Yan Jiaxin and Aunt Mei came out of the room, she walked up to me and said to me, "Let's go, let's go back." ”I looked at Aunt Mei, Aunt Mei nodded to me, didn't say anything, followed Yan Jiaxin out of Aunt Mei, and we drove out of here.Sitting in the car, I asked her, "What did you say to Aunt Mei?"
”"She didn't say anything, she just asked me what I thought.""
How did you reply?"
"Let's take one step at a time, if there is a chance, I must go back, no matter what he does, I have to find a way to unfold the soul of art, I can't just admit defeat." ”My thoughts paused for a moment, and then immediately came back to my senses, and asked her: "Have you considered your relationship with Tang Tian" One day when I said the word Tang Tian, she suddenly fell silent, and looked at the window next to her, the fluttering phantom flashed past us at once, just like time, time passed all of a sudden, and we gradually grew up in the time that passed all of a sudden, until we grew into what we are now, for her, the word "father" seems to be so unfamiliar, I don't know if she was afraid to recognize this father in her heart, but she didn't want to recognize such a person with resentment.She didn't tell me this question until she got home, or maybe it was my question that made her mood a little better become empty, and she went back to her room alone, closed the door and started thinking.I was standing at the door of her room, trying to knock on the door, but for some reason I didn't have the courage to knock, but a thought in my mind kept asking me to help her, and now my body and mind seemed to have a conflict, a contradiction of different actions, and I suddenly felt that I was a contradiction.And suddenly a "meow" sound made me come back from my contradictory thinking, happiness jumped off the balcony, four feet slowly walked to my side, it slapped the door with its little white paws, as if to tell me to open the door, let me feel, it seems to see my thoughts.I finally knocked on the door, and she seemed to hear my response, and slowly opened the door from the inside, and looked at her with a little sadness, and I said to her, "Let's talk." ”She nodded, and finally let me walk in, I didn't say anything to her directly, but changed a topic that could ease her mood a little: "Go to the bar with me tomorrow night to participate in the event, Yuan Fei said that you need your presence, as a goddess, you must know no." ”"Oh."
On her desk, there was an old photograph on it, and I took it and looked at it, and there was a man and a woman, and the woman was holding a baby in her hand.I recognized the person inside at a glance, it was the young Tang Tian, although it was not as resolute and majestic as it seemed now, but his eyebrows were so that people would not forget, he was the same as her, he had the same room, and this long-haired woman seemed to be Yan Jiaxin's mother, but when she took a photo with Yang Xun's mother, she had refined short hair."
This is for you by Aunt Mei," I asked Yan Jiaxin with the photo."
Hmm."
She took another photo from the side and said to me with some tears in her eyes, "My mother is dead." ”She looked at me with a choked voice while touching the photo in her hand, I hurriedly stepped forward and pulled her in my arms and leaned against her, stroked her messy short hair with my hand, and asked: "What's the matter" She choked up: "Aunt Mei said: My mother is dead, but she didn't tell me the real reason for her death, I'm really entangled now, but I feel that my mother's death has something to do with him, he is my last relative in this world, I really don't know whether to recognize him, if I want to recognize him, I can't help but hate him." , I hate why he abandoned me and left all these years, he didn't come to see me once, why did he take away these things around me when he met, and he hated him for everything that my grandfather left me, but I had an indescribable feeling for him in my heart, that feeling was not hate, but it was not love. ”This is an inexplicable feeling, I seem to be able to understand Yan Jiaxin's feelings, because we both belong to such an equal situation, she seems to have an obstacle, such an obstacle makes her dare not take a step forward to recognize Tang Tian.Before I knew it, I heard the sound of even breathing, it turned out that she was already asleep next to me, I slowly put her on the bed, fiddled with the photos, and left her room.Happiness jumped on a small chair and looked at me, and I walked up to it and said to it, "Silly cat, do you think she's getting in the way?"
”Happiness poured his head to the side very nonsensically, and said "meow" again.I sat down in the small chair next to it, and she was in a trance that she could only open with the key that could open the lock of her heart, and I felt that I was a lock on the atrium, and only when I was opened could she see everything outside the door, maybe I was too confined to her.I don't know if Aunt Mei told her about my meeting with Tang Tian, if she knew, what kind of emotions would it be, she shouldn't know.Suddenly, happiness jumped away from me, perhaps because I subconsciously lit this cigarette of trouble, and it didn't like the smell of the cigarette, so it jumped away from me, jumped to a place I couldn't see, and it ran away again.I was suddenly a little hungry again, and then I remembered that I hadn't eaten much at Aunt Mei's house tonight, and after smoking this cigarette, I went to the kitchen and got something to eat, and after eating, I watched TV for a while, and fell asleep unnaturally on the sofa.I seemed to fall asleep again, I was standing in a garden made of railings, holding a jug in my hand and watering the flowers and plants inside, but around this garden, there were no flowers growing, and all the flowers gathered in it.Suddenly, I felt a strong wind blowing, and I immediately went to the exit of the garden, trying to reach out to block the gust of wind, but the wind blew me down so mercilessly, and the flowers behind me flew farther and farther under the wind, and in this way, the whole garden was left with only the wooden fence that I had made of wood, and all the flowers flew away without a trace.And I don't even have the ability to protect my favorite flowers.aa2705221: