Bright starry night, quiet, even the stars are intoxicating smile, through the window, see our home, my bedroom.I sleep with you in my arms.Your thin lips are raised because you have the best me in your dreams.Fall into your arms, coveting your temperature.Secretly, I slipped my fingers between your fingers and interlocked them with yours.Honey, do you know that the smile lines in the corners of my eyes creeped up in my arms in front of your chest.When my fingers are interlocked, I can feel the warmth of your palm, and my fearful and helpless heart slowly calms and settles.The moment I immersed myself in my blissful time, your palm quietly returned to my palm.I once smiled in surprise, "So you haven't slept yet" I'm a restless child, I turn my head with a lot of movement, hug your waist head-on, and look up to face you.Looking up at you through the light of the lamp, I have never had a deep understanding, it turns out that a man's eyes can be so good-looking.The deep double eyelids are as beautiful as jade.You opened your eyes and looked at me, the dark eyes were shattered with intoxicating tenderness, I couldn't stop laughing, but then you opened your mouth: "Bad girl, what do you want to toss if you don't sleep in the middle of the night" because every time I trick you are the object of my tricks."
Why haven't you slept yet," I asked.When I look at you, a pair of strange eyes are full of light, and you suddenly told me one day.You look at me for a while, then hug me tightly, and embed me in your arms, your chin against the top of my hair, the corners of your lips up, and answer me helplessly but connivingly: "You refuse to sleep, I have to stay with me" Only you understand me, you understand my grievances and fears, and the faint sadness in my eyes.Therefore, your warmth is destined to be the most beautiful covetousness in my life.Come to think of it, I fell in love with you at that moment, this love, how can I answer you, my arms pass under your armpits, hug your chest, my head rests on your shoulders.A silent whisper in your ear: "I love you" rests on your chest and falls asleep.Originally, I thought there would be you in my dream, but it is true, the sea of flowers meets, and you are beside you.Love lingers in anticipation, arrives at the end of the sea of flowers, and then looks back, suddenly your figure disappears, ten fingers interlocked, your temperature dissipates from between my fingers, fear looks back, the sea of flowers has passed, looking at the end of the world, a piece of autumn wind and decaying grass.In my dream I shouted your name: Jun Ling woke up from the dream, and when I saw it, I found myself in a silent white ward.My hand is held by you.The first glance is that you are so happy to see your worried and surprised eyes, and I want to smile at you.I really want to put your hand on the side of my face and rub it.But I have a reality to face.Looking at each other affectionately, I understand the hidden worries in your eyes, I want to say: I'm fine.At the moment when you can't help but call out "Ning'er", I must be sober, I am Yin Ningluo, but it is also Zhang Yuxi.I have a dual identity.Ning'er can love Junling unscrupulously, but Zhang Yuxi can't, it is said that she has a family, a lover, and a child.These limitations doomed me to not love wantonly.Jun Ling, I have a debt on my body, I must pay it back, I want to find the truth about my child's death, this is my responsibility and obligation as a mother, I can't help but be responsible for my child.I love my child as much as I love God, and I'd rather be hurt than protect that child.So what about my child When I learned from others that my child died tragically, how could I not hate to wake up again, I had only one purpose, to avenge my child.I didn't tell you the truth, Jun Ling, please forgive me.If I still have a chance to love you again in this life, I will definitely do whatever it takes.If I later became unrecognizable, please forget that I still remember the sea of cherry blossoms, and we walked together.At that time, it was just me and you, fingers interlocked, walking in the envy of passers-by.I made a silhouette of this day, recorded it in the codex, and sent it to you a few years later, on the day of my lover, Lin Wanru and Zhang Xiaotian personally picked up Yin Ningluo and discharged him from the hospital, but Jun Ling didn't send it, just because Yin Ningluo didn't let it.After he went, he sent her to end up only becoming a scene of her watching him leave, and the parting scene, Yin Ningluo didn't want Jun Ling to go through.That night, Yin Ningluo stayed back in his original room, pushed the door in, and his snort was full of Zhang Yuxi's breath, Yin Ningluo looked at the woman who was exactly the same as himself in the photo: "Zhang Yuxi, hello" I don't have your memory, so we are the first acquaintance.Yin Ningluo is unfamiliar with Zhang Yuxi, so everything about her is unfamiliar, including her bed.The dreamy and warm princess bed used to be Zhang Yuxi's favorite, but now Yin Ningluo is lying on it, alone, but there is no Jun Ling by his side.In the quiet room, Yin Ningluo curled up and hugged himself with his arms, instead of Jun Ling's embrace.In the moonlight, she is a lost child.The mobile phone was on the side of the bed, Yin Ningluo found it, flipped out Jun Ling's communication number, and dialed it without thinking."
Ning'er."
Jun Ling's voice came from the phone, and Yin Ningluo put it on the bed, close to his mouth.Yin Ningluo moved his arm to pill his head on it, and when the familiar voice came to his ears, Yin Ningluo's eyes instantly reddened: Jun Ling, the wind on the summer night is so cold, I'm really scared when you're not around.The night was full of stars, Jun Ling leaned on the side of the car, looked up at the light window on the second floor of the Xishan Villa, put the mobile phone to his ear, and smiled lightly on the corner of his lips, he knew that she was listening.When she is silent, she is most helpless, so when he speaks, she just listens."
If you haven't slept yet, let's tell the story of Snow White, there was a country where the queen wished she could have a daughter whose skin was as white as snow, her lips were as red as blood, and her hair was as black as an ebony window frame.So he went to the gods.Because of her prayers, the gods granted her request, and soon after, the queen did give birth to a girl with lips as red as blood and hair as black as ebony, and she and the king were very happy, and they named their daughter Xing, and they named her Snow White.The family of three was originally very happy, but when Snow White was still very young, the queen died.A year later, the king remarried a queen.This new queen is beautiful, but she is proud and has a bad temper.The most important thing is that the new queen has a pair of sunglasses, and she will stand in front of the magic mirror every day and ask the magic mirror, the magic mirror, who is the most beautiful person in the world The magic mirror first replied to her with a smile, dear queen, you are the most beautiful person in the world.The new queen was very happy to hear this, but later, the magic mirror was very sad and said to the new queen, hey, it used to be you, but now it is not you.As soon as the new queen heard that there were people in this world who were more beautiful than her, she immediately became annoyed and threatened the magic mirror, saying, "If you don't tell me who is more beautiful than me, I will smash your magic mirror and be afraid, so she told the new queen that it is a princess, the king's daughter, and she is the most beautiful woman in the world."
The new queen would not have paid attention to her daughter, but when she heard that she was more beautiful than herself, she became hostile to her.Several times to kill Snow White.When the new queen's guards learned of this, they leaked the queen's plot to Snow White, and let her escape, and the time passed quickly, and one day a prince on a white horse passed by and found Snow White lying in a coffin, and the prince strode over, and when he saw Snow White, he was immediately attracted by her beauty, so the prince begged the seven dwarfs to let him carry the princess's coffin away.Finally the dwarfs agreed.The prince happily asked the guards to carry the princess's coffin away, but as soon as he took a few steps, one of the guards accidentally slipped the princess's coffin to the ground. ”Jun Ling suddenly stopped her voice when she said this, and asked Yin Ningluo instead: "Ning'er, guess what happened later" In the room, Yin Ningluo was lying on the bed, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, Yin Ningluo wiped it with her hand, but laughed out loud.This is Jun Ling's habitual usage, in order to be able to lead her to interact.On the other end of the phone, Jun Ling vaguely heard Yin Ningluo's laughter, and his nervous heart relaxed a lot, he continued: "It was precisely because of the guard's carelessness that the poisonous apple that the princess held in her mouth was coughed up, and after the princess woke up, she was happily with the prince. ”Before the story was finished, Yin Ningluo's voice suddenly came out of the mobile phone: "Finally, the prince and the princess are together" Yin Ningluo muttered here, but he was asking himself in his heart: If Snow White is with the prince, then what about Ning'er, can Ning'er's ending be with Jun Ling Outside the window, Jun Ling took his mobile phone and leaned against the car in a different position, he raised his eyes to look at the window of Yin Ningluo's room, and said to the mobile phone: "Ning'er will be with Jun Ling, no matter what happens, I will wait for you in the same place." ”Yin Ningluo cried, this time her tears were no longer hidden, she covered her mouth and let it flow wantonly, it turned out that her heart Jun Ling understood that at this time, Yin Ningluo's room suddenly heard a knock on the door, and then Lin Wanru's voice came: "Yuxi, are you sleeping, I'm my mother, can I come in" After Yin Ningluo heard it, she hurriedly wiped her tears and said to the other end of the phone: "Mother is here, I don't think I have to hang up the phone for the time being." ”"Well, let's hang up," Jun Ling said.Hanging up the phone, Yin Ningluo got up and went to open the door.Lin Wanru saw a gentle smile on the corner of her daughter's lips."
Mother."
Yin Ningluo smiled at each other, getting out of the way and letting Lin Wanru in.Yin Ningluo's mother directly separated the distance from Lin Wanru, she has not recovered her memory, and she really has no way to fall in love with Lin Wanru.Lin Wanru can understand all this.She walked into her daughter's room and observed, and said, "When you come back on the first day today, Mom just wants to see if you have anything missing here." ”"Everything is fine here."
Yin Ningluo said.Lin Wanru turned around, reached out and stroked her daughter's face, looking at her daughter with a pair of watery eyes, whether she was Zhang Yuxi three years ago or Zhang Yuxi after losing her memory, she has always been her most caring and well-behaved daughter."
Mother."
Yin Ningluo called Lin Wanru, she didn't dislike her, she always felt that Lin Wanru's eyes were full of love and warmth.Lin Wanru said: "I haven't seen my daughter for three years, tonight, is it okay for my mother to sleep with you" In the face of Lin Wanru's plea, Yin Ningluo had no way to refuse, she thought that she must be thinking about her daughter.Sadly, she is her daughter, but she can't think of anything related to herself, Lin Wanru, or this family."
Yes."
Yin Ningluo nodded.The mother and daughter soon came to the bedside.When Yin Ningluo lifted the thin quilt, he suddenly asked Lin Wanru: "You come to accompany me, won't my father be jealous?"
"Why do you think so" Lin Wanru asked her daughter.Yin Ningluo said with a smile: "Because every time I see that you and your father are very affectionate, I snatched you here, for fear that my father will resent me." ”"You bad boy" Lin Wanru smiled, this was the most pleasant conversation since their mother and daughter met each other, Lin Wanru's heart was very warm.Outside, Jun Ling saw that the mother and daughter were talking and laughing in the room, and he was finally relieved, he opened the car door, went in, and left.The mother and daughter were lying on the bed, wrapped in a thin quilt, facing each other, Lin Wanru looked at Yin Ningluo, and always felt that she had too much to say to her daughter, but she really wanted to say it but didn't know where to start, so a thousand words could only turn into faint tears in her eyes.Yin Ningluo looked at her mother, stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and comforted her: "Mother, don't cry, I'm back." ”Yin Ningluo felt guilty in her heart, she was not Zhang Yuxi now, but she could only use Zhang Yuxi's identity to deceive her.Lin Wanru was very moved, very moved, she stretched out her hand and hugged Yin Ningluo in her arms, "Child, my mother failed to protect you three years ago, and after three years, my mother will do everything she can to protect you and no longer let you suffer any grievances." ”Lin Wanru is a good mother, she loves her children, but her good Yin Ningluo can't afford it after all, she withdrew from Lin Wanru's arms and explained to her: "Mother, I don't want to lie to you, although I came back, I still don't have Zhang Yuxi's memory, I have no memory of this family, for you and my father, and everyone in this family, so please don't blame me."
I know that you love Yuxi, and now I can only passively bear the love that belongs to Yuxi. ”Before Yin Ningluo's words were finished, Lin Wanru's index finger was on her lips, Lin Wanru made a silent movement, the corners of her lips blurred, and she still smiled gently: "Don't say it, all this mother knows that losing memories is only in an instant, but recovering memories is a difficult process."
Mom will be with you during this process, and Dad, we are all by your side. ”Yin Ningluo was moved, this time it was she who took the initiative to reach out and hug Lin Wanru, she nestled in her arms, intending to hide her tears.After a long time, Yin Ningluo spoke up: "Mother, can you tell me about the family" This time, Yin Ningluo didn't plan to escape, and took the initiative to face those who belonged to her."
Okay."
Lin Wanru talked about Zhang Xiaotian, Zhang Yuchen, Yuqing, and the three brothers and sisters when they were children.Finally, she also talked about Shangguan Yang.When Lin Wanru mentioned Shangguan Yang, the smile on the corner of Yin Ningru's lips gradually faded, she interrupted Lin Wanru's words and asked her: "Mother, if one day I break the marriage contract with Shangguan Yang, will you agree with your father" Yin Ningluo's question was very serious, and there was no temptation at all, as if he was determined that it was imperative.After hearing this, Lin Wanru fell silent.When she looked at Yin Ningluo, her eyes were extremely complicated, and she spoke after a long time: "Yuxi, you heard my mother say that my mother didn't want to favor Shangguan Yang, in fact, in the past three years since you were away, that child has also suffered a lot."
There is one thing that my mother has never had time to tell you, Yang'er and Li Jihe are not what you imagined, they are together completely for the sake of the child, Li Jihe signed a contract with him, just wait for Shangguan Han to be eighteen years old, Shangguan Yang will give the mother and son a sum of money to let Li Jihe and his son go abroad to live together, I have read that agreement, which clearly stipulates that Li Jihe cannot claim to be in the name of Mrs.
Shangguan, nor can he appear in public.In his heart, Mrs.
Shangguan is the only one with you. ”Lin Wanru persuaded bitterly, but when he heard Yin Ningluo's ears, it became a different taste.Maybe she can be sure that Shangguan Yang really doesn't love Li Jihe, but she can't be 100% sure that Shangguan Yang must love Zhang Yuxi.After all, Shangguan Han's existence is indeed a thorn in her heart.Every time she touches the prick, she hurts.Yin Ningluo's hand was placed on her abdomen, thinking that she had once given birth to a little life here, Yin Ningluo's eyes were filled with tears, after all, her fate with that child was too shallow.The next morning, after breakfast, Yin Ningluo drove to the Scenic Villa to find Shangguan Yang.Shangguan Yang has been injured since he had a fight with Jun Ling that day, and he has been raising it at home.When he heard the doorman say that Zhang Yuxi was coming, he, who was originally not energetic, suddenly felt a lot better.didn't care that he was still dressed in home clothes, and with a sick look on his face, he ran to the door to greet him in person."
What's wrong with you" The door opened, and Yin Ningluo couldn't help but open his mouth when he saw Shangguan Yang's sickly face."
It's okay, I've got a cold."
Shangguan Yang casually found an excuse to prevaricate, "Come in." ”He took her by the hand and took her into the house without saying a word."
What tea, water, juice, coffee, drink" may be because she is too excited, this is the first time Zhang Yuxi has taken the initiative to come to him, Shangguan Yang said a lot, for fear of snubbing her."
Whatever."
Yin Ningluo responded."
Then warm water, it's your habit."
Yin Ningluo didn't match her habits does he really know then she saw a man in white home clothes with a sickly face shuttling back and forth between the living room and the kitchen until the cup of warm water was placed on the coffee table in front of her.Yin Ningluo picked up the water cup, took a few sips symbolically, then put the water cup back on the coffee table, raised his eyes to look at Shangguan Yang, calmed his voice, and slowly spoke: "I have something to say to you." ”"Say it."
Shangguan Yang retreated and sat on the sofa next to him, waiting for Yin Ningluo to speak.Yin Ningluo looked at him: the man was as warm as jade, although he was sickly, he did not hide his natural nobility, the corners of his lips rose, and when his black eyes looked at her, he was full of expectation.Yin Ningluo said: "Take me to Xiyang Villa, I want to get back my old memories." ”This time, Yin Ningluo's eyes were very determined, she must find back the memories of the past."
Okay, you wait for me, I'll go up and change my clothes, and we'll go back."
After Shangguan Yang finished speaking, he went upstairs.When Shangguan Yang's car drove back to Xiyang Villa again, he had a lot of emotions in his heart, but when he looked at the woman beside him, when his clear eyes were calm, Shangguan Yang's eyes were a little more complicated.Entering the living room, Shangguan Yang said directly: "This is our home, the place where we once lived."
Our room is on the second floor, I'll take you up to have a look. ”After speaking, he glanced at Yin Ningluo, took her hand and went directly to the second floor.Halfway, Yin Ningluo did not refuse him.After going upstairs, Shangguan Yang took Yin Ningluo back to their room, and when he pushed open the door, he saw a warm color.Shangguan Yang strode in, and Yin Ningluo followed.crystal bed, the position in the direction of the head of the bed is the wedding photo of her and Shangguan Yang.Yin Ningluo stopped in front of the bed, and all her eyes were attracted by the big wedding photo.The background should be in the scenery should be in the outdoor sunset, she holds a flower cluster in her hand, touches his cheek, looks at each other affectionately, and the camera records the sweet moment like this.Shangguan Yang's gaze was also attracted by Yin Ningluo, and when he put it on the photo, he was deeply touched after looking at it, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and his dark eyes were faint, he said: "The background is chosen in French, Champs Street, where we first met."
There were a lot of photos at that time, and you only need this one as a bedside photo. ”When the wedding photo came out, Zhang Yuxi personally chose that one as the bedside photo, and she said to Shangguan Yang: "The Champs is the place where we met for the first time, and our fate began there, so this photo will be very meaningful." ”So Shangguan Yang followed his wife's advice and gave up the snow-white wedding photos, and chose a casual photo enlarged as a bedside photo."
Is it" Yin Ningluo replied meaninglessly, she was more eager to know about the child than these."
Last time I was in the hospital, I didn't ask you, what is our child's name" "His name is Chen'er, it's very cute." ”When Shangguan Yang recalled his son, his black eyes revealed the deep doting of being a father.There was sunlight outside the window, and it broke into Shangguan Yang's eyes, and he really couldn't imagine that he would ignore his son at the moment of his son's life and death.Maybe he is the same for Shangguan Han, Yin Ningluo suddenly felt a little surprised.It's because she is pregnant with a son, and if it were a daughter, she might not have such a good treatment.Just thinking like this, he heard Shangguan Yang's voice explaining: "Our child's full name is Shangguan Chenyu, Chen means sky, and Yu is a homonym for your rain character."
Linking all these meanings is such an explanation: Zhang Yuxi is the only one in Shangguan Yang's heart. ”As Shangguan Yang's voice disappeared, the room fell silent.The two were opposed, looking at each other, Yin Ningluo looked at Shangguan Yang, with some unknown emotions in his eyes.Her hands clenched at the side: if ever, she really cherished her so much.Why can't they protect their children now, what's the use of saying this for a while, Yin Ningluo spoke: "Shangguan Yang, I was depressed because I lost my child, did I want to fall into the sea and cut myself off" The words were asked, Shangguan Yang didn't answer, how did he tell her, in fact, things are not like that, she knew who killed her child and went to the person to take revenge, and the fall into the sea was an accident."
If not, please tell me what it really looks like" Yin Ningluo took a step forward, grabbed Shangguan Yang's arm, and eagerly asked the truth about the year."
Shangguan Yang, you tell me, how did my child die" Yin Ningluo shook Shangguan Yang's body, her eyes were red, and she said: "Do you know, I have been having a nightmare repeatedly over the years, there is a child's cry in the dream, and when I approached and wanted to hug him, the child was dying.I knew that someone had harmed him, and I desperately wanted to save him, but it was too late" Slowly Yin Ningluo slid down, squatted on the ground to hide his face and wept, "Shangguan Yang, I beg you, tell me the truth, I want to avenge my child." ”Outside the villa, Li Jihe came in unimpeded, and when she entered the living room, she heard a woman's cry from upstairs, and Li Jihe quickened her pace and went upstairs.Unexpectedly, what she saw was Shangguan Yang squatting on the ground and holding a woman in his arms."
What are you doing," Li Jihe walked towards the two with angry eyes."
Li Jihe, why are you here, who let you in" Shangguan Yang immediately frowned when he saw Li Jihe.Yin Ningluo didn't want others to know about her here, so she took advantage of the dispute between Shangguan Yang and Li Jihe to take out sunglasses from her bag and put them on, so as to cover the eyes that she had cried just now."
Shangguan Yang, I hope you can give me an answer as soon as possible."
After speaking, Yin Ningluo turned around and left.She wore a black gauze dress and trousers today, and a pair of black sunglasses, covering half of her face, and Li Jihe couldn't recognize who she was at all.Then she will be let out.Yin Ningluo hadn't gone downstairs yet, she heard Shangguan Yang and Li Jihe arguing in the room, she strode out of the manor, behind her, there was a luxurious manor, in front of her was the car she drove when she came, under the bright sun, the light stinged her eyes through the sunglasses, she didn't want to stay here for a moment, Yin Ningluo stepped forward quickly, unlocked the car, and went in.Launch to leave.------ digression------ I'm late, I'm sorry everyone
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