The sound of the wind, the sound of horns, and the sudden whistling of the lake broke the silence of the two of us, sitting in the car, I turned on the lights, handed Xu Mo a pack of tissues, and after wiping it, she returned to her original appearance, the strong woman demeanor that made us feel admired.Xu Mo's heart quality is very strong, among the women I know, she can be regarded as the strongest, even if she encounters such a thing, she can still endure that she is going to be strong It rains, the sky suddenly rained, seeing this, Xu Mo immediately turned on the windshield wipers, and the little raindrops fell on the windshield like this, dripping and disappearing so repeatedly, life is like this, some people leave, and some people come.I shouted with a sigh, Xu Mo turned his face to look at me, I said to her with a happy smile: "Do you remember the beginning" "At the beginning" "Well, when I was in school, I remember that you were the hardest working among us at that time, and you were also the best living at that time, but Xu Mo, after so many years, I really don't know what you are living for, do you know yourself" Xu Mo fell into deep thought, I don't think my question is so difficult, in comparison, I think this is a very simple questionAt the beginning, I was the same as Xu Mo now, she worked hard without goals, and I was lazy without goals, which made me and her two most obvious examples.Xu Mo wanted to win, but why did she want to win Blindly paralyzed, blindly using work to let herself fall into endless busyness, is this really good After a while, Xu Mo finally said to me: "I don't know." ”I laughed, and when I was done, I said, "At least now I know." ”"You know" "Well, you are now living for your own persistence, I saw the word Nansheng from you, and I also felt the importance of Nansheng to you It is your father, your home, and the child you want to protect, am I right" Xu Mo bit his lip and nodded to tell me that what I said was right.I pulled the chair back and sat down comfortably, watching the lights outside the window, the moving vehicles, and the rain gradually subsided.Xu Mo turned off the windshield wipers, tied up his hair in front of me for the first time, looking at her like this, she was more mature, more intellectual, and I also admired her from the bottom of my heart for the first time: "Beautiful." ”She was not proud and proud of my admiration, on the contrary, she showed her inferiority complex, low inferiority, I didn't understand, she looked at me with that kind of low eyes and finally said: "I'm afraid of failure, I have low self-esteem." ”"Why" "Because of one person." ”"Who" "You." ”There was no dodging, our eyes were on the same face, and I sensed that she must have a lot to say, and all I had to do was listen to her as a listener, the only listener."
You are a scoundrel, a hooligan, my unreachable, and the inferiority complex that makes me the most frustrated in my life, maybe you don't know, I'm the same as Chen Yao, I was defeated by your scoundrel, I dare not approach, you don't have great ability, but you have great ability, because you will treat each of us with your heart, you will fight with me, you will scold me, and you will continue to talk to me with cigarettes and alcohol after a lot of noise, you are so real, and I am so fake, I always like to wear a strong coat and pretend to be cold in front of you" Xu Mo snorted coldly, and said again with a self-deprecating smile: "Now I find that I am really too stupid." ”"Yes, it's stupid, it's stupid, it's a stupid girl, a person who is more stupid than me in terms of feelings, you like me, right.""
Yes, I like you who can never be conquered, no matter how strong I show, how much people don't want to get close, you will always act so indifferent to me, chat with me, quarrel with me in front of others, I seem so intimidating, but I am so humble in front of you, there is no sense of distance at all, because I know that you have no love for me, there is no emotion about the word love at all, I am like this, Chen Yao is the same, I don't hate it, I also pity her, she is the same as me, all so pitiful. ”I scolded her again: "Xu Mo. ”My decibel increased as a result, Xu Mo's expression was lowered because of my roar, I was shocked and apologized, my heart has infinite apologies, if I hadn't provoked it, maybe the woman in front of me would live more freely, and she would live more admirably "Lei Hao, if I say: I am willing to put everything I have now in your hands, including myself, are you willing to be with me" Xu Mo's eyes were full of expectation, expecting me to give her a happy answer, I don't want this stubborn and strong girl to be happy, but I just can't say it.Xu Mo said with a sigh: "I know, you can't give it, because there is no love between us, no matter how strong I am, no matter how hard I try, I am always wrong because my mistake is very simple, if I faced my feelings before Yu Fei, would you promise me" I did not deny her: "Yes, because I don't want to hurt anyone." ”"I see, thank you."
Xu Mo closed his eyes and lay down in the car peacefully, I pressed the button on the car and played the music for her, playing the song that we often listened to together."
Later, I finally learned, how to love but pity you, long gone, disappeared in the sea of people and then finally understood in tears that some people, once you miss it, you won't anymore" After listening to this song, Xu Mo opened his eyes, opened the window, looked at the calm of the lake, stretched out his hand, and then the raindrops that fell from time to time were very small, very small."
What I miss is time, and once it is missed, it is gone."
Xu Mo turned his back to me and said something to me: "Do you remember a promise you owed me at the beginning?"
”"I want you to help me, can you?"
"I'll help you" "Well, help me keep Nansheng." ”Xu Mo turned his head to look at me pleadingly, as if I had infinite abilities in me."
I don't want to lose what I should have again."
I cuffed my fists and finally told her my answer out loud: "I'll help you." ”With tears in the corners of his eyes, Xu Mo said movingly: "Thank you." ”I know what Xu Mo wants, and I also know how to do it, I can't promise her, I can't give her happiness, but I'm willing to use my ability to let her get the happiness she wants."
I'll help you convince him, surely, trust me.""
Hmm."
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