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142 If you love, don't let go!


I don't know when, time has made her regress into a simple-minded child, and whenever she hears Jun Ling's name, she can be excited.When she heard Jun Ling's name in Zhang Yuchen's mouth, she was sitting upright, lowering her eyes and picking at the fingers on her chest.His name was like the water of a hot spring, moistening her entire heart.That feeling of warmth can only be experienced by her.It's also strange that she only cares about her own happiness, and forgets that Zhang Yuchen is still driving, and forgets that there is a problem between them, so when she heard Zhang Yuchen accusing Jun Ling with resentful words, she raised her head suddenly and frowned."

Big brother" she called helplessly, she had known a long time ago that Zhang Yuchen and Jun Ling were not on the right track, but as her eldest brother, if she felt sorry for her, couldn't she be kind to her beloved The car stopped in front of Xishan Villa, Zhang Yuchen took the lead in getting out of the car, bypassing the trunk and taking her luggage down, and then walked to the back seat, at that time Yin Ningluo had already opened the car door and was about to get out of the car.Seeing this, Zhang Yuchen instinctively put the suitcase aside, put one arm on the roof of the car, and reached over to pull her with one hand: "Come on." ”Yin Ningluo raised his eyes and looked at his palm propped up on the top of the canopy, ruddy and shiny, and the emotional line was entangled in the palm of his hand.What made Yin Ning unable to look away was the hand that had been out in front of him for a long time.Looking at each other, he had kindness in his heart, and she understood.Put your hand in the palm of his hand and get up with his strength.At the door of the house, Zhang Yuchen pressed the doorbell, and it was Zhang's sister-in-law who opened the door, but it was the Zhang family who greeted her.Zhang Xiaotian, Lin Wanru, Shangguan Ya, Zhang Yuqing, Ou Chenyi.And three adorable little babies.The protagonists at the door of this night are no longer adults, but two children.Haoxuan she recognized, the other two stood beside Shangguan Ya, needless to say that they must be the children of Shangguan Ya and Zhang Yuchen.Yin Ningluo didn't guess wrong, the two little guys were very intimate when they saw Zhang Yuchen, and bypassed her and ran into Zhang Yuchen's arms one after another.Zhang Yuchen squatted down and caught his two children.There is a father's love between his eyebrows.The little girl is easier to be coquettish, and she just doesn't want to let go of Zhang Yuchen's neck.Yin Ningluo looked at the child, with a white princess dress, small leather shoes, two pigtails, big eyes, and very cute.Seeing this, Yin Ningluo's eyes softened.Here, Zhang Yuchen seemed to have discussed with his daughter for a long time, but in the end he couldn't stand his daughter's entanglement, so he had no choice but to hold her in his arms before getting up.Although all the energy is on the little girl, Zhang Yuchen has never forgotten the existence of his sister, as soon as he took a step, he turned around, looked at Yin Ningluo, and took Yin Ningluo with one free hand, his black eyes shining in the light: "Go home." ”At first, she stood there motionless, meeting his eyes full of warmth, Yin Ningluo knew that what he wanted to convey to her in his eyes was the warmth of his family.In the car, he reprimanded her: "It is precisely because you have never forgotten Jun Ling that you will let down Shangguan Yang and can't see his sincerity." ”was not very angry, she asked him rhetorically: "Brother, have you forgotten that he already has a wife and children, even though he doesn't love that woman, but what about the child, after all, it is really his flesh and blood, a real existence, can you ignore it You always think that I am responsible for his sincerity, brother, have you forgotten that the first person to betray this marriage was him, not me" The words fell, and there was a dead silence in the car.It's as if they've been imprisoned in the past.Zhang Yuchen sealed the corners of his lips with indifference, he knew that he had said the wrong thing.Memories brought Zhang Yuchen back to the beginning of 09, when he learned about the existence of Li Jihe from his wife, and he was anxious for a while, and he didn't want to go to Shangguan's house to make trouble.still remembers that when he saw Shangguan Yang, he grabbed him by the collar and beat him.With anger and disappointment, he punched him very hard, and actually beat Shangguan Yang to blood, that night, Zhang Yuchen was like a trapped beast, he did not hesitate to lose his vocal cords, and asked him in a roaring voice: "Why did you betray Yuxi" His sister lost her life because of him, and it was good that he was busy abroad on weekdays, once he really saw Shangguan Yang, Zhang Yuchen would want to kill him.But when Shangguan Yang took out the contract with Li Jihe, Zhang Yuchen's heart softened suddenly.That night, the woman named Li Jihe was also present, and the woman screamed hysterically regardless of outsiders, and those mournful cries were nothing more than trying to reprimand Shangguan Yang for his ruthlessness.Anyway, she also gave birth to a son for Shangguan Yang, there is no merit and hard work, how can he treat her like this, in the crying of the sky, the woman hopes that Shangguan Yang can take a look at her, but from beginning to end, Shangguan Yang's eyes have never been to her, even if it is pity, he is stingy with her.Zhang Yuchen is a man, so he naturally knows the difference between love and non-love.Maybe at that moment, Zhang Yuchen understood that Shangguan Yang's heart was always on Zhang Yuxi.So when she learned that Zhang Yuxi was still alive, she became a person on Shangguan Yang's side, blindly matching him with Zhang Yuxi.But today, Zhang Yuxi's words reminded him: Whether Shangguan Yang loves Li Jihe or not, it is a fact that they already have children between them.Reality has nothing to do with Zhang Yuxi's disappeared memory, the love between the prince and the princess has cracked, like a broken porcelain vase, even if it is well glued, the crack will still exist after all.No matter how infatuated Shangguan Yang is, how can Zhang Yuxi accept the child who exists between him and Li Jihe.When Zhang Yuxi regained her memory, she was not cold in the face of her husband's cheating in marriage, and she had an extra child, and she had strong self-esteem, I was afraid that she would stay away from Shangguan Yang with an injury.In the living room, the hardest working were Zhang Yuchen's two children, who circled around Yin Ningluo, and showed favor one by one, for fear that Yin Ningluo would not remember them.During the conversation, Yin Ningluo found that Shi Xuan Siwen was well-behaved, but Shi Ning's personality was a little flamboyant at a young age.Shangguan Ya looked at her daughter with a smile, whenever Shi Ning's movements were not related to the lady, she would explain to Yin Ningluo: "Look at this child, it's all your brother's habit, I have educated her, let her study hard with her aunt, and learn more from your gentle temperament."

Now that you're back, I'm counting on you to help teach you a little more in the future. ”Yin Ningluo felt that when she came back this time, Shangguan Ya's tone was much more polite than before, at least she would not be tense in front of everyone, and even a little more flattering.Actually, having said that, what does it matter if she pleases or not, she is the wife of the eldest brother and her family.Even if she did make any mistakes before, she couldn't care about her.Sometimes confusion is the only way to maintain the harmony of a family.Unintentionally, the line of sight and Lin Wan, a woman in her fifties, seems to have been treated by time, and still retains a pair of clear and moving eyes.When he looked at her, he was mostly gentle and kind.One glance at each other can reveal a thousand words.Her daughters she understands, inherited her temperament, and are all gentle and kind people.When he fell asleep at night, Zhang Yuchen's mind was full of thoughts about Zhang Yuxi's problems, and his worries filled his brain, so that he couldn't sleep peacefully.I got up in the middle of the night, put on my slippers, and walked alone to the floor-to-ceiling window.There is a wind blowing in the face, waving the lace curtains on the left and right sides, and the temperature in the summer night of City B is not very cool, even if it hits Zhang Yuchen's face, it will not feel anything.Raising his eyes, his eyes melted into the dark night, and he always felt that he owed his sister a lot in the past three years.For example: the love of being an older brother.Women can become clingy because of love, and this is especially true for married women.After sleeping well in the middle of the night, Shangguan Ya subconsciously reached out to the side of the bed, and the tentacles felt empty, so she opened her eyes.There was no husband on the bed, and Shangguan Ya sat up anxiously.Instinctively looking for her husband in the room.His eyes fell in front of the window, and he saw his lonely figure before he spoke.Shangguan Ya put on her pajamas and got out of bed, and approached her husband with light steps."

What are you thinking?"

she asked.probably didn't expect his wife to get up in the middle of the night and appear behind him, so when he felt Shangguan Ya, Zhang Yuchen was stunned at first and then slowly returned to normal.He turned his gaze to the starry sky and said slowly: "In the past three years, I feel that I owe Yuxi a lot.When she first came back, she could have given her warmth, but she missed it, so that she would be so afraid of me and this home now. ”Shangguan Ya interrupted him, walked up to Zhang Yuchen and picked up her husband's face, under the moonlight, the deep facial features, and deep eyes.She treated her gently: "Don't worry, I will compensate her with you." ”After the last divorce, Shangguan Ya knew that she was wrong, so this time Zhang Yuxi came back, she really wanted to repair their previous relationship.Zhang Yuchen lowered his eyes and looked at his wife, raised his hand to clasp it in his wife's palm, a little moved, but he knew that some things were not as simple as he thought.He asked his wife, "The two of us should really think about it, if Yuxi regains her memory, how she will react when she faces Li Jihe's child, I now think all this is too cruel for Yuxi."

finally escaped death, but she accepted that her husband had an affair with another woman.The dream is shattered, how can she bear it" Shangguan Ya was obviously displeased after hearing this, although she knew what her husband meant, and as a woman, she could understand Zhang Yuxi's current situation, but probably because of family affection, she still couldn't help asking: "You mean you don't approve of my brother being with Yuxi" Zhang Yuchen narrowed his eyes under the moonlight, and some words did not need to be said The meaning is already clear."

Xiaoya, you should understand that there is no going back between them, both of them are people with very strong self-esteem.For Yuxi, the memory is to be restored, but after the recovery, their relationship cannot be restored. ”Now it's Shangguan Ya's turn to be speechless, yes, yes, both of them are strong people, how can they easily return to their original appearance.This night, in Yin Ningluo's room, there was a light on at the head of the bed, and she stood alone in front of the window, but there was a phone call in her ear that had been dialed.When Yin Ningluo called Jun Ling, he was on his way to the Jun family's old house.In other words, the two took a plane to City B and City C an hour before and after.The recording console showed that the call was Yin Ningluo, Jun Ling pressed the answer button and put on a Bluetooth headset.Maybe love is like this, I haven't heard her voice yet, and the smile on the corner of my lips has bloomed.He asked, "It's so late, I haven't slept yet," and she replied: "Thinking of you, I don't know if you've returned to China." ”He replied, "I'm back, I'm rushing to the old house." ”She asked, "Will you be staying at the old mansion tonight?"

and he replied, "Not sure." ”Because he still has important things to confess to the old man tonight.Changing the mode, Jun Ling smiled and told Yin Ningluo: "Don't kick the quilt when you sleep at night, although it is also summer, but City B is not as good as City C, and the temperature at night is still very cold." ”His deep and beautiful voice came from the mobile phone, like the melodious notes of the cello, every stroke can warm her heart, she listened to it and her heart was warm, but the tip of her nose was sour.I really want to say to him, it would be good if you were there and the people over there seemed to be able to guess her thoughts, and said directly: "Ning'er, you listen to you have to learn to adapt to the days without me, my stupid girl will grow up slowly, do you know" Saying this, Jun Ling was really sad.What kind of situation did he force him out of that way he would say such things against his will.On the night of C City, Jun Ling pursed his lips, and the light of a street lamp hit the car, illuminating his forbearance emotions.I felt uncomfortable, so my hand on the steering wheel couldn't help but tighten a little.At this time, he really regretted that he couldn't be domineering, so what's wrong with keeping her in captivity, so why let her get those memories back.They should have died with Zhang Yuxi's death three years ago.Yin Ningluo, who was concerned about him, had something to do, but he overestimated himself, and no matter how domineering he was, he couldn't escape the bottom line of morality after all.He believes in karma, that the world is a circle, and that sooner or later people or things that have been forgotten will one day follow the path of the circle and return to the original point again.Those memories belong to Zhang Yuxi, even if they have been forgotten, they will be remembered by her one day.He was afraid that by then, she would hate him for his imprisoned love.After the silence, the only response to Yin Ning was a few cold words: "I'm driving, you rest early, hang up" to end the call, Jun Ling's eyes were swollen and painful, and sometimes he was affectionate.Distant B City, Yin Ningluo listened to the sound of the beep on his mobile phone, and his mood was complicated.Turning around, she propped her arms on the balcony and raised her eyes, the light lit up the sparkle in her eyes.The car drove into the Jun family's old house, Jun Ling took the child down, and told him as he walked: "God bless, this is the home of grandpa and grandma, dad and mom may be very busy during this time, and they don't have time to take care of you, so you will live with grandparents for the time being, but don't worry, grandparents are very good, they will love you very much." ”Tianyou nodded obediently when he listened.While speaking, Jun Ling had already walked to the main hall, at nine o'clock in the evening, Jun Yu and Li Wan had not planned to sleep, seeing their son, the second elder was surprised for a while, looking at the child beside him, Li Wan seemed to be influential, so he asked out loud: "This child" Jun Ling did not reply, nodded silently.Jun Ling introduced Li Wan and Jun Yu to Tianyou, and instructed the little guy to call someone.The kid was indeed likable, and his politeness and demeanor made people feel more caring."

Okay, it's all family, sit down."

Li Wan greeted enthusiastically, at her age, she has no resistance to children at all.So no matter if it was late or not, Li Wan still ordered the kitchen to make some small snacks and serve them.Li Wan was enthusiastic, but Jun Yu was very cold, looking at his son with deep eyes, he came back so late, and he didn't see Yin Ningluo by his side, I'm afraid that something happened Father and son don't need too many polite words to talk, Jun Yu went directly to the topic: "Ningluo, why don't you come back together" The words fell, the room was silent, and even Li Wan's action of feeding the children snacks had to stop, and they all looked at Jun Ling.Perhaps because the atmosphere was too serious for children to be present, Li Wan instructed the maid to take the little one upstairs.There were only three adults left in the living room, and Jun Ling told Jun Yu everything that had happened before and his decision.Jun Yu was furious when he heard this, and scolded his son: "Nonsense" "Didn't you tell me before, this life must be Yin Ningluo, no matter what her identity is, you won't let go Jun Ling, I trust you, and that's how you repay me" I didn't see Jun Yu angry, but this time he was really disappointed in his son.Jun Ling listened to his father's counting, his expression was calm, and after Jun Yu finished venting, he replied to him like this: "Actually, I regretted letting Yin Ningluo go back to City B alone, but, after all, that is her memory, I don't want her to be with me with her life with regrets."

I don't want my love to be overshadowed by a shameful act. ”Jun Yu was angry, his son is very good at his career, how can he be so stupid emotionally, he knows that sabre-rattling can't solve the problem, so he tried to calm down, picked up the old man and said: "You grew up in front of your grandfather since you were a child, and the proudest thing in his life should be the relationship with your grandmother, I believe you have heard your grandfather show off his love when he was young."

If he hadn't been a little overbearing at the time, do you think he would have been able to keep your grandma" The old man who was far away in the capital slept well in the middle of the night, and suddenly sneezed.The old man woke up from his sleep and was very puzzled: Who was saying bad things about him behind his back Jun Yu said that love is not a generous concession, but a struggle.If you love this person, you must do everything you can to win her or him.You and Yin Ningluo have been missed for many years, if you miss it again this time, you will never have a chance again Although Jun Yu's words were enlightened, what really surprised Jun Ling was the actions of his mother Li Wan, I don't know when, Li Wan had already walked to his side, stretched out his hand, and in the palm of his hand was the jade pendant that Zhang Yuxi gave him back then.Li Wan said: "What does this pendant represent, you won't be unclear, your love for Yin Ningluo will not be forgotten even if she recovers her memory."

I know you're worried about her, but if it's you who she's chosen after her memories come back, wouldn't your current response disappoint her?

”As soon as the words fell, Jun Ling looked at his father and mother in a daze.From the beginning, they were not optimistic about this relationship, but now they encourage themselves to pursue love bravely, and they have really made great concessions for him Junyu and Li Wan.Li Wan said: "The reason why your father and I changed our minds is because your love touched us on the one hand, and on the other hand, because you are our son, we don't want to make your people's survival defective because of stubbornness, I and your father are from the past, and we will respect your choice."

Ling'er, if you decide it, chase it, even if you don't get a good ending, you have to give yourself a chance to love. ”Li Wan handed the jade pendant in her hand to her son's palm, and used her hand to make him buckle it back: "Go" Jun Ling glanced at his parents gratefully, a fire of hope ignited in his heart, and he turned around and walked out of the hall."

Dad" the little guy came downstairs at some point and chased Jun Ling.Holding his hand, he looked at him with dark eyes, as if waiting for a promise: "Dad, you will bring your mother back, right, our family of three will be together forever, right" Facing his son, Jun Ling squatted down and raised his hand to stroke his smiling face: "Dad can't give you a positive answer now, but Dad tries his best to bring Mom back, I hope that when the time comes, our family of three will never have to be separated again" t: