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Chapter Ninety-Five: Inner Struggle, Belated Confession


Murong Feng's frightened eyes were a little puzzled, this Chu Yunyan is like this, shouldn't she beg herself to be good to her, why is it still such a picture of thunder and thunder, and the clouds are light and light.actually showed such an expression to him, and had to send the guest directly, is she stupid or has gone crazy.Thinking about it, he said it directly, anyway, in this Liang country, for now, there are few people who can pose a threat to him."

Lord Yue, although Yun Yan is disfigured, I believe it is temporary, even if it is permanent, I can be at ease with my identity, besides, I don't even disdain your position as a concubine, let alone be a concubine."

Chu Yunyan's last word bit very dead, and her eyes shot straight over like a blade.If there was still someone here, she would definitely think that if the eyes could kill people, then Murong Feng didn't know how many times he had died.Murong Feng was completely enraged by her, he had just gone to the other courtyard today, and he was angry with Dongfang Xuanxuan, but when he heard that Chu Yunyan saw a guest today, he couldn't wait to come over.I don't know why, I want her to be a side concubine for herself is getting stronger and stronger, and maybe she knows the location of the private soldier token and the Qinglong Order of the Town King's Mansion.Accept her, these are not all in his pocket.Seeing her face, he was already retreating, but his identity did not allow him to show weakness and change his words, of course, this is also his so-called self-esteem.Not wanting to look at the dense, bruised, purple, and red-spotted face anymore, Murong Feng turned his head away and said, "If you don't want to marry, you have to marry", then turned around and strode out.It was as if there was a flood beast following him behind him.Looking at the back of the embarrassed escape, Chu Yunyan was a little sad, for her ignorance, for her original ignorance, for the so-called love at the beginning, and for those who tried hard to persuade her to turn back.When Rui'er came in, she saw that Chu Yunyan's veil was lifted, and she sat down on the chair in embarrassment, looking out of the door in a daze, her eyes flashing with tears, and there was an obvious red mark on her neck, which began to turn blue, and she was pinched at first glance."

County Lord, County Lord, don't scare me, what's wrong with you, did Lord Yue do it to you?"

Rui'er looked anxious, looked Chu Yunyan up and down, and was slightly relieved to see that there seemed to be no scars elsewhere."

I'm fine, Rui'er, don't worry."

Seeing that there was no false concern in Rui'er's eyes, Chu Yunyan, who had just experienced a torment, patted her hand on her shoulder, indicating that she was fine."

Na Rui'er will help you get the medicine, it's not good to leave a scar on your neck" "What's wrong with Yan Yan, what to get the medicine." ”Before Rui'er could finish speaking, she was interrupted by a gorgeous, low, spring-like voice.Seeing a man with a face like an immortal in the sky who appeared out of thin air, and a man in a black brocade robe on his body, Rui'er pointed at him with a frightened face: "You, you."

Who are you, how did you get in, you" "Okay, Rui'er, you go out first, there's nothing to do with you here." ”When Chu Yunyan saw the person coming, she was in an extremely bad mood by Murong Feng, but she miraculously replied a lot, and then looked at his pale and sickly face as always, and her heart hurt.I hadn't seen him since last time, and it stands to reason that when he broke the news of his disfigurement, he should have come over to find out what was going on that day, but until he asked Long Xiao to send him a letter, he didn't show up, which made Chu Yunyan feel a little uncomfortable.But looking at the way he looks now, she is relieved to think of his illness that day.Rui'er looked at Chu Yunyan and then at someone standing there, seeing that her young lady didn't have a surprised expression at all, and it seemed that she had indeed seen this person, oh yes, the person who was held by the pervert that day seemed to smile clearly, and went out with a blessing, and didn't forget to close the door."

What's going on with Qing'er's neck, who is so bold and dares to hurt Qing'er."

Seeing that Rui'er had left, Long Yuchen immediately changed his words.Chu Yunyan wanted to talk about him when she heard Qing'er's words, but then she thought that she seemed to have agreed, so she followed him.Seeing him standing in front of him, not showing any other expressions on his face that looked a little terrifying and disgusting because of the drug, just staring at his neck, Chu Yunyan was moved in her heart.Seeing such a face, the first reaction of ordinary people seems to be frightened, disgusted, and disgusted, "Don't you see my face" Chu Yunyan answered the question, looked at him, and said stupidly."

See, Qing'er is Qing'er in everything, just like you didn't leave me that day, if you want to say scary, it should be me even worse" Long Yuchen looked at Chu Yunyan's face, her hand attached to her somewhat terrifying face, with a gentle smile in her eyes, and said in a serious tone.Chu Yunyan never knew that a man could look so good when he smiled, but the brilliance in his eyes was like the morning sun, pouring down in an instant, shining on the earth, and it was also like a nest of clear springs, instantly flowing into the heart, moisturizing the soul that had dried up, she couldn't help but think, this seemed to be the first time she had seen him laugh so purely, "Is the ninth prince so good at talking to anyone" Although Chu Yunyan was moved in her heart, the words she said made people have the urge to vomit blood.At this time, if Long Xiao was there, he would definitely laugh, and then thought: If there is no need for his master in front of them, he will have it when he doesn't say a word for ten days, and it is not easy for someone to make him pay attention, but this person is what is this called, if you want to hold a beauty, there is a long way to go, master, take care."

This son is only like this to Qing'er, Qing'er will always be beautiful in his son's heart, and everyone else is a vulgar fan in the eyes of his son, so his son is not so superficial."

Long Yuchen rubbed her cheek as she spoke, gently and slowly moving down, as if admiring some fragile treasure.Chu Yunyan felt that he put his hand on the place where he had just been pinched and swollen by Murong Feng, and a clear stream slowly flowed into his neck, and a trace of coolness appeared in the place where it was still hot and painful.The red, swollen and purple area on the neck quickly flattened out, leaving only a red mark.Long Yuchen breathed a sigh of relief and withdrew his internal force, but his body couldn't help shaking slightly, as if he was about to fall down the next moment.Chu Yunyan quickly got up to support him, pressed him into the chair behind him, took his right hand, put his hand on his pulse, his body instantly stiffened, and quickly returned to nature.With a smile on her face, her eyes were as bright as stars, she looked at the girl who was seriously checking her pulse, and said softly: "Don't be so nervous, I can't die yet." ”In fact, Long Yuchen just doesn't know how to comfort people, after all, he has been supporting him alone for so many years, Long Xiao and they care about him, he knows, but he can't show helplessness and vulnerability in front of them, he has been alone all these years, no one has ever needed him, and there is no one he really cares about and wants to comfort.At this time, her girl's concern for him, he warmed his heart, but he didn't know how to express it, he could only say such a pale and weak sentence, but it made the hearts of those who cared about him feel sorry.However, although Chu Yunyan had already sensed that she was tempted, she didn't want to admit it.Hearing his words, he quickly exploded, raised his head, and yelled at him viciously: "Who is nervous, do you care about me whether you die or live." ”After saying that, she regretted it.Because she saw that the eyes that were as bright as the stars just now instantly dimmed their brilliance, as if they had lost their vitality, and the face that was originally smiling was also expressionless in an instant, and the cold air emitted from her body seemed to freeze the whole room, and the figure was so lonely, isolating the world and the world.Chu Yunyan was a little overwhelmed, wanting to comfort but not knowing what to say, the atmosphere was so frozen.Until, Long Yuchen's eyes were dead silent, like a lake without flowing, which would dry up at any time; Until his body began to tremble unconsciously, his body became hot, and his head rested on her waist without warning.Chu Yunyan realized how bad his condition was.After so many contacts, she had long been aware of his extraordinary concern for her, even at the cost of her body, but she didn't know why, and she didn't dare to think about whether his half-joking and half-serious words were true, she had been trapped and disturbed by love, and it was because of the so-called love that made her and her family die.She had no revenge, and she couldn't think about these distractions.Only these two times, she really felt that her dead heart seemed to come to life when she saw him, and trembled with him.Seeing that he was uncomfortable, his heart was like a pinprick, like a fire roasted, like frying oil, and it was in severe pain.Seeing him happy, her heart was also happy for no reason.Seeing him busy and healing for herself, she was moved in her heart, and she was more distressed.Chu Yunyan hugged Long Yuchen's body that seemed to be unconscious, the touch on her back made her tremble, and her hands touched behind his back, he was so thin.The ribs on his back are distinct, clearly showing the fragility of this person, but his appearance is too strong, the power he has is too strong, and he always behaves so unfathomably in front of her, which makes her ignore that he is also a normal flesh and blood person.Chu Yunyan hadn't carefully checked his body when he was awake, except for the pulse, the others were not clear.Traditional Chinese medicine pays attention to looking, smelling, asking, and cutting, and she has never wanted to touch his privacy, his past, after all, she really didn't think and didn't think that they would have any intersection in the future.So she could only look and cut the pulse, this time she hugged him, the original summer clothes were already transparent, she inadvertently found that his back was uneven, like the traces of being abused and beaten, one by one, criss-crossed, Chu Yunyan could imagine the tragedy at that time without seeing it.Feeling those scars, it seems that it has been a long time, but at that time he should have been a child, and now he is so enchanting, the woman is ashamed of herself when she sees it, she should also be a pink carved jade when she was a child, and everyone loves it, who would be so ruthless to a child Chu Yunyan felt that she seemed to have touched something.Long Yuchen rubbed on her unconsciously, her face was painful, her body couldn't help trembling, and her mouth kept murmuring, Chu Yunyan put her ear to his mouth to hear it clearly, he shouted "Mother Concubine Chen'er is so painful to save me" Long Yuchen unconsciously grabbed Chu Yunyan's sleeve as he spoke, grasping it so tightly, as if it was the last straw of life.Chu Yunyan looked at the man who was only in a coma and showed weakness and helplessness, and a clear mist instantly surged in her eyes, and in the haze, she saw her arm wrapping around the person who seemed to be leaving at any time.After a soft snort, Long Yuchen moved his feather fan-like eyelashes and slowly opened his eyes.Long Yuchen, who had just woken up, didn't seem to figure out the situation, he raised his head in confusion in his eyes, and when he saw clearly the person standing in front of him holding her, his eyes, which were still a little dazed, instantly bloomed with dazzling brilliance, but he didn't know what he thought, he lowered his head again, tried to get out of Chu Yunyan's arms, and said, "I'm sorry, it's hard work." ”Chu Yunyan had been distracted, her eyes were scattered, and she had no focus, until the warmth and weight in her arms were withdrawn, as if her heart had also been withdrawn, and she came back to her senses and looked at the person who had woken up, her face was pale, and she was leaning in the chair with her head down.Seeing Long Yuchen like this, she was a little flustered, thinking of what she said before he fell into a coma, his silence and forbearance, although Chu Yunyan did not shed tears, her eyes that had been misty were sour.This seems to be an invincible person, why does he unabashedly show his fragile and childish side in front of himself, why he helps himself unconditionally, why he appears every time he is in trouble, there are too many whys, she has never explored, and she has never received an answer, the only explanation is his half-joking, half-serious proposal.It's just that can this be taken seriously, Chu Yunyan has never been so uncertain.Closed her eyes and dispelled the mist in her eyes, Chu Yunyan stiffened, clenched her fists, staring at the man in front of her who had not raised her head, for a long time, she took a deep breath, as if she had made a big decision, and there was a firmness lingering around her body, and she said: "Long Yuchen, let's talk" Long Yuchen slowly raised her head, looking at her with empty eyes, as if she didn't hear what she was saying, just such a look made her heart hurt fiercely.The two looked at each other, as if they had experienced the vicissitudes of life, the world changed, and a voice that seemed to come from the sky sounded: "What are you talking about" Chu Yunyan came back to her senses.There was no joke in Long Yuchen's eyes, no ridicule, he looked at her with a serious face, and asked again: "What are you talking about" Chu Yunyan looked at his serious and non-evil, playful eyes, and the pale face that seemed to be about to fall down at any time, sighed and said: "You are very weak now, go to my room, you can lie down, can you go" Long Yuchen looked at her blankly, nodded subconsciously, his body moved before his thoughts, but as soon as he stood up, his body began to shake, if he didn't hold on to the table next to him, Chu Yunyan felt that he would fall in the next second.Chu Yunyan wanted to help him, but after thinking about it, she didn't move after all, she just watched him stand there for a while, seemed to recover a little, and slowly began to walk out.Chu Yunyan lowered her head and followed him two steps away, walking quietly, and she didn't raise her head until she entered the bedroom door.Seeing Long Yuchen lying directly on the beauty couch, he wanted him to go to bed, but he felt that this was not good, so he moved his lips, but after all, he didn't say anything, and sat down opposite him silently."

What do you want to talk about" Long Yuchen's eyes always followed her, and he said when he saw her sit down."

Long Yuchen, you know who I am, I don't have the reserve of those boudoir ladies, nor their grace, let alone their thoughtfulness, what I will do is military, political, fighting and killing, I am destined to not be peaceful in this life, what I am doing now is very dangerous, and if I am not careful, I may be doomed."

Speaking of this, Chu Yunyan raised her head and looked at the gaze that had been following her intently, apprehensive but firm.Long Yuchen looked at the stunning face that had become smooth like clotted fat because the drug had dissipated, and looked at her with a smile and said, "Qing'er, is this confessing to me?"

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