Yu Fei finally didn't show a look of not eating anything, she held the chopsticks, as if she was thinking about something, and just took two bites and asked me, "Listen to Xiao Hei, you have added a touch of amazement to the wall that has not been rendered, and that wall has attracted more people to watch because of your creation." ”Yu Fei took out his mobile phone from his body, and as soon as the lock screen was opened, he saw an extremely familiar picture, that wall with a beautiful illusion is now attracting so many people to watch, standing here for a group photo and the most empty corner of the painting, the woman in the illusion is standing next to so many people as if it were real.Yu Fei's eyes became a little serious, and she said to me in a very unhappy tone: "Do you remember what you once said to me" I was suddenly a little dazed, and I didn't seem to remember what I said at the beginning.Seeing that I didn't speak, Yu Fei showed anger that I had never seen before, "Why do you want others to enter the territory that once belonged to us, the wall that was not added with color, why did you let others in so casually, Lei Hao, I want you to give me a reason, you give me a reason why you let others fill in the color here." ”"I" I was speechless, it seemed that after Yu Fei said this, a picture really appeared in my mind that year of us, the two of us accidentally broke into that clean territory, at that time, everything was not rendered, let alone like now, with so many colorful pictures, it was also in that year, we met Xiao Hei, where we promised to take this place as the pure land in each other's hearts, the only land, only we have the qualifications to render."
I'm sorry, I" I can't explain anything in words, after all, I have done something wrong, I did not fulfill the responsibility of helping her to leave this pure land, but selfishly gave her half to others."
Let's go, I'm tired, I'm really tired, I want to rest."
Yu Fei gave me an eviction order, her emotions switched between anger and calmness, I stood up from the chair next to her with a debt, and it was not until I came out of Yu Fei's house that my mind withdrew a little.After walking for a while, I came to a food stall with an open-air chair and sat down, I asked the boss for a few bottles of wine, opened it, and drank it without any worries, in the small square in front of the food stall, a group of wandering singers with electric guitars and microphones were singing indulgently here, seeing them like this, I was like seeing Lu Baiyan in the music fountain, he used to be a wandering singer.These days, I don't seem to have calmed down to listen to a truly complete song of freedom, and after drinking one bottle of Yanjing beer, I bit the cap of another bottle with my teeth and drank it again.It was a luxury for me, a man of indebtedness, to be able to sip and listen to these singers who sang for pleasure.The wine bottle in my hand was removed in an instant, and I saw Yan Jiaxin come to me with a frown, she took my wine bottle and put it on the table, looking at me a little nervously, "Why are you drinking here, I called you by Yu Fei, why is your mobile phone there with her, and what happened to you, why is her tone so bad, you quarreled" Yan Jiaxin sat down next to me, I looked at her with a helpless look, "Can you give me the wine first, let me finish it first." ”"No, I don't want to wait to go back with a drunken man on my back, and, what about your car" As soon as she said this, I found that the mobile phone and the car were all left with Yu Fei, I stretched out my head, and then shook it so that I could sober up a little, and then said to Yan Jiaxin: "We didn't quarrel, I hope it was a quarrel, so I don't owe her." ”"I owe it to her to be specific."
Yan Jiaxin's tone didn't seem to allow me to leave out a trace of omission, and I had to tell her everything truthfully."
Allow you to smoke a cigarette in front of me, because then you can vomit all your troubles."
I nodded at her, and finally took out a cigarette from her body and lit it in front of her, she was different from me, she picked up the wine and drank, I wanted to stop her, because she didn't drink, she refused, and said to me: "I let you be willful once, and you must let me be willful once, so that we can be even, of course, I can only relax with your things when I am drunk, so I want you to tell me completely." ”After speaking, she picked up the wine, although the beer was not strong, but I still had doubts about her amount of alcohol, I put down the cigarette in my hand, and looked at him with a complicated gaze She drank the bottle of wine in front of me, and after drinking a bottle of wine, everyone would be uncomfortable, I patted her on the back, hoping that she could be more comfortable, but she looked at me with hard time, "Say, I want to listen." ”I finally said "um" to her, ready to tell her about it, because there were no secrets between us.Figures passed by us, and the wandering singers who sang in front of us also put away their instruments and walked towards the front that I could not see, and everyone seemed to have a smile on their faces, perhaps because they had just sung very happily.At the open-air food stall next to the road, one person told the story, and the other listened to the story with drunkenness.When I told her about the wall I had filled in, she looked at me a little strangely, and she suddenly stood up, took my hand and said, "Go, I will make you owe her no more, and we will give her everything back." ”Yan Jiaxin was a little flushed, but she still had a very clear line, and walked towards the colorful wall that we had once painted with graffiti tools.Holding the remover, standing in this bright light, looking at everything on this wall, Yan Jiaxin finally sighed, it seemed that the cold wind that had just walked all the way made her a little sober, she took the remover and sprayed it on this wall without hesitation, I immediately stopped her, and asked her: "Are you worth it, the picture here is the most beautiful land in your heart, the most beautiful expectation." ”"Everything is selfish in love, so I think it's worth it, because I don't want you to owe another woman, that's unfair to me."
After speaking, Yan Jiaxin continued to spray again, watching this intact picture disappear little by little after her spraying, I suddenly twitched in my heart, yes, love is selfish.aa2705221: