The second time I came to this gravel road, I got out of the car, I helped the girl take off her hard hat, and said, "Come with me" "Hmm." ”I tried to take off my shoes, but she stopped me, and the two of us walked quietly on the gravel road, the light shining on the stones and on our faces.Her face was a little haggard, and her haggard face was so clearly illuminated by the light, "Are you okay in Beijing?"
"It's okay, I haven't been there for a long time, and I'm not comfortable." ”I nodded, and she continued to walk, halfway through, she suddenly stopped, and then sat down on the stone chair next to her, "I'm hungry." ”As she spoke, she pointed to the end of the gravel intersection, and the convenience store that said 24 hours said to me."
Whatever you want to eat, I'll buy it for you."
Yan Jiaxin pondered, with a little cuteness, "It's delicious." ”"I'll go, what are you answering this," she grinned and reached out to push me, "Go ahead." ”I walked forward with doubts, but when I left, I still looked back at the girl worriedly and said, "You ran around, where can I find you?"
”As she spoke, she took out her mobile phone, turned on the flashlight and shone it at me: "Go, the light is big enough, you can see me when you see the light." ”This light seemed to give me a reassurance, telling me that she wouldn't run around, wouldn't leave, but maybe it was like this when I came to the convenience store, I wasn't so aimlessly searching, on the contrary, I actually knew what I was going to buy, even if she just told me that it was delicious, but didn't tell me what it was, I still knew what I needed and finally I chose to buy an ice cream, even if it was such a cold day, I still bought one, just this one thing, because I knew that this girl would definitely eat it, I was sure.I followed the same path and returned to the stone intersection, the light was gone, and I couldn't find the light of the mobile phone, only the light shining on the stone road next to the tree, and the person on the stone chair didn't see it.I began to be anxious, I began to panic, and my heart, which was originally very calm, became uneasy again, this is nervous, there is no reason to be nervous, I care.In the middle of the stone road, I turned my head to look around, waiting, this is not a dream, this must not be a dream, she must be here, the one who accompanied me all the way just now must not be an ethereal dream.I was afraid of this dream, afraid that this dream would be so real, afraid that as soon as I turned around, she would disappear behind me, the real helplessness.One step, one jump, I looked at the exit of the stone road where I originally came, with a little light, a figure, is jumping towards me step by step, it is true, she didn't go, she said she wouldn't go, it's not a dream.She jumped up to me barefoot, her long hair had turned into a ponytail, and she took the ice cream in my hand, and ate it as I expected, happy, happy, and most ungraceful.I just watched her quietly as she ate one bite at a time, and it turned out that she was so naïve that she was preparing for me to buy this ice cream.After eating, there was still some ice cream next to the little mouth, and I wiped it off with my hand, and asked, "Where are your shoes?"
and "At the exit." ”She pointed in the direction of the exit and replied.This time, I wasn't going to let her jump and walk alone, so I took her hand without any idea and said, "Follow me." ”Her face was green, but her hands did not break free, so I led her forward, and when I came to the exit, I saw her pure white casual shoes, I walked over and brought them to her, squatted at her feet and said, "I'll help you put them on." ”She lifted her feet in the air, and when she touched them, she subconsciously stepped back, and I grabbed them again, looking up at her, her face was already rosy, and she was shy.I slowly helped her put on one shoe, and when she was done, she lifted her second foot without any taboos, and I repeated the same action as before.At this moment, I dressed her slowly, and when I got up, I looked at her with joy, and she nodded to me with the most innocent and natural smile."
I'm a little nervous, my heart is beating all the time."
Looking at her, I spoke without any disguise."
I'm just like you.""
I want to confess, but I don't know how to say it, I like you, but I also suppress myself.""
I know, but I'm also scared and scared, I have to go to Beijing, I want to make myself more sober, I don't want to be so confused, I want to find the answer I don't know if I like you or not, but I found that you are so good to me for no reason, care about me without complaints, in you, I seem to see the shadow of my grandfather" "Then have you found the answer" "I found it, I met Chen Yao, she gave me the answer, and she made me clear the answer. ”"What did she say when you saw her" Yan Jiaxin turned around and walked forward, I followed her on this road, she said to me as she walked: "Don't regret it if you like it, regret it will only turn into a bubble forever, this is her original words, and it is also what she asked me to tell you." ”She stopped, turned her head to look at me, and said, "Would you like to gamble once?"
"Bet" "Close your eyes and come looking for me." ”I was surprised: "What if I don't find you?"
”"Do you believe in yourself?"
”"Then give everything to the feeling, to fate, just like at the crossroads, I hope you find me" As she said, give it to fate, give it to the feeling, I closed my eyes and listened to the footsteps of her slowly leaving, it was so clear, but I didn't know where the voice was going, until I couldn't hear the footsteps anymore.When I opened my eyes, there was only the road at the end of the light, and I lit a cigarette, which seemed to be my guiding light, telling me which direction to look for.The smell of smoke drifted behind me, I turned around and walked slowly to the back, getting closer and closer, I found that she was really getting closer and closer to me, she didn't go, she really didn't go, just stood behind me and looked at me slowly I gave everything to the feeling, when I walked in front of her, the cigarette had been smoked by me, she took the initiative to pick up my cigarette and was ready to throw it away.At the moment of leaving, I grabbed her hand, leaned into my arms, and kissed her directly on the mouth, she was so unfamiliar, in the face of my sudden incomprehension, she was panicked, and slowly she began to cooperate with me, so close, so that I could further feel her breathing, her heart was beating faster than me, she was more afraid than I was still scared to find, and I couldn't see."
I like you, I like you for no reason, maybe, in the eyes of others, you are so noble and beautiful, but in my opinion, you are so need to care, need protection, you have a strong, stronger than us to bear looking at you so strong, I unconsciously want to care about you, want to help you solve any troubles are also you so strong, let me understand, what is like what is love before, I am so immature, always dependent on others, always like the good of others I now find out, That kind of love is to take, it is dependence, so I have no goal, but now, I have a goal, and you gave me a goal, so that I understand life, understand that love is not dependence, I will raise flowers every day, look at the lilacs, as if looking at you, because you are my goal, is the girl I want to protect the most, and it is also my pure nature. ”I don't have any inhibitions, I don't have any chance to hide it, even if she rejects me now, I don't regret it, at least I said everything I wanted to say.I waited for her quietly, waiting for her answer, for Yu Fei, I was all dependent, and I just fell in love with her beauty and her understanding by being good to her.For Chen Yao, I have love, the so-called love makes me really understand, that is just love, just the love like relatives for 20 years, this kind of love is caring, but also warm-hearted, I think she should also understand this truth We will meet, we will meet in the brightest moonlight, in the most indifferent way, will chat and fart about what has happened these days, and will also negotiate fearlessly with a wine glass like a buddy.Quietly waiting for her final answer, "Will you be good to me?"
Yan Jiaxin asked me after a pause."
Yes, I will protect you, your so-called persistence and dreams."
She gritted her teeth, puffed out her fists, and then relaxed, and suddenly stood on her tiptoes after relaxing, and gave me the most practical hug, saying, "I promise you" She used this hug to tell me that she wanted to stand at the same height as me, to see the same fireworks, to feel the same years.The sky suddenly released that dazzling fireworks, I don't know who set them off, but it was the appearance of this fireworks that made me hug this girl tighter, and I didn't want her to leave."
Say, when did you like me?"
She put her hand on my nose and asked me with a smile.I asked rhetorically, "What about you, when did you fall in love with me?"
”She began to be coquettish, and maybe she would only be seen like this when she really let her unload her strength."
I don't remember."
She pumped her fist at me, "Okay, see I don't kill you, you don't remember." ”I didn't speak, I just hugged her in the way of a princess, she was stunned, and at the same time, I shouted: "Go home and fight again, whatever you want, my pure natural girl." ”aa2705221: