Surprises always appear suddenly when people are completely lost, and it turns out that they hate and hesitate to leave me so much.I'm afraid, I'm really afraid that Yan Jiaxin will be like them, one by one leaving my life, one by one from my surrounding environment.This city, this is my dream place, and it is also the city of my dreams, I want to make a fortune here, I want to have friends here, I want to have relatives and loved ones here.She has a body fragrance that I have never smelled before, as fresh as cloves, "You make me very scared, the moment I see you walking straight, I am really afraid that you will leave my city one by one like them." ”At this moment, I am really like a child, just relying on her, I am used to loneliness, but I am not used to parting "I am afraid, afraid that the road you are walking is on the left, and I am afraid that you will go far away, there is really no one around me, no one anymore" I released my nature and said what I wanted to say."
But I didn't go far, I just walked behind you, standing under the big tree behind you and looking at you, and you, would be so desperate, would be so hesitant" "I don't dare to bet, I don't dare to bet because I don't want to watch you leave one by one, and I can only stand in place, stupidly standing in place" She pushed me away and smiled, I am sure that this smile is so pure, but it is so unsettling, "Do you know why why everyone will go" I shook my head, and the blankness of my expression reflected my incomprehension, I wanted her to tell me why they were leaving."
Because they have found their own goals, I will also go, until the day when the origin is truly stable, stable, I should also go, take my dreams to live, find a stable harbor, a person who can give me real warmth, I don't want him to be handsome, I don't want him to be rich, as long as he can give me the most selfless help when I need help, the person who can rest assured that I can do my favorite thing, and can love me like my grandfather and care about me" This is her dream, and it is also the reason for her to leave, for Yan Jiaxin, Origin is a sustenance, grandpa's sustenance, she wants to continue the origin truly and intact, treat the origin as a child, watch it grow, watch it grow.It grows, and it's time for her to let go, and she can pursue her happiness and find her own harbor without any pressure.As for me, can I find the sustenance that really belongs to me like her, "Then what is your dream" I finally asked her, asking with confusion and curiosity."
Love, the purest, truest, and most heartfelt love is also the infusion of life that I feel wholeheartedly."
She walked up to the back, I followed her, lit a cigarette, and looked at her back, it was so reassuring, step by step, walking like this, but it was very reassuring.I didn't know where she was going, but I didn't feel like I would lose my way if I followed her forward, even if there was no light on the road, no flickering neon lights, I could walk naturally towards the money as I did during the day.The temperature around her was getting lower, and the snow was slowly falling in the gloomy sky, and she stopped, reaching out to catch the falling snow, it was so quiet."
It's snowing."
She looked up at the sky, and the snowflakes slowly fell on her face, and I seemed to see such a picture, the purple lilacs as if they were covered in a snow-white coat.She turned to look at me and said, "Do you like snowy days?"
I nodded, "Yes, because it happened to be snowing on the day I was born." ”"Me too."
She took out her phone, looked at it, and said again: "As soon as this night passes, it's my birthday, I'm really glad that I can see snow on my birthday every year." ”She didn't say anything, and continued to walk forward, the snow was not heavy yet, I followed Yan Jiaxin slowly to the original place to eat, she drove me to the residence."
What gift do you want?"
I asked, standing in front of my door, and she smiled, not giving me an exact answer, "whatever." ”With those two words, he walked upstairs.I lay on my bed, tossing and turning about what to give her, but I didn't have a clear idea, because I didn't know what to give to this girl.At twelve o'clock, I called Yan Jiaxin on my mobile phone, she didn't answer, maybe she fell asleep, I originally wanted to take the lead in giving her a blessing, it seems that I can only wait for tomorrow.After another hour, I still didn't fall asleep, I took out my phone and played the mobile game, played for about half an hour, I got bored, I left my phone aside, thinking about falling asleep again, but I still couldn't sleep.It was already three o'clock in the morning, I didn't choose to continue to lie down, even if it was a big night to get up and play games, I didn't want to lie on the bed like this, I sat up directly from the bed, and when I got up, I found that the snow was falling outside the window, I opened the window, looking at the snowflakes falling slowly outside the window, I smiled happily.Looking at the layers of snow on the ground, a sudden inspiration came to my mind with this inspiration, I opened the door directly and walked down, to the downstairs, the snow still kept falling, and it was getting bigger and bigger, I touched the snow on the ground with my hand, it was cold and biting.I wanted to get a glove down, only to find that I was wearing pajamas, the key was in the original coat, I didn't have any thoughts, and I didn't have any hesitation, after seeing the good position, I began to make a base, after getting the base, I grabbed a handful of snow directly from the ground, put it on my hand and rubbed it, rubbed it for a while, I put it on the ground and rolled, and then put it on the base, so the cycle repeated at 6 o'clock in the morning, when I put the two branches on the snowman, I finally sighed with peace of mind, I reached out and rubbed it for a while, trying to rub the cold hand to heat."
Happy birthday."
I finally started calling her, and I was still snotty and shivering from time to time while I was calling."
Thank you what, you have a cold" She seemed to hear something wrong with me from the phone.I didn't want to disturb her mood today because of this topic, so I just said, "You open the window." ”She muttered suspiciously, and after a while, she opened the window, looking at her in front of the window with a surprised expression, I forced a shiver and put on a smile, stretched out my hand and pointed to the snowman next to her and shouted to her, "I hope you like this gift." ”In order to better write the three words of Yan Jiaxin, my snowman is very big.As soon as I finished shouting, she immediately closed the window and pulled it up, and I wondered: What's the matter, doesn't she like me and I'm starting to lose it, staring intently at the big snowman next to me, sighing, turning around and preparing to walk upstairs, and at this moment, a sudden embrace hugged me directly."
Thank you for the surprise, thank you for the gift."
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