"Give her a tranquilizer."
When I heard Shen Xiuze's words, I smashed the pillow in my hand towards Shen Xiuze."
Get out of here.I don't want to see you anymore, you go" Two nurses came over and held my hand, Shen Shiyi wanted to come in, but was pushed out by Shen Xiuze, and then closed the door.By the time I woke up, I was already in the villa.Only Shen Shiyi accompanied me in the room, and when he saw me, he woke up.Shen Shiyi grabbed my hand and asked me if I was thirsty.I shook my head, looked at the familiar ceiling, and suddenly burst into tears again.Shen Shiyi's eyes were also red, and he grabbed my hand and said, "Sissi, you can't torture yourself like this."
This incident, in the end, was just an accident.You are just torturing yourself and Shen Xiuze like this, your mother and your uncle had accidents with many people, do you have to count the lives of those people on your body, don't you drill the horns, otherwise you are just giving up your life. ”I listened to Shen Shiyi's words, grabbed Shen Shiyi's hand, and put my head under the quilt."
Pick up, my mom is gone.My mom is gone, and I used to think she was still alive, so I tried so hard.My mother's life used to be so hard, and I thought it would be nice if I could grow up quickly and give her a better life.But why is there an accident, why did I do something wrong, why did I become like this, Hadron is coming back, Hadron is coming back, how can I tell him, what do I say," I whimpered.Shen Shiyi patted me on the back and told me that it would be fine.But I know that I've come this far.Actually, it's not going to get any better.I still followed Shen Xiuze to Thailand, and Shen Xiu stared at me very closely.From that day on, I let Shen Shiyi leave, and after that, the relationship between me and Shen Xiuze was only quiet.I'm punishing myself, and I'm also punishing Shen Xiuze.For my mother, and because of Xue Jin's matter.Shen Xiuze's emotions didn't seem to be affected by me at all, Shen Xiuze lived with me so indifferently, exactly the same as before.When I arrived in Thailand, I noticed that the place where I was staying was by the sea.Wandering in the aimless sea, I occasionally go out on my own.It won't go far, though, and I'll be back soon.The people here should have been arranged by Shen Xiuze.Because most of the people who speak here speak Chinese.When they see me, they will greet me.Occasionally, when I turned around, I would find Shen Xiu standing at the door looking at me.I would sneer and turn my head away.If Shen Xiuze really cares about me as he appears, will he really ignore my emotions My mobile phone is broken, and it was taken out of the country by Shen Xiuze, and I have no way to contact other people.Every day, in addition to being with Shen Xiuze, he is with the sand.I found out.The best thing that Shen Xiu and I have done in a short period of time should be a look, and we can know what the other party wants.One evening, I was held by Shen Xiuze.Shen Xiu opened his mouth and said to me, "Do you want to go out at night?"
I shook my head silently, just like every time before.The spice jar that Shen Xiu was holding in his hand suddenly put it down, and then grabbed my hand.The fork in my hand fell to the ground, and I raised my head indifferently to look at Shen Xiuze, who had a rare anger in his eyes."
Sissi, are you dumb" I looked at Shen Xiuze with my eyes open, but I still didn't speak.Shen Xiu's face became more and more impatient, impatient like a beast about to break out of the cage.I knew that I was torturing Shen Xiuze, and when I found out that Shen Xiuze also cared about me, I was delaying Shen Xiuze with silence a little bit, just like knowing that Shen Xiuze cared about me, I also knew that Shen Xiuze was using me.A person who keeps saying that he loves me is using me to defeat his opponent again and again.I opened my eyes wide, and I was angry at Shen Xiuze's mountain rain and wind full of buildings, but I was indifferent, "Who are you looking for to see this picture Even so, your mother will not come back to life." ”Shen Xiuze's words were like knives.He stabbed me in the heart.I sneered, looked at Shen Xiu and said, "Yes, I'm a child without a father or a mother now."
So it looks like it's easy to bully" Shen Xiu stared at me and said coldly: "Shen Qian, are you messing with me now, do you plan to keep going like this" I was silent, and then picked up the spoon on my table and began to drink the soup.Shen Xiu turned around and walked out, leaving me alone in the house.I looked at the empty, unfamiliar surroundings inside the room.Sneered.When Shen Xiuze came back in the middle of the night, I was suddenly pressed down, and then Shen Xiuze began to tear my clothes.I smelled a very strong smell of wine, and Shen Xiu often drank alcohol, but I rarely smelled such a heavy smell of wine."
You let me go."
I kept patting Shen Xiuze, but Shen Xiuze didn't seem to hear it.Maybe it was the quarrel at night that had already made Shen Xiu feel impatient.Shen Xiu directly threw the clothes I was wearing under the bed.Then start kissing me."
Sissi, give me a baby."
When I heard Shen Xiuze's words, my whole body froze.I tried desperately to prevent Shen Xiuze from entering my body, but Shen Xiuze didn't care about my emotions.Instead, he insisted on having a relationship with me."
Shen Xiuze, don't think about it.I won't give birth to your child, I definitely don't" My struggle was accompanied by hysterical madness, and Shen Xiu grabbed my strength.But he didn't let up a bit.I was grabbed and torn, and Shen Xiu was as crazy as if he was going to devour me into his stomach.By the time I woke up in the morning, it was already noon.Shen Xiu sat on a chair not far away, one foot limited on the other, his fingers gently sliding the things on the notebook.I opened my eyes and stared at the man sitting there, all cold.Shen Xiu looked at me.He actually smiled softly at me.I gritted my teeth and scolded: "Shen Xiuze, you are shameless." ”Shen Xiu just stood up and walked towards me.I wrapped myself in a white sheet, feeling faintly uncomfortable.Shen Xiuze didn't hurt me this time, but Shen Xiuze didn't wear a condom.This conspirator."
You buy me birth control pills."
My eyes are still a little pantothenic, which is probably the reason why I was tortured to the end last night and cried out.I hugged the white quilt, waited for Shen Xiuze, and insisted: "Give me the contraceptive pill." ”"Sissi, let's have a baby."
Shen Xiuze's hand touched my hair, those intimidating eyes stared at me, and the thin lips carried a cold feeling.Speak."
I didn't plan to get you pregnant, you don't need to have a baby, it's enough for you to have me in your life.Others, you don't need to.However, now that you are becoming more and more disobedient, don't you want your family" Shen Xiuze's hand touched the top of my neck, and I was so frightened that I shuddered, staring at Shen Xiuze's eyes with fear and panic.Shen Xiu smiled lightly, and in an instant, the conspirator's temperament burst out from that smile."
I give you the child, you raise the child well, I will protect you.Your life.You can only stay by my side. ”"I don't want it, I don't want your children" I do long for my family, I long for affection.However, I don't want Shen Xiuze's child, I don't want it."
You give me birth control pills, I won't lose my temper anymore.Me: "I can't speak.Because, hatred has planted seeds in my heart, under Shen Xiuze's gaze.I couldn't open my mouth to say I didn't hate him.I hated him, the man who had manipulated me for so many years.Shen Xiuze touched my hair, and I felt like a pet cat being held in Shen Xiuze's arms.Shen Xiu touched my hair and said, "Sissi, let's get pregnant with a child."
In this way, I will be a little more at ease. ”"Give me birth control pills."
I grabbed Shen Xiuze's shoulder and insisted.However, the body did not have the slightest strength.can only be able to be decadently paralyzed in Shen Xiuze's arms
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