It's just that no matter how fragile he is at this time, it is impossible for him to show it in front of her, the relationship between the two has broken the ice, but just now, their relationship has deteriorated again, and before he gets a definite answer, it is impossible for him Long Yuchen to dislike her again.Gently moving her head around her neck, Chu Yunyan got a response, and hurriedly poured the water in her hand into his mouth slowly matching his speed.Then let him lie on his lap, spit out the sewage, and then took him in his arms again, and wiped the corners of his lips that were still with water droplets and his forehead that was still sweating with cold sweat with a handkerchief."
Yan Yan, don't go, listen to my explanation."
After resting in Chu Yunyan's arms for a while, accumulating some strength, Long Yuchen's thin voice like an air stream clearly entered Chu Yunyan's ears, making her startled.She knew very well that he and she were the same kind of people, no matter how he usually gagged, how he teased himself, and how he had no boundaries, but this kind of words similar to requests were impossible for them to say, unless they were in front of the person they thought they trusted the most and could rely on the most.It's just that how can he be the most trusted and reliable, they haven't known each other for a month, whether they are cooperative or not, they are still testing each other, where to start with the word trust.But what explanation can he give in such a tone?
Chu Yunyan turned her head sideways, facing the face that she had already put in her heart, and nodded subconsciously, after that, she heard her own voice: "I'm not leaving, you rest first, if you have anything to say, we'll talk about it when you're better." ”Long Yuchen immediately shook her head lightly and said in her ear: "No, let's make it clear now, I'm afraid you'll run away again." ”Chu Yunyan smiled, held one of his weak hands on her lap, and played with it gently, if it was a doctor who was proficient in acupuncture points, he would definitely be amazed, seemingly unintentionally playing, in fact, every stroke was accurately pointed on the acupuncture points to relieve his discomfort.The other arm grabbed his body towards her, in fact, since he fainted, she inadvertently felt her own mind, she already wanted to listen to his explanation, and then saw that even now he was trying to keep himself, and then thinking of his jokes every time, she couldn't help but wonder if those words were true.It's just that she doesn't have the mood now, and she doesn't have the energy to accept another person, such a bitter injury, so that she doesn't dare to take this step, the sea of blood has not been avenged, and she can't be greedy for children's affection.However, in such a quiet night, quietly holding this person in her arms and listening to his voice, it is still okay She is really curious, that mask.She once rescued a man in the rivers and lakes who was stolen from the money bag at the border, did not eat for three days and suffered internal injuries, but she didn't expect him to be the eldest son of the martial arts historian Taishi family, and he took him back to the barracks.Among them, when he heard about the four masters of the continent today, he was very interested, so he said a few more words, and when she heard about Yinyue Gongzi, she listened very seriously, because the mask impressed her.Thinking of Tai Shi Heng's description at that time, and then thinking of the half of the silver crescent mask he saw in the study, Chu Yunyan actually already had the answer in his heart, but he couldn't be sure before he admitted it himself."
The mask.Let me think about how to speak, okay" Long Yuchen struggled to half-prop himself up to face her, and pleading was clearly reflected in his misty eyes, making Chu Yunyan's heart feel like it was pricked by a needle.What the hell is wrong with this person, why does he have such an expression, Chu Yunyan wants to understand him, but she knows that it is not the right time.Not only did she have no energy or time to think about these things now, but also his attitude towards her, everything about him, she had no way of knowing.In the past month or so, she has clearly known how false the rumors are about him, except for the fact that he is really sick and weak, none of them are true, and she needs time to see, think, and find.Chu Yunyan nodded lightly, leaned on the head of the bed, rested his head on his shoulder, waiting, for a while, time seemed to stand still, and seemed to pass in a hurry.When Long Yuchen spoke, Chu Yunyan thought that he had fallen asleep, after all, his body was indeed weak, and he had been tossing for so long just now, even if he pressed the acupuncture points on him, he was just drinking to quench his thirst, treating the symptoms but not the root cause."
The mask you see, you must already have an idea, it is rumored that the silver moon boy, half a silver face, half a moon on his forehead, a red dress, must be full of corpses everywhere he goes.You know all of this. ”Speaking of this, Long Yuchen paused, slowly opened his eyes, glanced at the girl who was looking at him intently, lowered his eyes and continued."
That's right, I'm the Silver Moon Boy who they rumored to have thousands of lives on their hands, are you afraid" Long Yuchen seemed to be talking to himself, but at the last two words, his eyes were slightly raised, as if he wanted to see her expression clearly.Chu Yunyan stretched out her hand and stroked his silky ink hair flowing like a waterfall on her legs, and lightly lifted her lips: "Don't be afraid, the blood on my hands is no less than yours, what's going on today" Looking at Chu Yunyan's calm face, Long Yuchen breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, he had too much dark side, he didn't want his girl to be afraid of him, despise him, or even stay away from him.His girl is not an ordinary person, he has always known this, but he still can't help but worry about what he will do if his girl can't accept him like this."
I" Long Yuchen wanted to speak and stopped, what should he say, saying that he had an inexplicable anger in his heart, and wanted to vent, and then dragged his body alone, which had not yet recovered, and ran to the mountains hundreds of miles outside the capital to bring back a bandit village, and almost fell directly into the wilderness when he brought it back, but what if he didn't say that, anyway, it was a knife to stretch out his head and shrink his head, not to mention that it would probably make the atmosphere that had just eased stiff, Long Yuchen took a deep look at the girl who was staring at him intently, lowered his eyes, and said: " You know my body, but there is one thing you shouldn't know, the internal force in my body is too strong, and there is a large part of it that I can't control. ”Hearing this, Chu Yunyan had already sketched out the general experience in her heart, but when she continued to listen, she realized that she was thinking a little simply."
Sometimes, I will be very irritable, I don't even know what I will do, sometimes I know what I want to do, but I can't control and want to vent, today I just feel that something may happen, so I went to Chongming Mountain a hundred miles away, I remember that there was a group of bandits there, when I passed, I took them" Chu Yunyan looked at his eyes, and found that his eyes would be red every time he said a word, until his eyeballs were like dripping blood, Chu Yunyan couldn't help but cover his mouth, and said, "Don't say it, don't say it, I won't ask." ”Long Yuchen knew that his current appearance was very scary, and when he saw his girl as if he wanted to escape, his heart was instantly cold, but he was afraid of scaring her, so he closed his eyes tightly.When Chu Yunyan saw Long Yuchen like this, she felt that she had said the wrong thing, and after thinking about it for a long time, she didn't notice anything wrong, could it be that she had just covered his eyes and mouth and hurt his self-esteem Chu Yunyan moved his body lying flat on his lap to her side, helped her not to turn him back, and attached her hand to his eyes, this action made her obviously feel that the body of the person under her instantly stiffened, and the body was trembling slightly, as if she was enduring something.Chu Yunyan felt that the Long Yuchen she saw today was a little different from the few times she had seen it before, he was not invincible, he was not able to save her in danger at any time, he was not an omnipotent person, he was not simple, what a shocking story behind this not simple, or what a distressing story.Perhaps what she sees now is just the tip of the iceberg.What she wants to know most now is why his eyes turned blood-red, which makes people think of vampires in the night, but in this era, he will be regarded as a monster Thinking of his mask, which is covered by both eyes on all sides, could it be that what has he experienced "Your eyes hurt" Chu Yunyan cautiously probed.Long Yuchen's right hand was weakly attached to Chu Yunyan's hand on his eyes, and he was softly grateful, and then stopped answering.Chu Yunyan frowned and said, "You open your eyes and let me see." ”When Long Yuchen heard this, his body, which was just not allowed to relax, tightened again, shook his head violently, and said, "No, you will be afraid." ”Chu Yunyan's heart seemed to be roasted by fire, and one hand subconsciously covered her heart, where it was suffocating in pain.Chu Yunyan put her hands against his temples and rubbed them slowly, Long Yuchen's body tensed and slowly stretched, but his eyes were still instinctively closed."
Open your eyes, it's not that you don't know who I am, isn't it more uncomfortable to close it like this, I'll see if it's okay" Chu Yunyan rubbed it and discussed it with him softly.Her words flowed into his heart like a clear spring, as if he had been bewitched, and his eyes slowly opened, but those eyes were red and dazzling as if they were about to drip blood."
Can I touch it" Long Yuchen whispered, motionless to observe her changes.Chu Yunyan always looked at him with a smile, lowered her head, getting closer and closer to him, staring at him, her hands gently groping around his eye sockets, and asking softly "Does it hurt" everywhere The fragrant breath came from the surface, with a hint of comfort and warmth.No matter how uncomfortable his body was at this time, how swollen and painful his eyes were, Long Yuchen felt that such a moment was incomparably beautiful, he had lived in this era for twenty years, and this moment was perhaps the first time in so many years, he clearly felt that there was still a trace of light in this world.Long Yuchen enjoyed this moment very much, with deep affection in her blood-red eyes, and gently looked at the beautiful girl who was engrossed in her illness.If it weren't for his blood-red eyes indicating that something was wrong with him, Chu Yunyan would also feel that the years were quiet at this moment.However, the touch of his subordinates told her that every blood vessel and tendon around his eyes was damaged to varying degrees, and the blood color was probably the erosion of toxins."
Can you see it clearly now" Chu Yunyan straightened up a little and asked her speculation."
Every time the color of the eyes changes, it becomes blurry to see things."
Long Yuchen said with a cruel and mocking smile on the corner of his mouth, "Don't you think I'm like a monster?"
”Long Yuchen didn't know if she had any previous memories, if this should be the most direct and normal thought, "How come, this color is very beautiful, it reminds me of battlefield killing, blood-colored battlefield, think about these years, those years should be the happiest for me, don't have to live in an intriguing environment" Chu Yunyan gently relieved his eyes, and unconsciously recalled the things of his previous life.Long Yuchen listened quietly, although he couldn't see her face clearly, but knowing that she was by his side, he felt that it was a good thing to be alive.In the past, his belief was to conquer the world and destroy the entire continent, but now if he asks him, he may say that her ideal is his pursuit, and being able to look at her like this is the happiest moment of his life.Hearing her comforting words, the already dry heart was injected with a clear stream again: "I can hug you Yanyan." ”When Long Yuchen heard himself say this, it seemed that his mouth was faster than his brain, and he reacted after speaking, feeling annoyed in his heart, and carefully felt her changes with his blurred eyes.Chu Yunyan just paused, then leaned down and crossed his arms through the crook of his arm, and picked him up from his lap, the two of them leaned on each other tightly, Long Yuchen tried his best to wrap his arms around the girl who exuded a faint fragrance, leaned lightly in her arms and said: "Yanyan, I want to call you Qing'er when no one is around, is it okay, of course, you can refuse, I did hear everything in the study, but I ask you to believe that I will never betray you, even if I die, I will not do anything that threatens you, I know you will have doubts, I also know that you can't fully believe it now, I said, we are the same kind of people, sooner or later you will know, what I say today will be valid forever. ”After Long Yuchen finished speaking, he propped himself up and slowly left Chu Yunyan's embrace, as if he wanted to leave, but as soon as he left the bed, he was forced to fall back again."
Don't be reckless, it's not too early, according to your condition, do you think you can go, you can rest, Qing'er will accompany you."
Chu Yunyan hurriedly got out of bed, propped up his body, slowly turned his body over, let him lie comfortably on the bed, and looked at the inky night, it was estimated that it was late, and the hot water brought in by Rui'er had become warm.Long Yuchen's words just now made her broken heart seem to be healed, and she was caught off guard.This night, the shock to her can be said to be an experience she has never had in her three lives, that words may not be a confession, even with a strong bloody atmosphere, but in her opinion, these words are thousands of times better than those empty, meaningless love words, this is more like a promise, maybe it doesn't sound strong to many people, but after being deeply hurt by the person who was once infatuated, it sounds more powerful than any words.When Long Yuchen heard her call herself Qing'er, she knew that she had agreed, and the corners of her mouth slowly hooked up a knowing smile.Chu Yunyan looked at his shallow smile blankly, her heart seemed to be melted by something, this was the first time she felt that a man's smile could be so bright, so pure, and so exciting.But it was only a short time, and she came back to her senses in Long Yuchen's trembling body and low moan: "Long Yuchen, what's wrong with you" Chu Yunyan anxiously checked his pulse, and in the pulse, except for his weakness, there was no abnormality, but looking at his movements and voice, it was obviously extremely painful."
Hair.Sickness, Birui cold fragrance. ”Long Yuchen endured the pain in his heart, squeezed out a few words intermittently from between his teeth, and then concentrated on fighting the discomfort caused by his body.Chu Yunyan didn't hear what he said clearly, so she had to ask him again, but when there was no response, it seemed that he had lost consciousness.Chu Yunyan had to come to the window, open the window, and softly called Long Xiao, who had been waiting outside, and after asking clearly, she was secretly glad that she had left a little Birui cold incense in the room, maybe she had a good impression of him at that time Looking at the man who was unconsciously fighting against the disease on the bed, Chu Yunyan sighed deeply, poured the remaining spices into the incense burner in proportion, for fear of causing deeper damage to his body, and added some pure incense with other antidote properties to it, and determined that the toxicity had been reduced to the minimum, Only then did he bring the lamp that he had lit, light the spices, and take another pill to dispel the drug.He brought the warm water to the small table next to the bed, soaked a new clean towel, and carefully wiped his face.At this time, the sky was already white, and Chu Yunyan felt a little tired.The tossing all night made her body that had not fully recovered a little unbearable, and she was not worried about the person in the bed, so she sat directly on the footstool next to the bed and fell asleep on the bed.When I woke up again, I was sleeping on the bed, my shoes had been taken off, and the hair ornament on my head had been removed, but the man who had difficulty even moving last night had disappeared, as if nothing had happened, only the clothes that had not been touched on his body showed that everything last night had really happened.Just as Chu Yunyan was looking at the empty room in a daze, a commotion outside interrupted her thoughts."
What about your young lady, let her come out quickly, the princess is sympathetic to the second young lady, and specially asked someone to buy a batch of maids from Renyazi, and a few of them are born in our house, all of them are girls who keep to themselves, let your second young lady come out and pick one."
As soon as Mrs.
Wang's loud voice came out, for fear that someone wouldn't hear it, the whole paragraph still had a sour taste, and those who didn't know thought that they had knocked over the vinegar jar.Chu Yunyan straightened the clothes on her body, shouted to Rui'er who was blocking the door, asked her to help her comb her hair, took the towel that had just been wet, wiped her face, took a sip of the tea that had cooled on the table, and beckoned Rui'er to go out together.As soon as she went out, she saw Mrs.
Wang showing off her power in her yard, commanding her might."
Mrs.
Wang, this is Ting Xinyuan, don't you know" Chu Yunyan looked at her fat body coldly, her eyes shot at her like ice cream, and said lightly.The sound was not loud, but it was just right for the whole yard to hear.------ off-topic------ the babies who read the text, remember to collect the book, come out and bubble Oh Xiaomeng is really badly written, there are babies coming out to bubble, Xiaomeng has always felt that he is playing stand-alone, so that one day Xiaomeng will really not be able to play, the babies will not have the text to read Oh the babies come out to leave a word, thank you: