I heard Colan smile, and then put the brush down in his hand."
No, the doctor told me when he checked your body.Said it was a very serious trauma, and I took a look. ”I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when I heard Ke Lan say that it wasn't the wound he showed me.Now that I've come to understand it, the body can't just be shown to others.Since the last time the scarlet incident happened, I now only wear clothes with collars that can reach the collarbone, and if it weren't for the fact that it's summer, I can't just wear long sleeves.The sensation of exposing my own skin to the air was already making me uneasy."
Brother Kelan, am I not with my classmates" I pressed the cotton ball for myself.Sit up.Lying on the bed and talking to Ke Lan only made me more uneasy.So, I sat up on my own.Ke Lan was still standing in front of his easel and heard my words.His pen was still lightly sketching on the painting."
I was going to school to do some errands when I heard someone faint over there.Yasuko took me over, and you were the only one there, and there was no one else.You fainted with your classmates," I listened to the sound of a tumbling sound coming from inside the room.The sound of the pencil sketching on the paper gave me goosebumps all over my body.This voice was originally familiar, harmless, and it was the one that reminded him of Brother Kelan's gentle smile when he heard it.However, after seeing what Ke Lan was painting that day.I can't get used to the sound anymore.I thought about it, I did see Shen Shiyi before I fainted.She still has a pimple on her face, and I still talk to her, and the memory can't go wrong.So that's to say.Shen Shiyi should have gone to save me, and then after I fainted, Shen Shiyi was afraid of being discovered, so he ran away.I was kneading cotton in my hands, and suddenly the sound of paintbrushes in the room stopped.Ke Lan stood in front of the easel and suddenly shouted at me, "Sissi, come here." ”My body stiffened, the last picture is still fresh in my memory, and now Ke Lan wants me to go over to see something, I can't help but breathe rapidly, I feel that the temperature that had fallen down seems to have risen again.My breath was hot, but when I looked at Ke Lan's eyes, they were cold."
Brother Kelan, I'm better, can I go home now" I looked at the easel with panic in my eyes, and I wanted to hide it.But I couldn't hide it.Fear is often the emotion that people can't hide the most.Ke Lan nodded, the pen in his hand was gently placed on the table, and he slowly walked towards me.My body couldn't help but tremble, I had already shown my fear very obviously, but Ke Lan walked towards me as if he didn't care.He still had a shallow smile on his face as always, and he looked so harmless, but he hugged me directly."
I'll go by myself."
I twisted my body and began to resist, and Shen Xiuze's cold words about Ke Lan falling to his brother seemed to be repeating in my ear.Fear had invaded my entire brain, giving me goosebumps popping up again and again.Ke Lan smiled, as if he was quite happy and said, "It's okay, you just had a fever."
There should be no strength.Do you want to go back, I'll call your house later, and ask the driver to come here and pick you up.You take a look at my painting first, you and Uncle Shen were not satisfied with the last painting.This time I promise, you'll love the painting. ”Ke Lan didn't care what I was talking about, he didn't care how obvious my fear was when I was trembling, he just hugged me and walked to the side of the easel.While walking, Ke Lan shook his arm slightly.He smiled at me and said, "Sissi, I didn't expect you to pick it up so lightly." ”I was almost crying, and I was held in my hand by Ke Lan, and I was afraid that he would be unhappy next, so he threw me to death just like his brother.The brain burst and he couldn't breathe.However, all kinds of powerlessness after the high fever began to manifest themselves, plus I was now being held by Ke Lan.I didn't even dare to resist.I'm afraid that if I'm not careful, I'll provoke this neurotic.I tried to adjust my breathing, so that my eyes widened and I carefully observed Kelan's movements.It's just that.When I saw the picture that Colan drew while I was sleeping, I was not good.On the white drawing paper, there is an angel with her breast, and the angel is slowly rising towards the sky, but her wings are already full of crows eating the flesh and feathers on her wings.The angel's face was mine, tears could be seen in the corners of my eyes, and I was naked with my hands on my chest.And that's not the worst of all, it's terrible that I have dense shackles on my feet, and those shackles are all barbs.The barb was deep in my leg, and bloody blood began to drip down my toes.Bloody and depraved.It's like my life right now."
Do you like it" Ke Lan's voice was very soft, as if he was sharing his favorite toy with his friends, and even with a faint expectation.This kind of painting, do I like it, do I like it, no, I don't like it.I don't like it at all.I don't like bloody life, and I don't like bloody death.This angel, this painting of me, has no hope of survival.The shackles will drain my blood.The ravens will devour my flesh and bones.All I have left is death.I don't want to.I don't want to.I didn't want the strength I didn't know where I came from, so I jerked my hand up and slammed it down on the easel that was placed in front of me.I rolled my whole body towards the front and smashed directly on top of the easel.Ke Lan didn't hug me, and naturally let go, letting me fall directly on the easel.There was a loud bang in the room, and with a bang, I pulled the shelves next to those easels where pens and papers were placed, and smashed them directly on me.Of course it hurts, but I don't want to estimate that the flesh hurts.I pinched the painting and slammed my hand hard.Directly tore the painting to shreds."
No, I don't like it, I don't like the paintings at all.I don't like it at all, it's bloody, murderous, hopeless, sad, I'm not like that.I have my own life, I have my own thoughts, I am a living person.I'm not a rag doll, and I'm not a marionette.I want to study, I want to live well.I want to find a job after graduation that will allow me to eat, my future will not be like this, it will not be" At the last word, I even screamed and broke my voice.My throat was so dry that every word I uttered was as uncomfortable as a grinding stone grinding down my throat.Still, I shouted very loudly.Because.I don't want to put up with this anymore.I thought that after I said what I thought, Colan would be shocked.Because, the phenomenon that I have always shown is that I will be obedient.Because of life, because of my family, because of my classmates, I have to behave obediently so that my life is not so difficult.So, by the time I erupted, I was ready to take the shot.However, life always seems to like to play with me.When I stood up.Suddenly, a hand slammed me to the ground again.I was pushed to the ground by Ke Lan, and my head smacked on the drawing boards, and it hurt.But it also made me more conscious, so when I saw Ke Lan picking up the painting that I had torn up bits and pieces, my blood suddenly seemed to stop flowing.When Colan pulled all his paintings out of the cabinet, my body froze.I looked at the paintings, my sad, bloody helplessness, and the expression on my face would not move.However, when I saw Ke Lan pick up the lighter that he didn't know where he was place, and start lighting the paintings.I only knew how tragic the end was after being targeted by a madman: