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Chapter 84: Seeking Death


Ji Yu stumbled all the way and had no direction to find Lu Xia Yu, every time he saw someone, he anxiously asked them if they had seen an oriental woman, but they all got the answer no, which made Ji Yu's heart even more uneasy, he always had a bad premonition in his heart, was it just like he just thought, he was going to lose her, Ji Yu's heart was beating suddenly, thinking about where Lu Xia Yu might go, his messy pace was looking for various places in Positano Town, the sky was slowly dark, the sky was only reflected, Ji Yu's heart slowly sank, thinking about her empty eyes, lifeless face, the more he thought about it, the more flustered this woman would not think about it"Lu Xiayu, don't move, you listen to me, don't move" Looking at Lu Xiayu standing on the boulder, her body was slightly tilted, she seemed to take decisive steps, as if she wanted to jump into the sea, looking at the stormy waves crashing against the rocks, Ji Yu's whole heart was in her throat, and her heart was flustered to the extreme, he roared at Lu Xiayu, for fear that Lu Xiayu would dodge and jump into the sea, Lu Xiayu was shocked by this sudden roar, she wrinkled her eyebrows a little confused, so she looked back at Ji Yu, only to see Ji Yu's face full of anxiety, with anxious coldness, I didn't expect this man to find this place so quickly, it was already dark, she also wanted to get down from the rocks, and then return to the villa where she lived, she ignored Ji Yu, and moved slightlyThe pace wanted to get down from the rock, and looked back, looking at Lu Xiayu, not listening to him, or moving forward, Ji Yu's heart kept tugging at him, and shouted at a time: "Lu Xiayu, what is it, let's say well, please don't move, do you hear?"

Saying that, Ji Yu had already moved, his pace was fast towards Lu Xiayu's rock, why was this woman so disobedient, thinking that he might never see her again, his head seemed to be about to explode, and there was a pain in his heart, Ji Yu must have practiced the good physical fitness, but after saying anything, he came to Lu Xiayu's rock with his long arms, and fastened her firmly in his arms, making her unable to move, Lu Xiayu was strangled by Ji Yu's sudden move, Lu Xiayu was uncomfortable, desperately struggling in Ji Yu's arms, and said angrily"Ji Yu, you let go of me", and this move was precisely understood by Ji Yu as this woman was looking for death and life, and there was a burst of panic and panic in his heart, and he said in a hurried tone, "I won't let it go, unless you promise me not to do stupid things", feeling Ji Yu's sudden beating and chaotic heartbeat, as well as the ups and downs of his chest, as well as the words in his mouth, Lu Xiayu understood that this man thought that she wanted to jump into the sea to find death, and his mind suddenly turned, since he thought so, then follow his will."

Okay, I promise you not to do stupid things, but I also promise to let me go, and after ending our marriage, we will return to the bridge and return to the bridge," Lu Xiayu knew that now was the best time to talk about conditions, although she could feel the nervousness coming from Ji Yu's body, but this uncertain man, she had already decided to leave him, she didn't want to live without dignity anymore, even if she still loved him, "don't think" Ji Yu's decisive rejection of the Dao in his heart, because of Lu Xiayu's words, the spasm was terrible, and it was also painful, hearing Ji Yu's decisive rejection, Lu Xiayu struggled desperately, this man always thinks that he doesn't love her, but he wants to trap her, torture her, why do I Lu Xiayu want to be tortured, and still have to wag his tail to him and beg for mercy after being tortured, last night, she has already decided that this man is no longer worthy of her nostalgia, not to mention that she is already a crippled body, "Ji Yu, you can deny it, but I tell you, I can't die today, I will die tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, There are still a thousand ways to die the day after tomorrow, don't you torture me like this now, don't you just want me to die, then I will fulfill you, as long as I die, all your hatred will disappear," Lu Xiayu was a little emotional, and after finishing speaking, he was even more excited, Ji Yu broke Lu Xiayu's body and let him face him, and Lu Xiayu's two wrists were written with both hands, and roared: "Lu Xiayu, you want to leave me so much, you want to die so much, and you don't want to stay by my side for a moment," Lu Xiayu met Ji Yu's eyes and said.

Yes, Ji Yu, you torture me every day, aren't you very happy, when you are happy, do you think of my feelings, sometimes I will be worse than death, this kind of life is worse than death, what does it mean to be alive, you say" Looking at the domineering in Lu Xiayu's eyes, and the certainty in his eyes, his heart twitched and twitched violently.

Lu Xiayu, have you ever thought that I would treat you like that, it was because I once held you in the palm of my hand, thinking that as long as you get along with me for a long time, you will slowly fall in love with me, and your whole mind and body belong to me, until you are pregnant, I think in my heart that we will have a home, a home that belongs to us, but the thing is not that I think about it, it will go in my direction," Ji Yu paused, pulling his trembling body and continued.

Since you don't want to give birth to a child at all, why do you end its life in such a desperate way, why are you so ruthless, don't you have any feelings for it, it's also your child, the moment you killed the child, did you think about how much it hurt me, do you know how much I hate, why I loved you for so long, didn't you feel it at all?"

Every word of Ji Yu's sentence exploded like a bomb, making her buzz loudly, especially the sentence I have loved you for so long, does he really love her, but why does he love her but don't trust her, torture her, this kind of love, she would rather not, this is the longest confession Ji Yu has ever spoken, every word and every sentence is the deepest words that have been buried in his heart for a long time" Ji Yu was doomed to our end from the moment you didn't believe me, you said I don't understand your heart, how have you tasted and considered my feelings, just ask me if I really want to get rid of the child, I have a chance in the few days in the town, why do I still make myself so miserable to take that uncomfortable abortion pill, when I try to open my heart and love you, and even fall in love with you, in exchange for your distrust and suspicion, where are you as a husband when I have a miscarriage and lie on the hospital bed, when I know that I have been removed, and I lost the right to be a woman"Hehe, don't talk about love so dignified and decent, if you really love me, you won't be willing to hurt me again and again, and even push me to the abyss of death, now what is the difference between mine and death, your love is still left to Yuan Hong, this makes me really unbearable love, it's better for everyone to let go of each other now, everyone is okay" With these words, Lu Xiayu's eyes were already full of crystals, her nose was already sore, her throat was swollen and painful, even if she heard Ji Yu say that he loved her, but what was it, his love was too dangerous, she really couldn't afford it, and she was already a crippled woman, even if there was love, what if there was love, a family without children, too much love couldn't make up for it, she loved him, she loved him, she loved him, Ji Yu's heart was like a roller coaster, it turned out that she loved him, but when she heard Lu Xiayu say that she wanted to let her go, Ji Yu's heart was like being hit by a knife again and again, if there was no her, he was not afraid to imagine what his world would be like, this woman he had loved for so long wanted to make him easyHe couldn't do it, looking at Ji Yu who was slightly stunned, Lu Xiayu was a little emotional, and tried his best to break free from Ji Yu's clamps, "You let go of me, let go of me", the cry of tearing and tearing lungs made Ji Yu come back to his senses from the fugue, looking at Lu Xiayu who was grinning with his teeth, Ji Yu grabbed her hand tightly and grabbed her tightly with his long arms, but where was Lu Xiayu willing to lie in his arms obediently, biting and beating Ji Yu to relieve the anger in his heart.

Lu Xiayu, I beg you not to make trouble, okay, Yuan Hong and I don't have anything at all, I just use her to anger you, and" When Ji Yu wanted to continue to explain, he was ruthlessly interrupted by Lu Xiayu, "I don't want to listen, don't listen, let go of you, let go of me" At this time, Lu Xiayu's behavior was crazy to the extreme, and he kept twisting his body to escape from Ji Yu, and the two of them stood on the rocks and fell into the sea if they were a little careless, "Lu Xiayu, you stop for me, as long as I stop and return to City A, I can agree to your request, but before that, you have to be obedient" Ji Yu's angry roar really made Lu Xiayu immediately quiet, this man actually promised to let her go, shouldn't she be happy in her heart, but her heart seemed to have been blasted open a huge hole, her heart was empty and lost, her whole body was stiff, and her hands were unconsciously bent slightly, Lu Xiayu was stunned in Ji Yu's arms for a long time, and then said, "Ji Yu, this is what you said, I hope you return to City A and keep your promise" In order to keep Ji Yu from discovering her loss, she still pretended to be calm and said, "Hmm" Ji Yu nodded lightly and said.

But before that, you must promise me not to hurt yourself" Ji Yu looked at Lu Xiayu seriously, "Hmm" Lu Xiayu responded impatiently, God knows why her heart is so uncomfortable, as long as she leaves him, she will be free, isn't it, "Okay, let's go back to dinner, Arturo has prepared a sumptuous dinner for us," Ji Yu said lightly, then took Lu Xiayu's hand and walked back: