The café is located in a secluded location, and from the outside, it is a typical European style.It's just that there is a cherry blossom tree next to the coffee shop, the branches are thick, the roots are well-developed, and the red cherry blossoms grow on the branches, like a girl's bewitching dance, pampered and blooming.The cherry blossoms grow so much that they cover the roof of the café.The café is lined with cherry blossom trees and waits quietly.I thought the inside of the house would be the same as the outside.Sincerely, she was wrong, under the exterior of European-style architecture, the interior decoration is Chinese-style architecture.You know, this kind of architectural style is not often seen in the French circle, where European styles are everywhere.The square lattice red lacquer cloud dragon pattern checkered top column, the wooden semi-circular hollow courtyard, inside and outside the house, a different world.There weren't many customers in the café, sporadic and scattered.In the window position, Yin Ningluo faced out of the window, watching the cherry blossoms falling, but in a while, how could she wither so quickly.In a blink of an eye, it became another scenery full of red, like experiencing a delicate flower affair, blooming, falling, and passing away in the most beautiful season.She forgot that it was already late autumn in France in September.At this time, a waiter brought two cups of coffee, the waiter was a girl, and each brought two cups of hot coffee from the tray to the two of them, but in private she couldn't help but look at them, the woman's face was peaceful, and her eyebrows and eyes were gentle.Leaning on the windowpane, Yingying's eyes are full of thoughts, and the beauty is worried.Looking at the man again, his facial features are handsome, even if he is sitting quietly, there will be a fatal attraction.The waiter tried to get his attention, but it seemed as if there was only one her in his eyes.Looking at her line of sight, the man's dark eyes were dim, and his heart ached for her.The waiter understood and left disappointed.The coffee had already been served, and Yin Ningluo was not good enough to stay out of the window any longer, stay in his own world, retract his gaze, and look at Shangguan Yang opposite.In the past, the husband and wife said goodbye, although she tried to restrain some feelings, but those complicated eyes betrayed her.So he silently bowed his head and hid his mood in the brown coffee liquid.She understood that this was an inescapable fate, and she wanted to hide, but after all, she couldn't escape the scorching light above her head.The silver coffee spoon touched the wall of the cup, waking her uneasy soul from the depths of her heart.The movement stalled, and the spoon was stained with liquid, and she took it up before she lifted the coffee spoon out of the cup and set it aside.Looking at each other, he had too many words, and now that he saw her, he didn't know where to start.For many years, he thought that he was not a man who simply talked about love, he had buried his heart with his career, and the shopping mall that was deceitful and deceitful once again carved him perfectly.Seeing her, Shangguan Yang asked himself: A heart is covered with dust, can they go back For three years, there was another man by her side to guard her, and she loved him, and it was understandable.So a thousand words finally turned into a simple sentence and asked: "Do you love him" Hearing this, Yin Ning was really shocked and looked at him in a daze.Between them he she understands.She didn't dare to make promises to Jun Ling easily, she was afraid that any easy words from such a self with past grief would stab him.In her heart, Jun Ling is clean and beautiful, with a clean past, a warm smile, and a faint face, but it illuminates her dark life.She smiled and replied to his words like this: "Yesterday he proposed to me, you must not know how embarrassed I was when I used Yin Ningluo's identity to get engaged to him, and finally used Zhang Yuxi's identity to listen to him propose to me."
On the same night, I had a nightmare, in the dream, our child came back, he asked me with a cry, Mom, how can you be so ruthless and don't want me" woke up from the memory, Yin Ningluo sat on the wooden chair, staring at the coffee cup, his eyes were obscure, and a smile appeared on his lips, but it was indifferent and bitter: "Yes, I am his mother, how can I not want him, but my memory is gone, when I hear him, I can only instinctively love him, but there is no way to really give him maternal love."
I hate you, but what can I hate about you, a person who doesn't even have a memory can't say love to you, and naturally can't hate you. ”She looked up at Shangguan Yang, her eyes were sincere: "You know me, can you tell me if I was such an indecisive person before" Her words stung him, he didn't expect that when they met again, she would kill all his expectations with such innocent eyes.She said that she was an indecisive person, didn't this tell him that she was ready to let go of the love she once had She laughed sarcastically too hard, and he already knew the answer: "You love him." ”When the matter was exposed, Yin Ningluo couldn't be indifferent, so the hand on the wall of the cup couldn't help but tighten a little.Trying to suppress the panic and uneasiness in her heart.This time, not only Shangguan Yang, but even Yin Ningluo hated himself a little, and it seemed that every time the two of them talked, they couldn't do without the child and Jun Ling.Yin Ningluo said: "Look, you must never have thought that I would be afraid to see you, and now the only thing that contacts you and me is that poor child."
You must blame me for not having a memory, but I'm afraid that when I regain my memory, I will be in the mood of facing you.Because I love you, I voluntarily forget everything, be with you again, and have another child.Even though I can forget, but Shangguan Yang, ask yourself, can you you you can't deny it, those people and things between us, their casual look is like a knife, coldly inserted into your heart and my heart memory is a terrible thing, when the mood is good, the spring blossoms, all harm is not harm, when the mood is bad, he makes people forget love, only remember hate.For three years, I couldn't sleep peacefully because of the disturbance of the dream.For three years, when I was afraid of helplessness in the dark, I didn't know that you existed, and now that I think about it, those tears are not poured out for no reason, every drop is because of you" The gaze shifted to the window, and another cherry blossom fell, Sakura didn't know, her drift stopped in Yin Ningluo's eyes, she felt sorry for her, and there was a wound in her eyes.Taking a sip of coffee, the glass window reflected the mist of the woman's tears, and she spit out a faint warm breath into the glass: "I must have been a very bad woman in the previous life, so in this life I will use you and Jun Ling to punish me, one I loved deeply, but I forgot deeply, and the other loved me, but I couldn't be loved." ”At that moment, Shangguan Yang realized how wrong he was, and he was still complaining about her ruthlessness, but he didn't know that her heart was already full of holes.Tears still fell unexpectedly, Yin Ningluo faced the window, wiped it with his hand, and squeezed out a smile when he turned around: "It's not early, I'll go first." ”got up, just took a step, Shangguan Yang's figure had already straddled over, his hands were on her shoulders, his eyes were cold and compelling, "Do you think of me making you so embarrassed" Yin Ningluo didn't speak, she chose to look at him quietly.Putting aside the noble life experience that the Zhang family and the Yin family added to her, she is just an ordinary woman, she thought about it many years ago, a simple life.A room, a touch of sunshine, a touch of tea, a book, and a man who loves her beside her.Qin Se and Ming, occasionally holding a plain pen, write down some lingering words.She just wants this kind of life, and who can give her the answer.There are too many entanglements in the world, and uninformed people think that it will be a kind of happiness to be loved by two men, but they really understand that kind of helplessness and self-blame can be described in words On the way back, the wind rose along the street, the leaves of the sycamore trees fell, and there was a desolation behind him.Yin Ning gathered the windbreaker on his body, walked down the street alone, looking at the French women coming and going, their faces were full of youthful smiles, Yin Ning Luo was like a stranger, unable to blend into their world.Walking between them, Yin Ningluo's eyes were filled with tears.Before leaving, Shangguan Yang said to her: "Zhang Yuxi, I will remind you of your memory, this time you have no right to escape" In the café, Shangguan Yang still sat in his original position and did not move, his black eyes were like the sea, hiding too many waves.Reaching out, he drank the coffee in front of him in one gulp.The mood is irritable, just because Yin Ningluo's hidden tears have been lingering in his mind.He treated Yin Ningluo warmly, because he loved this woman, and he loved it from beginning to end.So be careful not to bear to hurt.However, how could she be so angry with him, even if others didn't understand him, but she couldn't.If she denied him, then all the three years he had suffered for her would have been in vain.This time she came to French with Jun Ling, and there is no man in this world who can tolerate his wife being with other men.He Shangguan Yang is just an ordinary man.Every time he saw Yin Ningluo with Jun Ling, he felt so good that he forbears just because he is grateful for everything that person has done, and in the years without him, his appearance has protected her.But let her go, Shangguan Yang didn't agree.This visit to French was a long-planned plan.Even if he was forced, he had to force her back to his side and recognize himself.After so many years, his child should also grow up Shangguan Yang took out his wallet from his coat, took out two francs, and when he looked back, his eyes fell on the photo of a family of three impartially.The movement of his hands stopped, and he looked at that picture for a long time.The light came in from the window, Shangguan Yang's face was exposed to the sun, his cold eyebrows and eyes, his focused expression, the cold corners of his mouth, that glance, but he didn't want to turn out to be the end of the world, the photo was kept very well by Shangguan Yang, just like at the beginning, but now, he and Zhang Yuxi are separated by a long, long distance.Slender fingers swept across Zhang Yuxi's face, his nails were trimmed beautifully, rounded, clean, and neat.In the photo, her smile is pure and beautiful, and her clear eyes are full of the brilliance of a first-time mother.This glance made Shangguan Yang's eyes rise with moisture.Yin Ningluo said to him: "Shangguan Yang, you are burdened with too right responsibilities, they make you have no time to take care of me, in the end, you will win the world, but I alone did not appear in your plan." ”The words were indifferent, and every word pierced his heart.He was too difficult This afternoon, Shangguan Yang paid for the coffee, put away his wallet, and turned to leave.When I came out of the café.Sure enough, the cherry blossoms have fallen, and the eyes are full of depression.Stepping on the cherry blossom petals all the way, his eyebrows and eyes were indifferent, and he couldn't cry in his heart.Halfway through, Yin Ningluo was tired of walking, so she called a taxi and reported the address and asked the driver to send her back.In front of the castle, in the hustle and bustle of the driver's whistle, checking out, getting out of the car, whatever the vision behind her has nothing to do with her.At the door of the room, she saw Jun Ling packing his clothes and two suitcases, one for hers and the other for his.The little one was sitting on the edge of the bed, looking intently at his father.Yin Ningluo frowned, walked in quickly, and stopped his movements, "What are you doing here" When she asked, Jun Ling was folding one of her long skirts and putting it in the suitcase, raising her eyes, and meeting her uneasy expression, Jun Ling's eyebrows were gentle.Stopped the movement in his hand, the corners of his lips raised, and he spoke softly: "Let's go back, go back to City B."
Get your memories back, get back your past. ”Shangguan Yang suddenly appeared, Jun Ling already knew that something was wrong, not long ago, Shangguan Yang sent a short message, which just verified the idea in his heart.Do you remember what I once told you, she is mine, whether it is Yin Ningluo or Zhang Yuxi, I will not let you have been uneasy and frightened.Wandering alone in the living room, for fear that Shangguan Yang would savagely snatch Yin Ningluo away from him.The longer it passes, the more scared Jun Ling will be, he doesn't want love to be trapped in the dark swamp for a long time, if he loves Yin Ningluo, he must give her everything that belongs to her, only then can she make the right choice.Facing Jun Ling's warm eyebrows, Yin Ningluo sneered: "You don't plan to ask for me, are you" Jun Ling frowned, she really didn't expect her to think like this, she wanted to hug her, but when she just walked towards her first step, she refused."
Ning'er."
He called softly, and there was a faint pity in his voice.The hesitation and helplessness forced out the tears that Yin Ningluo had endured for a long time, and finally broke out at this moment.She looked at Jun Ling faintly, letting his face gradually blur in her vision.Shaking his head desperately, unable to accept all this.A drop of tears seemed to fall on Jun Ling's chest, and it was impossible not to help but hurt.Approaching quietly, he stretched out his arms and hugged Yin Ning into his arms, holding her close to his chest.His throat was thirsty, but he was excited, he said: "It's been so long, don't you understand what you mean to me, how dare I not want you to be a stupid girl, forget what I said, I will accompany you through the ups and downs of this life" These words, calmed Yin Ningluo's heart, she wanted to laugh, but there were more and more tears.With her arms around Jun Ling's waist, her eyes clear in tears, she secretly decided that she wanted to go back to City B, no matter how painful the memory was, she should remember it.She found that the farther she went, the more tired her heart became, and she didn't want to be so embarrassed with Jun Ling again.And who she really loves, she must have a complete memory to make a fair judgment.t: