Yu Fei and Mo Yun nodded at me, I began to be a little emotionally silent, I said to them: "Let me talk to her, okay" The two women nodded at me, and then gave up the free place in the room, as soon as they left, I sat down on the chair next to Yan Jiaxin, her face was still smiling as always, that pure, that warm smile, even after blocking the fatal knife for me on the mountain, she still smiled at me and said, I hope I live well.I pulled her up, put her hand on my face, stroked, I choked up at her and said, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I really don't want to hear me say I'm sorry, but I really only have these three words left to tell you, I'm really a bastard, a complete bastard, you call me a scoundrel, you're right, I'm a scoundrel so much that I need you to protect me with your life, protect me bastard, you know, the more I think about it, the more I hate myself, why should I hurt you, I wish you could beat me up, or beat me to death, and it doesn't matter if I can't lie down in the ward. ”I really hope that she can get up and beat me, but whether she will really get up as she wants may be just a fantasy I have with that idea that is difficult to achieve.Now, I just want to watch her quietly, watch her, watch this woman who is scarred by me but still smiles, she is really beautiful.As the days passed, there were many people who came to watch me and Yan Jiaxin, and when Aunt Mei came, she directly cried and slapped me, and that palm directly turned my practice red, and she scolded me with painful words, she blamed me, blamed me for why I didn't even do the most basic agreement.In Aunt Mei's heart, Yan Jiaxin is like a daughter, although she is not biological, but her feelings are better than her own, she is the first person to agree that I and Yan Jiaxin are together again, and she is also the first to believe in me, so she entrusted Yan Jiaxin to my elders, but I didn't even do this most basic requirement, and I didn't take care of her.So, I let go of my so-called bullshit dignity, knelt down directly in front of Aunt Mei, and begged Aunt Mei not to be sad, I don't expect her to forgive me, because even I can't forgive myself.Aunt Mei left, a few days later, a few more people came, Xu Mo and Lu Baiyan heard that we had an accident, and immediately rushed over from Shenzhen, Chen Yao rushed over by plane from Beijing overnight, and even Nanmu and Jiang Ke, who were on vacation, rushed back from abroad and came to my side, so that I could be indifferent and happy.I forced myself to laugh at them, and I made myself a little happier.Another day passed, the ward was opened again, Qi Xuan walked in from outside the ward with a black face, as soon as he walked in, he punched me who had just stood up and was about to open the window for Yan Jiaxin, and hit me in the face very hard, I was directly hit to the ground, he pointed at me and scolded: "You bastard, do you know that I really want to kill you with this punch, you and theirs will give me a little farther away from now on, and you will give me as far as you want, you brute that makes me want to crush directly." ”I wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth, slowly got up from the ground, and looked at Qi Xuan at the same level: "I also hate myself, and I also wish that the person who suffered that knife was me, do you know." ”"You get out of here, get out now."
The more Qi Xuan spoke, the more excited he became.I wasn't in a good mood either, "Get out of your uncle, let me tell you, unless I see her wake up with my own eyes, I won't leave her in front of me for a single step, no matter who it is, don't want me to leave her, even if I die." ”Qi Xuan suddenly became angry, raised his fist and prepared to hit me, "Since you are looking for death, I will fulfill you." ”I replied to Qi Xuan: "Put away your soft fist, it's powerless." ”Qi Xuan was angry again, and he was about to hit me directly, and I was about to hit him angrily, and suddenly, the door of the ward was opened, Yu Fei and Nanmu suddenly rushed in and walked to my side, Yu Fei grabbed me, and Nanmu grabbed Qi Xuan."
What to do, what to do."
Yu Fei shouted angrily at us, and after speaking, she looked at me and said to me: "Lei Hao, what are you doing, do you know that this is an ICU, patients need to rest, if you are still causing trouble now, what do you let us do, what do you let me do, do you want us to continue to worry about such a thing for you I know, you are in a bad mood now, very heavy, but everyone is the same as you, they all hope that she can wake up intact, but are you really noisy now, is it useful" Yu Fei said, I suddenly felt that Qi Xuan and I were two immature children who grabbed toys and played around, whoever won the toy was whoever won the toy, and the two of us were really naïve.Qi Xuan seemed to recognize Nanmu's identity, and he didn't continue to quarrel with me, but walked out of here directly, and snorted coldly at me when he left, his eyes glared at me fiercely, and the anger in his eyes wanted to cut me with a thousand knives.As soon as he left, I continued to sit down on this chair, Yu Fei also took a chair and sat down with me, and asked me: "Is she okay" I suddenly didn't know how to answer Yu Fei's question, how to be good, how to be bad, if she can wake up and count good, then she is not good now, but is it really bad, if she can lie down quietly like this, then in her dreams, she will not have to feel these worldly disputes, the sinister of people's hearts, and unnecessary troubles in life.She can lie comfortably on the land full of flowers and plants, feel the fragrance there, and the warmest sun is just enough to make her sleep peacefully, and will not be cold because of the drop in body temperature after falling asleep.Perhaps, she can really feel her own paradise of happiness, only a happy paradise of happiness.That way, she's really happy.Yu Fei walked to the window and helped me open the window that was not opened, the warm sunlight shone on Yan Jiaxin's face because of the opening of the window, and the smile on her face was very beautiful and moving by the sun.Yu Fei said to me: "Feel the warmth, you haven't seen the sun for a few days, I think: if she wakes up, she also wants to see the most comfortable picture." ”I walked next to Yu Fei, she gave me the position, and said to me again: "The sun is very comfortable, it is very suitable for you and her, come on, she will be fine, I will buy something to eat, you eat a little every day, the body can't stand it, so you must eat more." ”After speaking, Yu Fei walked away from here again, as soon as she left, I looked at the sun seriously, I gave Yan Jiaxin a lot of places, hoping that the warmth of the sun could make her vibrant.I moved to the side, I seemed to see a picture of disbelief in the afterglow, I quickly turned around, only to see her smiling on the bed, I was suddenly moved speechlessly, slowly walked in front of her, I was moved at the moment is already words can not tell, I grabbed her hand, face full of tears.Suddenly, she said to me, "Who are you?"
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