People always want to maintain a new heart, but there are many helpless ways to walk in the world.The city is too noisy, and people's steps are too hurried, and the rush is just to support the family, and the daily trivialities are not to be complained.The sound of the horn behind him conveys a message: busy, in a hurry.After honking the horn, the owner still saw that the woman in front of him was not moving, and finally became angry, rolled down the car window, poked his head out, and shouted at the top of his voice: "Hey, please give way to the front" It was noon, and the road was very crowded.In fact, Yin Ningluo is not wrong, she is walking in the farthest position on the side of the road, and it stands to reason that when she walks by herself, she will not affect others at all.But who dares to have time, even this poor road limit has to be occupied.The driver thought: I'm in a hurry, you can go to the stone road when you hear the whistle and give me the asphalt first.He thought of himself, but not of others.Yin Ningluo's body was filled with heavy thoughts, and on the premise of not disturbing others, where could she hear a voice other than her heart, so she put her hands in her pockets like that, maintaining an inconvenient posture and walking along her own route.Occasionally looking up, the tears in his eyes under the sun were golden, like a dream Shangguan Yang drove behind him, and when he heard the abusive voice of the driver in front of him, he subconsciously frowned.The owner of the car wanted to rely on his sense of superiority to drive a luxury car to suppress pedestrians, but he didn't expect to encounter a hard bone today, and his anger rose.The man changed gears in the car, thinking: Okay, since you won't let you, then I will scare you, and see if you dare to ignore others in the future.At that time, Shangguan Yang had already unfastened his seat belt and got out of the car, when he saw that the driver wanted to accelerate, and then saw that Yin Ningluo still had no sign of getting out of the way, his black eyes widened, and he even forgot to close the car door, and ran directly to Yin Ningluo's side, while the driver had not yet driven over, he pulled her aside Yin Ningluo's consciousness was chaotic in his own world, and when he didn't have time to react, his body had been dragged by a powerful arm, and then, there was a sound of a car speeding in his ears, and the speed was so great that it blew her hair.He didn't know she was crying, and when he received her, her eyes were already full of tears.The heart is so tired that I don't even blink my eyelids to give it the strength to knock them out.A tear fell on his suit-clad arm, and the transparent teardrops smeared and precipitated on his black suit, and finally merged with the deep black.Shangguan Yang wrapped one hand around her waist, clasped her neck with the other, and pressed her head in his arms, if she had the heart, she could hear the sound of his heart pounding at this moment.Years ago, she was not only a car killer, but also a road killer, never looking at the road when she walked.Although he knew that he didn't blame her for today's incident, the scene just now really scared him.When the tip of his nose came with the fragrance of mint, mixed with the domineering breath on the person's body, Yin Ningluo didn't need to look up to know who that person was.It's just that I didn't expect that when I was in the worst mood, the person who appeared next to me turned out to be him.Her heart is very tired and painful now, so no matter what kind of mentality he has, she is powerless to struggle at this moment, just begging him not to move before he gets angry, let her lean for a while, and after a while to buffer, the person is really angry, holding her hand, and his tone is not good: "Follow me" In the slow-paced and secluded park, on the white bench, Shangguan Yang pressed her body to let her sit down.And his black figure kept hovering in front of her.Frowning, in fact, he was still in shock.Yin Ningluo suddenly stretched out a hand to hold his palm, raised his eyes, looked up at him, and said lightly: "Don't turn around, I'm dizzy." ”As the words fell, she glanced at the empty seat beside her and gave him a look, motioning for him to sit down.The moment he looked up, sunlight poured in between the two of them and fell on her face, allowing him to see the faint moisture in her eyes.His heart suddenly throbbed, and his restlessness and restlessness turned into smoke at that moment.He sat down beside her, looking sideways at her.He saw her dressed in an aqua blue jumpsuit, with a black belt around her waist and rhinestones at the joints.The long black hair was also tied up.Revealing a clean face without makeup.Her skin is very white and her skin texture is delicate.It's the kind of woman who doesn't apply powder, and it's enough to show her charm.The bench left a gap between the two, and she sat quietly, her body slightly bent and her hands between her legs.There are still tears on the eyelashes.His gaze found a focal point on the ground, and he couldn't help himself for a long time.She is lonely, helpless, but extremely vigilant.Shangguan Yang reached out to stroke the top of her hair, but had to stop in mid-air.Deep eyes looked at her at this moment.She was a proud woman, and would not easily turn to her for help even if she was injured.The timing was not right at the moment, and if he sent comfort, it would surely arouse her disgust.The two sat silently for a long time.In the park at noon, although the sun is scorching, there are still mothers pushing disobedient children out to play.The mother patiently coaxed her child, and the voice reached Shangguan Yang's ears, causing him to be displeased.I'm afraid that the woman next to me will have a bad mood when she hears it.Shangguan Yang glanced back at Yin Ningluo, and found that her eyes were locked on the woman and the child at this time, and the moment a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, it made Shangguan Yang feel heartbreaking.It wasn't until the mother and son walked away that she said: "On such a hot summer, you came all the way, but you didn't say a word to sit here with me to bask in the sun, don't you feel wronged" Although she walked all the way quietly, she knew that he was with her.Probably from the moment she left the West Hill Villa, she could always feel that someone was following her behind her.She didn't keep quiet, she didn't want to turn back, she let him go.And when he received a call from Zhang Yuqing, he was working in the study, and on the phone, Zhang Yuqing told him all the causes and consequences.After Shangguan Yang heard this, he was undecided, hung up the phone, simply packed up, and hurriedly went to the warehouse to pick up the car and followed.Shangguan Yang raised his eyes and unexpectedly met Yin Ningluo's eyes, the smile on the corner of her lips was still dissipating, Yin Ningluo didn't give Shangguan Yang a chance to defend herself at all, she said: "In my previous life, I must have been a bad woman." ”Suddenly, she looked up at Shangguan Yang's expression, and saw him frowning, the smile on her lips had a tendency to expand, no matter how she looked at it, she didn't think so, "If it weren't for this, how could I marry you, love you deeply, love our children deeply, but in the end, it was a bamboo basket and a joy in the air" The voice carried a sense of vicissitudes, and anyone who listened to it would feel distressed.She said: "Mother told me that you have been blaming yourself for my affairs for the past three years, in fact, I want to know how you have come every day after my death" Time pulled Shangguan Yang back to the memories of the past, that time was dark for Shangguan Yang, the beloved woman and the child died one after another, no matter how strong his heart was, he couldn't bear this double blow.So, alcoholism and decadence became his friends in the rest of his life, and under the leadership of these two friends, he swam in the clouds and fog every day, and he was extraordinarily free.It is because of this that Li Jihe will take advantage of the opportunity, and he will be in a state of confusion overnight, causing a tragedy for many years.Shangguan Yang's black eyes were like lacquer, and when he looked up, he felt that the sun above his head was about to burn his eyes.I want to talk to her, but I feel that the seemingly close distance between them is separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and some things have long been unable to go back to the beginning.Perhaps she already knew the answer, tears had flashed in her eyes, and she understood that the world was ruthless, and it was no wonder that he was wrong.So she said everything he wanted to say: "Look, if it weren't for me, you would have an easy life now, right, if we didn't know each other, you are still you, I am still me, he will meet in the workplace every day, nodding his head, smiling, maybe passing by, and living in peace."
But fate made me meet you, entangled for nearly ten years, although these ten years, not to mention exhausting youth, but also really draining the mind.Before this, I was still thinking, instead of complaining about you, it is better to examine myself, a tragedy is not the responsibility of one person.keeps accusing you and asking you to let go, but I don't know that in fact, the person who can't let go the most is me. ”After speaking, Yin Ningluo had already stood up from the chair and looked down at Shangguan Yang, "Now, I let go, no longer sad, no longer complaining."
I hope you can forgive me for being willful next. ”Before the words fell, Yin Ningluo had already walked towards the middle of the road.The tide of the crowd street is clearing, Yin Ningluo just wants to escape quickly, leaving all this sadness behind, and has long forgotten that she is still in the world and the existence of traffic lights.When a car whistled towards Yin Ningluo, her body had already lost the ability to move, and a trace of panic flashed in her bright eyes.It was very close, and Yin Ningluo knew that it was too late for her to avoid it.At this moment, a figure suddenly flashed in front of her, rolling with her to the grass by the side of the road.Yin Ningluo was protected by the man in his arms, and the moment he landed, his body couldn't help but fall.Fortunately, there is no danger.When Yin Ningluo opened her eyes, all she saw was Shangguan Yang's panicked face, no one noticed, not even he himself, the moment he saved Yin Ningluo just now, he rubbed against the body, and when he landed, his wrist hit the ground, tearing the skin, and the blood flowed.Shangguan Yang stroked Yin Ningluo's face and anxiously confirmed her safety."
It's okay" Yin Ningluo shook her head, she was fine.He helped her up, and immediately frowned: "Why can't you make people worry, two car accidents in one day, no matter how strong your heart is, you will be scared and suffocated, if you don't grow up, no one will blame you, why do you have to brush the temper of a child, and you want to die of anger" Yin Ningluo looked at him quietly, listening to his scolding, his eyes turned red: This person, how can he treat her like this: