On a winter day, the sun peeks out of the clouds with a pale smiling face, and the snow on both sides of the road shimmers in a halo.There was still wind blowing over the dry branches from time to time, blowing in the face with a dry smell, tired of the smell of cold snow.On the way back to Xishan Villa, Yin Ningluo put his hands in the pockets of his down jacket, didn't speak, just lowered his head and walked carefully.When I feel cold, I rub my little face on the scarf, and the lamb's wool is soft, which is also a kind of treatment to the skin.The man was still behind him, and his presence was undoubtedly a kind of protection for her, who had long relied on him.Let her know that even in the cold winter, her sunshine is always there.In this way, a warmth will rise in her heart.Seeing that the distance between home was gradually getting closer, when the man's footsteps were about to catch up with him, Yin Ningluo stopped in front, turned around, took out a pen and paper from his pocket and wrote: "I'm almost home, you go back." ”Show him.Juanxiu's font reveals the heart of her daughter's family.As if thinking of something before leaving, she took off the lambswool scarf from her neck and gave it back to him.She continued to walk ahead, and he didn't follow.Looking down at the scarf in his hand, the soft texture rubbed on his fingertips, there was a hint of pleasure in his black eyes, and the corners of his lips were hooked, "Wait a minute" He called out to her, holding the scarf in his hand and running towards her.He stood still in front of her, a white mist spitting through the back and forth breath, with a slightly undulating emotion.He put his hands on her shoulders and said, "Give me pen and paper." ”At that time, Yin Ningluo didn't understand what he meant, thinking that if he had something to say, she could hear it.Why bother to learn from her like this, with her back to the sun, a pair of dark eyes with a graceful glass.It has nothing to do with the season, but the smile on the corner of the lips is like a million flowers blooming in spring.Seeing that she didn't move, he reached out and took out a pen and paper from her pocket, opened the blank page, looked at her more before putting down the pen, the corners of his lips rose slightly, and then saw the pen in his hand like a flying dragon floating, after writing, he showed her the side with words: "Were you afraid to sleep alone last night" She was stunned, last night there was a sudden storm in City B, woke up in the middle of the night, hid alone in the quilt and curled up, coldly watching God let off her temper at night, and she wanted to force herself to be brave.The memory became warm with those strong words, and in the past in C City, if she encountered a stormy night, she did not have to be afraid.Because there was always one of them by his side at that time.Hearing the thunder, she only had to turn around to hide in his arms.No matter how violent it was, her dreams always had a sweetness.Their memories melted together in the winter, but he wasn't the first to fall asleep on that night.Knowing that she was scared, he would pay attention to holding her in his arms.Sometimes she's just a mischievous kitten.At first, he couldn't sleep peacefully, so he rubbed his little furry head vigorously in front of his chest, and wrapped his arms around his waist, trying to squeeze his breath away.Last night, when she was most scared, the lights in the room suddenly turned on.The eldest brother Zhang Yuchen hurriedly walked over and picked her up who was frightened by the storm.Stroked her back and comforted her softly over and over again: "Yuxi, don't be afraid of my brother" Yuchen said to her, she was very afraid of stormy nights when she was very young, and every time she was young at that time, she would always knock on his door with a small pillow and let her coax her to sleep.This habit has followed her ever since.In the middle of the night, Zhang Yuchen gave up his comfortable sleep and ran over to accompany her, and he didn't turn off the lights and leave until she fell asleep.Reality and memory are intertwined, and some emotions inexplicably open up the softness in her heart.After understanding what he meant, she took the pen and paper and wrote directly: "Don't worry, I slept well last night, and my eldest brother has been with me." ”thought that this was the end, but who knew that it was because of such a sentence that her mind was exposed to him.This time, he didn't ask her for a pen and paper, but put his hands on her shoulders, his eyes were burning and he said confidently: "Yin Ningluo, when did you recover your memory." ”The voice was not a question, but a complete affirmation.He was sure she had him in her memory.As if someone had been poked in the heart, panic flashed in her eyes, and she desperately wanted to escape from him.But she didn't know that it was because of her behavior that he was completely sure that she had really regained her memory.When she missed his side and left, he had already stretched out his long arms to wrap her in his arms, and his heaving chest suppressed too many of his emotions, not knowing whether he was happy or worried.He opened his mouth when his voice was the most indistinct: "Apologize, I said I would protect you, but I left the table halfway."
I thought I could arrange everything for you, I thought I could let go and give you happiness.But in the end, I realized how despicable I was.Leave you alone through the thorns and through the night.Now I don't dare to ask for your forgiveness.In the past, you could call you Ning'er without any scruples, but now the word Ning'er is contained between your teeth, but you have to think about it in every way.This is the punishment for my perfidy, and I know that I deserve it.But now, Yin Ningluo, I have lost some kind of right, you come to teach me whether it is good or not, if you think it is good, please tell me, if you think it is bad, please tell me too.For the rest of my life, my mind will only be given by your will.Just like just now, don't dislike me, okay" In his arms, Yin Ningluo's slender fingers tightened the hem of his black coat, so as to hide the sudden moisture in his eyes.Her heart suddenly felt very painful, he and her, not half of their lives, why are they like old people in the good years, and the vicissitudes of time have condensed everything, including one of her and one of him.There was no debt or forgiveness, she finally pushed him away, she raised her eyes and her eyes were calm, and she never saw her tears in her eyes.A love that suffocates for too long, she needs time to buffer.When I returned home that day, the uneasy atmosphere in the living room was greeted by Lin Wanru's worried eyes.She pulled Yin Ningluo to the sofa and sat down, as if she was a person who could relieve her worries, "What should I do, have you read the news, if your sister-in-law knows, her temper will definitely turn the world upside down" Lin Wanru will be worried because Zhang Yuchen is her son, and when a woman reaches her age, she will never leave the family in her heart, in other words, maintaining the peace of a family is her most important thing.Looking at her anxious and sad mother, Yin Ningluo was as calm as ever.Although she didn't snoop on Zhang Yuchen's feelings, she still knew what kind of character that man was.Didn't it already be made clear on the news that I was hungry when I went out to negotiate business, so I ate something nearby with my secretary.In fact, no matter how false or true there is in these words, she believes that Zhang Yuchen will not do anything out of the ordinary.Then I heard Lin Wanru say again: "I believe that your eldest brother is not the kind of person who sees things differently.In fact, his relationship with Shangguan Ya has been very good over the years.If not" is this sentence, if it is not for Yin Ningluo's attention, Lin Wanru stopped it and reached out to touch her face.Just one sentence: "I have wronged you" Yin Ningluo understood, if it wasn't for her sudden appearance three years later, if it weren't for the fact that there was an extra Jun Ling by her side at that time.If it weren't for her amnesia, she forgot Shangguan Yang.There is too much obscurity in these if, which hurts her and hurts the family.In fact, emotional matters have always been reluctant, let alone couples who have lived together for many years.It has nothing to do with her, if Shangguan Ya trusts her husband, and their family will turn a deaf ear to these false scandals.This time, it was not only Zhang Yuchen who couldn't escape the emotional entanglement, but also her.When she came back from outside, she was soaked in a layer of cold, and she really needed to go back to her room and take a hot shower to get rid of the cold.Before going upstairs, she wrote a paragraph to Lin Wanru: "Be relaxed, things have already happened, just this time is a test for the eldest brother and sister-in-law, if the two are stronger than Jin, the gossip from the outside world will disperse."
Mother, waiting and seeing what happens is the best support for her son. ”The body was in the white bathtub, emptying her brain, the orange light scattered the glass on her body, she never thought that a bathroom that was not big or small could have such magic to help her withstand all the wind and rain and cold outside.The jade skin was against the wall of the white porcelain jar, looking up, the bright glass above her head shook her eyes, the dotted crystal lamps seemed to speak, and she seemed to see a small figure in the light, with a woman's happy laughter, and a man's soft doting.Time goes back to three years ago, the most worry-free period of her life.There was no wind or rain in C City, and she and he were illuminated by the warm sun.Recall, there is only the word warmth left in her heart, how can there be sadness That man gave her his best time and warmest warmth without reservation.In the light, she saw her own smile, and saw the man's most pious black eyes, and he took her as a believe, so carefully cared for her.Looking back, it's not that there is only him in her world, but that there is only one her left in his world.He once said to her: If you can melt into your bones and blood, you can take it with you wherever you go, how good it is for Hongchen men and women, but they are just two strange individuals before they fall in love.After falling in love, you can't stand it day by day, so you always want to be one with each other.She is like this, and so is Jun Ling.Mother's hadn't given her many hints.It made her sober up a lot.There are too many accidents in life, and all kinds of joys and sorrows, all kinds of people, and all kinds of things are staged every day in this city.She didn't dare to say that she was too good, but she did meet a very good lover.She has always given herself too much burden, because she is close to Jun Ling, so she shows him all these suppressed emotions.These little emotions that never noticed her fell on Jun Ling's eyes were all injuries, and he gave her the happiest time, he said: I don't expect anything else in this life, I just ask you to forget the injury.He loves her, but she can't let go of a Shangguan Yang in her heart, how can he not be sad and sad in the past, she will say that the most tired person in this relationship is her.But in fact, she is the one with the most conscience, from the beginning the man has protected her very well, how has she ever been hurt in any way, if she has not been willfully entangled, how would he think of retreating to the second, so she is very bad, selfishly forcing a man's proud self-esteem into the corner, and condescending to despise him, let him turn into dust and humble himself to dust.When he closed his eyes, tears slipped from the corners of Yin Ningluo's eyes and fell into the bathtub.When your ribs ignore your pain, it's not you who should say I'm sorry, it's me Lu family, the lights are bright, and the splendor and luxury of this manor become solemn and condensed at night.In Lu Tianrou's room, the woman changed into a silk dress, her injured arm was exposed, and the whip marks were shocking.At the bedside, Lu Tianrou frowned and cleaned the wound with alcohol.Lu Tianhao was holding a lacquered wooden tray in his arms, on which was placed the special medicine for bruises, and his slender figure stood in front of the door and looked at his sister quietly, with many complex emotions flowing in his dark eyes.After the Lu family was a prominent family, Lu Tianrou was pampered by Lu Xi and himself since she was a child, when did she suffer such a grievance.That's a horse whip, when Lu Xi beat her, although he didn't say that he used ten points of strength, he had eight or nine points.The two brothers and sisters, Lu Tianrou, have been the ones who are most afraid of pain since they were children.Now for Zhang Yuchen, he was whipped by Lu Xi alive.It hurts when he looks at it, not to mention Lu Tianrou himself.Lu Tianhao walked over and pulled a piece to sit in front of his sister, with a black robe, white trousers, and slender legs cocked.took out the medicine from the tray, dipped it in a cotton ball, and reached out to take his sister's beaten arm, just one glance, Lu Tianhao's eyes were like a thorn.The whip fell, and the delicate skin immediately opened its flesh.At this moment, the blood stains have not dried, and those hideous wounds are shocking.Lu Tianhao took his sister's arm and refused to rub the medicine, and the indoor light fell on Lu Tianhao, but he couldn't spy on the emotions in his eyes."
Brother."
Lu Tianrou put one hand on Lu Tianhao's shoulder and called softly.In the end, the cotton ball with the medicine did not touch Lu Tianrou's wound, but was thrown into the trash can by Lu Tianhao.This scene fell in Lu Tianrou's eyes, she bit her lip, but she didn't know how to speak.Lu Tianhao stood up from his chair with a thud, his hands on his hips, and the wind scattered around him foreshadowed his anger.After taking a big breath, he seemed to suppress his temper, and he asked Lu Tianrou: "What have you wanted since you were a child, why did a Zhang Yuchen make you so humble" If it weren't for Lu Xi's words today, he really didn't know that Lu Tianrou returned to China for Zhang Yuchen.When he received a call from her to return to China, Lu Tianhao had an indescribable joy, the only sister he loved in his life, who had been drifting abroad for so long, and finally wanted to return to China and return to his father.Lu Tianhao said: "My mother died early, my father loves you, and I love you."
I hope you will have no worries in your life, but how can you practice yourself like this.Today, if that Zhang Yuchen is still single, you want to have a relationship with him, even if your father is unwilling, I will spare no effort to be thoughtful and strive for happiness for you.But how can you be so confused, he has a family and a room, a wife and a daughter, what is your existence, you have received a foreign education since you were a child, and you have your own insistence on what you believe.When I gave up business and followed the law, I used this persistence, and my father and I couldn't resist you, and you could only rely on you.But Lu Tianrou, if you want to use this persistence on Zhang Yuchen, I advise you to die of this heart.As your brother, I have the responsibility to take care of you on behalf of your mother.Although my father doesn't say it, he must feel guilty about you.If your mother sees you like this in the world, how can she not be heartbroken" Lu Tianhao's plain words have made Lu Tianrou's heart overflow, and her eyes are burned red by family affection, how can she not know how impulsive she is to do this, how can she not know that falling in love with Zhang Yuchen is equivalent to pushing herself into the abyss.But there is really no way, she can control things in the world, but only her feelings are uncontrollable, she has loved Zhang Yuchen for many years, and she thought that she could turn around in a dashing manner when she heard that he was married, and said to the man she once loved: I wish you happiness.But then I realized that she was overestimating herself.She has been collecting news from him all these years, and I don't know why this has become her habit, embedded in the bones and blood and cannot be separated.She didn't want to disturb him, she just wanted to think about him quietly.How come even this small wish has become a luxury to her For Lu Tianhao's persuasion, Lu Tianrou listened to half of it and lost half of it, she knew that whether it was Lu Xi or Lu Tianhao, they all loved her, but Zhang Yuchen She didn't plan to give up."
Brother, I understand everything you said, but I love Zhang Yuchen.I don't dare to expect you to be able to understand my feelings for Yuchen like you do with my sister-in-law, you can not recognize my love, you can not accept him, just don't destroy it at all. ”The previous sentence of "Xiaorou" and "brother" is Lu Tianhao's hatred of iron and helplessness.The latter sentence is Lu Tianrou's obsession."
Brother, I beg you" Lu Tianrou's tears fell, it was the deep despair of a woman who was involved in love, "I promise you to restrain my own feelings, not to disturb him, not to cause trouble to anyone, just let me love him quietly, okay" The breath was stagnant, Lu Tianhao came to Lu Tianrou with heavy steps, his eyes turned away from the tray she fell on, the cotton ball was dipped in the potion, and he pulled her arm to carefully medicate her, sometimes he felt that she was in pain, he would blow her wounds, but at this moment, Without warning, his tears fell on her wounds."
Brother."
This voice called Lu Tianhao to look up at her.The man's eyes were slightly red, holding back the surging tears, and after a few impulses, he finally spoke in a hoarse voice: "Xiaorou, what should my brother do if he picks it up" Compromise, forbearance, and concession are the emotions that Lu Tianrou spied in Lu Tianhao's eyes.I only heard him say: "My brother has only hurt three women in his life, one is you, one is your sister-in-law, and the other is my daughter."
Although I can't give you the love of men and women like my sister-in-law, I have given you all the love of my brother.Since I was a child, I have held you in the palm of my hand as a pearl and a bright moon, how can I bear to see you sad today I compromised, not because I admit your love, only for you, only because you are my sister who is connected by blood. ”Lu Tianhao picked up Lu Tianrou's face and brushed away the tears on her face, with unconcealable pity in his dark eyes.And what can she say, a thousand words gathered in her mind and came out of just one sentence: "Brother, thank you" A pair of bright eyes seemed to become more determined after the baptism of tears, even if there was a sea of fire in front of her, she would not regret today's decision.For love, you must always be presumptuous once.t: