obediently give her husband to others, even if it is not for herself, she must consider the child in her womb, besides, she doesn't believe that Fu Yunting has changed her mind like this.After thinking about it, he suddenly became enlightened, and after packing up his emotions, Su Zi stood up from the bed, walked to the bathroom with his legs open, and washed.After tidying up, Su Zi walked downstairs, and as soon as she reached the staircase, there were some small sounds from the kitchen.With his pupils stagnant, Su Zi ran down the stairs to the kitchen door in surprise, and his originally surprised eyes couldn't help but slowly dim when he touched the figure in the kitchen.It's not him, sure enough, he still left, "Well, Su Zi, you woke up, I just went upstairs and saw that you were sleeping deeply, so I didn't call you." ”In the kitchen, Fu Siyu was pouring the packaged porridge into the bowl, when he heard a voice behind him, he thought that Su Zi should have woken up, and when he turned around, it was really her, and said at the same time."

You go to the restaurant and sit down, and I'll bring you the porridge."

Fu Siyu turned around and continued to pour porridge for her as she spoke, and when her beautiful eyes were withdrawn, she inadvertently glanced at Su Zi's neck, which was nothing special, but there seemed to be something wrong.Fu Siyu frowned suspiciously, shook his head unintentionally, and couldn't help but turn his head and poke at Su Zi's neck, it's okay not to look at it, it simply startled Fu Siyu at first glance, how fierce is this to leave such deep traces, it is completely like being bitten by a dog.Seeing that her beautiful and delicate collarbone was mottled, it stands to reason that Fu Siyu would not see this trace, Su Zi has always been conservative in her clothes, and it is autumn, and the collar is not as low as in summer.But looking at her panting appearance, it seemed that she was running over, and the collar was tilted to one side with her movements, which happened to expose her collarbone, and she saw it."

Your husband came back last night" Thinking of her eyes that were so hopeful that she was lost just now, it seems that Su Zi just thought that the person in the kitchen was her husband, no wonder Su Zi was going to the supermarket yesterday, but how did she know that her husband would definitely come back, is it a tacit understanding between each other, so why does her husband still look for a woman outside?

Su Zi was slightly stunned, and looked at Fu Siyu in confusion, seeing that her inquiring gaze had been falling on her, following her fiery gaze.The clothes that he was wearing were crooked to the side, and it happened to expose the traces of last night, Su Zi suddenly blushed, and hurriedly reached out to pull the crooked collar well, and inadvertently remembered the madness of the two of them last night, Su Zi turned his head unnaturally, bit his lip shyly, and hummed softly."

You don't care if he is with other women" Hearing this, Su Zi suddenly frowned, and his pink face was immediately dyed pale, saying that he didn't care, of course he lied to himself, but what can he do if he cares, I really can't tell what it's like in my heart.It's just that she still doesn't believe it.Seeing Su Zi so forbearing, she didn't know if the woman in front of her had a brain, she caught her husband with another woman on the spot yesterday, she really didn't care if it was his husband who used force on her Fu Siyu's heart trembled suddenly, she is still pregnant with a child, doing such a drastic action, what if she hurts the child, not to mention that Su Zi's body can't withstand such a fierce exercise at all, thinking that Fu Siyu hurriedly walked up to her and observed her whole before asking."

Are you sick to your stomach, haven't you told your husband that you are pregnant" Su Zi frowned, and just wanted to answer, but Fu Siyu suddenly took her hand.Walked all the way to the door, saying as he walked."

No, let's go to the hospital, otherwise I won't worry."

said that without waiting for Su Zi to answer, she opened the door and pulled Su Zi into Leng Ling's car and went to the hospital, Su Zi didn't even have time to change her slippers, she was pulled into the car by Fu Siyu, but she did feel a little uncomfortable in her stomach when she got up in the morning, not only her stomach, but it seemed that the whole person was a little uncomfortable, and she couldn't say that it was uncomfortable.When he arrived at the hospital, Fu Siyu dragged Su Zi to do a series of examinations.He took all the reports in his hands, and Su Zi didn't give them if he wanted to see them.Seeing Fu Siyu like this, Su Zi couldn't help but smile, she really felt that she was more nervous about her body than herself, after taking the report, Fu Siyu arranged Su Zi in the lounge and asked her to sit here obediently, she went to the doctor's office to ask about the situation, and then told her later.After doing a series of inspections, Su Zi was indeed a little tired and did not refuse, so he sat in the lounge and waited for Fu Siyu with peace of mind, Fu Siyu went for a long time, Su Zi also waited for a long time, looked at the clock in the lounge, and unconsciously Fu Siyu had been gone for more than half an hour.Su Zi couldn't help frowning, could it be that there was something bad about the baby's beautiful eyes, Su Zi immediately stood up from the stool, she had been to the doctor's office, and she walked over with ease.It's just that when Su Zi just walked to the corner of the corridor, he saw a figure that was not familiar but deeply rooted in his mind, and saw her sitting at the door of the ultrasound room, as if she was waiting for something.Su Zi's heart sank suddenly, his breathing couldn't help but become short, and the hand hanging by his side suddenly tightened.Could it be that Su Zi shook his head in disbelief, and his steps involuntarily stepped back, Su Zi bit his lip and turned sideways in pain.When he opened his legs and turned around, he wanted to run, but suddenly someone came out behind him, and the two collided directly, Su Zi's whole body crashed into his arms, and his weightless body fell backwards.The person in front of her quickly reached out to support her shoulder, allowing her to stand firmly, and when she saw the person in her arms, Lu Yan couldn't help but be stunned."

Su Zi, are you okay" Su Zi shook his head with a pale face and didn't speak, his shaky body stood there as if he was falling with the wind.Lu Yan twisted her eyebrows, what did she encounter again, how could this look worse than the last time I saw her in the hospital, "Are you really fine" "Lu Yan, what are you doing, who are you supporting, what is your relationship with her" At the same time, a girl came from behind the two, and when she heard the sound, Lu Yan immediately let go of her hand on Su Zi, honestly raised it in the air, and said innocently."

Wife, don't get me wrong, I just bumped into her, wasn't she bumped into by me, I'll take it.""

Lu Yan, you lied to the ghost, I was sitting there, do you think I'm blind and can't see, don't you, you say, are you raising a woman outside when I'm away?"

”"Shut up, you turn her around.I'm going to see who dares to grab a man with me today. ”"Wife, I'm innocent" Lu Yan really wanted to cry without tears, looked at Su Zi who was stunned, and shouted to her several times but didn't respond, so he had to reach out and hold her shoulder, but before Lu Yan's hand touched Su Zi, the cold voice of the pool core immediately sounded."

You dare to touch her again" Hearing this, Lu Yan immediately coaxed, thinking that he was also the head of the police force, and he was also known for his ruthlessness in City A, but he was eaten to death by a little woman, and he didn't know what evil he had done in his previous life.Chi Xin glanced at the two of them coldly, a pair of beautiful eyes almost burst into flames, seeing that this woman didn't dare to turn her head, obviously she was a thief, Chi Xin's fiery temper came up at once, and as soon as he grabbed Su Zi's hand hanging by his side, he pulled her around, and gave her a slap with a shake of his hand.The sound of "pop" was especially loud in the quiet corridor.Su Zi was originally trapped in the thought that the woman was also pregnant, but this slap still knocked her thoughts back, Su Zi narrowed her eyes, her face was raised with a blank expression, and the woman in front of her also happened to look at her angrily, looking at each other, both of them were stunned, stunned, confused, and all kinds of emotions were rendered in their hearts.Su Zi stared at her incredulously, then turned back to Lu Yan's eyes, and asked word by word."

What do you call her":