I seem to understand but seem to be puzzled by Chen Yao's sudden slap on the wrist of Lin Yuran, I am a little dazed now, because I don't know where Chen Yao will go, I am at a loss, looking aimlessly in this city, sending her WeChat, she doesn't reply, calling her, she doesn't answer.At this moment, I have a lot of anxiety and worry in my heart.At night, I leaned against the street lamp and smoked a cigarette with a sad face, and although my phone had more than 10 missed calls, I didn't want to get through.There are Ye Bing, Mo Yun, Xu Mo, and Yan Jiaxin, but there is no Aunt Chen.I gasped, I gasped under the street lamp of this night, I really couldn't walk, because I had been walking for a day, I wanted to get up and keep walking, but I didn't have the strength to keep walking, I really wanted someone to walk next to me now and reach out and grab me, give me the strength to find again.Under the light, I saw a figure getting closer and closer to me, this figure was so familiar, so elegant, when this figure walked in front of me, under the yellow street lamp, her face was so evocative."
Haven't you found Chen Yao yet" Yan Jiaxin squatted down and looked at me like this with beautiful eyes, I just shook my head at her.Then she put her hand in front of me and said, "Get up." ”She seemed to see my powerlessness, and I didn't refuse her at this time, grabbed her hand, and was pulled up by her hard, and I looked at her like this."
You're gone, a lot has happened.""
I've guessed it.""
Do you know who you hit?"
”"I know why you're still so impulsive" "Because of Chen Yao." ”Yan Jiaxin was silent, and only after a while did she continue: "You like her" "No." ”"Then she likes you.""
Not either.""
Actually, I know where Chen Yao went."
Yan Jiaxin was silent again, and came over again to tell me.I started to get anxious, grabbed her hand eagerly and asked, "Where, where is she?"
”She resisted in pain, trying to break free, "You scratched me." ”I let go of my hand, looked at her with that complicated look, and asked slowly, "Where did she go?"
and "She's gone, to Starlight." ”"Why did she leave" I don't understand why Chen Yao left so soon."
Because she likes you, she doesn't want to tell you, she doesn't want to be your burden, because only when she is gone, Lin Yuran will transfer her hatred to her, so that you can be safe, she also told me, you don't go to her, if she wants to hide, you can't find her at all" Somehow, as soon as Yan Jiaxin's words came out, I had a sense of collapse, I didn't believe that Chen Yao would like me, and I didn't dare to think that Chen Yao would like me, "Impossible, she can't like me, because we are just brothers, brothers." ”"But that's just the way it is."
Yan Jiaxin's words were full of infinite affirmation, and the affirmation made me have to believe this fact.My Adam's apple squirmed, and I sat on the ground weakly, "Why did she leave, why didn't she tell me, why did she have to bear this alone, didn't she know that Lin Yuran wouldn't let her go at all when she left like this" "Actually, she knows everything, including that after you borrowed 300,000 yuan from Xu Mo and returned it to Lin Yuran, she was ready to leave." ”"Why, you'll know," I asked Yan Jiaxin with the last bit of strength."
Do you remember when I met Chen Yao at your house that day, in fact, I knew everything that day, she told me that she was leaving, and she also asked me to help her, at that time, I was also surprised when I heard the news, she begged me to find a way to let her leave, because she knew Lin Yuran too well, Lin Yuran would not give up if she didn't achieve her goal" "You promised her" "Agreed, so I helped her leave here in the afternoon." ”I yelled, I don't know where I got such strength, I yelled angrily at Yan Jiaxin: "Why are you doing this, tell me why." ”With my anger in the roar, with my unwillingness, with my distress for Chen Yao, I didn't dare to think about it, I didn't dare to think about the despair that no one told her when she was alone to face difficulties, and I didn't dare to think about the false insidiousness that she chose to face Lin Yuran alone in order to let me live a safe life."
Because she is Chen Yao, she said that she wants to be the proudest Chen Yao, she doesn't want to rely on your thin and warm shoulders, she is afraid that if you fall, she will have no one to rely on, she can't be so selfish, she can't let herself live in trouble with Lin Yuran because she likes you."
I don't know how to express my heart at the moment, because my heart is already turbulent and out of my control, I am very confused, if there is a knife next to me now, I will definitely stab Lin Yuran angrily.A cigarette, I took out the last soft white sand on my body, I wanted to light it, but there was no fire, I laughed, laughed, laughed so bitterly."
I have fire."
Yan Jiaxin took out a lighter from her bag, squatted down and helped me light the cigarette in my hand, my eyes looked at her very complicated, she nodded at me, and I finally smoked again.I don't know why the light of the street lamp suddenly went out, and the only thing that could shine on the whole path was the soft white sand in my hand.I was reluctant to continue smoking, perhaps because I was afraid of the dark and wanted to leave a little light in my heart.In my mind, Chen Yao's picture repeatedly appears, the picture is so real, it is so warm, in my heart, Chen Yao is such a distressing girl, she will make trouble with me nonsensically, will hug me and cry at the moment of releasing vulnerability, will tease me with the charm of that face, and will give me the most real and warm embrace when I am helpless.She is real and unreal, but her kindness to me is pure.I don't know if I really like her, I haven't asked myself, I don't dare to ask myself, even if she jokes about liking me countless times, I still haven't chosen to believe her.Is it that we are too familiar with each other, or are we too familiar with each other, is it the kind of familiarity that we don't even believe if we say we like it, or the kind of strangeness that even says we like it as a joke." ”aa2705221: